the theatre of the absurd

[Image ID: A series of bust shots of Star Trek ladies in rainbow order. First, one a red background, is Nyota Uhura, a Black woman with a dark brown hair in a beehive style. She is wearing a solid red Starfleet uniform, red eye liner, and gold earrings. On an orange background is Kira Nerys, a white Bajoran woman with short red hair, and a nose ridge. She is wearing an orange body suit, red cropped jacket, and a silver religious earring. On a yellow background, is B'Elanna Torres, a half-Klingon woman with tan skin, wavy, bobbed hair and forehead ridges. She is wearing a gold and black Starfleet unifrom with a grey turtleneck underneath. On a green background is Deana Troi, a white half-Betazoid woman with dark, shoulder legnth hair. She is wearing a wide-necked aqua dress with her hair pulled back in a matching headband. On a blue background is Jadzia Dax, a white, female presenting trill woman with dark brown hair pulling into a low pony tail, and spots along her hairline. She is wearing a blue and black Starfleet uniform. On a purple background is Guinan, a Black El-Aurian woman with black braids. She is wearing a collared purple dress, a matching hat, purple eye makeup, and black lipstick. End ID.]

I hate to say it and I hate to know it but if you crave intimacy and deep relation you truly have to muster the courage to go first.