my soul is in pain

When you're born in a burning house, you think the whole world is on fire. But it's not.

Love is dangerous for someone like me. If I love you, I don’t do it halfway. I’d rip my heart out and hand it to you, knowing damn well you could destroy it.

some days i’m just surviving my own head

''i wasted those years'' who cares. you lived the only life you could've lived in those moments

You did the best you could with all you had and knew. That was then. Here is now

i turn cruel when i feel empty. when i come back to myself i feel sick over what i said

back to feeling numb and empty again

i ruin things in self defense before they get the chance to ruin me

being a person who feels things deeply is exhausting