baby honey

HAPPY 10TH YEAR ANNIVERSARY ONE DIRECTION! 

"everythings heavy."

like your body for instance?

all one hundred ninety-four pounds.

put the food down.

every bite is guilt

more guilt adds to the plate

and your plate is full.

your. plate. is. full.

i told you "no"

you didn't listen and in a month from now

you wont fit into your favorite pair of jeans.

tell yourself "one more..."

wow, you really outdid yourself.

was the five pound weight gain worth "one more"

congratulations, your jeans don't fit.

what did i tell you?

i told you "no"

you didn't listen and soon everyone will notice.

what are you gonna do?

are you gonna have "one more?"

but of course.

another five pounds and you won't be able to look at yourself in the mirror.

why aren't you listening to me?

oh right, you cant hear me over the food you just ate.

chomp. chomp. chomp.

you'll never learn.

pathetic.

this morning you skipped breakfast.

im so proud of you.

that's 700 calories you dont have to worry about.

keep it up and your jeans will fit again.

your mom asked what you wanted for dinner

you lied and said you already ate.

i guess you aren't as stupid as i thought.

step up on that scale buddy

whats it say? how much did you lose?

"im down another five, but its still not enough"

that a girl....

gooooooood morning beautiful.

today is a great day to go buy a new pair of jeans

cause those ones are too big!

more money on clothes means less money on food.

what in the actual fuck...

im not understanding why you had dessert after dinner

this is not okay and you need to take care of this right away

excuse yourself to the bathroom. do what you gotta do.

don't disappoint me.

i can see you looking at that girl over there.

comparing yourself to her, as you should.

shes skinnier than you and well...

we cant have that.

wakey wakey, no eggs or bakey

and for good reason, you're down 10 pounds this time.

how do you feel? do you feel good?

you shouldn't, because its not enough.

its never fucking enough.

and ill remind you every single day.

"everythings heavy"

and it always will be as long as im around

and baby, im not going anywhere.

im the devil on your shoulder.

Anni, amori e bicchieri di vino, sono cose che non si dovrebbero mai contare.

___The Age of Adaline (2015)