How the creator of VOID 1680 AM made me cry (in a good way)
I was going to write this ahead of Thanksgiving, because I wanted to mention something I was truly thankful for. I've been actually thinking about writing this for a while, but for reasons that will become obvious, it's a hard subject to write about. This is something I've never mentioned before, and it involves opening myself up more than I usually do.
Last year, I released my first solo TTRPG, Cult of the Drive-in. That game was heavily inspired by Ken Lowery's VOID 1680 AM, as well as a few other solo TTRPGs and even a multiplayer one (Nathan D. Paoletta's World Wide Wrestling channeled fandom into art, which was something I was trying to emulate).
Cult of the Drive-in was the result of a lot of restless energy, due to a major crisis I was going through: Specifically, I was in the middle of bankruptcy. I didn't say much about it at the time. A few friends and relatives knew, but I had kept it from the greater internet until it was over. Since I couldn't sleep very well, I decided to pour my restless energy into something other than ruminating and scrolling through the same five social media tabs.
I'm hesitant even now to talk about my bankruptcy for a few different reasons. First and foremost I'd like to avoid any accusations of "pity marketing." This isn't that. I've given away a lot of copies of the game, and I've included it in charity bundles where I didn't make a cent. Also, I really feel like that was a low point in my life, and I try not to revisit it.
I had used as much free art as I could. I used the six-month free demo of Affinity Publisher to design it. The fonts were from Google Fonts. I had to be very careful with money, and basically justify spending a small amount of money on a Noun Project membership, and licensing the cover photo. For those of you playing along at home, this means two things.
The total art budget for Cult of the Drive-in was $22.
At that time, $22 was a large expenditure for me.
During the buildup to the game's eventual release, I had gotten some small buzz. Maybe a single-digit number of people knew about it. And that's where I had expected it to begin and end. I was being realistic about it. It was my first release of what was essentially a modified "hack," and so sales would be sparse, if I got any at all. In the midst of this, I emailed a free download code to Ken Lowery, along with a short "thank you" message for inspiring me to create my own game.
I need you, dear reader, to understand that I didn't email Ken out of any sense of self-promotion. I didn't ask or expect anyone else to plug my game. He had greatly inspired me to roll my sleeves up and create something. And my sole intent at the time was to thank him.
Back to bankruptcy: I was severely broke. I was the kind of broke where my paycheck immediately disappeared to cover last pay period's overdraft fees and bills, leaving me with nothing for groceries. I was seriously wondering how my wife and I were going to eat that week.
My phone buzzed. I made a sale. "Nice," I said. "Maybe I can get a loaf of bread and some--" My phone buzzed again. "Whoa. Two sales?" It buzzed again. And then a handful more times. All told, I was sitting on around $63. It wasn't much, but as long as we were creative, we could get gas and groceries for a week.
I was able to trace it back to a Bluesky post from Ken Lowery himself.
Pleased af to share CULT OF THE DRIVE-IN by @briantransplant.com, in part inspired by VOID 1680 AM. Book double features at your drive-in f
I fell apart. That's the only way to describe it. There was relief, joy, pride, and a sense of validation, all undercutting the dread I'd been dealing with for weeks.
I wanted to tell my wife we had enough money to hit up the grocery store. I wanted to explain that I'd sold a handful of copies of my game. But I had to take about five minutes to compose myself first.
For the record: The worst is behind us, and things are going better for us now.
I don't know if I'm ever going to have the budget or output to get a table at a convention, or catch the eye of an award panel. And I'm fine with that. The timing of that Bluesky post and those few sales meant the world to me.
Sincerely, Ken, thank you.













