Bp

not a couple times, not frequently

Teru smile being gone THE INSTANT he turns away from Kou kills me

One of Jabber's most fascinating character traits to me is his loneliness, and I need people to talk about it more.

What he's looking for here isn't really a fight, at least, I don't think that's the full story. We've established Jabber as this person who forms connections through pain. Rudo and Zanka are friends to him because they've played together, because they've hurt and been hurt by each other.

What I think Jabber really wants, beyond any pain or fights, is a companion. He wants a real friend. He wants somebody by his side who won't leave, won't die, and won't run from him. Someone he can fight with forever.

Who does Jabber have in his life, really? He's an eighteen year old who hangs out with almost exclusively people in their twenties (and 40s, I see you Bundus) who use him for his body and demand he break himself and put himself back together for their goals and missions without really concerning themselves with his wants or need.

im a big fan of jabber freaking out over a crush