wolfstar obsessed

Here's my rec lists! •main, •Hidden gems/underrated fics, gems part 2 •hidden gems part 3 •wips, •chronic illness/disability/deaf/blind, •trans remus/Sirius, •older aged wolfstar, •fluff, •raising harry and/or teddy, •autism, •mcd, •Asexuality, •texting, •tattoo parlor, •Holidays, •coffee shop, flower shop or bakery, •Hogwarts era, •divergent post-azkaban, bring back black, lie low at lupins •athletes •gamers/streamers/YouTubers •soulmates •podfics •fake dating

•Recs part2 •one shot version, •my to reread list, •my read a 3rd time, •jegulus •more well known but still lovely •monthly reading wrap-up

(I try to keep all of these updated and always feel free to tell me what I missed, or give a self rec)

*please give these authors love if you like their work*

My fics:

---All wolfstar and completed unless marked, no particular order---

•Silence between us a soft wolfstar falling in love, features Sirius dealing with anxiety, and remus who is deaf and has an adorable service dog. (Complete, 30k)

•Silence within remus' pov of silence between us can be read standalone (wip rated m)

•Remus Lupin’s guide to falling in love as an old man: falling in love at nursing home (wip rated e)

•Under the rolling hills (wip rated t) How Sirius accidentally became a coparent to a clumsy sheep and met the love of his life.

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--- if you find any you like, be sure to let the author know with comments and kudos 🥰

Word count: 1,457,590

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•Through Old Flesh and Cold Bones by lanearoo @shunstanpike (16k rated m) God's Own Country au, magical realism. they meet on the farm

•Caught Feelings on Main by Moonlit_Gemini (63 k rated e) A modern Streamer AU about soft moments hidden in plain sight, chat that refuses to mind its business, and two people learning how to choose each other—on screen and off.

•don't look much like a lover (doesn't mean that i won't try) by barkatthemoon @barkingatthemooninsteadofwriting (161k rated e) slow burn nemesis to friends to lovers beach read with lots of black family dynamics

•Remus Enchanted by Lliz46 (5k rated t) Ella Enchanted except Ella is Remus, Prince Char is Sirius, and Arieda is Lily.

•Don't Make Me Beg by CelestialWolf72 (7k rated e) Sirius has never had sex. Not because he doesn't want to, it's just never felt right. Eventually, and with the help of a significant amount of firewhiskey, he decides to take matters into his own hands and asks a certain werewolf for help.

•Burning and Buried With the Rest of It by @kalegreeneyes (118k rated m, reread) what happens when Remus is bitten in the summer before fifth year instead of when he was five

•Te Rogamus by @amberlink (25k rated e) Remus Lupin’s house is haunted and his ex is part of the investigation team

•Love at First Sign by Queen_Saysan (10k rated t) Sirius decides to take BSL Unit 101 in his second year of college; it's here that he meets Remus.

•hope's sweet sting by @sorealis (6k rated t) A look at Remus’ life from the moment he accepted the teaching job at Hogwarts to when he was reunited with his old friends

•Honeymoon at the Puppy Inn by @igetje (3k rated t) honeymoon fic (can stand alone but sequel to Lie Low at Posada de Cachorritos (with Lupin) which you should read if you haven't.

•Fixing Things by NeonDomino (2k rated g) Teddy Lupin never expected to meet his father.

•Soldier Boy by plagueherheart (1k rated t) It’s the last of the Marauders. Poppy’s seen them all, and heard the news of their passing, but this is different. This is Remus.

•The Star That Keeps the Moon Company by @theblueblues-ao3 (3k rated m) For as long as he can remember, the moon inside Remus Lupin has walked the sky alone—heavy and aching.Then Sirius Black appears, a wild and radiant star who slips into his orbit and never truly leaves.

•Stage Makeup by pringlealltheway (10k rated t) At their community theater cast party, a plan to get James and Lily alone backfires, and suddenly frenemies Sirius Black and Lily Evans are staring down an awkward seven minutes in "heaven." What happens in the closet is meant to stay in the closet - but should it?

•Love is Wild by weightyghosts (6k rated t) Remus is ready to forgive. When you truly know someone, know their heart and their mind, and you love every part of them, forgiveness is inevitable. Remus and Sirius are inevitable.

•Broken Things by commas_and_ampersands (3k rated t) Sirius is beginning to crack, but Remus is afraid of broken things.

•Remus Lupin is the number one James Potter cosplayer by @fishflipperfan (8k rated t) James has promised to be in two places at once and needs somebody to cover for his blind date. Remus is a pushover. His one task is to get rejected. What he doesn't anticipate is meeting Sirius Black-- beautiful, incomprehensible, and impossible to say no to.

•cosmic entanglement by @maladaptivewriting (10k rated e)

•Silver Linings by emotional_traffic_cone (1k rated g) Remus and Sirius get matching bracelets, but now Remus feels extremely sick and can’t figure out why.

•aim for my heart by @emlovessid (5k rated m) It was months before he realised that the placement wasn’t random, that the stars were always drawn around the smooth, pale skin of his scars. Sometimes it was just one or two, and sometimes it was a tiny smattering the whole way along, framing his scars in a beautiful constellation of tiny, hand-drawn pieces of his soulmate’s existence.

•The Events That Started on the Evening of Sirius Black’s Nineteenth Birthday by @puuvillaa (3k rated m) Sirius is saved from a homophobic attack by a young man called Remus, who has something to hide.

•Amber Eyes by iceprinceofbelair (6k rated t) In which Remus Lupin rescues Harry from the Dursleys.

•All That’s Best of Dark and Bright by Nara_Riya (6k rated t) Remus Lupin knows three things: 1. Sirius Black is straight. 2. Sirius Black has a Valentine’s date. 3. Sirius Black does not look at him like *that*.

•James Potter’s Guide To Falling Asleep While Two Idiots Fall In Love Right Next To You by quillt3d (1k not rated) James Potter - the saint of patience - is sick of Remus’ and Sirius’ pining, said piners remain utterly oblivious.

•Make it everybody's problem by @mikibou (1k rated t) Remus doesn't like it when James says 'furry little problem'.So he plots a revenge.Too bad he sucks at potions.

•Once Upon a Full Moon (You Scared Me Half to Death) by Fantasy_Nonsense (2k rated t) Remus has a very bad full moon that leaves Sirius shaken.

•In Silence Easy by ignipes (3k rated g) Easter, 1975. One spring morning, Remus has a conversation with his father that doesn't go quite the way he feared it would.

•Pickles and Pineapples by Mikibou Hope overhears a conversation in the kitchen and learns new things about her son and his friend. (1k rated t)

•Shine Bright like Silver, Fall Dim like Tin by KayLooloo and sequel Silver makes Weapons, Tin makes Walls (55k total rated m) werewolf hunters athttps://archiveofourown.org/works/69265286 Hogwarts Remus centric but multiple pov

• Special Specimens by Kathaker (1k rated t) pRemus, Peter, Sirius, and James are scientists at an Antartica research station. With the isolation, weird weather, and close proximity to hot scientists, Remus is a little overwhelmed.

•Do you like like me? by Robin_is_awesomesauce (1k rated g) Remus and Sirius are both really oblivious until they aren't.

•My Cat is a Thief by @mybelovedmoon (1k rated t) the items that had been randomly popping up in his garden and yard, occasionally even littered across the porch or the walkway, were the fruits of a sneaky crime spree undertaken by Luna, his cat.

•Yorkshire, 1995 by eggstatics Art: fadingtostardust (10k rated m) Lie Low at Lupin's

•What happens in the Highlands, stays in the Highlands by Mees_80 (2k rated m) Remus Lupin decides to hike the West Highland Way to forget the world. Enter Sirius Black, a forgetful man...

•give me everything by Sorealis (2k rated e) A blindfold, a spell so he can’t hear, and giving his boyfriend full control shouldn’t be this exciting, but to Sirius it’s the ultimate show of trust and there is nothing hotter than that.

•Empty chairs at empty tables by Mikibou (5k rated t) Four dead marauders and their funerals ... Or something.

•Presto Bang-o by @r33sespieces (4k rated t) Is Sirius really thinking about seducing this magician? Really?

•June, 1998: Harry's First Driving Lesson by barkatthemoon @barkingatthemooninsteadofwriting art by @meteoralinart (2k rated g) Harry wants to learn how to drive. Remus and Sirius are there to help.

•Black Tartan by @sliebman10 (3k rated e) When Sirius attends an event for his family's foundation, he decides to flout his mother's expectations by wearing his Highland suit rather than the tuxedo she provided. Remus is a fan of this decision and shows his appreciation accordingly.

•Sirius Black and the Terrible, Horrible, No Good, Very Bad Shirtless Curse by @astralsunshine (8k rated e) Sirius wonders why Remus is avoiding him and not looking while everyone else can't stop

•Clipped On You by EmperorEm (9k rated e) After Remus is given a very boring work assignment, he decides to entertain himself by adding Clippy clip art, the once-upon-a-time Microsoft Office helper, which leads him to discover a whole new side of clippy

•of elf-ears, movie marathons, and (un)requited feelings by barkatthemoon (9k rated e) Sirius grapples with his feelings for Remus during a Lord of the Rings movie marathon.

•A Great Idea by lurikko (2k rated t) Sirius thinks Remus should move in with him.

•lover's moon. by augmenti @heysaykitkat (3k rated e) Remus starts to notice it after he turns thirty-nine.

•Today's Special: Sirius Black's Feelings by @astralsunshine (6k rated t) Sirius thought things were finally settling: a safe job, good friends, and a steadily inconvenient crush on Remus Lupin. What he was not prepared for was a smug ghost showing up to bully him into doing something about said crush.

These are ones I've just started reading- see big list of wips I'm following here

•On Behalf Of Brittle Ink by @equalmindz (52k rated m chapters 5/10) Moonwater friendship, pining, canon divergent at Hogwarts

🦌🐺James/remus:

•The Alchemy by fictional_simp09 @fictionalsimp09 (2k rated g) James is a fan of Remus' music, and goes to one of his concerts to ask him out. That doesn't go according to plan, but what happens when he gets a call from an unknown number?

🎍Jily main (background wolfstar)

•BLAME by YouBlitheringIdiot @blitheringmcgonagall (30k not rated, MCD) A Marauders What If...? What if James had been blamed for the Prank? What if he got expelled at the end of Fifth Year?

🌛🌊Regulus/remus

•Caught Into Heaven by bluecrush @goldennectar (13k rated e) Regulus Black's little crush on his brother's best friend gets out of hand when he starts showing up confident and half-naked after his top surgery. But as the two spend more time together, they discover that reality can be so much better than fantasy.

•Under the rolling hills (wip 1k ch 1/?) How Sirius accidentally became a coparent to a clumsy sheep and met the love of his life.

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"I love you Sirius."

The words hit him and it felt like he had been doused in ice water. Sirius jumped up from the bed and got dressed as quickly as he could—not even able to look back at Remus and feeling like an absolute jerk for leaving his best friend like that.

But he couldn't think of anything else to do in that moment. So he walked the streets, the shadows from the streetlights casting eerie glows and all he could think about was his hesitation to start this friends with benefits situation

He really thought that Remus was okay with this and they had talked about it over and over and over again—that it was just sex and that Sirius couldn't do romantic relationships; that it wasn't a possibility.

He'd said it was nothing against Remus but still Sirius had never been able to come out to his friends as aro. He felt like it was some kind of deficit. He felt the pressure from his parents and from society made it to where he thought there was something wrong with him. Sirius knew intellectually that this was not true. Regulus was aroace but he felt like there was a bit more understanding whenever you had both aspects of the sexuality. But since it's just one Sirius felt kind of alone in it. He had never met anyone else like him, it seemed it was usually both or you were allosexual.

No matter how much he trusted James, Peter and Remus he had hadn't been able to make the words come out of his mouth. Now he felt like everything was crashing down on him and he felt so so guilty—he really thought that Remus understood and that Remus could do this and Sirius felt oblivious for not noticing that things were different lately with Remus and the last thing that he ever wanted to do was hurt him.

He knew that he just done that. Sirius abruptly turned around and started heading back to the flat. He thought about calling James but he also felt like that would be some kind of betrayal to Remus. If he was able to talk to someone else before him when Sirius just ran out on him.

He practiced the words over and over in his head but he really didn't know how put it to where this wouldn't completely ruin everything that they used to have. They live together, they have Sunday dinner where they cook together, they watch movies together, they talked about books together. Remus sat and went through the plots of all of his novels with Sirius. These are some of the best times in Sirius' life.

The day that Remus kissed him Sirius felt both dread and a sense of something falling into place. He had felt attraction to Remus for a long time and it was something he thought he would never do because he was scared of this exact thing happening.

They talked about it. Sirius thought, a little selfishly mad right at that moment because Remus said that he understood, said that he was okay with it. And the last 6 months had seemed like he was okay—it seemed like nothing changed and now everything had.

He still hadn't gotten his thoughts together when he opened the door but his heart felt like it was breaking whenever he heard broken sobs coming from the bathroom. He went in after hesitating for way too long on the other side It had been something he had never thought about before—they were in a dorm room together and they had seen each other without clothes countless times after Remus' transformations and after showers but now, Sirius stood there for way too long until Remus' cries didn't stop and Sirius needed to go in. That was his best friend and one of the most important people in his life. Sirius knew that he had hurt him by just walking out even if Sirius couldn't offer an 'I love you' in the way Remus meant it— or that it felt like the terms of their agreement had been broken… He knew that until today—he would never have walked out on any of his friends when they were this upset. Much less if he was the one that—whether he meant to or not—had a part in hurting them

Sirius went in and wrapped his arms around Remus, not caring that the shower was on, not caring that the water was cold, he wanted to give him all the comfort that he could.

They sat there for a long time and he put Remus' hand on his chest, trying to mimic a normal pattern of breathing. Finally, when Remus started shivering and he turned the water off and wrapped him in a towel, taking off his own clothes and putting on some discarded ones, not wanting to make Remus uncomfortable in any way and took him to Remus' bed and just held him.

"I'm sorry," Remus said, voice hoarse and nasally.

"I shouldn't have left you, Moony. I'm the one who should be sorry."

"Well. Yes, that sucks. But. For what I said. It wasn't fair. We've talked so many times about what this was, and I changed the game. I went back on it. Can we just forget it?"

Sirius tightened his arms around Remus briefly, squeezing his shoulders, which be noticed were tight. Remus was probably hurting even before sitting on the hard tile of the tub, and Sirius rearranged their position so he could massage his neck and shoulders. Sirius let the silence settle between them, beyond tempted to accept Remus' offer. Remus was a people pleaser and he would do everything he could to make things normal.

But Sirius' next thought strengthened his resolve. Remus would lock everything down, shoving it into his little box of pain, things that drained him to think about. Things that Sirius knew he usually dealt with on his own, things that broke him. Every once in awhile he would talk about subjects that Sirius knew he repressed, but there surely was more that they didn't know about.

Sirius didn't want to play any part of Remus' pain being hidden away. He'd already been there, probably still was sometimes because of the prank.

"I'm aromantic. Moony. I can't give you what you want. I don't feel romantic love. But I wish that I could for you. You are so special to me, I always want you in my life. I love what we are together and what we have. You are my best friend. If James is my brother and the other half of my soul, you are the other half of my heart. I want to run to you with news, you are the one I want to go to dinner with, you are the one that I want to live with the rest of my life, even knowing that's unfair, because I know that you want romance. You want to be married and the white picket fence dreams."

"How can I really be that special to you? I thought I was a distant connection compared to James, I am not worthy to have that place to anyone. Much less to you, Sirius you are amazing."

"There are different kinds of love. And I feel many kind. I love you as much as James even if it does look different, because it is. I just… can't be a partner to you. Not in that way."

"It doesn't have to be in that way. I love how things are with us. I can learn how you want to be loved. If you want to be in my life, and keep what we have, I'm okay with it."

"Moony. This is a lot. All at once, and you don't have to make decisions right now. Let's talk more tomorrow okay? Right now, you're barely keeping your eyes open. How about pajamas and I can be the big spoon."

"Yes. Let's talk tomorrow and let's sleep for now. But Sirius, no matter how it looks, I want you. I choose you," Remus said, leaning back against Sirius and giving him a small smile.

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