happiness will find you when you stop hiding.

The lights are up, Keith Hayes

lollll dude have you seriously not realized that all things are delicately interconnected yet? at your age?

I don’t want people to be filmed on phones and I don’t want to be self aware and I don’t want irony and I don’t want infographics and I don’t want references or call backs or reboots or sequels or franchises or crossovers or multiverses

I want cream cheese bagel

i love you air dried hair i love you no makeup i love you comfortable clothes made out of soft fabrics i love you short nails

Dreaming of childhood and summer and lemonade and grass with daisies in it and running through sprinklers and devouring books in an afternoon and trying to swing high enough to fly

I miss you blockbuster I miss you cds I miss you little buttons that played song previews in walmart I miss you vhs tapes I miss you blocky tv with rabbit ears that only had 10 channels I miss you scratched dvds from the library I miss you envelopes of developed photos from a film camera I miss you flip phones covered in stickers I miss you physical media

one day I woke up and realised all the waiting and yearning was actually me living my life and it’s happening right now and it’s still good even if it’s not perfect and there is no moment when all your dreams get fulfilled and everything makes sense. like… this is it. this is life. you’ll waste away your youth waiting for some imagined future if you don’t love life for what it is now and make the most of it

not to be a communist on main but these are literally the modes of alienation under capitalism that marx described

PLEASE be a communist on my posts its literally capitalism thats making me feel this way