lost, not found

Hardest to love

Greatly outweighs the love songs

So how am I supposed to believe again?

That come out of your mouth so easily

Stay in my mind for days

Weeks

Months

Meanwhile, you forget about them within seconds

And you

Are the Sun

The sun is scorching hot

Burning my dark brown eyes

It begs of me something I am not

So I quietly wait for my demise

The blue waves crash against the shore

Engulfing me in the dark blue nothing

I long for air, for light, for more

But I quickly learn to never ask for something

The sky is dotted with white

Some see beauty, I see disturbance

An interrupted clarity; a difficult sight

A mystery, why I'm disturbed by this occurrence

Suddenly, the breeze is much colder

The beautiful green blades of grass

Seem to float and twist with the wind

Just a little less

Everything is still

Now that the sky has lost its blue

The tiny yellow flowers

Blooming from the cracks in the concrete

Are now a boring shade of beige

I glance up at the scorching sun

But it's quite easy to stare at

Nothing is bright

Now that the sky has lost its blue

That fluffy purple hoodie

Carried the lingering scent of

Your offset smile and love for nature

But every scent, every touch

Felt like nothing

Now that your eyes have lost their blue