maybe someday

ya no tengo mi sol, me paso en la luna

i remember the day we brought you home, it was a warm september evening and you instantly filled our home with the sound of your barking, with your electric energy, with your stinky farts, with love. and now you leave me on a cold december morning, it’s like you took the warmth and sunshine with you.

love of my life, how can i go on without you? please let me come with you because fourteen years wasn’t nearly enough but an eternity just might be 💔

i love you, i love you, i love you. and i wish that had been enough to save you.

and then i see all my childhood friends with receding hairlines and getting married and having kids and buying WHOLE HOUSES? meanwhile i’m dangerously close to bankruptcy after getting an iced latte and a lil treat

i’ve wasted my youth somebody please put me out of my misery i’ve become everything young me hated and was terrified of