WARNING: MIGHT TRIGGER THE READER. READ WITH CAUTION.Â
Traveling back home after that huge fight against Reid had left this emptiness pit in my stomach, something was taken from me. The adrenaline is still coursing through my veins as if it was poison that is spreading within my blood. I have never felt this kind of anger since I was a child. Finding out the truth hidden within lies, having my heart broken, wasting my life, shattered thoughts, broken dreams, being taken advantage of again by someone I loved and the heaviest pain is my guilt.Â
After passing over the threshold, a sudden pain came over my knee. As I tried to move forward, the pain crawled up my spine. Constraining my body as if it was being taken over. I lose my footing causing me to force myself to lean back into the door. Just as quick it came, it stopped.Â
âWhat just happened?... {Umm} Maybe I overcharged my body with my powers. Hopefully a cold shower can help.âÂ
As I get into the shower, allowing the water to try to wash off this negative feeling I have hanging over me.Â
 Familiar Voices speaking to me all at the same time:Â
Man: âHe deserved that shit!âÂ
Woman 1: âBut itâs ReidâŚhe has always been there for me.âÂ
Woman 2: âI should have killed him.âÂ
Man 2: âWhat about Zoe?â
Man: âItâs not her fault. Itâs not like she got pregnant on purpose?â
Woman 2: âOr did she?âÂ
âJust Stop ⌠talking.â
âIt felt good hurting him, right?â
â{weeping cry} Go AwayâŚâ
Growing up the way I did, I learned to cry quietly under the shower to sound out my weakness and my shame. The steam from the hot shower will replace my heavy breathing, the water will erase the path my tears took down my face. If I wasn't able to tell that I was crying, no-one would either. I try to suppress that voice in the back of my mind. I blanked out from that point on in the shower.Â
20 minutes later. I brush my teeth and get ready for bed. Walking over to my bedside, the pain comes back with vengeance. Â
âWhat!....{Ouch} it hurtsâŚâ
Familiar Voices speaking to me all at the same time:Â
Woman: â{sucking teeth} You never wanted a baby anyways.âÂ
Man: âMaybe we shouldnât allow you too, either. {laughs}â
Man: âYou wasted your youth on whatâŚhim!â
Woman: âLove⌠{evil laugh} no one can love you.âÂ
Woman: âLook at you!âÂ
Pushing myself to make it towards my bed with the last of the energy I have.Â
âGive me one good reason to stopâŚJust one little reason.â
âPathetic, just like your mother.âÂ
âSTOP THAT CRYING⌠{silently whispered in my ear} No one can hear you.â
âLook what you are doing, crying in front of Dolli.â
âControl your emotions.âÂ
âGet out of my headâŚâ
âYou canât control me. {laughs} You can barely control your powers.âÂ
âFind a place in my head to seal what has been saidâŚFind a place in my head to seal what has been saidâŚâ
âLetâs see who wins ⌠{clears their throat} âŚâ
âUnlock what has been forgotten ⌠Unlock what has been forgottenâŚâ
âFind a place in my head to seal what has been saidâŚâ
âUnlock what has been forgotten ⌠{Voices goes deeper as in a trance}â
âUnlock what has been forgotten ⌠Say it with me Brooklyn. You knowâŚâÂ
âFind a place in my head to seal what has been said ⌠{voice low enough to be a whisper} Find a place in my head to seal what has been said âŚâ
â{moan} I am coming for you, Brooklyn.âÂ
âI know you can feel me getting closer. {devilish laugh}âÂ
â {screams in rage} YOU CANâT KEEP HIDING FROM ME!âÂ
âJust let me in ⌠{weeping moan} I will accept you. You know this, right?â
â Find a place in my head to seal what has been said ⌠Find a place {ouch} ⌠Find a place in my head to seal what has been said âŚâ
âWhy are you doing this to me? {cries out}â
â... STOP ⌠{growls} Stop saying that spell. You're just going to hurt yourself even more.âÂ
â... {ahhh} Fuck ⌠{weeps} Find a place in my head to seal what has been said âŚâÂ
â How can you do this to me? âŚ{pounding sound} To us?âÂ
âLet us in, please...âÂ
âFind a place in my head to seal what has been said âŚâ