A Hedgie

Hello yall. I’m still alive. I got older & I decided to go back to my old tumblr to relive the little moments. A lot has happened over the years. It’s kinda crazy.

I left my insane mother’s house. I am a survivor of her abuse and I can no longer allow her to hurt me anymore. She’s done some really bad damage to me. Sadly she still continues her angry saga about how I moved to another state and I’m too stuck up to talk to her. (Which isn’t true, I still live in PA and still happily with my partner of 10 years this year)

I still can’t believe my parents were my first bullies. Making fun of my talent, clothes and desires to do something creative with my life. Sadly they neglected me for so long, I had shut down in 2017 through 2022. Those times were a massive blur and I couldn’t believe what my life was coming to. I am so shocked with the way things went. My mom wanted me to raise her children and when I saw her nasty ways of her ruining her family and a married man’s family, I had enough. She ruined my life and made me throw away my high school life. I couldn’t perform and do any clubs. Anything art related was stupid and she made me feel like I was a mistake.

I can only pray that she realizes all the damage she caused for me and her kids. Nobody wants to be around a nasty person like that and I hope people see for who she really is. Making lies about your children for sympathy is pathetic. Don’t worry, messaging me on my first day at the hospital was a surprise. You weren’t actually proud of me. Someone told you something and you needed to act like you actually gave a shit. Still wishing me dead? Keep going.