caretaking is soothing of course but it's really appealing because of the surrender (or forceful taking) of my bodily autonomy
my hair is clean because they decided to wash it. my stomach is full because they decide to feed me. my pajamas are chosen and pulled over my head because they want to see me in them. I'm read a story because I can't get to sleep by myself. I'm woken when they decide I've slept enough. through being taken care of I become an extension of their will more than a person.























