SUPER SUBURB CHICK

✦ This is a discourse—less blog. I don't have a 'DNI', just no fucking minors or men. This is a dyke only blog, go play with some other uber tolerant chick.

using this like a diary of fucked up thoughts n whining. there's a girl i consider my 'darling', and all my posts are about her ｡ im an introject, and tag her as me, and often rant about plural related stuff. im not a stable bitch and that's your only warning.

Taglist⠀:⠀#birdsong post about her, #fuckoff bitch posts, #feelinme nsft, #likeduh opinions & responses⠀ 🤍⠀

I can listen to it at least- her. her voice.

A) makes me seem actually vulnerable. A part of me rather be just straight up obsessed and disgustingly jealous than seriously in love and willing to set aside my self-loathing for her happiness

B) This would mean forcing myself into reality. The reality of being just out of arms length. Being too late to be honest. Just an attractive face and nothing else, because I can’t be anything else. Not for her, anyhow.