Ӫ BiLLy NiGMA

Dragon Ball Z x Jordan 8’s

They were ready for this, and I pulled out because I felt I wasn’t. Heck, I still feel nervous sometimes, but I know for a fact that it’s different this time. I am approaching the field that much more confident in myself. I’ve practiced in my room too much, listened to my songs over and over, I am in control of this narrative. I have a plan for myself and I am going to put it into motion, and this time I will stick to it. I refuse to let my doubts overpower me. 

I need to make a list of things I find important, because even though I never actually forget, more things come up and distract me. I end up forgetting why I was doing something in the first place. A petty example, I am playing Fire Emblem Warriors. I decide to change Lucinda’s job to Great Lord, so I go out and hunt the seal. I get the seal after what takes forever, go to the crest market, and now I’m looking at all of my characters trying to decide who’s job to change. Uhh, hello? Earth to Me, you already made this decision, why are you trying for it again? So a list would help. I will make a list. Nothing will stop me from achieving this.

— 💔 (@WhoIsBillyNigma) January 28, 2020