fucked up.

me for 3 years straight: “sorry i haven’t been myself lately”

i appreciate effort. no matter how small, silly or irrelevant. i just really appreciate it.

Mental Illness is like internal bleeding. No one knows how much it really hurts until it kills you.

i’m so sorry if someone made you think it’s hard to love you

I am so sorry for all the times you deserved someone better than me

im  a nice person but im about to start throwing rocks at people

i want to be in love and i want it to not hurt

I cannot help thinking that every person that looks at me sees the things I hate about myself, so I look away

i personally love to over analyze everything and suffer

I don’t want to be here.

there is so much hurt and sadness inside of me and i have no idea how to control it anymore