feebs

tags

pairing: f!reader x theo x jane x gregory

word count: 6.7k

tags/warnings: dark academia, black ravens induction, reader insert, fem!reader, jealousy, possessive behavior, power dynamics, tension, restraints, spanking, penetrative sex (v & anal), orgasm denial, oral, threesome (m/m/f)

Patience Rewarded

Theo’s hand tightened slightly around your wrist enough to make heat rush instantly through your entire body.

The library felt suffocatingly warm now, firelight flickering gold across dark wood and velvet shadows while snow battered softly against the stained-glass windows behind you.

Nobody spoke.

Nobody seemed capable of it.

Jane watched the three of you carefully, calmest in the room by far, though something sharper had appeared in her expression now too. Satisfaction, maybe. As if she’d seen this outcome coming long before any of you had.

Gregory broke the silence first.

“Well,” he murmured softly, eyes fixed on Theo’s hand around your wrist, “that’s new.”

Theo didn’t let go.

Your pulse jumped again at the realization.

Gregory noticed that too, obviously.

“Oh, sweetheart,” he said mockingly to Theo, “you’ve completely lost composure.”

“Shut up.”

Gregory laughed quietly.

You should probably have stepped back. Instead, you tilted your chin slightly toward Theo.

“Are you going to let go?”

Theo’s eyes snapped fully back to yours.

Wrong question.

You saw the exact moment something in his expression shifted further.

Dangerous.

Possessive.

Like the challenge in your voice had gone directly to his head.

“No,” he said quietly.

The single word sent warmth spiralling low through your stomach. Behind him, Gregory actually looked impressed. Jane, meanwhile, looked delighted.

“There he is,” she murmured.

Theo finally loosened his grip slightly, fingers sliding slowly down from your wrist before releasing you completely. The touch lingered anyway.

Gregory stepped closer immediately the second Theo let go, entirely incapable of behaving normally for even a moment.

“You make him insane very quickly,” he observed conversationally.

“You make everyone insane,” Theo shot back.

“True.”

Gregory’s gaze drifted lazily over you again. Openly.Intentionally.

“You’re staring again,” you pointed out.

“Yes.”

At least he was consistent.

Jane moved then, stepping between all of you effortlessly, reclaiming control of the room without raising her voice once.

“You’re both overwhelming her,” she said calmly.

“I don’t think she minds,” Gregory replied.

Unfortunately, he sounded entirely too confident saying it. Jane’s eyes shifted toward you knowingly.

“You could tell them to stop.”

The room went still again. Theo looked at you immediately. Gregory did too.

Waiting.

That dangerous feeling twisted sharply in your chest again, because you realised suddenly that Jane was right.

You could stop this. You absolutely should stop this. Instead, your gaze flicked toward Gregory first. Then Theo. Then back to Jane standing impossibly composed between the chaos of both men.

“I don’t want them to stop,” you admitted softly.

Silence.

Then Gregory swore quietly under his breath. Theo looked completely ruined by the answer.

And Jane—

Jane smiled slowly like she’d just won something.

“That’s what I thought,” she said gently.

The fire cracked loudly behind you. The magic in the library seemed to hum lower through the shelves somehow, warmth curling through the room thick enough to make your thoughts feel slow around the edges.

Gregory moved first this time.

Not toward you.

Toward Theo.

He stepped close enough that their shoulders nearly brushed, eyes still fixed entirely on you as he spoke.

“You’re glaring again.”

Jane sighed softly.

“You’re both becoming distracting,” she said.

Gregory grinned immediately. “You say that like it’s a criticism.”

“It is.”

Theo barely reacted, still watching you with that same intense focus that made warmth curl low in your stomach every time you met his gaze.

Jane noticed. Of course she noticed. That slow smile crossed her face before she looked back at you.

“Come here, sweetheart.”

Your pulse jumped embarrassingly fast at the softness in her voice. Jane nodded toward the velvet armchair near the fire.

“Sit.”

The word wasn’t harsh. If anything, it was calm. Certain.

And somehow that made it worse.

You hesitated only briefly before moving toward the chair, hyperaware of all three of them watching you cross the room.

The fire crackled loudly beside you as you lowered yourself slowly into the dark velvet seat.

You suddenly felt very aware of the fact that you were now seated while all three Ravens remained standing.

Jane approached first.

Naturally.

Controlled as ever, she stopped beside the chair and rested one hand lightly against the back of it, eyes moving slowly over your expression like she was reading every thought crossing your mind.

Theo followed a second later.

Less composed. More hesitant. Like he knew he was already too affected by this and hated it.

Gregory came last, lingering just behind Theo with obvious amusement written all over his face.

“You look nervous again,” Gregory observed.

You looked up at him. “You keep causing it.”

“That’s becoming my favourite thing about you.”

Theo exhaled sharply through his nose. Gregory smirked immediately without even turning toward him.

“Both of you behave.”

“Impossible request,” Gregory replied.

Theo ignored him entirely and stepped closer to the chair instead, stopping near enough that your knee brushed lightly against the side of his leg.

The contact sent heat spiralling instantly through your chest. Theo felt it too. You could tell by the way his jaw tightened slightly.

His gaze dropped slowly from your face down the length of your body before lifting back to your eyes again.

The look alone made your stomach tighten.

Not rushed.

Not careless.

Intentional.

As if he was trying very hard to remain controlled and failing a little more every second.

Gregory noticed immediately.

“Oh, he’s gone,” Gregory said softly behind him. “Completely gone.”

“Be quiet,” Theo muttered.

Jane’s hand slid from the back of the chair to your shoulder, grounding and possessive all at once.

“You’re shaking,” she observed quietly.

“I hate all of you a little bit.”

Gregory laughed.

Theo didn’t.

His eyes remained fixed entirely on you, darkened by something intense enough now that it was difficult to look away from him.

The firelight flickered across the sharp angles of his face as he stepped closer to the armchair.

This time neither of you moved away.

“Sweetheart,” Theo said softly.

The nickname sounded different now. Lower. Rougher around the edges.

Your pulse jumped immediately. Theo glanced briefly toward Jane, like checking something silently between them, before looking back at you again.

Then, carefully-

“Take your clothes off for me. All of them”

The request settled heavily in the room.

Gregory went very still behind him.

Jane looked openly amused now, though there was something approving in her expression too.

“You ask so politely when you’re losing control,” Gregory murmured.

Theo ignored him completely.

His attention never left your face.

“You don’t have to,” Jane added calmly, fingers brushing lightly along your shoulder once. “Not unless you want to.”

The reassurance made something warm twist unexpectedly in your chest. And maybe it was the wine. Or the firelight. Or the fact that all three of them were watching you like the room had narrowed entirely around this moment.

But slowly, your fingers moved to the buttons of your coat.

Gregory exhaled quietly behind Theo.

Theo’s jaw tightened instantly at the sound.

Jane noticed that too, obviously.

“Careful,” she warned Gregory lightly. “You’re making him worse.”

“You say that like I’m not doing it on purpose.”

Theo finally glanced back at him sharply. “Gregory.”

“Sorry,” Gregory said, sounding not remotely sorry. “You just look very pretty when you’re jealous.”

The silence that followed felt dangerous.

You slid the coat slowly from your shoulders, the heavy fabric falling back against the velvet chair as warmth from the fire immediately brushed against your skin.

Nobody spoke for a second.

The silence felt heavier now.

More dangerous.

Theo looked completely focused on you — not subtle about it anymore, not even trying to pretend otherwise. His eyes moved slowly over you before lifting back to your face, something possessive flickering visibly beneath his composure.

Gregory leaned slightly against the side of the chair behind you, watching Theo more than anything now.

“You see?” Gregory said softly. “You always get like this.”

Theo ignored him entirely.

Jane’s fingers brushed lightly down your arm once, grounding your attention back toward her.

“You’re doing very well, sweetheart,” she murmured.

The praise hit embarrassingly hard.

Gregory noticed your reaction instantly and smiled.

“Oh, she likes that.”

“Gregory,” Jane warned lightly.

“What? I’m observing.”

Your fingers drift down to the hem of your dress. Rising slowly, you peel the fabric up along your thighs before slipping it off completely and letting it fall to the floor.

Your hands moved hesitantly behind your back, fingers fumbling slightly with the clasp.

“Wait.” Jane’s voice cut softly through the room.

You looked up immediately.

She was already walking toward you again, dark eyes steady beneath the firelight while Theo remained standing near the chair, watching her far too closely.

“Let me,” Jane murmured.

Heat rushed instantly into your face.

Her fingers brushed lightly against yours as she guided your hands away, calm and unhurried like she had all the time in the world.

Behind her, Gregory shifted subtly closer, openly fascinated by the entire interaction.

Jane’s touch lingered briefly against your back as she worked at the clasp, the movement slow enough to make your pulse flutter nervously again.

“Relax,” she said softly, amusement threading through her voice. “You look like you’re overthinking every second of this.”

Gregory laughed quietly under his breath. “She absolutely is.”

You shot him a look over your shoulder. “You’re not helping.”

“I’m trying very hard, actually.”

Jane took his time, her fingers tracing the edge of the delicate lace before finally finding the clasp. The click was loud in the quiet room, and you felt the tension in your shoulders break as she pulled the straps down your arms.

Jane stepped back, leaving you standing there in nothing but your underwear while the silence in the library grew heavier.

———

You stood there for a second after, your heartbeat so loud you were convinced all three Ravens could hear it.

Warmth from the fire curled against your skin while cold nerves twisted sharply in your stomach, leaving you caught somewhere between wanting to hide and wanting to see what would happen next.

All three of them were staring.

Gregory looked openly fascinated.

Theo looked completely ruined by the sight of you.

And Jane looked entirely in control of all of it.

You shifted your weight slightly beneath their attention, trying not to look as nervous as you suddenly felt.

Which was difficult when Theo’s eyes kept dragging slowly over you like he physically couldn’t stop himself.

“So…” you said softly, a slightly shaky laugh escaping you before you could stop it. “Am I the only one expected to stand here without clothes on, or–”

Gregory immediately grinned.

Theo’s mouth twitched faintly at the edges.

“You’re nervous,” Gregory observed.

“Obviously I’m nervous.”

“And excited,” he added knowingly.

Heat flooded your face instantly.

“That’s none of your business.”

Gregory laughed softly. “Oh, sweetheart. It absolutely is now.”

Theo shot him a warning look before his attention settled back on you again, expression softening almost imperceptibly.

You hated how much that affected you.

One hand slipped into the pocket of his coat as he leaned casually against the edge of the chair.

“I don’t particularly feel like taking mine off yet,” Theo said calmly.

The answer made your stomach flip embarrassingly fast. Mostly because he sounded far too composed compared to how affected he looked.

Gregory rolled his eyes dramatically. “He likes thinking he’s in control. It’s a whole thing.”

Theo ignored him completely.

Jane, meanwhile, stepped slowly toward Gregory, dark eyes steady and calm while Gregory visibly straightened beneath her attention alone.

“You,” she said softly.

Gregory went still instantly.

Your pulse jumped again at the shift in atmosphere.

“Take yours off.”

The command wasn’t loud. It didn’t need to be.

Gregory obeyed immediately, hands moving to the buttons of his shirt while you watched with widening eyes, suddenly very aware of how real this all was becoming.

The firelight flickered gold across his skin as he shrugged the shirt from his shoulders and tossed it carelessly aside.

He fumbled with his belt and unzipped his fly — freeing his fully erect cock, veins pulsing with need.

Jane smiled faintly.

“Good boy.”

Gregory exhaled sharply at the praise, his head tipping back briefly like the words physically affected him.

Jane tilted his chin toward her with two fingers before leaning in and kissing him slowly, deliberately, like a reward for his obedience.

Gregory melted into it almost instantly, one hand tightening against the sofa cushion beneath him.

You swallowed hard.

“Oh,” you breathed quietly before you could stop yourself.

Jane laughed softly at your reaction.

“You’re very easy to read, sweetheart.”

“I think I’m still trying to process whatever this dynamic is,” you admitted nervously.

Gregory smirked. “You like it though.”

Unfortunately, he was probably right. That was the worst part.

Jane’s attention shifted back toward you then, expression gentler this time.

“Sit back down for me.”

Your pulse fluttered nervously again at the softness in her voice. You lowered yourself slowly back into the velvet armchair, suddenly hyperaware of everything:
the warmth against your skin,
the tension in the room,
Gregory beside Jane,
Theo watching you like he wanted to ruin you.

Jane stayed near Gregory this time, one hand resting lightly against his chest while he leaned subtly toward her touch without even seeming aware of it.

Theo, meanwhile, turned fully toward you again. Then he exhaled sharply through his nose before stepping closer toward the chair.

Slowly.

Deliberately.

Every step made your heartbeat worse.

By the time he stopped in front of the chair, your stomach was in knots — nervousness and anticipation twisting together until you genuinely couldn’t tell where one ended and the other began.

Theo looked down at you beneath the warm shadows of the library, dark eyes lingering on your expression before finally lifting back to your face.

He was close enough now that your knees parted instinctively just to make space for him. The reaction crossed his face immediately

“You’re shaking again, darling,” he murmured softly.

You tried to laugh.

“I think that might be your fault.”

Something warm flickered briefly across his expression at that.

Then, quieter–

“You look much prettier like this,” Theo said, gaze dragging slowly over you once more.

The words sent heat rushing instantly through your chest.

Theo held your gaze for another second like he was trying very hard to stay controlled.

Failed.

One of his hands lifted slowly to your jaw, fingers tilting your face upward before he kissed you.

Unlike Jane’s kiss earlier, Theo’s felt messier somehow.

Hungrier.

Like he’d spent the entire evening holding himself back and had finally run out of patience for it.

The moment your lips parted against his, the kiss deepened immediately, drawing a quiet startled sound from you that only seemed to make Theo worse.

His hand moves to cup the back of your neck, the other settling against the arm of the chair beside you like he was trying to stop himself from pulling you fully against him.

Somewhere behind him, Gregory let out a low laugh.

Theo ignored him completely.

His attention stayed fixed entirely on you, every bit of composure he’d been clinging to slowly unraveling beneath the firelight and warm shadows of the library.

By the time he finally pulled back, your breathing felt uneven.

Theo rested his forehead briefly against yours, eyes still half-lidded as they searched your face.

“You’re trouble,” he murmured softly.

Gregory scoffed from somewhere behind him. “She’s not the one currently losing his mind.”

Theo finally glanced back toward him with a sharp look before slowly lowering himself onto his knees in front of the chair.

The movement felt strangely deliberate.

Dangerous.

Your breath caught embarrassingly fast as his hands settled lightly against the sides of your thighs, not pulling you closer yet — just there, warm and steady beneath the firelight.

Behind him, Gregory made a quiet sound under his breath.

“You look ridiculous down there,” he murmured, though the amusement in his voice had gone softer around the edges now.

Theo barely glanced back at him. “Jealous?”

Gregory opened his mouth immediately.

“Careful,” Jane interrupted smoothly before he could answer.

Gregory fell silent at once.

You looked over just in time to catch Jane resting a hand against the side of Gregory’s neck, fingers brushing lightly upward beneath his jaw while he leaned instinctively into the touch.

The shift in him was immediate.

Less sharp.

Still watching you carefully, but quieter now beneath Jane’s attention.

“Better,” Jane murmured softly.

Gregory rolled his eyes a little at that, though he didn’t move away from her.

Theo’s thumbs brushed lightly against your thighs, pulling your attention immediately back toward him.

“You’re getting distracted again, darling,” he said quietly.

———

His fingers began to trace idle shapes across your skin before reaching for your underwear, sliding them off with ease.

“Look at you, soaked for me already,” he murmured, his voice low and rough enough to send a shiver through her, before leaning in.

The heat of Theo’s breath against your skin made your entire body tense, your fingers tightening around the arms of the chair as you fought to keep steady beneath all three of their attention.

Theo’s hands rested firmly against your thighs, keeping them parted as he focused on you with slow, deliberate attention that made your breathing uneven almost instantly. His tongue met you with agonising slowness, moving up from your entrance to meet your clit.

Across the room, Jane stood against the sofa opposite, her hand curled around Gregory’s jaw as she kept him facing forward.

“Don’t look away,” she said quietly to him, her thumb pressing lightly against his chin. “You wanted to watch.”

Gregory swallowed hard beneath her grip, his eyes flicking straight back toward you immediately.

“Yes, Jane.”

The sound of his voice only made heat rush harder through you.

Jane noticed instantly, a faint smile pulling at her lips as she leaned slightly closer to Gregory. “See what you’re doing to her?” she murmured. “She likes being watched.”

You let out a shaky breath at that, instinctively trying to shift in the chair before Theo’s grip on your thighs tightened slightly, keeping you exactly where he wanted you.

“Stay still,” he muttered against your skin, calm and controlled.

You tried. You genuinely tried.

But every flick of his tongue sent another wave of pleasure through your body, sharp enough to steal the breath from your lungs.

The room filled with the sound of your uneven breathing and the helpless noises you could no longer hold back, each reaction only seeming to encourage him further.

Your hand slipped into Theo’s hair, your body shaking from the intensity of it all.

“Theo…” you breathed weakly, barely managing his name as the rest of your words dissolved into broken gasps and soft, uncontrollable sounds.

A quiet sound of amusement left him before he finally glanced up at you, his grip tightening slightly against your thigh.

“Use your words for me, sweetheart,” Theo murmured smoothly. “Come on, tell me what you want.”

“I want…” Your voice faltered for a second before you looked down at him properly, flushed beneath all of their attention. “I want you to go faster.”

Jane let out a soft, approving hum from across the room while Gregory’s expression darkened slightly at the sound of your voice.

“There you go, such a good girl for me” Theo murmured, a faint smile pulling at his lips. “Wasn’t that hard, was it?”

His hand tightened against your thigh again as he lowered his head back between your legs.

He carefully parted your folds before focusing back on your clit, circling it in a fast, steady rhythm that made your entire body tense instantly.

Your back arching sharply off the chair as a broken gasp escaped your lips, your grip tightening in his hair.

“Oh god yes.. right there,” you breathed shakily, your voice barely steady.

A low sound left him against your skin, the vibration making your breath catch sharply as it went straight to your core.

One of his hands slowly moved higher, sliding over your bare skin before gripping your breast and brushing his finger over your hardening nipple. His touch was enough to pull another helpless sound from your throat as the overwhelming sensation made your body tense.

Gregory looked completely distracted by you, but Jane kept him under control effortlessly, fingers still resting against his jaw while the other hand dragged slowly through his hair.

“Poor thing,” she said softly, though whether she meant you or Gregory was impossible to tell. “Neither of you can behave tonight.”

Gregory let out a quiet breathy laugh at that, eyes still locked on you. “Can you blame me?”

Jane tilted his head back slightly with her hand, forcing his attention onto her for a second. “I didn’t say you could speak.”

“Sorry.”

The instant obedience in his voice made your stomach tighten sharply, heat rushing through you so obviously that Jane caught it immediately

“Oh, you liked that,” she said with quiet amusement, her gaze flicking back toward you knowingly. “Interesting.”

Theo’s attention combined with Jane’s voice was enough to leave you trembling on the edge.

You could feel the orgasm building tighter and tighter inside you, your breathing turning uneven as it became harder to think about anything except him.

“Theo…” you gasped weakly, already sounding overwhelmed. “Please– I’m gonna come…”

But just as you felt yourself about to fall apart completely, he stopped.

A frustrated whine escaped you before you could stop it.

Theo glanced up immediately, amusement flickering briefly across his expression.

“Theo—”

He only smiled slightly at the sound of his name, one hand sliding briefly along your thigh before he finally stood from in front of the chair.

“Ravens need to learn patience, darling,” he murmured smoothly.

Heat rushed instantly into your face.

Behind him, Gregory let out a quiet laugh from where he’d been half-sprawled against the sofa, still watching the two of you with dark, fascinated eyes.

“That’s evil,” Gregory murmured.

Theo turned toward him slowly.

“You say that like you’re surprised.”

Gregory’s expression shifted immediately beneath Theo’s attention — smugness softening into something sharper, more anticipatory.

Jane moved to lean against the arm of the sofa beside him, fingers brushing lightly through Gregory’s hair once.

Gregory visibly stilled at the touch.

Theo stopped directly in front of the sofa, gaze fixed on Gregory now.

“Get on all fours for us” he said quietly.

Gregory’s mouth twitched faintly. “Bossy.”

“But you still listen every time.” Jane murmured softly beside him.

Gregory glanced toward her briefly before doing exactly as theo asked, the teasing expression never fully leaving his face even as he obeyed.

“Stay where you are, sweetheart,” Jane said softly from beside Gregory.

Theo glanced back toward you then, the corner of his mouth lifting slightly at your nervous expression.

“You’re going to watch,” he murmured smoothly. “And Gregory is going to behave himself.”

———

You stayed where Theo had left you, wrists resting against the arms of the chair while your eyes remained fixed on the couch.

Gregory was already breathing harder beneath them despite the smug expression he kept trying to hold onto.

Theo stood directly in front of him, one hand gripping his jaw whenever Gregory’s attention drifted, while Jane stayed behind him with complete control over every reaction she pulled from him.

“Look at you,” Jane murmured softly, fingers tightening briefly against Gregory’s hip. “Still trying to act cocky.”

Gregory let out a shaky laugh. “Sorry, Jane”

Immediately, Gregory forced his focus back onto Theo.

The obedience in it made heat twist sharply through your stomach.

You shifted slightly in the chair, thighs pressing together instinctively as you watched the way Gregory reacted to every command they gave him. The sounds filling the room only made it harder to stay still.

Desperate for some kind of relief, your hand slid slowly down your stomach before your fingers found your clit, rubbing quick, needy circles that made your breath catch.

Theo noticed almost instantly.

His eyes flicked toward you sharply while Gregory was still trying to steady his breathing beneath him.

“Naughty girl,” Theo said calmly.

Your breath caught immediately.

Jane glanced over her shoulder toward you, clearly amused the second she realised what you’d been trying to do.

“Oh, sweetheart,” she said softly. “Were you really that desperate?”

Before you could move your hand away, Theo lifted his fingers slightly.

Magic snapped tight around your wrists instantly.

You gasped as invisible restraints pulled your hands back against the chair again, holding them firmly in place this time.

Gregory laughed breathlessly despite himself. “You couldn’t even behave for five minutes.”

Jane’s hand slid into Gregory’s hair immediately, tugging his head back slightly.

“And you should be focusing on your own problems,” she reminded him smoothly.

A sharp sound cracked through the room as Jane’s hand came down against Gregory ass, the sudden sting pulling a shaky breath from him as his body tensed instantly beneath her touch.

Theo’s gaze stayed fixed on you for another second, calm and knowing.

“You watch,” he said quietly. “That’s all you’re allowed to do.”

Jane stepped back slightly then, her eyes flicking toward Theo for a second before she lifted one hand casually.

A sharp snap echoed through the room.

Magic flickered briefly in the air beside her before the strap appeared instantly in her hand.

Your breath caught.

Gregory visibly swallowed at the sight of it, though he still tried to keep some teasing confidence in his expression.

“Oh, now you’re nervous,” Jane said softly, stepping closer again.

“Never nervous,” Gregory replied quickly.

Theo raised an eyebrow. “Liar.”

Jane laughed quietly at that before resting a hand against Gregory’s shoulder, guiding him forward slightly.

“Behave for us properly,” she murmured near his ear. “You wanted attention so badly earlier.”

You watched the entire interaction breathlessly from the chair, pulse racing every time Gregory obeyed them without hesitation.

Jane noticed your expression almost immediately.

“See?” she said softly, glancing toward you. “He acts difficult, but he listens very well when he’s told to.”

Jane secured the strap around her before she leaned closer behind Gregory, completely calm compared to how tense he looked beneath her attention.

“Relax,” she murmured near his ear, one hand steady against his hip as she positioned him exactly where she wanted him. “Or this is going to be very difficult for you.”

Gregory’s fingers tightened against the sofa cushions instantly, a shaky breath leaving him as Theo kept him focused from the front.

Theo reached for the fastening of his trousers, the quiet sound of the zipper filling the room before the dark fabric dropped carelessly to the floor beside him, freeing his hardened cock.

“Eyes up, mouth open” Theo reminded him smoothly. “You don’t get to hide now.”

Gregory obeyed immediately.

The sight alone sent heat twisting sharply through your stomach.

Theo then guided Gregory carefully onto his cock in one slow, deliberate thrust pulling a shaky breath from him immediately. Theo kept a firm grip in his hair, controlling the pace completely from the start.

Jane’s hand settled against Gregory’s hip, keeping him steady while she positioned him exactly how she wanted him before pressing the strap against his tight entrance.

She slowly pushed it in, the movement deliberate enough to pull a sharp sound from Gregory immediately. His hands clenched tightly against the sofa cushions as tension rushed through his entire body.

Theo didn’t give him much time to recover before continuing at a steady and demanding pace, enough to leave Gregory visibly overwhelmed beneath the combined attention from both of them.

Every movement pulled another broken sound from him, his composure slipping further each second while tears gathered helplessly in his eyes from the intensity of it.

Jane noticed instantly.

“Look at him,” Jane murmured lowly, her hands tightening against Gregory’s hips to keep him still. “You need to relax.”

The initial tension in Gregory’s body slowly shifted into something else entirely, his breathing growing more uneven as Jane continued to fuck him. A soft moan escaped him before he could stop it.

Theo stayed calm the entire time, fingers tightening in Gregory’s hair whenever he lost focus while Jane worked him from behind.

“Breathe,” Jane reminded softly when Gregory’s shoulders tensed again.

Gregory nodded quickly, visibly trying to obey.

Jane’s movements gradually became faster and more confident, each thrust pulling another helpless sound from Gregory as the sofa shifted slightly beneath him. By now he was completely overwhelmed between them, struggling to keep steady. The sensation clearly became too much for him to handle properly.

You shifted instinctively in the chair watching them, thighs pressing together before remembering that your hands were still restrained behind you.

The frustration was almost unbearable.

Every sound Gregory made only made it worse.

The room felt far too warm now, filled with uneven breathing, quiet praise, and the constant reminder that you weren’t allowed to touch yourself no matter how badly you wanted to.

Theo noticed the way you were struggling almost immediately.

“You’re thinking about breaking the rules again,” he said calmly without looking away from Gregory.

Heat flooded your face because he was right.

Jane glanced toward you briefly, her expression sharp with amusement.

“Poor thing,” she murmured. “Watching’s difficult when you can’t do anything about it, isn’t it?”

You swallowed hard, unable to answer properly.

Meanwhile, all Gregory’s teasing confidence was long gone.

Theo’s breathing grew noticeably heavier, his grip tightening slightly in Gregory’s hair as he chased his own release.

Gregory let out a weak, overwhelmed sound beneath him, visibly shaking as Theo kept him exactly where he wanted him.

A low sound escaped Theo before he finally stilled, holding Gregory close for a moment while he came down his throat.

“Swallow,” Theo murmured quietly, calm and controlled even then.

Gregory obeyed immediately

Jane’s hand slid soothingly through Gregory’s hair afterward.

“You’re being such a good boy,” she murmured softly, clearly pleased by how obedient he’d been through all of it.

Gregory was close. So close

And just as he seemed close to falling apart completely, Jane suddenly pulled back.

A soft whimper escaped him instantly at the loss, his entire body tensing in frustrated disbelief.

“Don’t worry,” Theo murmured smoothly, a faint note of amusement in his voice. “You’ll be allowed to finish soon.”

———

The room stayed quiet for a few moments after, except for uneven breathing and the soft crackle of the fireplace nearby.

Gregory remained half-collapsed against the sofa cushions, visibly flushed and trying to recover what little composure he had left. Jane sat beside him looking entirely unaffected, one hand lazily brushing through his hair whenever he leaned into her touch without thinking.

Theo’s attention shifted back toward you then.

Your wrists were still restrained against the chair, your pulse racing from having watched everything unfold in front of you.

Theo noticed the way you were staring immediately.

“Come here,” he said quietly.

The restraints around your wrists disappeared at once.

You stood slowly, legs slightly unsteady as you crossed the room toward them. The closer you got, the more aware you became of all three of them watching you now instead.

Jane’s eyes moved over you carefully before she shifted slightly against the sofa to make room.

“Lie down for us, sweetheart,” she murmured softly, patting the cushions beside Gregory.

You hesitated only briefly before climbing onto the sofa, heat rushing into your face as Theo stepped closer again almost immediately.

Gregory looked at you from where he was leaning back against the arm of the sofa, still breathing unevenly.

“She looks nervous,” he said quietly.

Jane smiled faintly. “That’s because she knows we’re paying attention to her now.”

Theo’s hand settled gently against your jaw, guiding your attention back toward him before you could look away again.

“You’ve been very patient tonight,” he murmured smoothly, “and patience gets rewarded.”

Theo’s thumb brushed lightly against your jaw before he finally stepped back slightly, his gaze shifting toward Gregory instead.

“Up,” he said calmly.

Gregory looked at him immediately, still flushed and visibly affected from before, but he obeyed without hesitation, pushing himself upright from the sofa.

Theo’s hand settled briefly against the back of Gregory’s neck as he guided him closer toward you.

“You’re going to take care of her now,” Theo murmured smoothly. “And this time, you follow instructions properly.”

Gregory swallowed hard, eyes flicking toward Jane automatically.

Jane noticed instantly, amusement flickering across her face as she moved to stand beside the sofa.

“Oh, he’s paying attention already,” she said softly.

Theo’s hand tightened slightly against Gregory’s neck. “He should be.”

You felt your pulse jump as Gregory moved closer, his expression somewhere between nervous and eager beneath all of their attention.

Jane tilted her head slightly as she looked at him.

“You only move when we tell you to,” she reminded him calmly. “Understood?”

“Yes, Jane,” Gregory answered immediately.

Theo’s mouth twitched faintly at the response before his attention returned to you again.

His hand slid slowly along your thigh as he looked down at you carefully.

“Tell us something, sweetheart,” he murmured smoothly. “Do you want Gregory to be gentle with you…” His fingers tightened slightly. “Or do you want him to fuck you properly?”

Gregory’s eyes locked onto you immediately, his breathing still uneven as he waited for your answer.

You swallowed hard, feeling a rush of wetness between your thighs, pressing them together instinctively before the words finally left you in a shaky rush.

“Please…” you breathed, already sounding desperate. “I want him to fuck me properly.”

Gregory let out a weak sound at that, visibly affected by hearing you beg for it, while Jane’s expression shifted into open amusement beside him.

“Oh, she’s begging now,” Jane murmured lightly.

Theo’s hand tightened slightly against your thigh, clear satisfaction flickering across his expression.

“Good girl,” he said quietly

Theo’s hand slid from your thigh to Gregory’s jaw instead, forcing his attention fully forward again.

“Well,” Theo murmured smoothly, “you heard her.”

Gregory swallowed hard immediately.

Jane leaned closer behind him, one hand resting lightly against the back of his neck.

“Don’t keep her waiting,” she said softly. “Go on. Take care of her properly.”

Gregory nodded quickly, eyes flicking back toward you with a mixture of nerves and anticipation before he finally moved closer.

He settled himself carefully between your legs, his hands tightening slightly against your thighs as he buried himself inside you with one rough thrust.

The sudden sensation pulling a sharp gasp from your throat as your body instinctively tensed beneath him.

Each thrust pulled another breathless reaction from you as the sofa shifted slightly beneath the force of it. Every time he moved, another rush of sensation tore through your body, making it impossible to stay still.

Theo stayed close beside the sofa the entire time, one hand resting firmly against Gregory’s shoulder whenever he lost focus on you. Every so often his fingers would tighten slightly, silently reminding Gregory to pay attention to your reactions instead of getting overwhelmed himself.

A broken sound escaped you as your fingers dug tighter into Gregory’s shoulders, the overwhelming pace he set making the pressure in your stomach tighten further.

Jane stayed near your head for most of it, fingers occasionally brushing through your hair or tilting your chin gently whenever your eyes tried to close.

“No hiding,” she murmured softly. “We want to watch you.”

Jane’s hand slid slowly along your thigh while Gregory continued to fuck you, her nails dragging lightly against your skin just enough to make your breath catch harder.

Theo noticed immediately.

“There you go,” he said quietly to Gregory. “She likes that.”

Gregory visibly lost composure for a second at the praise, a quiet whimper leaving his lips. His grip tightening instinctively against your hips before he forced himself to steady again.

He shifted slightly, changing the angle of his cock in a way that pulled a sharp gasp from you as it instantly hit that sweet spot, your entire body tensing as the overwhelming sensation made it harder to think properly.

Jane laughed softly beside you. “He’s trying so hard to behave properly.”

“And doing very well,” Theo replied calmly, still keeping him focused.

You clung to Gregory instinctively, your fingers gripping tightly against his bare shoulders as every thrust pulled another breathless reaction from you. The close press of his body against yours only made everything feel more overwhelming, your hardened nipples brushing against his skin with every movement.

The sensation became almost impossible to handle, every movement pushing you closer and closer until you could barely think straight anymore. Your breathing turned uneven, broken sounds slipping from your lips as the tension inside you tightened unbearably.

“Gregory,” you cried out, your back arching off the sofa, “please… don’t stop”

Gregory continued to pound into you with even more force.

Then one final thrust sent you completely over the edge.

You cried out sharply, your entire body convulsing as pleasure crashed through you all at once, overwhelming enough to leave you shaking in Jane’s arms. Wave after wave rolled through you, your fingers digging helplessly into him while you struggled to catch your breath again.

Gregory wasn’t far behind you.

His movements lost what little control he still had left, uneven breaths breaking from him as he buried his face briefly against your shoulder. A low sound escaped him as tension finally snapped through his entire body, his hot cum pulsing into you.

———

For a few seconds, neither of you really moved.

Theo stepped closer to the sofa first, one hand settling against the back of Gregory’s neck almost immediately.

“There you go,” he murmured calmly. “Good job.”

Gregory let out a weak laugh against your shoulder, visibly exhausted now that the adrenaline had finally worn off.

Jane sat beside the two of you, fingers brushing gently through your hair before moving to Gregory’s a second later.

“You both look ruined,” she said lightly, clearly amused.

Heat rushed back into your face instantly.

Theo’s hand slid beneath your chin, tilting your head up slightly so he could look at you properly.

“And very pretty like this,” he added quietly.

Gregory groaned softly from beside you. “You are both impossible.”

Jane smiled faintly before leaning over to press a brief kiss against Gregory’s temple before finally standing from the sofa.

“As entertaining as this has been,” she said smoothly, “we should probably return before the elders start wondering where we disappeared to.”

Gregory groaned softly into the cushions.

“You’ll survive,” Theo said, standing beside the sofa before holding a hand out toward you. “Eventually.”

You took his hand carefully, legs still slightly shaky as he pulled you upright.

The reality of returning to the party suddenly felt absurd.

“You’re seriously expecting me to walk back out there like nothing happened?” you asked weakly.

Theo’s mouth twitched faintly. “That is generally how secrecy works, sweetheart.”

Jane moved across the room collecting pieces of discarded clothing with effortless calm while Gregory fixed his shirt with the expression of someone recovering from a near-death experience.

“You two are evil,” he muttered.

“And yet,” Jane replied smoothly while tossing his jacket toward him, “you keep volunteering.”

Gregory caught it with a sigh.

You quickly pulled your clothes back on, still feeling flushed beneath their attention while Theo adjusted the sleeves of his shirt beside you like this was all completely normal.

The contrast somehow made everything worse.

Once everyone was dressed again, Jane walked toward the door first, pausing only briefly before glancing back at the three of you.

“Composure,” she reminded lightly.

Gregory immediately straightened slightly.

Theo rested a hand briefly against your lower back as you followed them toward the corridor again, the distant sound of music and conversation growing louder the closer you got to the ballroom.

By the time the door opened again, all four of you looked almost perfectly composed.

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pairing: fem!reader x theo x jane x gregory

word count: 7.4k

tags/warnings: dark academia, black ravens induction, reader insert, fem!reader, jealousy, possessive behavior, power dynamics, tension, eventual smut

Induction Night

The car dropped you at the bottom of the hill.

By the time its headlights disappeared back down the winding road, snow was already gathering on the shoulders of your coat, thick flakes drifting through the dark like ash. Ahead of you, The Black Ravens Mansion loomed through the storm; enormous, silent, and wrong somehow, its gothic towers cutting into the white sky.

You stared at it for a second too long. The invitation folded in your pocket suddenly felt heavier than paper should.

Two black iron gates stood open at the top of the steps, ravens carved into the metal with their wings spread wide. Candlelight flickered beyond them, bleeding gold against the snow-covered stone.

This is insane.

You adjusted your gloves and forced yourself forward anyway. The moment you stepped through the gates, the music became clearer — slow strings echoing somewhere deep inside the manor. Not cheerful. Ceremonial.

A warning.

Your boots clicked against wet marble as the doors opened before you. Warmth hit your face instantly, carrying the scent of smoke, wine, and old books.

Then silence.

The conversations inside stopped so abruptly it made your stomach tighten. Every Raven in the entrance hall turned to look at you.

Velvet banners hung from the ceiling between towering black columns, embroidered with silver ravens and symbols you didn’t recognise. Candles burned low along the walls, their flames reflected in polished marble floors. Somewhere upstairs, someone laughed softly before being shushed immediately. You resisted the urge to turn around and leave.

So this was The Black Ravens.

The elders stood above the crowd on a balcony overlooking the hall, dressed entirely in black. You couldn’t properly see their faces beneath the low candlelight, but you could feel them watching you.

Observing.

Judging.

“Well,” a voice said beside you smoothly, “you look like you’re considering escape.”

You startled slightly, turning to find a woman leaning against the archway beside you with a glass of wine balanced delicately between her fingers. Beautiful was the first word your brain supplied.

The second was dangerous.

Dark hair framed sharp cheekbones, her expression amused but not cruel. Unlike everyone else in the room, she looked genuinely relaxed.

“I’m not,” you said quickly.

Her smile widened immediately.

“Awful liar too,” she said. “That’s unfortunate.”

Despite yourself, you laughed quietly.

“I’m Jane.”

Of course she was. You’d heard the name before arriving tonight. Everyone had. Jane Warfield — one of the Black Ravens’ favourites.

“Come on,” Jane said gently, stepping closer before you could awkwardly stand there any longer. “Ignore them. They stare at everyone dramatic enough to arrive during a blizzard.”

As she guided you further into the hall, whispers followed behind you like shadows.

Then you noticed him.

He stood near the fireplace at the far end of the room, one hand resting lazily in the pocket of his dark coat. Tall. Lean. Sharp eyes already fixed directly on you.

Theo Deschamps.

He looked intimidating enough to stop your breathing for a second. Not because he seemed cruel; because he looked like the kind of person who noticed everything.

His gaze flicked briefly to Jane’s hand brushing your arm before returning to your face. Something unreadable crossed his expression.

Before you could think too hard about it, another figure appeared beside you.

“Well,” he said flatly, looking you up and down with open disapproval, “you’re smaller than I expected.”

You blinked, the man smirked faintly at your expression.

Gregory.

“You always stare at new inductees like they’re livestock?” you asked before you could stop yourself.

“Yes,” he replied immediately. “Makes it easier to tell which ones are going to cry before midnight.”

Jane sighed. “Gregory.”

“What?” He looked at her innocently. “If she survives the evening, I’ll apologise.”

“That’s comforting,” you muttered.

“No, it isn’t.”

He stepped closer — deliberately invasive, deliberately rude.

“You look nervous,” he said. “And underdressed. Dangerous combination here.”

“I’m fine.”

“Sure you are.”

His eyes flicked over your face slowly, assessing. Then casually, “Pretty, though. That’ll keep the elders entertained.”

Your stomach tightened.

Jane’s expression sharpened immediately. “Ignore him.”

“I wasn’t talking to you.”

Gregory’s attention shifted briefly past you toward Theo, who was still watching from across the room. Gregory noticed and smiled slowly.

Oh, he was doing this on purpose. Before you could respond, Jane leaned closer to you conspiratorially.

“Don’t worry,” she murmured. “He’s unbearable to everyone.”

“I’m selectively unbearable,” Gregory corrected.

Across the room, Theo finally approached. Up close, somehow, he felt less frightening. Still intense, but warmer than you expected.

“Sweetheart,” he said smoothly, eyes flicking briefly toward Gregory before settling back on you, “if Gregory’s already started tormenting you, I’d recommend alcohol.”

Gregory scoffed. “You say that like she looks capable of handling Raven parties.”

Theo ignored him completely, his mouth curved slightly as he looked at you.

“Welcome to The Black Ravens, darling.”

Heat crept embarrassingly fast into your face. You cleared your throat slightly. “Thank you.”

Theo’s gaze lingered on you for half a second too long before Jane smoothly hooked her arm through his.

“There,” she said lightly. “See? She survived introductions.”

“Barely,” Gregory muttered.

Theo shot him a look sharp enough to cut glass.

The tension between them was immediate and strange — not outright hostility, but something far more familiar. Like this argument had existed a hundred times before and would exist a hundred more after tonight.

Jane seemed entirely unbothered by it.

“Come on,” she told you. “Before the elders decide you’re unsociable.”

The deeper you moved into the manor, the worse the staring became.

Clusters of Ravens filled the enormous main hall beneath glittering chandeliers, dressed entirely in dark colours and silver jewellery that flashed under candlelight. Music drifted through the room from somewhere unseen — slow violin layered over the low hum of conversation.

You noticed quickly that nobody here interacted normally.

Every conversation felt calculated.

Every glance lasted a second too long.

People smiled without warmth. Compliments sounded like threats. Even laughter carried an edge sharp enough to make your shoulders tense.

“This place is insane,” you murmured quietly.

Jane laughed softly beside you. “That’s the spirit.”

“The induction nights are always dramatic,” she continued, guiding you toward a long table lined with black candles and silver goblets. “The elders like making people uncomfortable. They think panic reveals character.”

“That’s mildly terrifying.”

“Mildly?” Gregory appeared beside you again like a curse. “They once locked two inductees in the catacombs because one of them lied during introductions.”

You stared at him.

Gregory grinned.

Jane sighed. “He’s exaggerating.”

“Not by much.”

You suddenly weren’t sure if he was joking.

Theo reached past you to pick up a glass from the table, his sleeve brushing your hand in the process. The contact was brief. Still, you felt it immediately.

“Don’t listen to Gregory,” Theo said calmly. “He enjoys upsetting people.”

Gregory looked offended. “Only people who deserve it.”

“You decided she deserved it within thirty seconds.”

“And?”

Theo ignored him again, attention returning to you instead.

“You’ll be alright here,” he said quietly.

The reassurance surprised you. So did the way Gregory visibly disliked it.

Interesting.

Jane leaned closer to you while the two men glared at each other over your shoulder.

“For future reference,” she murmured conspiratorially, “Theo acts terrifying, but he’s actually manageable once he likes you.”

Theo raised an eyebrow. “Manageable?”

“Mm. Like a large guard dog with expensive taste.”

Gregory snorted into his drink.

Theo looked unimpressed. “And Gregory?”

Jane smiled pleasantly.

“Hopeless.”

“I’m standing right here.”

“I know.”

You laughed before you could stop yourself, and Theo’s eyes flicked toward you immediately at the sound. Again, that heavy feeling settled in your chest; like his attention physically weighed something.

———

A bell rang suddenly from somewhere above the hall. The room fell silent instantly.

At the far end of the room, the elders appeared along the balcony overlooking the gathering, black robes trailing behind them like shadows. Every Raven in the room straightened subtly.

You copied them a second later.

One elder stepped forward.

“Tonight,” he announced smoothly, his voice carrying effortlessly through the hall, “we welcome our newest inductees.”

Several heads turned toward you at once.

Your stomach tightened.

“The Winter Solstice reminds us that devotion is not proven through comfort,” the elder continued. “It is proven through pressure. Through temptation.”

Well. That sounded healthy.

Beside you, Gregory smiled slowly, clearly entertained by your expression.

“The trials this evening,” the elder said, “will reveal loyalty, restraint, and desire.”

The word desire settled strangely across the room. You felt the shift in atmosphere immediately.

Not fear.

Anticipation.

The Black Ravens didn’t just enjoy manipulation. They worshipped it.

As conversation slowly resumed around the hall, Jane picked up a silver goblet and handed it to you.

“First rule of Ravens,” she said lightly.

You eyed the dark wine suspiciously. “Which is?”

“Never let them see you nervous.”

Gregory leaned down beside your ear before you could respond.

“A little difficult for you, unfortunately.”

Gregory’s breath ghosted against your ear for only a second before he stepped back again, looking entirely too pleased with himself.

You opened your mouth to respond, but the sound of another bell cut through the hall before you could.

Every Raven in the room turned toward the balcony above.

The elders stood motionless beneath the candlelight, dark robes spilling over the marble steps behind them. One of them raised a silver goblet slowly into the air.

“The Solstice Ritual,” he announced, “will now begin.”

A murmur swept through the hall immediately. Not nervous. Excited.

You glanced at Jane quietly. “That sounds concerning.”

“It usually is,” she admitted.

Servants dressed in black began weaving through the crowd carrying trays of dark red wine in silver cups. The second one was offered to you, you noticed the liquid shimmer strangely beneath the candlelight.

Not normal wine, then.

You hesitated and Gregory noticed instantly.

“Oh, don’t look so frightened,” he said lazily. “Nobody’s poisoned the inductees in years.”

“In years?” you repeated.

Jane elbowed him sharply in the ribs.

Theo took the goblet gently from your hand before you could decide whether or not to drink it.

“It’s enchanted,” he explained, calmer than the others. “Not dangerous.”

“That depends on your definition of dangerous,” Gregory muttered.

Theo ignored him.

“It lowers restraint,” he continued, eyes still on yours. “Makes emotions more difficult to hide.”

You blinked once. “That feels incredibly unethical.”

“Welcome to The Black Ravens,” Jane said dryly.

Around you, Ravens were already drinking.

The atmosphere in the room had shifted entirely now — softer somehow, heavier. Conversations blurred together beneath the music, touches lingering longer than before, laughter becoming warmer, crueler.

Intimate.

You watched one Raven grip another’s jaw while whispering something into their ear. Nobody looked surprised by it.

“The elders enjoy this sort of thing,” Jane said quietly beside you. “Watching people unravel.”

Gregory smirked over the rim of his glass. “Especially Theo.”

Theo looked unimpressed. “You’re obsessed with me.”

“You make it easy.”

Their eyes locked for a second too long. Something tense passed silently between them. You felt it immediately. Jane clearly did too.

Reluctantly, you lifted the goblet and took a careful sip. Warmth spread through you almost instantly. Not enough to make you dizzy, just enough to make everything feel sharper.

The music.

The candlelight.

Theo’s hand brushing briefly against yours as he took his glass back. Your pulse skipped annoyingly fast at the contact.

Across the room, one of the elders smiled knowingly.

Oh, you hated this place already.

“Now,” the elder announced, voice echoing through the hall once more, “the Ravens and inductees will divide into groups.”

The room immediately erupted into whispers.

Groups shifted around the hall accordingly, Ravens moving together with amused expressions while newer inductees looked increasingly alarmed.

You were still trying to understand what exactly the groups were for when the elder spoke again.

“Jane Warfield.”

Jane straightened slightly beside you.

“Theo Deschamps.”

Theo sighed immediately, like he already disliked wherever this was going.

“Gregory.”

Gregory actually laughed.

Then–

“Our newest inductee.”

Every eye in the room landed on you again causing your stomach to drop. The hall erupted into whispers so quickly it sounded almost violent.

“Oh, this is cruel,” someone muttered nearby.

“You’ve got to be joking.”

“The elders are insane—”

Gregory looked delighted. Theo looked irritated instantly. Jane looked suspicious.

And you?

You looked between the three of them feeling suddenly, overwhelmingly trapped.

Gregory broke first.

“Well,” he drawled, swirling the wine lazily in his glass, “this should end horribly.”

Theo shot him a cold look. “Try behaving for once.”

Gregory smiled slowly. “No.”

Jane glanced toward the balcony where the elders watched all four of you with visible interest.

“That’s not random,” she said quietly.

“No,” Theo agreed grimly.

Something uncomfortable twisted low in your stomach. The elders had chosen this intentionally.

You didn’t know why yet, but judging by the reactions around the room, everyone else thought they knew exactly what kind of disaster was about to happen.

———

The four of you were led away from the main crowd toward a smaller chamber branching off from the hall.

The room was circular, lined floor to ceiling with candles that flickered gold against black stone walls. Strange symbols had been carved directly into the floor beneath a long table set with silver goblets and dark velvet cards.

You immediately disliked it.

“This feels cultish,” you muttered.

“Because it is cultish,” Jane replied lightly.

Gregory pulled out the chair beside him and looked directly at you.

“Sit there.”

You frowned. “Was that a request?”

“No.”

Jane laughed quietly under her breath as you sat anyway, mostly because Gregory looked irritatingly pleased with himself.

Theo took the seat across from you, his gaze landed on Gregory immediately. Already annoyed.

An elder entered the room a moment later, placing a silver bowl in the centre of the table.

“The Solstice Trial rewards honesty,” she said calmly. “Each group will answer truths, complete dares and participate in magical rites intended to reveal hidden instincts.”

Hidden instincts.

Wonderful.

The elder’s eyes flicked between the four of you with obvious amusement before she continued.

“Lying during the ritual will result in consequences.”

“What kind of consequences?” you asked carefully.

Gregory answered before the elder could.

“Embarrassing ones, usually.”

Theo leaned back slightly in his chair. “You would know.”

Gregory smirked. “You still thinking about last year?”

Jane visibly perked up at that.

“Oh, now I want details.”

“You’re not getting them,” Theo replied immediately.

The elder placed a velvet card down in front of Jane first.

“Truth.”

Jane picked it up lazily.

“Who in this room do you trust most?”

Jane barely hesitated before gesturing toward Theo with her wine glass.

“Obviously him.”

Theo’s expression softened almost imperceptibly. You noticed it immediately.

Another card slid toward Gregory.

“Dare.”

His grin widened instantly.

“Dangerous.”

“Maintain eye contact with another participant for one uninterrupted minute.”

Gregory’s eyes moved directly to you.

Of course they did.

“Oh, absolutely not,” you muttered.

“Too late, sweetheart.”

The elder flipped an hourglass on the table before you could protest.

Gregory leaned forward slightly, resting one arm lazily against the back of your chair. Far too close.

At first, you tried not to react. Then you realised Gregory was doing this intentionally badly. He wasn’t just maintaining eye contact, he was studying you. Watching every nervous movement, every shift in your breathing.

“You fidget when you’re uncomfortable,” he said softly.

“That’s because you’re making me uncomfortable.”

“I know.”

Across the table, Theo’s jaw tightened.

Jane saw it immediately — her mouth curved slowly into a smile.

“You’re enjoying this far too much,” Theo said coldly.

Gregory didn’t even look away from you. “She’s entertaining.”

Theo scoffed quietly. “You treat everything like a game.”

“Most things are.”

The minute finally ended. You looked away first, exhaling slightly in relief.

Gregory leaned back in his chair looking unbearably smug whilst Theo looked irritated enough to kill him.

Another card was drawn. This time, it slid toward Theo.

“Truth.”

Theo picked it up without enthusiasm.

The elder spoke calmly.

“What is your first impression of the inductee?”

The room went quiet.

You immediately regretted existing as Theo’s eyes flicked toward you. For a second, he didn’t answer. Then–

“Nervous,” he said finally.

Gregory snorted softly.

“But trying very hard not to appear that way.”

Heat crept into your face. Theo continued before you could respond.

“She notices more than she says. Which is probably smart in this room.”

You blinked at him. The honesty in his voice caught you off guard. Then his expression shifted slightly as his gaze flicked briefly toward Gregory beside you.

“And she encourages attention she probably shouldn’t.”

The tension around the table changed instantly.

Gregory smiled slowly.

“There he is.”

Theo looked unimpressed. “Don’t start.”

“You’re jealous already?” Gregory asked mockingly. “That’s embarrassing.”

“I’m not jealous.”

Jane laughed softly into her drink.

“Oh, sweetheart,” she said to Theo, sounding delighted. “You absolutely are.”

Theo shot her a look that should’ve ended the conversation. Jane ignored it completely. If anything, she looked more entertained now.

“You’re glaring at Gregory like he insulted your bloodline,” she continued. “All because he looked at her for sixty seconds.”

Gregory leaned closer to you again deliberately.

“Maybe he just likes you.”

Theo’s eyes darkened immediately.

“You enjoy attention too much,” he said quietly to you.

The words shouldn’t have affected you as much as they did. Especially because beneath the irritation, something else lingered there too.

Something warmer.

Possessive.

Jane noticed that as well. Of course she did. And instead of stopping the situation from spiralling further, she smiled over the rim of her wine glass and asked sweetly:

“So,” she said to you, “which one of them do you think is worse?”

The question hung in the air between the four of you.

Gregory looked amused while Jane looked genuinely curious. Theo looked like he already regretted this entire evening.

You stared down at your wine for a second, trying to ignore the warmth spreading steadily through your chest from the enchanted drink.

“I think,” you said carefully, “Gregory is obviously worse.”

Gregory placed a hand dramatically against his chest. “Cruel.”

“But,” you continued before he could interrupt, glancing toward Theo, “Theo’s just better at hiding it.”

Jane laughed immediately. A proper laugh this time — bright and surprised.

Theo looked at you for a long second. Then, slowly, the corner of his mouth lifted.

Gregory still looked deeply offended.

“Oh, no,” he muttered. “Now he likes you. That’s unfortunate for everyone involved.”

“I don’t—” Theo started.

“You called her sweetheart within five minutes.”

“That means nothing.”

Jane raised an eyebrow. “Darling too, actually.”

Theo looked mildly horrified now. You tried not to smile into your wine glass.

The elder overseeing the trial finally dismissed the group after another round of pointless truths and increasingly invasive dares, but the atmosphere never settled afterward.

If anything, it became worse.

Every time Gregory leaned too close, Theo noticed. Every time Theo touched your wrist or shoulder guiding you through the crowd, Gregory noticed. And Jane noticed absolutely everything.

It was exhausting.

The enchanted wine didn’t help either. Not enough to make you drunk — just warm and dizzy enough that every glance suddenly felt significant. Every accidental touch lingered too long.

The manor itself seemed hotter now despite the storm raging outside. By the time you returned to the main hall, the Ravens had abandoned any pretence of behaving normally.

People were pressed close together beneath candlelight, laughter echoed through the room alongside the orchestra somewhere above the ballroom balcony.

The elders watched all of it with visible satisfaction. Psychological warfare, you thought.

Jane hadn’t been joking.

“You’re quiet,” Theo said beside you suddenly.

You startled slightly, not realising he’d moved closer again.

“I’m just trying to process whatever this place is.”

“That’s fair.”

His voice was softer now than before. Warmer.

Gregory appeared at your other side before the moment could settle.

“She’s overwhelmed,” he announced lazily.

You frowned. “I’m not overwhelmed.”

“You keep twisting that ring whenever you’re anxious.”

Your stomach dropped slightly. You hadn’t even realised you’d been doing it.

Theo noticed your expression immediately.

“Gregory,” he said warningly.

“What?” Gregory shrugged. “I pay attention.”

“That’s arguably worse.”

Jane looked entirely too entertained by the exchange.

———

The music swelled louder through the hall. Too loud suddenly.

The candles.

The people.

Theo’s eyes on you.

Gregory’s voice in your ear.

Jane smirking every time tension shifted between the three of you.

It became too much all at once.

“I need air,” you blurted suddenly.

Jane’s expression softened slightly. “Hey–”

“I’ll be back,” you promised quickly, already stepping away before anyone could stop you.

You could feel them watching you leave. Especially Theo.

The corridor outside the ballroom was blissfully quiet in comparison, your footsteps echoing softly against polished stone floors as you moved deeper into the manor.

The further you walked, the colder the halls became. Distant music faded behind you, replaced instead by silence and the crackling of fireplaces hidden somewhere behind dark wooden doors.

You passed endless portraits, velvet curtains, candlelit alcoves.

Then finally reached the library. The enormous oak doors stood slightly open, warm golden light spilling through the gap.

You slipped inside immediately.

The library door creaked shut behind you with a heavy thud.

Silence settled instantly. Not true silence, the manor itself never seemed completely quiet, but compared to the chaos downstairs, the room felt almost unreal.

Safe, somehow.

You exhaled slowly for what felt like the first time all evening.

The library stretched endlessly around you, towering shelves disappearing upward into shadow so high you couldn’t see the ceiling properly. Ancient books filled every inch of dark wood, their worn leather spines gleaming softly beneath low golden light.

A fire burned steadily in the enormous stone fireplace across the room, filling the space with warmth that loosened the tension stiffening your shoulders.

Snow drifted gently against the stained-glass windows overlooking the grounds outside, soft white illuminated by moonlight and storm clouds. The coloured glass cast fractured shades of crimson and gold across the floorboards whenever lightning flashed in the distance.

The room smelled like smoke, old paper, and something faintly metallic beneath it all.

Magic.

You could feel it here more strongly than anywhere else in the manor.

Not dramatic or violent — quieter than that. Like the walls themselves were alive.

The shelves hummed softly with old enchantments, low enough that you almost thought you imagined it at first. Some of the books glowed faintly between the gaps in the shelves, silver symbols flickering briefly across cracked bindings before disappearing again.

Normal people would absolutely leave immediately, you thought. Instead, you found yourself wandering further inside.

A velvet sofa sat near the fireplace beside a low table cluttered with scattered papers and half-melted candles. One corner of the room held an enormous ladder attached to the shelves, its wheels resting silently against polished rails.

You reached out absentmindedly, brushing your fingertips against the spine of one of the books nearest to you.

The symbol burned briefly gold beneath your touch.

You pulled your hand back instantly.

“Right,” you muttered softly to yourself. “Of course the books are haunted.”

Somewhere deeper in the library, the fire crackled quietly.

Downstairs, the distant sound of music barely reached this far anymore — muted violins and soft laughter swallowed by thick walls and endless corridors.

For the first time since arriving at Black Ravens House, nobody was staring at you.

Nobody was analysing you.

No Gregory leaning too close.

No Theo watching every interaction like he was trying to solve you.

No Jane smiling knowingly every time tension shifted between the three of you.

Your chest loosened slightly at the thought. Though honestly, thinking about them wasn’t helping nearly as much as it should have.

Especially Theo.

Which was deeply irritating.

You moved toward the fireplace slowly, holding your hands out toward the warmth. The enchanted wine still lingered unpleasantly beneath your skin, making everything feel heavier somehow. Warmer. More noticeable.

Theo’s voice.

Gregory’s hands brushing your chair.

Jane’s amused expression whenever Theo lost his composure.

You groaned quietly, dropping your head into your hands for a second.

“This place is going to kill me.”

“You’re adjusting surprisingly well, actually.”

You froze. The voice came from directly behind you.

Low.

Smooth.

Familiar.

———

You turned quickly.

Jane stood just inside the doorway, candlelight flickering softly across the sharp lines of her face. The heavy library door clicked shut behind her, muffling the distant music from downstairs almost completely.

For a moment, neither of you spoke.

Then Jane smiled slightly.

“You disappeared dramatically,” she said.

You let out a breath somewhere between a laugh and a groan. “I was overwhelmed dramatically.”

“That’s fair.”

She crossed the room slowly, dark heels clicking softly against the wooden floorboards. Unlike downstairs, she seemed calmer here somehow — less performative. More real.

Or maybe the library simply suited her.

Warm firelight painted gold across the edges of her black dress as she stopped beside you near the fireplace.

“You’re handling tonight better than most inductees do,” she said.

“That’s difficult to believe.”

“It shouldn’t be.” Jane tilted her head slightly. “Most people cry at least once during solstice.”

You stared at her.

“You’re joking.”

“I’m really not.”

Something in your expression made her laugh quietly again. It was strange how quickly her presence settled your nerves. Maybe because she was the only person tonight who hadn’t made you feel hunted.

“You looked like you needed rescuing downstairs,” Jane admitted after a moment.

“I think your friends are trying to psychologically destroy me.”

“My friends?” she repeated innocently.

You gave her a look.

Jane grinned.

“Alright,” she said. “Gregory is absolutely trying to destroy you.”

“Thank you.”

“He does that when he’s interested in someone.”

You blinked once. “That’s his version of flirting?”

“Unfortunately.”

“That’s horrific.”

Jane laughed softly under her breath before her attention shifted suddenly toward your shoulder.

“Hold still.”

You froze slightly as she stepped closer.

Very close.

Her fingers brushed lightly against the sleeve of your coat, sweeping away melted snow you hadn’t even realised was still there. The touch was casual enough to be harmless.

Except it didn’t feel harmless.

The enchanted wine still lingered warm beneath your skin, making every point of contact feel sharper than it should.

Jane noticed the way you stilled immediately.

“You’re tense,” she murmured.

“You people are terrifying.”

“Mm. Also fair.”

Her hand moved higher, gently fixing the slightly crooked collar of your shirt.

The touch lingered. Not long enough to mean something obvious. Just long enough to make your heartbeat stumble annoyingly fast.

The fire crackled softly behind you.

Jane’s eyes lifted back to yours slowly.

“The Ravens can be cruel,” she admitted quietly. “Especially during induction.”

The teasing tone had faded from her voice now.

You frowned slightly. “Then why stay?”

Something unreadable crossed her expression briefly.

“Because once they choose you,” she said softly, “they become difficult to leave.”

The answer should probably have concerned you more than it did. Instead, you found yourself watching the flickering firelight reflected in her eyes.

“You’re staring,” Jane observed gently.

Heat crept immediately into your face. “Sorry.”

“Don’t apologise.” Her mouth curved slightly. “It’s flattering.”

Your stomach flipped embarrassingly fast. This place really was going to kill you.

Jane seemed to notice your spiralling thoughts immediately because her expression softened again.

“You’re alright,” she said quietly. “I promise.”

The reassurance settled strangely in your chest.

And for one brief moment in the middle of The Black Ravens Manor, surrounded by ancient magic, storms, and manipulative strangers, you actually relaxed.

Then the library door opened again.

Cold air drifted briefly into the room alongside the distant sound of music from downstairs before the door clicked shut.

Gregory leaned against it casually, one hand still resting on the handle as his eyes moved lazily across the room.

Then stopped on Jane’s hand still resting against your collar.

A slow smile spread across his face immediately.

“Well,” he drawled. “This looks intimate.”

Jane didn’t move away from you.

“You followed us?”

“I follow interesting things.”

His gaze shifted toward you then — sharp, assessing, impossible to ignore.

You felt it instantly. That same uncomfortable awareness from earlier.

Like Gregory wasn’t simply looking at you. Like he was studying you. Taking you apart piece by piece just to see what happened.

Jane finally stepped back slightly, though amusement still lingered in her expression.

“You’re lurking again,” she said.

“You disappeared with the new inductee into a secluded library.” Gregory shrugged lazily as he crossed the room toward the fire. “You can hardly blame me for being curious.”

“You’re never curious,” Jane replied. “You’re intrusive.”

“Same thing.”

His attention returned to you immediately.

“You ran away.”

You folded your arms defensively. “I came here voluntarily.”

“Mm.” Gregory tilted his head slightly. “That’s not really the part I’m interested in.”

The warmth from the enchanted wine curled low in your stomach unpleasantly. Or maybe not unpleasantly. You still hadn’t decided.

Gregory stopped beside one of the armchairs near the fireplace, though somehow the distance between you still felt too small.

“Do you always get overwhelmed that easily?” he asked.

Jane sighed. “Gregory.”

“What?” His eyes never left yours. “I’m learning about her.”

“You’re interrogating her.”

“She survived induction. That’s basically consent to interrogation.”

“That is deeply concerning.”

Gregory smirked faintly.

“There’s the personality.”

You frowned. “What’s that supposed to mean?”

“I thought you’d either cry or become unbearable.” His gaze flicked deliberately over your face again. “Pleasant surprise.”

“That’s almost nice.”

“Don’t get used to it.”

Jane laughed quietly beside you, clearly entertained despite herself.

Gregory’s attention shifted toward her then.

“You like her already,” he observed.

Jane raised an eyebrow. “Maybe.”

“That was fast.”

“She’s smarter than most of the Ravens.”

Gregory hummed thoughtfully, though his eyes slid back to you almost immediately afterward. Again. Always back to you.

It made your pulse feel uneven. Like standing too close to the edge of something dangerous.

“You know,” Gregory said conversationally, “Theo’s downstairs sulking.”

Jane looked delighted by that information.

“He’s not sulking.”

“He watched you leave like someone had personally insulted him.”

Your stomach tightened slightly before you could stop it. Gregory noticed. A sharp smile appeared slowly on his face.

“Oh, interesting.”

You immediately looked away from him. Bad decision.

Gregory moved closer.

Not enough to touch you, just enough that you became hyperaware of him again.

“You get nervous very easily,” he murmured.

“You enjoy making people uncomfortable far too much.”

“Yes.”

At least he was honest.

Jane crossed her arms, watching the two of you with visible amusement now.

“You’re staring at her again,” she pointed out casually.

Gregory glanced toward her briefly.

Then back at you.

“Obviously.”

The word settled strangely heavy in the room.

The fire throwing warm shadows across the sharp angles of his face. You suddenly understood why people hated Gregory.

Not because he was cruel. Because he paid attention with terrifying intensity once he became interested in something. Or someone.

And right now, all of that attention was fixed entirely on you.

“You look overwhelmed again,” Gregory observed softly.

“You keep causing it.”

“Maybe I enjoy watching it happen.”

Jane shook her head lightly. “You’re awful.”

Gregory smirked.

“But entertaining.”

His eyes lifted toward yours once more.

Steady.

Unrelenting.

Hungry, almost.

And for one dizzy second beneath the firelight and warm shadows of the library, you felt something sharp twist low in your stomach at the way he looked at you.

———

The library door opened for the third time this evening.

This time, the atmosphere changed instantly.

Theo stopped just inside the doorway, his eyes moved across the room in one smooth sweep before settling on the scene in front of him.

Gregory standing far too close to you.

Jane beside you near the fire.

All three of you looking entirely too comfortable.

Something unreadable flickered across Theo’s expression. Then vanished just as quickly.

“Well,” Gregory said lazily, not moving away from you in the slightest. “Look who finally tracked us down.”

Theo shut the door quietly behind him.

“You disappeared,” he said, though his eyes remained fixed on Gregory.

“Observant.”

Jane watched Theo carefully now, amusement lingering in the corners of her mouth.

“You look irritated,” she noted.

“I’m not irritated.”

“You absolutely are.”

Theo ignored that completely and crossed the room toward the fireplace, stopping beside Jane. Even standing there calmly, his presence shifted the balance of the room immediately.

He looked at you then.

Directly.

“You alright, sweetheart?”

The concern in his voice caught you off guard.

“So he gets worried,” Gregory mused quietly.

Theo didn’t even glance at him. “Unlike you, some of us know how to behave around new inductees.”

Gregory laughed softly.

“Oh, come on. She likes me.”

You opened your mouth to deny it.

Unfortunately, Gregory noticed the hesitation immediately.

“There it is,” he said smugly.

“I didn’t say anything.”

“You didn’t have to.”

Theo’s jaw tightened visibly.

Jane noticed. Again. Of course she did.

“You’re both being strange,” she observed lightly.

Gregory looked delighted. “He started it.”

Theo finally looked at him then. “You’ve been hovering around her all evening.”

“And you haven’t?”

The silence that followed was immediate.

Heavy.

You suddenly became very aware of the fire crackling behind you. The snow tapping softly against the stained-glass windows.

Theo’s attention fixed entirely on Gregory now. Then on you. Then back again. Like he couldn’t decide what exactly was irritating him more.

Gregory, meanwhile, looked like he was having the time of his life.

“You know,” he said thoughtfully, stepping even closer to you just to be difficult, “I think she’s starting to understand Raven policies already.”

Theo’s expression darkened slightly.

“Gregory.”

“What?” Gregory looked innocent. “I’m helping.”

“You’re antagonising everyone in the room.”

“Only because it’s easy.”

Theo exhaled sharply through his nose. That tiny loss of composure shouldn’t have felt significant.

But it did.

Because suddenly you understood what Jane had meant earlier.

Theo acted controlled until he didn’t. And Gregory knew exactly how to push him toward that edge. Jane leaned casually against Theo’s side, clearly entertained now by the tension building between the two men.

“You’re glaring again,” she murmured to him.

“I’m looking at him.”

“The way people look at things they’d like to stab.”

Gregory smirked immediately. “See? She notices it too.”

Theo looked at you then. Not Gregory.

You.

And for the first time all evening, his composure cracked just enough for you to see something raw beneath it.

Possessiveness.

Sharp and immediate.

“You encourage him too much,” Theo said quietly.

Your heartbeat stumbled.

Gregory laughed under his breath.

“Oh, that’s bad,” he said. “He’s using the serious voice now.”

Theo ignored him entirely.

“You let him provoke you because you think it’s funny,” Theo continued, eyes still fixed on yours. “And Gregory treats everything like a game.”

The words weren’t harsh exactly, but the intensity behind them made warmth spread instantly through your chest.

Jane looked genuinely delighted now.

“You’re jealous,” she informed Theo softly.

“I’m not jealous.”

“Sweetheart,” Jane said fondly, “you followed us into a secluded library because Gregory was standing too close to her.”

Theo opened his mouth.

Closed it again.

Gregory burst into laughter.

“There it is,” he said triumphantly. “Knew it.”

Theo shot him a look so sharp it should’ve physically injured him.

Gregory only leaned closer toward you again in response, clearly unable to resist making the situation worse.

“You know what the funniest part is?” he asked conversationally, eyes still locked on Theo. “She looks nervous every time you pay attention to her.”

Theo’s gaze snapped back toward you immediately.

And somehow that was worse. Because now all of his attention was focused entirely on you again.

Heavy.

Intense.

Impossible to escape.

The silence stretched for a second too long.

Gregory was still standing close enough that you could feel warmth rolling off him beneath the firelight, but all of his attention had shifted fully toward Theo now.

Like he’d won something.

Theo, meanwhile, looked moments away from either leaving the room or strangling him. Possibly both.

“You’re staring. Again,” Gregory said lightly.

Theo’s expression remained perfectly controlled. “You’re insufferable.”

“And yet you keep following me around.”

Jane made a quiet sound into her wine glass that suspiciously resembled laughter.

Theo ignored her.

“You enjoy pushing people,” he said coldly to Gregory.

“Only interesting people.”

“You treat everything like entertainment.”

Gregory tilted his head slightly. “And you take everything too seriously.”

The words landed harder than they should have. Because suddenly it didn’t feel like they were talking about tonight anymore. Or even about you.

It felt older than that. Familiar. Practiced.

You looked between them carefully.

Theo stood rigid near the fireplace, tension visible in the sharp set of his shoulders despite how calm his expression remained. Gregory looked relaxed in comparison, but there was something deliberate underneath his casual posture too.

Something intentional. Like he enjoyed pulling reactions out of Theo specifically.

And Theo–

Theo reacted every single time.

“You think this is funny?” Theo asked quietly.

Gregory’s eyes flicked toward you briefly before returning to him.

“A little.”

Theo scoffed softly.

“There’s always someone,” Gregory continued conversationally. “Every solstice. Every induction. You decide someone needs protecting and suddenly become unbearable for the next month.”

“That’s not what this is.”

“No?” Gregory smiled slowly. “Then why do you look ready to kill me every time I talk to her?”

Your pulse stumbled.

Theo’s gaze snapped toward you instinctively before he caught himself. Too late. Gregory noticed immediately. So did Jane.

“Oh,” Jane murmured softly, sounding fascinated now. “This is worse than I thought.”

Theo shot her a look. “You’re encouraging him.”

“Because it’s entertaining.”

“You’re both impossible.”

Gregory laughed quietly. “You like us impossible.”

Something changed in the room at that. Theo’s eyes narrowed slightly. Gregory’s expression sharpened with amusement. And suddenly you realised this wasn’t entirely hostility between them. Not pure hatred, anyway.

There was too much attention in it.

Too much focus.

Every glance between them lingered too long. Every insult sounded rehearsed, familiar, almost intimate in the strangest possible way.

Jane noticed your expression immediately.

“You’re figuring it out,” she said softly.

“Figuring what out?”

Neither of them answered. Which honestly answered enough.

Gregory stepped closer toward Theo now instead of you, stopping just inside his space on purpose.

Theo didn’t move away.

“You hate when I touch things you like,” Gregory said quietly.

Your stomach twisted.

Theo’s composure cracked visibly this time.

“Gregory.”

“There’s the warning voice again.”

“You push until people snap.”

Gregory smiled.

“And you always do.”

The tension between them felt almost unbearable suddenly. Not violent. Worse.

The kind that made the air itself feel overheated.

Jane watched both of them carefully before finally sighing softly and stepping between them. Instantly, the entire room shifted around her.

Control returned.

“Alright,” she said calmly, placing one hand flat against Theo’s chest before looking back at Gregory. “You’re both becoming embarrassing.”

Gregory looked delighted rather than insulted.

Theo exhaled sharply, gaze dropping briefly to Jane’s hand before lifting toward you again.

Still intense. Still possessive. Still impossible to ignore.

Jane’s mouth curved slightly.

“You,” she said softly to you, “look overwhelmed again.”

“I think your friends are insane.”

“My boyfriend is insane,” Jane corrected lightly, patting Theo’s chest once before stepping away from him. “Gregory is simply a problem humanity hasn’t solved yet.”

“That’s the nicest thing you’ve ever said about me.”

Theo rolled his eyes.

But some of the sharpness in the room had eased now. Not disappeared, just transformed into something quieter. Something warmer. More dangerous.

Because now all four of you were aware of the tension. The attraction. The way every glance had started lingering too long.

And beneath the firelight of the library, with snow falling softly outside and ancient magic humming through the walls, you realised with sudden dizzy certainty that this had stopped being a normal conversation a long time ago.

———

For a moment, nobody moved.

Everything in the room had narrowed down to this. Theo standing tense beside the fireplace. Gregory watching him with open amusement. Jane standing between them like she was the only thing keeping the situation from completely collapsing.

And you—

caught directly in the middle of it.

“You’re staring again,” Gregory said softly.

This time, he wasn’t talking to Theo. He was talking to you.

Heat crawled immediately up your neck.

“I’m not.”

“You are.”

“You’re impossible.”

“And yet,” Gregory murmured, stepping closer again, “you haven’t left.”

The words settled low in your stomach, because he was right. You should have left ages ago.

Instead, you were still here in the middle of a cursed library while three dangerously attractive Ravens stared at you like you were becoming some kind of shared problem.

Jane noticed the spiral of panic and tension crossing your face immediately.

Her expression softened slightly.

“Oh, sweetheart,” she said gently, “you do look overwhelmed.”

“I think this place is trying to psychologically destroy me.”

“That’s because it is.”

Gregory laughed quietly under his breath.

Theo, meanwhile, was still watching you with that same unbearable intensity that made your pulse stumble every time it landed on you.

“You should stop looking at her like that,” Gregory said conversationally.

Theo’s gaze flicked toward him sharply. “Like what?”

“Like you’re thinking too much.”

Jane smiled faintly. “That’s exactly what he’s doing.”

Theo rolled his eyes, though tension still lingered visibly beneath the movement.

“You’re both irritating.”

“And you’re jealous,” Gregory replied immediately.

“I’m not jealous.”

“You followed us into the library.”

“I wanted to make sure she was alright.”

Gregory’s smile widened slowly.

“There it is again.”

Theo looked moments away from losing what remained of his patience.

And somehow that tension, sharp and volatile and half-hidden beneath every word, felt hotter than it should have.

You realised suddenly that all three of them were watching you now. Waiting for your reaction.

That awareness sent warmth spiralling through your chest so quickly it made your head spin slightly.

The enchanted wine wasn’t helping. Neither was the firelight.

Or the fact that Gregory was still standing too close.

Or the way Theo’s eyes kept dropping to your mouth before flicking away again.

Jane noticed that too. Of course she did. A slow, knowing smile crossed her face.

Then, before you could overthink anything further, she stepped toward you. Close enough that you caught the scent of smoke and dark perfume.

Close enough that your breath caught slightly.

“You think too loudly,” Jane murmured softly.

“What?”

“You’re trying to figure everything out.” Her fingers brushed lightly against your jaw. “Stop.”

The touch froze you instantly.

Warm. Gentle. Commanding in a way that made your stomach tighten.

Somewhere behind Jane, Gregory went very still. Theo looked like he’d stopped breathing entirely.

Jane’s thumb brushed softly across your cheek once. Then she kissed you.

Like she had decided something and expected the rest of the world to catch up afterward.

Your brain went completely blank as her mouth crashed into yours. Your lips parted for her before you could even think to stop yourself

The kiss deepened as her tongue delve deep into your mouth. Not to taste. But to show her dominance. Her control. Her possessiveness.

Warmth flooded through you immediately as her hand slid to the back of your neck, keeping you steady while the room seemed to tilt dangerously sideways around you.

Behind her, someone exhaled sharply.

Theo.

When Jane finally pulled back, the silence in the library felt deafening. You stared at her.

Jane looked entirely unbothered.

“There,” she said calmly. “That’s better.”

Gregory let out a quiet laugh that sounded almost disbelieving.

“Oh,” he murmured. “Now we’re all in trouble.”

Theo still hadn’t moved.

His eyes were fixed entirely on you now — darker than before, composure hanging by an increasingly fragile thread.

Then Gregory, because apparently self-preservation meant nothing to him, stepped forward and rested a hand briefly against Theo’s chest while still looking directly at you.

The reaction was immediate. Theo grabbed your wrist. Not rough, just sudden. Like instinct had taken over before thought could catch up.

The entire room went still again.

Your pulse jumped violently beneath his fingers.

Theo looked down at where he was holding you like he hadn’t realised he’d done it either. Then slowly, his gaze lifted back to yours. Dangerous. Wanting. Completely ruined now.

And suddenly you understood with terrifying clarity that one line had just been crossed.

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pairing: henry creel x fem!reader

word count: 6.2k

tags/warnings: slow burn, teacher/student dynamic, power imbalance, dark undertones, tension, no smut (yet)

Lesson Three

You’re not early this time.

The realization settles in as you glance briefly at your phone, more out of habit than necessity, before slipping it back into your pocket. The time is exact, neither rushed nor delayed, and yet the walk here hadn’t felt measured in the same way it had before. If anything, it had felt deliberate. Like each step had been taken with more awareness than usual, your thoughts trailing just slightly ahead of you the entire way.

You slow as the house comes into view, your gaze lifting instinctively toward it.

It looks the same.

Of course it does.

Quiet. Still. Set apart in that subtle way you noticed the first time, like it exists just slightly outside the rhythm of everything around it. The windows reflect more than they reveal, the curtains drawn just enough to keep the inside private without fully shutting it away. Nothing about it has changed, and yet standing here now, it doesn’t feel unfamiliar. If anything, it feels known.

And that’s what makes you hesitate. Not for long. Not the same uncertain pause as before, where you questioned whether you should even be here. This time, it’s shorter. Sharper. Less about doubt and more about awareness of where you are, of what you’re walking into. Of who’s inside.

Your fingers curl slightly at your side before you lift your hand and knock. The sound lands against the quiet street, echoing faintly in the stillness. This time, you don’t have to wait long.

The door opens almost immediately.

Henry Creel stands in front of you, composed as ever, his expression unreadable in that way you’ve come to expect.

“You’re not early today.”

His voice is even, but the observation lands with a quiet precision that makes it feel like more than a passing comment.

You tilt your head slightly, a faint hint of something more confident settling into your tone than the last time you stood here. “I figured I’d try being on time for once.”

There’s a brief pause as his gaze moves over you, not lingering anywhere specific, but thorough in a way that makes you aware of it anyway. It’s not new, you’ve felt it before. This time you don’t look away as quickly. If anything, you hold it for just a second longer. Just to see.

Something shifts — it’s subtle, almost imperceptible but you catch it.

“Good,” he says finally, stepping aside. “Come in.”

Crossing the threshold feels easier now, familiar in a way that settles quickly. You don’t hesitate in the doorway this time, your steps carrying you inside with more certainty as the quiet of the house closes in around you again.

It’s the same as before. Controlled. Minimal. Everything in its place.

And yet, you notice more.

Not because anything has changed, but because you’re looking differently now. Your attention lingers just a fraction longer on the details, the shelves along the wall, the careful absence of clutter, the way the space feels intentionally contained rather than empty.

You’re aware of him behind you as you move further inside. Closer than the distance suggests.

“There,” he says, gesturing toward the chair.

The guitar is already waiting.

You glance at it briefly before sitting, your fingers brushing lightly along the edge of the instrument as you pick it up. The motion is smoother now, more familiar, your body settling into position without the same stiffness as before.

But your awareness doesn’t settle as easily, especially not when you can feel him watching.

“Did you practice?”

The question isn’t softened, but it’s not as sharp as it had been the first time either. There’s something more measured in it now, like he already expects the answer.

“I did,” you say, adjusting your grip slightly.

A small pause follows. You glance up and he’s already looking at you.

“Show me.”

You nod faintly, positioning your fingers against the strings. There’s less hesitation this time, less uncertainty in where your hands should go, but that doesn’t mean you’re unaffected. If anything, the awareness is worse now because it’s not unfamiliar. Because you know exactly how close he can stand. How his voice sounds when it’s quieter. How his hand feels over yours.

You press into the first chord. It rings out clean. You hold it for a moment, letting the sound settle before shifting your fingers into the next position.

There’s still a slight hesitation but it’s not as noticeable as before. Yet you feel it immediately. You wonder if he does too.

You continue anyway, moving through the progression more carefully, more deliberately than last time. Your fingers adjust as you go, correcting small mistakes before they fully form, your focus sharper, not entirely where it should be though. Not on the guitar.

You finish and let your hand rest lightly against the strings, your breathing steady but just slightly more controlled than usual.

There’s a pause. You look up.

He hasn’t moved, but something about his attention feels different. Less distant. More direct.

~~~~~~~~~~~~

You start again before he has to tell you.

Not out of confidence but because the silence between instruction and action feels more noticeable now, heavier in a way that makes you want to fill it before it stretches too far. Your fingers settle into position, pressing into the strings with more certainty than they had the first time you sat in this chair, and for a moment, it almost feels easy.

The first chord rings out clean. You shift, slower than you need to, making sure the placement is right before moving on.

The second follows with only the slightest hesitation — small enough that a week ago, you might have convinced yourself it didn’t matter.

You continue anyway, moving through the progression with careful focus, your attention fixed more deliberately on your hands than before. It works, for a moment. The transitions are smoother, the pauses less obvious, your fingers moving with a steadiness that almost feels natural. Almost.

Then you make the mistake of thinking about it. Your fingers falter which throws off the timing, causing the chord landing a fraction too late, the sound slightly uneven.

You exhale softly under your breath, already adjusting, already trying to correct it before–

“You’re not focusing.”

The words cut through the room cleanly. Not raised. Not sharp. Just direct enough that your hands still against the strings anyway.

You glance up, your fingers still hovering where they’d stopped. “I am,” you say, the response coming a little too quickly to sound entirely convincing.

He doesn’t move. But his gaze sharpens, just slightly.

“No.”

It’s not dismissive, it’s certain.

Your grip tightens faintly against the guitar, something defensive settling in your chest before you can stop it. “I just messed up one–”

“You’re anticipating again.”

The interruption is calm and controlled, yet it lands heavier than it should.

You look at him properly now, your brows pulling together slightly. “You said that last time.”

“And you’re still doing it.”

A pause settles between you, not long, but long enough that you feel it. You glance back down at the guitar, adjusting your fingers even though you’re not playing.

“I’m trying not to.”

“I know.”

The response comes immediately and for a second it disarms you. You look up again. He’s watching you in that same way as before, focused, attentive, but there’s something more deliberate in it now. Less distant. Like he’s not just observing the mistake, but the reaction to it.

“Then what am I doing wrong?” you ask, quieter this time.

Another pause.

His gaze drops briefly to your hands, then lifts again.

“You’re not paying attention to what you’re doing.”

You let out a small breath, somewhere between a laugh and frustration. “That doesn’t make sense.”

“It does.”

You shake your head slightly, your fingers pressing absently into the strings without forming a chord. “I’m literally looking at my hands.”

“That’s not the same as focusing.”

There’s something in the way he says it that makes you pause instead of arguing again.

“Then what am I focusing on?” you ask.

The question hangs there. For a moment, he doesn’t answer. And in that moment, you become aware of it.

The way your attention had shifted earlier. The way it keeps drifting, even now.

His gaze doesn’t leave yours.

“You tell me.”

Your breath catches slightly. It’s not the words, it’s the way he says them. Like he already knows the answer.

You look away first.

“I don’t know,” you say, quieter now, your voice losing some of its earlier edge.

A brief silence follows.

“Play,” he says.

You nod faintly, adjusting your grip again as you press your fingers into position. This time, you don’t rush. You take a second longer before starting, trying to force your attention back to something solid, something controllable.

The first chord rings out. Clean.

The second, you hesitate, again.

You close your eyes briefly, exhaling through your nose. “Sorry, Mr Creel, I–”

“You don’t need to apologize.”

You pause.

“And don’t call me that.”

You blink, looking up at him. “What?”

“Mr Creel.”

There’s a small pause, like he’s considering how to phrase the next part, though his expression doesn’t change.

“You can call me Henry.”

The words land heavier than they should. You stare at him for a second, caught slightly off guard by the shift. It’s small, just a name, just a correction, but it changes something. The distance. The formality. The structure you hadn’t realized you were still holding onto.

“Oh.”

Your fingers shift slightly against the strings, your attention no longer entirely on the guitar.

“Okay… Henry.”

Saying it feels different, more familiar than it should. Something in his expression flickers, subtle enough that you might’ve imagined it, but he doesn’t comment on it.

“Again,” he says.

You swallow faintly and look back down at the guitar, your fingers pressing into position again. This time, your focus feels split in a different way. Not scattered, but heightened. More aware of everything at once.

The first chord rings out clean.

The second, once again you hesitate.

“Stop.”

You do immediately this time, your fingers stilling without argument.

“You’re doing it again,” he says.

You let out a quiet breath, your shoulders dropping slightly. “I know.”

“No,” he replies, and there’s something firmer in his voice now — not harsh, but more deliberate. “You’re not just anticipating it.”

You glance up.

“Then what is it?”

Another pause. His gaze holds yours, longer this time.

“You’re distracted.”

The word settles between you. You don’t answer right away. Because this time, you know he’s right.

Your grip on the guitar tightens slightly before you force it to relax, your gaze dropping back to your hands.

“I said I’m trying,” you murmur, quieter now, less defensive than before.

“I didn’t say you weren’t.”

The response is calm, measured, but it doesn’t let you off the hook. You swallow faintly, your fingers shifting against the strings again, though you don’t start playing.

“Then what do you want me to do?” you ask.

A brief silence follows.

Then–

“Focus.”

Simple. You almost laugh. But you don’t. Instead, you nod slightly, your fingers pressing into position once more.

“Okay.”

You start again.

You don’t rush this time.

Not because you’re suddenly more confident, but because you’re frustratingly aware of everything you’re trying not to focus on.

Your fingers settle into place more carefully than before, pressing into the strings with deliberate precision as if control alone might be enough to steady your thoughts.

It almost works.

The first chord rings out clean, the sound grounding in a way that helps, if only for a moment. You hold it, letting the note settle before shifting your fingers into the next position. This time, you force yourself not to anticipate it, not to think ahead, just to move when you need to.

The second chord follows. Smoother. Not perfect, but close enough that you feel it.

A small flicker of relief settles in your chest, but it doesn’t last. Because the moment you notice it, your focus shifts again — not fully, not enough to completely lose control, but enough that the awareness creeps back in.

Of him. Of how close he’s standing. Of the fact that he hasn’t stepped back since correcting you.

You move into the next transition and hesitate.

“Stop.”

The word is quiet, but it lands immediately.

Your fingers still against the strings, your shoulders tightening slightly as you let out a controlled breath.

“I didn’t even–” you start, but trail off when you realize there’s no point finishing it.

“You did,” he says.

There’s no judgment in it. Just certainty.

You glance up at him, your brows pulling together faintly. “I barely hesitated.”

“That’s enough.”

A pause settles between you, and for a second, you just look at him, something caught somewhere between frustration and something else you don’t want to name.

“I don’t know how to stop doing that,” you admit, quieter now.

He watches you for a moment, his expression unreadable in that same controlled way but his attention feels sharper now. More focused.

“You’re thinking about it too much.”

You let out a soft breath, almost a laugh. “That’s kind of my problem.”

“Then stop thinking about it.”

You tilt your head slightly, giving him a look that’s almost incredulous. “That’s not helpful.”

“No,” he says evenly. “It’s accurate.”

You shake your head, your fingers slipping from the strings as you drop your hand slightly into your lap. “I can’t just turn it off.”

“No,” he repeats. “But you can redirect it.”

You glance back up at him, a small frown settling in. “To what?”

There’s a brief pause.

“To something you can control.”

Before you can ask what he means, he steps closer.

You feel it immediately.

Not just the shift in space, but the intention behind it. The way he closes the distance without hesitation, without asking, like it’s already been decided. Your breath catches faintly, your fingers tightening slightly against the neck of the guitar.

“You’re tense,” he says.

His voice is lower now. Closer.

You blink, caught slightly off guard by how quickly he’s picked up on it. “I’m fine.”

“No,” he replies quietly. “You’re not.”

Before you can respond, his hands settle lightly on your shoulders.

The contact is unexpected. Not abrupt, not rough, but deliberate enough that it stills you completely for a second. His fingers press just slightly into the muscle there, enough to make you aware of the tension you hadn’t realized you were holding.

“Relax,” he says.

The word is softer than before.

You swallow faintly, your body reacting before your thoughts can catch up. Your shoulders shift slightly under his hands, an instinctive response, even as your awareness sharpens in a completely different direction.

His touch lingers, it’s not something easily dismissed as necessary.

He adjusts his grip slightly, his thumbs pressing more firmly this time, working into the tension with slow, controlled movements. It’s not rushed. Not careless. Each motion is deliberate, measured, like he’s taking his time with it.

Your breath shifts.

You don’t move.

“Loosen your shoulders,” he murmurs.

“I am,” you say, but your voice comes out quieter than you intended.

His hands pause for a second, then continue, slower this time, more focused. The pressure eases, but the contact doesn’t.

“You’re still holding it,” he says.

You exhale softly, your grip on the guitar loosening as you try to follow the instruction. Your shoulders drop slightly, the tension easing enough that you feel the difference.

“There,” he says.

But his hands don’t move right away. They remain where they are for just a second longer than necessary, the warmth of his touch settling into something more noticeable now that you’re not actively resisting it.

Then slowly, he shifts. One hand moves from your shoulder, sliding down along your arm until his fingers settle lightly around your wrist.

Your breath catches again.

The contact is lighter here, more precise, his grip adjusting your hand with the same controlled intention as before. He lifts it slightly, angling your wrist just enough to correct the position.

“Here,” he says quietly. “You’re still overcompensating.”

You nod faintly, even though your focus isn’t entirely on the correction.

“Keep it relaxed.”

His fingers guide yours back into place against the strings, pressing them down with careful precision. The movement is familiar now — the way it lingers isn’t.

His hand doesn’t leave immediately. Instead, it stays there, steadying your wrist, holding it in position like he’s waiting to see if you’ll maintain it without him.

“Play,” he says.

You do.

Your fingers move under his guidance, the chord forming more cleanly than before. The sound is steady, controlled.

You shift to the next, no hesitation.

It works. A quiet breath leaves you before you can stop it.

“Better,” he murmurs.

The word lands close. Too close. You don’t look at him, but you’re aware of him. Of how near he is and fact that his hand is still around your wrist.

Then, it shifts again.

His grip loosens, his fingers sliding slightly as his hand moves lower.

Your breath falters.

It’s subtle, almost unnoticeable, but you feel it.

His hand settles briefly at your side, just above your waist, the contact light but unmistakable as he adjusts your posture.

“Sit up,” he says quietly.

Your body reacts before your thoughts do, your back straightening slightly under the guidance of his hand.

“Like that.”

The pressure is minimal, but it lingers. Not long. Not enough to be obvious. But enough to notice. Your fingers falter slightly against the strings.

“You’re distracted again.”

His voice is quieter now, closer. You swallow, your gaze fixed firmly on the guitar. “I’m trying not to be.”

“Try harder.”

The words aren’t harsh, but they land heavier now. His hand leaves your side, however the space it occupied doesn’t feel empty.

“Again,” he says.

You nod faintly, your fingers pressing into position once more. Your movements are slower now, not from uncertainty, but from awareness. Everything feels more deliberate, more controlled, like you’re trying to hold onto something that keeps slipping just out of reach.

You play.

The first chord rings out.

The second follows without hesitation.

You move through the progression more smoothly this time, your focus sharpened by something that isn’t entirely concentration anymore. Your fingers move with a steadiness that feels almost automatic, your body responding more instinctively than before.

When you finish, you exhale softly.

You don’t move right away.

Even after finishing, even after the last note fades into the quiet, your hands remain where they are, resting lightly against the strings as if continuing would be easier than acknowledging the stillness that’s settled around you.

You can feel him behind you. Closer now than he’s been before. Not just in proximity, but in presence. It’s sharper, more defined, like the space between you has narrowed into something that no longer feels neutral.

You don’t turn. You don’t trust yourself to.

“Again.”

His voice comes from behind you, lower than it had been before, close enough that you feel it more than hear it.

You swallow faintly and nod, even though he can’t see it, your fingers shifting back into position. You don’t take as long this time as you already know what you’re trying to correct, what you’re trying not to think about.

You play through the progression.Not perfectly, but better.

“Stop.”

The word comes quieter this time. Closer.

Your hands still immediately, your breath catching slightly as the sound of your own playing fades.

“I didn’t–” you start, but hesitate, your voice quieter now. “I thought that one was better.”

“It was.”

A pause.

“But you’re still doing it.”

You close your eyes briefly, exhaling through your nose as your shoulders tighten without you meaning them to.

“It’s not as bad,” you say, softer now, like you’re trying to convince yourself as much as him.

“No,” he agrees.

And then, after a beat–

“But it’s consistent.”

The word lingers and you feel him shift behind you. Not stepping away — moving closer.

Your grip tightens slightly on the guitar, your fingers pressing into the strings even though you’re not playing anymore.

“I don’t know what else to do,” you admit, quieter than before.

There’s a pause.

“If you keep repeating the same mistake,” he says, his voice lowering further, “you’re never going to correct it.”

You swallow faintly.

“I’m trying to.”

“I know.”

The response is immediate. Calm. But it doesn’t soften what comes next.

“But trying isn’t the same as fixing it.”

Your breath shifts, your focus slipping despite yourself. You’re aware of how close he is now, close enough that if you leaned back even slightly, you’d feel him. The thought settles uncomfortably and not entirely unwelcome.

“So what am I supposed to do?” you ask, your voice quieter now.

Another pause. Then–

“You stop repeating it.”

You almost laugh, but it doesn’t quite come out. “That’s not helpful.”

“No,” he says again, calm as ever. “It’s necessary.”

Before you can respond, you feel it, his hand. It settles lightly at your waist.

Not abrupt ort forceful, but deliberate.

Your breath catches sharply this time, your entire body going still as the contact registers. His hand isn’t gripping, not pulling you into place, but it’s there, steady and unmistakable, guiding the slight shift in your posture.

“I told you to sit properly,” he murmurs.

His voice is closer now. Too close.

You straighten instinctively under his hand, your back aligning more carefully as your grip on the guitar tightens slightly. The movement feels small, but the awareness of it isn’t.

“There,” he says.

Yet, his hand doesn’t move. It remains at your waist, the pressure light but grounding, like he’s keeping you exactly where he wants you — not forcing, just holding.

Your breathing isn’t as steady now.

“Again,” he says.

You try to focus on the strings, on the placement, on anything other than the fact that his hand is still there.

You start playing. This time, your movements are more careful, not just technically, but deliberately restrained, like you’re trying to keep control over something that’s slipping. You make the mistake again. It’s small, but it’s enough.

“Stop.”

His hand tightens — not enough to hurt, but enough that you feel the change immediately.

Your fingers still and your breath catches.

“That one,” he says quietly, “you didn’t even try to correct.”

“I did,” you insist, but your voice lacks the certainty it had before.

“No.”

The word is softer now. But firmer.

“You let it happen.”

A pause settles between you, heavier than before. Your grip tightens slightly against the guitar. “It’s not that simple.”

“No,” he says again. “But if you keep ignoring it…”

His hand shifts slightly at your waist — adjusting his fingers, pressing just enough to remind you they’re there.

“…you might need a different kind of correction.”

The words land slowly, causing your breath to falter. You don’t respond. You’re not entirely sure you can.

The implication lingers. It’s not explicit but clear enough that it settles somewhere deeper than the rest of his instructions had. Your fingers feel unsteady against the strings.

“Play,” he says again.

You do.

This time, your focus is sharper but not calmer. It’s heightened, pulled tight between concentration and something else entirely. Your movements are careful, controlled, your fingers pressing into place with more precision than before.

You don’t make the mistake. You finish the progression, your breath leaving you slowly as the final note fades.

There’s a pause, it’s longer this time.

His hand is still at your waist.

And then, he leans in. Not enough to touch beyond that, just close enough that you feel it. The shift in air, the presence of him just behind you, his voice lowering further when he speaks again.

“Better.”

Your breath catches again, your fingers tightening slightly against the guitar as your awareness sharpens all over again. You don’t turn but you know how close he is.

And still. he doesn’t move away.

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You start playing again, not because you’re ready or because your focus has returned, but because the alternative is sitting there in the silence with him still that close behind you.

Your fingers press into the strings, the movement slower now, more deliberate, like you’re trying to ground yourself in something familiar. The sound comes out steady enough, but it doesn’t feel controlled. Not in the way it should. There’s a disconnect between what your hands are doing and where your attention is, like your body is following instruction while everything else lags just behind.

You don’t hear him move, don’t feel him step away, not even slightly, and that awareness sits heavy at the back of your mind, pulling at your focus no matter how hard you try to keep it steady.

You make it through part of the progression before it slips again, not the same way as before. Worse. Because this time, you don’t even try to correct it.

“You’ve stopped trying to hide it.”

His voice comes from just behind you, low and even, close enough that it sends a quiet, immediate tension through your shoulders.

Your hands still against the strings, your breath catching faintly before you let it out slowly. “I haven’t,” you say, but it lacks the certainty it had earlier.

“Don’t lie to me.”

Not raised. Just certain, causing your to fingers press a little harder into the strings, but you don’t turn around.

The silence stretches just long enough to make it feel deliberate.

“Play.”

You hesitate for a second, and that’s enough.

“Or don’t,” he adds, quieter now.

That lands differently, your fingers press back into place almost immediately, like the hesitation hadn’t happened at all, like you can undo it just by continuing. The chord sounds again, steady enough to pass, but you’re still not focused

“You’re not even pretending now.”

This time, he moves, you feel it — the shift in presence as he steps out from behind you, the space changing again as he comes into your line of vision. You don’t look up right away, but you’re aware of him differently now, the closeness no longer behind you but beside you.

Your grip loosens slightly on the guitar, your shoulders dropping just a fraction as you exhale. “I don’t know what you want me to do,” you admit, quieter now.

A brief silence follows.

Then–

his hand tilts your chin upward.

It’s not forceful or rough, but it’s firm enough that you don’t resist.

Your breath catches as your gaze is drawn to his, the proximity hitting you all at once now that you’re facing him properly. He’s closer than you expected, close enough that you can see the smallest details, the steadiness in his expression, the control that hasn’t slipped even once.

“I want you to focus,” he says quietly.

You try to respond. You really do. But the words don’t come, you’re too aware of how close he is. Of the fact that neither of you has moved. Of the way his hand hasn’t dropped from your chin.

Your breath falters and that’s when it happens.

It’s not rushed, not sudden. If anything, it feels like the moment had been building toward it for longer than either of you had acknowledged. He leans in just enough to close the distance.

For a second, you feel it before it happens — the faint shift of air, the quiet proximity of him.

Then his lips meet yours.

Soft at first. Barely more than a brush, restrained enough that it almost feels like a question. The contact lingers, light but deliberate, his mouth still, as if he’s taking in the moment rather than acting on it.

And then it changes. The pressure deepens, his lips pressing more firmly against yours, more certain now. Still controlled, but no longer soft. There’s intention in it, something quieter but heavier beneath the surface, like he’s decided this is what he wants and isn’t pulling back from it.

Your breath catches sharply, your body going still for a split second, caught somewhere between surprise and something else.

It lasts only a moment longer before he pulls back. He doesn’t pull back far, just enough to look at your face.

The silence that follows is deafening.

You stare back at him, your chest rising and falling a little too quickly, your thoughts scrambling to catch up to what just happened.

He doesn’t look unsettled, or unsure. If anything, he looks exactly the same. Composed.

Controlled.

Like he’s already decided how to frame it.

“You needed to reset,” he says evenly.

The words don’t match what just happened. Your brows pull together slightly, your breath still uneven. “You–”

You stop, shaking your head faintly, like saying it out loud might make it more real.

“That wasn’t–”

“A distraction,” he interrupts calmly. “And you weren’t correcting it.”

You stare at him.

“That’s not how you fix it,” you say, quieter now —but the resistance in your voice isn’t as steady as it should be.

“No?” he replies.

The question is simple, but it lingers.

You don’t answer because you don’t entirely know how to.

The room feels different now. Smaller, Like the air has shifted in a way you can’t undo.

You pull back slightly, your hand dropping from the guitar completely now, your fingers curling faintly at your side as if they don’t quite know what to do with themselves.

“I–” you start, but stop again, your thoughts too scattered to land anywhere properly.

Then, quickly–

“I need to use the bathroom.”

The words come out more abruptly than you intend.

There’s a pause as he studies you for a moment. Not stopping you. Not questioning it.

“Down the hall,” he says.

You nod quickly, already standing before you can second-guess it, your movements just slightly unsteady as you step away from him. The distance feels necessary now, urgent, even, as you move toward the hallway without looking back. The bathroom door closes behind you with a quiet click.

And suddenly. it’s silent. Completely silent.

You stand there for a second, your hand still on the door handle, your breathing uneven as the reality of what just happened settles in all at once.

He kissed you.

The thought lands heavier now, without his presence to distract from it. You let out a slow breath, turning slightly as your gaze moves around the room.

The bathroom is exactly what you should expect. Minimal. Clean. Controlled.

Everything in its place.

The counter is clear aside from the essentials, nothing unnecessary, nothing personal left out without reason. Even the mirror is spotless, reflecting the room with sharp clarity that feels almost too precise.

Your reflection catches your attention.

You look different. Not physically, but there’s something in your expression, caught between confusion and something else you don’t want to name.

Your fingers lift slightly, brushing briefly against your lips without thinking, lingering there a second longer than they should.

It hadn’t been an accident. That’s what stays with you.

Not rushed.

Not impulsive.

Deliberate.

You exhale slowly, your hand dropping back to your side as your thoughts spiral slightly, trying to make sense of it.

Your grip tightens slightly against the edge of the sink as you look down, your thoughts catching on that details more than anything else, and not entirely for the reason you want them to.

What does that say?

You don’t let yourself answer that. Instead, you straighten slightly, forcing a steady breath as you push the thoughts down enough to step back out there without completely losing your composure.

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You don’t stay in the bathroom longer than necessary.

Even though it would be easier to remain here, in the quiet, controlled stillness of a room that doesn’t feel like it’s shifting under your feet. You’ve already steadied your breathing, already forced your thoughts into something resembling order, but the moment you reach for the handle, that fragile sense of control starts to slip again.

Because he’s still out there.

Waiting.

The thought settles low in your chest as your fingers curl around the handle, hesitating for just a second before you push the door open. The hallway feels quieter than before. Or maybe it’s just you.

You step out slowly, your movements more measured now, your awareness sharpened again as you move back toward the room. Each step feels deliberate, like you’re bracing yourself for something you can’t quite predict. You don’t hear him at first, not until you reach the doorway.

He hasn’t moved far.

Henry stands near where you left him, posture unchanged, expression just as composed as it had been before you walked away. If anything, the stillness makes it worse — like nothing has shifted on his side at all. Like what happened didn’t affect him.

Your steps are slow as you enter the room. For a moment, neither of you speaks. The silence stretches, not empty, but heavy, filled with everything that hasn’t been said. Your gaze flickers briefly toward the guitar, still resting where you left it, then back to him.

He’s already looking at you. Of course he is.

You hold his gaze for a second longer than you should. And this time, you don’t know what you’re looking for. There’s no apology in his expression. No hesitation. Just that same quiet, controlled focus that makes it impossible to tell where he stands.

“You’re done for today.” The words come calmly. Decisively.

You blink slightly, caught off guard by how easily he says it. Like the decision had already been made before you even stepped back into the room.

“Oh.”

It’s the only response you can manage.

“You’re not focused,” he continues, his tone even, measured. “There’s no point continuing like this.”

The explanation makes sense. It should. And yet there’s something about the way he says it that makes it feel like it’s not the full reason.

You nod faintly, your fingers curling slightly at your side. “Right.”

Another silence settles. Neither of you moves immediately. The space between you feels different now, charged in a way that lingers, like something unfinished is still hanging there, waiting to be acknowledged.

You’re aware of everything.

The distance.

His gaze.

The fact that you’re still standing there.

You should leave. The thought is clear. Obvious. But you don’t move right away.

“Next time,” he says, and your attention sharpens instantly, “you’ll need to focus.”

The words are familiar, the way he says them isn’t. Your breath shifts faintly.

“On the guitar,” he adds, after a beat.

The clarification comes too late. You swallow, your gaze dropping briefly before you nod again. “I will.”

You’re not sure if you mean it, not in the way he expects.

Another pause.

It feels like something else should be said. Like there’s something sitting just beneath the surface that neither of you is acknowledging. But he doesn’t say it, and neither do you. So instead, you turn.

The movement feels heavier than it should, like you’re pulling yourself away from something that hasn’t fully let go yet. Your steps are slower now, more deliberate as you move toward the door, your awareness lingering behind you even as you create distance.

You can feel it. His attention is still on you.

Your hand finds the handle and for a second, you hesitate. You don’t turn around. But you think about it.

Then, you open the door.

The air outside feels colder. Sharper. It hits you all at once, the quiet of the street replacing the stillness of the house in a way that should feel grounding, but it doesn’t. Not completely. Because the tension hasn’t left. It’s followed you, settling just beneath your skin, impossible to ignore.

You step away slowly, your movements unhurried, like you’re trying to process everything before it slips too far out of reach.

He kissed you.

The thought returns immediately. Clearer now. Louder.

You exhale softly, your hand lifting unconsciously, your fingers brushing lightly against your lips before you drop it again.

It hadn’t been impulsive or uncertain, it was contolled. Deliberate. A ‘correction.’ A way to reset you.

Your brows pull together faintly. It doesn’t make sense and yet you hadn’t pulled away. You hadn’t stopped him.

Your pace slows slightly as you turn onto your street, your gaze unfocused as your thoughts loop back again, catching on the same moments, the same details.

The way he’d looked at you. The way he hadn’t hesitated. The way he’d acted like it was nothing. Your fingers curl slightly at your side.

Was it nothing?

The question settles deeper than you expect.

Because if it was, then why does it feel like this?

You reach your door without fully registering the walk, your hand resting against the handle as your thoughts finally begin to quiet, not resolve or settle, but slow enough that you can breathe again.

‘Next time.’

The words echo faintly. Your chest tightens slightly, but not with dread. Something else. Something quieter.

You don’t try to convince yourself it shouldn’t happen again. You don’t even try to ignore the way the thought settles, because somewhere beneath the uncertainty, you’re already waiting for it.

Then finally, you open the door and step inside.

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tysmm for reading this chapter!! i told you this one was going to get more intense. i hope you enjoyed how the tension is building between them 👀

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pairing: henry creel x fem!reader

word count: 6.1k

tags/warnings: slow burn, teacher/student dynamic, power imbalance, dark undertones, subtle tension, no smut (yet)

Lesson Two

You’re early.

You realize it the second you glance down at your phone, the time staring back at you in a way that makes your stomach tighten slightly. Ten minutes. Not a huge amount but enough that it feels deliberate, even if it wasn’t meant to be.

You slow your steps as you approach the house, your gaze lifting from the screen to the familiar stretch of quiet street ahead. It looks exactly the same as it did the first time — still, almost unnaturally so, like the world here moves at a slower pace than everywhere else. No cars passing, no voices drifting from nearby houses. Just the faint sound of wind brushing through the trees and the distant hum of something you can’t quite place.

And then there’s his house.

You notice it again immediately. Not because it stands out in any obvious way but because of how contained it feels. The curtains are drawn just enough to block a clear view inside, but not completely. The windows reflect more than they reveal. It gives the impression of something private, controlled, intentionally closed off.

You hesitate at the edge of the walkway. It’s not the same hesitation as last time. Before, it had been uncertainty, second guessing whether you should even be here at all. Now, it’s something else. Something sharper, more aware.

You know what’s behind that door. You know him. Well, some version of him.

The way he speaks. The way he watches. The way he notices things you didn’t realize were noticeable.

Your grip tightens slightly around your phone before you slip it into your pocket. You could wait. Stand here for a few more minutes, pretend you weren’t early at all. It would probably make things feel more normal — more structured, less…intentional.

But the thought of standing out here, alone with your own thoughts, suddenly feels worse.

Before you can talk yourself out of it, you step forward. The path to the door feels shorter this time. Or maybe you just don’t slow down as much.

When you reach it, you pause again but only for a second. Just long enough to feel the shift in your breathing, the faint, familiar flicker of nerves settling somewhere in your chest.

Then you knock.

The sound lands sharp against the quiet surrounding, echoing faintly in the stillness around you. For a brief moment, nothing happens. And in that moment, your mind fills the silence too quickly.

Maybe he’s not home yet. Maybe he didn’t expect you this early. Maybe–

The door opens.

Henry stands in front of you, exactly as composed as you remember.

There’s no surprise in his expression. No indication that you’ve caught him off guard or interrupted anything. If anything, it almost feels like he’s been expecting you. Not just today, but at this exact moment.

“You’re early.” His voice is the same — low, even, controlled.

You shift slightly under his gaze, suddenly aware of how quickly he’s already taken you in, how little escapes his attention.

“I didn’t mean to be,” you say, the words coming out a little softer than you intended.

There’s a pause. Not long but enough that you feel it.

His eyes move over you briefly, not lingering anywhere specific, but not missing anything either. It’s the same kind of look as before. Observant, precise, quietly assessing in a way that makes you feel seen in a way you’re not entirely used to.

Then, simply

“It’s fine.”

He steps aside.

“Come in.”

Crossing the threshold feels different this time.

Last week, it had felt unfamiliar, like stepping into a space you didn’t understand yet. Now, there’s recognition. Not comfort exactly, but something close to it. You remember the layout, the placement of things, the way the quiet settles around you almost immediately.

It’s just as controlled as before. Nothing out of place. Nothing unnecessary.

Your footsteps sound softer this time, or maybe you’re just more aware of how to move in a space like this.

“There,” he says, gesturing toward the chair.

The guitar is already there, resting exactly where it had been last week. Waiting.

“You practiced.”

Not a question.

You glance back at him, a small, almost unconscious hint of something else settling beneath your nerves now — something quieter, more deliberate.

“I did,” you say. “More this time.”

His gaze lingers on you for just a second longer than necessary. Then–

“Good.”

You sit a little more carefully this time.

Not stiff, just aware. Aware of the chair beneath you, of the guitar resting where you remember it, of him somewhere just behind you as you adjust your position. It’s strange how quickly the familiarity settles in, how your hands seem to remember what to do even as your thoughts don’t quite catch up.

The guitar feels less foreign when you pick it up. Not comfortable yet, but not entirely awkward either. You shift it slightly against your lap, adjusting the angle the way you practiced, your fingers hovering over the strings for a second before settling into place.

You can feel him watching. You don’t need to look to know that.

“Show me,” he says.

You start with the first chord. It comes out clean. Cleaner than last time, at least.

There’s a small flicker of something in your chest at the sound. Relief, maybe, or quiet satisfaction but it disappears almost as quickly as it came when you move to the next.

Your fingers hesitate. Just slightly.

Enough.

The sound buzzes faintly. Not wrong but not right either.

You press your lips together, adjusting your grip instinctively before continuing. The next chord is better. The one after that slower, but controlled.

You finish the progression and let the final note fade, your fingers lingering against the strings for a second longer than necessary before you relax your hand. The silence that follows stretches just enough to make you aware of it.

“Again.”

You exhale softly.

“Okay.”

This time, you try to focus more deliberately on the placement of your fingers, the pressure, the transitions between each movement. You remember what you practiced, the way you corrected yourself over and over until your fingertips felt sore.

The first chord lands.

The second–

You hesitate again.

It’s frustrating how immediate it feels, how your body seems to fall back into the same pattern even when you know what you’re doing wrong. You finish anyway.

A pause.

“Better,” he says.

It’s not much, but it’s enough to make you look up.

He’s standing a few feet away, his posture unchanged, his expression as composed as ever. There’s no visible reaction beyond the word itself – no smile, no shift but his attention is fixed entirely on you. It’s different from being casually observed.

It’s focused. Intentional.

“But inconsistent,” he adds.

There it is.

You let out a quiet breath, glancing back down at the guitar.

“I know. I just–” You hesitate, searching for the right way to explain it.

“I can do it when I’m thinking about it. But then I start thinking about the next one, and it just… messes everything up.”

He watches you for a moment.

Not interrupting. Not correcting immediately.

“You’re anticipating failure,” he says finally.

You blink. “That sounds dramatic.”

“It’s accurate.”

There’s no edge to it. No judgment.

Just certainty.

You huff out a quiet, almost reluctant breath of amusement, shaking your head slightly. “That’s reassuring.”

He doesn’t react to the sarcasm, or maybe he just doesn’t acknowledge it.

“Play it again.”

You adjust your grip, your fingers settling back into position. This time, you take a second longer before starting, trying to quiet the instinct to rush ahead.

You play the first chord. Clean. You hold it for just a fraction longer, making sure the pressure is right before moving on.

The second–

Better. Still not perfect, but closer.

You move through the rest more slowly than before, each transition deliberate, each adjustment more careful. It feels almost like you’re thinking in slow motion, your mind trailing just behind your hands instead of racing ahead.

When you finish, you don’t look up right away.

“Again.”

You blink, letting out a small laugh under your breath. “You really don’t waste time, do you?”

“No.”

It’s immediate.

You glance up at him briefly, something about the simplicity of the answer catching your attention. There’s no defensiveness, no explanation. Just a statement.

You look back down at the guitar.

“Right. Okay.”

You start again. This time, you try not to think about whether it’s good or not, just the movement itself. The placement. The pressure.

The first chord rings out clean.

The second follows more smoothly. You feel it this time — the difference, the way your fingers shift without that same sharp hesitation.

It’s not perfect, but it’s progress. You finish and exhale quietly. There’s a pause, then–

“Better.”

The word lands differently this time.

Heavier.

You glance up again, unable to stop yourself. He’s closer now. Not by much but enough that you notice. You hadn’t seen him move. Your fingers tighten slightly around the neck of the guitar before you force yourself to relax.

“Your timing improves when you stop trying to control it,” he says, his gaze flicking briefly to your hands before returning to your face. “You correct more naturally when you’re not anticipating the mistake.”

You nod slowly, even if you’re not entirely sure how to apply that without overthinking it again.

“That’s easier said than done.”

“Yes.”

A pause.

“But not impossible.”

Something about the way he says it — calm, certain, like he’s already decided it’s true makes you believe it a little more than you expect to. You shift slightly in your seat, adjusting the guitar again.

“Can I try something?” you ask, glancing up briefly.

He nods once.

You reposition your fingers, taking a slightly different approach to the transition, slowing it down even further, focusing on lifting and placing each finger individually instead of moving them all at once.

It feels awkward. Slower. When you play through the progression, it works. Not perfectly, but noticeably better. You let out a small breath, something like quiet relief slipping through before you can stop it.

He notices.

Of course he does.

“That,” he says, “is closer.”

You smile slightly without meaning to. It’s small. Brief. But it’s there.

And for a second, you forget to be nervous.

“Again,” he says.

You do.

This time, your fingers move with a little more confidence. Not enough to erase the hesitation completely, but enough to soften it. The transitions are still careful, still deliberate, but they’re smoother now, less interrupted by uncertainty.

You lose yourself in it for a moment. Not entirely, just enough that the tension in your shoulders eases, your breathing evening out as your focus narrows to the rhythm of your hands.

Until-

you miss one.

It’s small. Barely noticeable, but you hear it, and he undoubtedly heard it too.

Your fingers falter. You stop yourself halfway through the progression, letting out a quiet, frustrated sigh as your hand drops slightly.

“Sorry,” you mutter.

“Why?”

The question catches you off guard. You glance up at him, frowning slightly.

“Because I messed it up?”

He tilts his head, just slightly.

“That’s expected.”

You blink.

Something about that, about the way he says it, so matter-of-fact, like your mistakes aren’t something to apologize for settles differently than you expect.

“Oh.”

A brief silence follows. Then–

“Continue.”

You do.

If your fingers hesitate, you don’t stop. It’s a small thing, but it changes something. When you finish, you exhale softly, your grip loosening slightly on the guitar.

“Better,” he says again.

And this time you feel it. It’s not just the word, it’s what comes with it. The quiet pull of wanting to hear it again.

~~~~~~~~~~~~

By the time your fingers start to ache, you don’t notice it right away.

It creeps in slowly. First a faint soreness at the tips, then a duller tension in your hand from holding the same positions over and over. You push through it at first, too focused on getting the transitions right, on smoothing out that hesitation he keeps pointing out. But eventually, it catches up with you.

Your next chord comes out slightly weaker than the last.

“Stop.”

You do, your hand dropping almost immediately, flexing your fingers slightly as you exhale.

“Sorry–” you start, out of habit.

“You don’t need to apologize,” he says.

Right. You nod faintly, glancing down at your hand as you press your thumb lightly into your fingertips, trying to ease the soreness.

“They’re just–” you pause, searching for the right word, “tired, I think.”

He watches the movement. Not just your hand, but the way you react to it. The small adjustments, the subtle tension you’re trying to shake off.

“That’s expected,” he says. “You’re not used to it yet.”

You huff a quiet breath, somewhere between a laugh and a sigh. “Yeah, I can tell.”

A brief pause settles between you. Then, a little more hesitant this time, you glance up.

“Do you have any water?”

The question feels oddly loud in the quiet room, even though you don’t say it that way. His gaze shifts to your face.

A beat.

“Yes.”

He turns without another word.

For a second, you just sit there, your hands resting loosely in your lap as you listen to his footsteps move away. It’s the first time he’s left the room since you arrived, and the shift is noticeable. The quiet changes. Not disappears, but changes.

You exhale, leaning back slightly in the chair, letting your shoulders drop as you flex your fingers again. Without his attention directly on you, the tension in your body eases a little, replaced by something quieter. Something more thoughtful.

You glance around, you realised you hadn’t really looked before. Not properly anyway.

Last time, everything had felt too new, too controlled for you to focus on anything beyond the lesson itself. Now, you notice things. The room is still minimal, but not empty. There are shelves along one wall, sparsely filled, mostly books. Not arranged for display, but not carelessly placed either. Ordered, but not decorative.

There’s no clutter. No signs of distraction. Everything feels intentional.

Your gaze drifts slightly further, toward the doorway he disappeared through. You can’t see much beyond it, just a glimpse of another room, the same muted tones, the same quiet atmosphere. You wonder, briefly, what the rest of the house looks like.

The thought lingers longer than it should. You shift in your seat, sitting up a little straighter as you hear his footsteps returning. He steps back into the room with a glass of water in hand, his expression unchanged.

“Here.”

You reach for it, your fingers brushing his for the briefest second as you take the glass. The contact is small. Barely there, but you feel it.

“Thanks,” you say, a little quieter than before.

He nods once.

You take a sip, the coolness of the water grounding in a way you didn’t realize you needed. You hadn’t noticed how dry your throat had gotten until now.

He doesn’t sit.

Instead, he remains standing nearby, his attention not entirely on you but not elsewhere either. It’s that same kind of awareness he always seems to carry, like he’s observing even when there’s nothing specific to correct. You lower the glass slightly, glancing at him over the rim.

“You don’t take breaks?” you ask.

A small pause.

“Not usually.”

You tilt your head slightly. “At all?”

His gaze shifts to you fully now.

“Not during this.”

There’s something in the way he says it — not dismissive, not defensive, just firm. Like the lesson exists in its own space, separate from everything else. You nod slowly, taking another sip.

“That’s kind of intense.”

Another pause.

“Is it?”

You almost smile.

“Yeah. A little.”

He doesn’t return the smile. But there’s the faintest shift in his expression, subtle enough that you might’ve imagined it if you weren’t already paying closer attention. You lower the glass, your fingers tracing absently along the side of it.

“It’s not a bad thing,” you add, after a second. “Just… different.”

“Different how?”

The question is immediate.

Focused.

You hesitate. Not because you don’t have an answer but because you’re suddenly more aware of how closely he’s paying attention to it.

“You notice everything,” you say finally.

A beat passes.

“I’m supposed to.”

“That doesn’t mean most people do.”

He doesn’t respond right away. Instead, his gaze lingers on you for a moment longer than usual. Not in the quick, assessing way from before, but something slower. More deliberate. Like he’s considering that.

Or you.

“You’re more aware this time,” he says.

It catches you off guard.

“What?”

“You’re paying attention differently.”

Your grip on the glass tightens slightly.

“I practiced,” you say, a little defensively.

“That’s not what I meant.”

A pause. You look at him more carefully now.

“Then what did you mean?”

Another pause. He doesn’t answer immediately. And for a second it feels like he might not answer at all. Then–

“You’re not as distracted by the environment.”

The explanation is simple. Controlled. But something about it doesn’t feel like the whole answer. You nod slowly anyway, glancing down at the glass in your hands.

“Maybe I just know what to expect now.”

“Do you?”

The question is quiet. You look up.

There’s something in his gaze again — something steady, unreadable, but more focused than before. You hold it for a second longer than you did last week.

“Not entirely,” you admit.

A brief silence settles between you. Not awkward. But not entirely neutral either. You become aware, suddenly, of how close he’s standing. Not close enough to touch. But close enough to notice.

Your fingers tighten slightly around the glass before you force yourself to relax. You take another sip, if only to give yourself something to do. When you lower it again, your voice is quieter.

“Do you teach a lot of people?”

His expression doesn’t change.

“No.”

That’s it. You wait for more.

It doesn’t come.

“Oh.”

Another small pause.

“You’re the only one right now.”

The words land heavier than they should. You’re not sure why. You nod slowly, your gaze dropping briefly to the floor before returning to him.

“Right.”

Silence settles again. But this time it feels different. More aware. More intentional.

You set the glass down carefully on the nearby surface, your fingers lingering for a second before you pull your hand back.

“Should we keep going?” you ask, your voice softer now.

His gaze flicks briefly to the guitar. Then back to you.

“Yes.”

Simple.

Final.

But when you reach for the guitar again, it feels slower than it should.

Not because you’ve forgotten what to do, but because your awareness hasn’t quite settled back into place. The break had shifted something enough that picking the instrument back up doesn’t feel as simple as it did before. Your fingers find their position easily, muscle memory taking over where your thoughts hesitate, but there’s a lingering sense of distraction you can’t quite shake.

You’re aware of him again.

Not just that he’s there but where he is, how close, how easily that distance could change.

“Ready?” you ask, your voice quieter than it had been earlier, like you’re testing whether things have returned to normal.

“Yes.”

The answer is immediate, steady, leaving no space to question it.

“Play.”

You nod slightly, more to yourself than to him, and press your fingers into the first chord. It rings out clean, steady, the sound settling into the quiet room with a clarity that feels grounding. You hold it just a fraction longer than necessary, making sure the pressure is right before shifting.

The second chord comes, and you hesitate.

It’s smaller this time. Less obvious. But you feel it immediately, that same fraction of a second where your fingers don’t quite move when they should. You push through it, finishing the progression anyway, your movements careful, deliberate, trying to compensate for what you know he’s already noticed.

There’s a pause when you finish. You don’t look up right away.

“Again.”

You let out a quiet breath, adjusting your grip slightly before starting over. This time, you try not to think about the mistake, just the movement itself, the rhythm of your hands, the placement of your fingers.

The first chord lands. The second, better. Not perfect, but smoother. You shift into the next and hesitate again.

“Stop.”

Your fingers still against the strings, and you exhale softly, a hint of frustration slipping through before you can stop it. “I know,” you murmur, shaking your head slightly. “I felt it.”

“Do you know why?”

You glance up at him, caught slightly off guard by the question. His expression hasn’t changed, but his focus feels sharper now, more direct.

“I’m overthinking it,” you say after a second. “Or anticipating it. You already said that.”

“Yes.”

There’s a brief pause, and then he steps closer. You notice it immediately this time.

Not just the movement but the intention behind it. The way he closes the space between you without hesitation, like he’s already decided what needs to happen next.

Your grip tightens slightly around the guitar before you force it to relax.

“Then don’t correct it after,” he says, his gaze dropping briefly to your hands. “Let me.”

The words settle differently than they should. You nod anyway.

“Okay.”

“Play.”

You do. Your fingers move through the first chord, steady, controlled. You shift to the second, and the hesitation starts. It doesn’t fully form as his hand is on yours before it can.

The contact is immediate, but not abrupt. It happens with the same quiet precision as everything else he does — his fingers settling over yours, guiding rather than gripping, correcting the movement before it can falter completely.

Your breath catches, you don’t mean for it to. He doesn’t acknowledge it.

“Here,” he says quietly, his voice lower now, closer than it had been before.

His thumb presses lightly against your wrist, angling it just slightly as he adjusts your fingers against the strings. The movement is controlled, deliberate, each correction made with careful attention. There’s no rush in it, no hesitation, just quiet certainty.

“You’re lifting too early,” he continues. “Maintain the pressure.”

You nod faintly, even though your focus isn’t entirely where it should be.

“Feel that?” he asks.

“Yes,” you manage, your voice softer now.

His hand doesn’t move away.

“Play.”

You do.

Your fingers move under his guidance, the chord forming more cleanly than before. The sound is steady, controlled, better than it had been all lesson. But it’s not just that. It’s the ease of it. The way your hand feels more certain with his over it, more stable, like the hesitation has nowhere to settle when he’s already correcting it before it begins.

“Again.”

You don’t question it.

You move through the progression once more, slower this time, your movements syncing with his without you fully realizing it. His fingers adjust subtly with each transition, small corrections that keep everything aligned, preventing mistakes before they can happen. You become aware of everything at once.

The strings beneath your fingertips.

The steady pressure of his hand guiding yours.

The warmth of his skin against yours.

Your breathing shifts slightly.

“Don’t rush,” he murmurs.

The words land closer this time. You hadn’t realized how much he’d leaned in until you feel it — the subtle change in proximity, the way his voice seems to exist in the space just beside you rather than across from you. You try to focus. You really do. But your attention slips. Not completely, just enough.

“You’re distracted.”

You shake your head slightly, even as your fingers falter beneath his.

“I’m not.”

A brief pause follows. His grip adjusts. Not tighter. Not looser. Just present.

“You are,” he says quietly.

The certainty in his voice stills your hands for a second, even though his remain in place, keeping your fingers exactly where they should be.

“Focus on the guitar.”

“I am,” you say, but your voice is quieter now, less certain than before.

He doesn’t respond to that. Instead, his hand shifts again, slower this time, more deliberate. His fingers press more carefully against yours, correcting each placement with a precision that feels almost intentional in a different way. Not just fixing the mistake, but drawing your attention to it. To him.

“Play.”

You do. Your fingers move again, more carefully now, your focus splitting despite your effort to keep it steady. Between the guitar and him. Between the sound and the feeling of his hand guiding yours.

The chord rings out clean. You shift to the next, no hesitation. It works. You exhale softly.

“Better,” he murmurs.

The word lands closer than before. You don’t look at him, you don’t need to. But you feel him.

Still there.

Still close.

Still not letting go.

You finish the progression, your fingers slowing as the final note fades into the quiet. And still, he doesn’t move. His hand remains over yours. Not correcting. Just there.

There is no reason for the contact to continue. And yet, it does. Your breathing feels louder now. More noticeable. And for a moment, it feels like something is about to shift. Like this, whatever it is, is about to become something else entirely.

~~~~~~~~~~~~

The silence doesn’t break right away.

It lingers. Long enough that you become acutely aware of it, of how unnatural it feels compared to the steady rhythm the lesson had followed up until now. There’s no instruction, no correction, no movement to guide you back into something familiar. Just the quiet, and the unmistakable weight of his hand still resting over yours.

Your fingers remain where they are on the strings, no longer pressing with purpose but not quite relaxed either, suspended in a strange in-between. You can feel the warmth of his hand more clearly now that you’re not moving, the steady, controlled pressure that hasn’t lessened, even though there’s no longer a reason for it to be there.

It’s not accidental.

Not something overlooked.

It’s a choice.

And the longer it continues, the more impossible it becomes to ignore.

Your breathing feels louder in the stillness, even though you’re trying to keep it even, controlled. You don’t move — not because you don’t think you can, but because you’re suddenly aware that any movement would mean acknowledging it. Acknowledging him. The contact. The shift that neither of you has named.

For a moment, you wonder if he’s waiting for you to be the one to pull away. The thought settles uneasily in your chest. Slowly, almost cautiously, you turn your head.

Not all at once, just enough at first to shift your focus from your hands to him, your gaze lifting in a way that feels more deliberate than it should. You don’t expect him to already be looking at you, and yet he is.

There’s no delay, no moment of catching him off guard. His attention is already there, fixed on you with that same quiet intensity you’ve started to recognize.

But this time, it’s different.

Less clinical.

Less detached.

There’s still control in it, still that careful composure he never seems to lose, but beneath it, something else. Something more focused. More aware.

Your breath catches before you can stop it, and this time, you’re certain he notices. He doesn’t look away yet neither do you.

The eye contact holds longer than it should, stretching into something that feels heavier with each passing second. There’s no obvious change in his expression, no clear indication of what he’s thinking but the fact that he isn’t breaking the moment, isn’t stepping back into the safety of the lesson, makes everything feel more deliberate.

More intentional.

You become aware, suddenly, of how close he is.

You hadn’t fully registered it before. Not while you were playing, not while you were trying to focus but now, without the distraction of movement, it’s impossible to ignore. If you shifted even slightly, if you turned your head just a fraction more, you’d be closer.

Too close.

The thought settles in your chest, not entirely unwelcome. And that’s what makes it worse. Your fingers shift instinctively beneath his, not enough to break contact, just enough to remind yourself they’re still there, still yours. His hand responds immediately — subtly, but noticeably — his grip adjusting, not tightening, not loosening, just acknowledging the movement.

Like he felt it. Like he was paying attention to it. Of course he was.

A small, quiet breath leaves you, and you can’t quite tell if it’s steady or not. You don’t look away. You can’t seem to. There’s something in the way he’s looking at you now, something that feels less like observation and more like consideration. Like he’s deciding something.

Or maybe waiting.

The space between you feels different now. Not just close, but charged in a way that wasn’t there before, like something has shifted just beneath the surface and neither of you has stepped back far enough to undo it.

You’re aware of how easy it would be to close the distance. How little it would take. The thought lingers longer than it should. And then, his gaze drops.

It’s subtle. Brief. But you notice it immediately, the way his eyes flick downward, not fully breaking contact, just shifting for a second before returning to your face. Your breath falters. The movement is small, almost insignificant, but it changes something. Makes the moment feel less abstract, more real. More grounded in the fact that this isn’t just tension, it’s awareness.

Mutual.

Your fingers press slightly against the strings again without meaning to, a faint sound breaking the silence, soft and uneven.

Neither of you comments on it. Neither of you moves.

The pause stretches further, teetering on the edge of something that feels dangerously close to crossing a line neither of you has defined out loud. It’s not sudden. Not overwhelming. It’s slow, deliberate, like the moment is being given time to exist fully before anything interrupts it.

And for a second, you think it might. You think he might not pull away. The thought settles deep, quiet and unspoken, but undeniable.

And then, he does.

The shift is controlled, precise, like everything else about him. His hand lifts from yours, not abruptly, not in a way that breaks the moment harshly, but steadily, deliberately, as though he’s choosing the exact second to end it. The absence of contact is immediate.

Noticeable.

You feel it more than you expect to. The sudden lack of pressure, the space where his hand had been, the way your own fingers remain still for a second longer as if they haven’t quite caught up.

He straightens slightly, creating distance again. Not a lot, but enough. Enough to reestablish something familiar. Something safer.

When he speaks, his voice is as even as it was before.

“Again.”

The word lands like nothing happened. Like the moment didn’t stretch, didn’t shift, didn’t linger in a way that changed the air between you.

But it did.

You know it did.

And judging by the way your hand still feels warm where his had been, so does he. You swallow, your fingers adjusting slowly against the strings as you force yourself to move again. Your hands don’t feel entirely steady, not in the same way they did before, but you play anyway.

The first chord rings out. Clean.

The second follows, no hesitation. Not this time.

You don’t know if it’s focus or something else entirely that’s keeping your movements steady now, but it works. Your fingers move more naturally, less caught up in the anticipation that had been tripping you up before.

You finish the progression and exhale softly, your grip loosening just slightly. There’s a pause. You don’t look at him immediately this time, but you feel it. His attention is stronger now, more deliberate.

“Better,” he says.

The word is quieter than before, closer. And when you finally glance up, you already know that something has changed.

Not fully.

Not enough to name.

But enough that you won’t be able to ignore it next time.

~~~~~~~~~~~~

The lesson ends the same way it did the first time. Or at least, it appears to. There’s no clear marker for it, no dramatic shift in tone or instruction, just a gradual slowing, the corrections becoming less frequent, the pauses stretching slightly longer until, eventually, there’s nothing left to fix in that moment.

“That’s enough for today.”

His voice is steady when he says it, composed in the same way it always is, as though the last hour hadn’t contained anything out of the ordinary.

As though nothing had shifted.

You nod, even though the movement feels a little delayed, like you’re catching up to something your body hasn’t quite processed yet. Your fingers loosen their hold on the guitar, the tension in them more noticeable now that you’re not actively using them, a faint soreness settling back in where his hand had been guiding yours not long ago.

You set the instrument aside carefully, your movements slower than usual, more deliberate. Not because you need to be, but because your awareness hasn’t quite settled back into something normal yet.

You can still feel it. Not the pressure exactly, but the memory of it. The shape of his hand over yours. The way his thumb had steadied your wrist. The controlled precision of it, even when there had been no reason to continue.

Your fingers flex slightly at your side as you stand, like they’re trying to reconcile the absence.

The room feels the same. Unchanged. Quiet, controlled, everything in its place. And yet it doesn’t, not entirely anyway.

You become aware of him again, your gaze lifting almost without thinking. He’s already looking at you, of course he is, but there’s something about the way his attention lingers now that feels more anchored. Less fleeting.

Like he’s not just observing, almost like he’s holding onto something. You’re not sure what to do with that, so instead you move toward the door.

The distance between you feels more noticeable now, not because it’s greater, but because you’re aware of it. Of the space where he isn’t. Of the space where, not long ago, he had been too close to ignore.

Your hand finds the door handle, your fingers curling around it as you pause for just a second.

You don’t open it right away.

You’re not sure why.

Maybe you’re expecting him to say something. Maybe you just don’t want to break whatever this is too quickly.

“Practice.”

The word comes from behind you, calm and familiar, settling into the quiet without disrupting it. You glance back over your shoulder. He hasn’t moved closer but he hasn’t looked away either.

“I will,” you say, softer now, the words coming easier than they did last week.

A small pause follows.

“Good.”

Simple. But it lands differently now, everything does.

You open the door, the air outside feels cooler. Sharper. Like stepping into something less controlled, less contained. The quiet of the house fades behind you, replaced by the distant, ordinary sounds of the street — the faint rustle of leaves, the far-off hum of a passing car, something grounding in its normalcy.

And yet, it doesn’t quite settle you.

You step away from the house slowly, your movements unhurried, your thoughts trailing behind you in a way that makes it difficult to focus on anything else. Your hand brushes lightly against your other wrist without thinking.

The same place his had been. The contact is fleeting, but the memory isn’t.

You can still feel it, faint, but persistent. Not enough to be real, not enough to linger physically, but enough that your mind keeps returning to it. Replaying it in small, quiet fragments. The way his fingers had adjusted yours. The steadiness of his grip. The moment he hadn’t let go.

You exhale softly, your steps slowing just slightly as the thought settles deeper.

It hadn’t been accidental. That’s the part that stays with you. Not the touch itself — the choice. The pause. The way it had stretched just long enough to become something more than instruction.

Your lips press together slightly as you glance back. The house looks the same as it did when you arrived.

Still. Closed. Giving nothing away.

The curtains haven’t moved. The windows reflect the same dull light. There’s no visible sign that anything inside has changed. And yet, you hesitate. Just for a second. You wonder if he’s still standing there inside. Watching.

The thought sends a quiet, unfamiliar warmth through your chest. It’s subtle, but impossible to ignore. You turn away before you can linger on it too long.

The walk home feels shorter, or maybe your thoughts are just louder now, filling the space in a way that makes everything else feel distant. You replay the lesson without meaning to, not the chords or the corrections, but the smaller moments in between. The pauses. The way he looked at you. The way his voice changed, just slightly, when he was closer.

And that moment. That one moment that stretched longer than it should have.

Your breath catches faintly at the memory, your fingers curling slightly at your side. You hadn’t pulled away yet neither had he. Not right away.

That thought lingers the longest.

By the time you reach your door, your mind hasn’t quite settled. Your hand pauses against the handle in a way that feels strangely familiar now, like hesitation has become something you carry with you rather than leave behind.

You let out a slow breath before stepping inside.

And not too far away, in a house that feels far quieter than it did before, he stands in the same place for just a moment longer than necessary.

Not moving.

Just thinking.

Then eventually, he turns away.

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tysmm for reading chapter two. this one ended up being a lot longer than the last (like i promised), and i really hope you enjoyed the tension building a bit more. i wrote most of this at around 3am, so there are probably mistakes or things that don’t make sense 💗🫶🏻

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pairing: henry creel x fem!reader

word count: 1.5k

tags/warnings: slow burn, teacher/student dynamic, power imbalance, dark undertones, subtle tension, no smut (yet)

Lesson One

The house doesn’t feel like the kind of place people visit casually.

You notice it before you even reach the door. Something about the stillness of it, the way the curtains are drawn just enough to suggest presence without revealing anything inside. The street itself is quiet, but this house seems to exist in a different kind of silence altogether. It’s not empty. It’s controlled. You check your phone again, rereading the address like it might suddenly change.

It doesn’t. This is the place.

For a moment, you consider leaving. It wouldn’t be hard. Just a quick message, something about scheduling or nerves or anything that would let you walk away without explanation. But you’ve already come this far, and turning back now feels more embarrassing than knocking.

So you do.

The sound feels louder than it should.

It echoes slightly in the stillness, and for a brief second, you wonder if maybe he didn’t hear it. If maybe you’ll be spared the awkwardness of this after all. Then the door opens.

Henry Creel doesn’t look surprised to see you. If anything, he looks like he’s been expecting you down to the exact second you arrived. His expression is neutral, not cold, not warm, just carefully composed in a way that makes it difficult to read anything beneath the surface. His eyes settle on you immediately, steady and assessing, like he’s already forming an impression before you’ve even spoken.

“You’re here for the lesson.” His voice is even, low, and controlled. Not unfriendly, just certain.

“Yeah,” you answer, a little too quickly. “I am. I mean–yes.”

There’s a brief pause, just long enough to make you aware of it. His gaze flicks over you, not lingering anywhere inappropriate, not invasive, but thorough. Observant. Like he’s taking note of details you hadn’t realised were visible.

Then, without comment, he steps aside.

“Come in.”

The shift from outside to inside is immediate.

The air feels different. Cooler, quieter, almost heavy with the absence of unnecessary noise. There’s no television playing in the background, no distant music, no signs of casual living. Everything is arranged with intent. Clean lines. Minimal distractions. Your footsteps sound louder here.

You become aware of them as you follow him in, the soft creak of the floor beneath you breaking the silence in a way that feels almost intrusive. He doesn’t seem to mind. Or if he does, he doesn’t show it.

“There,” he says, gesturing toward a chair in the centre of the room.

A guitar rests against it — positioned carefully, as though it had been placed there well before you arrived.

Of course, it had been.

You move toward it, a little unsure of what to do with your hands, your posture, your presence in general. There’s something about the space, and about him, that makes you feel more aware of yourself than usual.

“You’ve never played before,” he says.

You glance back at him. “Not properly. I tried to learn online, but–”

“That’s not learning.”

He says it plainly. No edge. No judgment. Just a fact.

You sit, adjusting the guitar awkwardly in your lap. It feels unfamiliar in a way that makes your movements clumsy, and you’re suddenly very aware of how you must look.

He doesn’t sit immediately.

He remains standing for a moment, watching. Not staring — watching. There’s a difference, and somehow that difference makes it worse. More intentional. More focused.

Then, after a beat, he takes a seat across from you. Not close. Not far. Just enough distance to maintain something that feels distinctly professional.

“Show me what you know,” he says.

You hesitate before placing your fingers on the strings. It’s strange how quickly your confidence disappears under observation. Things that felt manageable when you were alone now feel uncertain, like you’re suddenly aware of every small mistake before you even make it.

You try anyway. A chord, one you half-remember from a video you watched days ago. The sound that comes out is uneven, with a slight buzz at the edges. Wrong. You wince before you can stop yourself.

“Stop.” The word is quiet, but immediate. You do. Your hands freeze where they are

There’s a brief silence, not uncomfortable exactly, but heavy with awareness. You expect him to move — to step closer, to correct your fingers, to physically guide you the way instructors usually do. He doesn’t.

Instead, he leans forward slightly, resting his forearms against his knees, his attention fixed entirely on your hands.

“Your fingers aren’t positioned correctly,” he says. “You’re not applying enough pressure.”

“Oh,” you reply softly, adjusting instinctively.

“Don’t guess.”

Your hands still. He studies them for a moment longer, then reaches for a guitar of his own.

“Watch.”

The demonstration is precise. Every movement he makes is deliberate, efficient, controlled. There’s no hesitation, no unnecessary adjustment — just clean transitions from one position to the next. The sound that follows is clear, each note distinct in a way that makes your earlier attempt feel even more inadequate by comparison. You find yourself watching his hands closely. The way his fingers move. The pressure. The exact placement.

It’s easy to focus on that. Easier than focusing on anything else.

“Focus.”

The word cuts through your thoughts immediately. You look up, startled, only to realise he’s already looking at you. Not sharply. Not accusingly. Just knowingly.

Heat creeps up the back of your neck, and you drop your gaze back to your own guitar.

“Sorry.” He doesn’t respond to that.

“Again,” he says instead.

You try to replicate what he showed you. This time, you pay closer attention — adjusting your fingers more carefully, pressing down with more intention. The chord still isn’t perfect, but it’s closer. Cleaner. Not good, but better.

He listens without interrupting, his expression unchanged. There’s a brief pause after the sound fades, just long enough to make you wonder what he’s thinking.

“Acceptable.”

It’s such a small word. But something about it settles in your chest anyway, unexpected and oddly grounding. You hadn’t realised you were waiting for his approval until you got it.

The rest of the lesson continues in much the same way. Instruction. Correction. Observation. He doesn’t waste words, and he doesn’t fill silence just to make it comfortable. When he speaks, it’s because there’s something to say — something specific, something necessary. Otherwise, he lets the quiet exist as it is.

At first, it’s difficult. You’re used to people softening things, adding reassurance, making conversation to ease tension. He does none of that. But as time passes, the structure of it starts to make sense. There’s a rhythm to it, one that doesn’t rely on comfort so much as focus.

And he is always focused. On your hands. Your posture. The way you hesitate before certain movements, the way you correct others too quickly. Nothing goes unnoticed. At one point, you shift slightly in your seat, adjusting your grip.

“You’re overcompensating,” he says immediately.

You blink. “What?”

“You corrected the pressure,” he explains, gesturing faintly toward your hand. “Now you’re pressing too hard.”

You loosen your grip instinctively.

He watches the adjustment, then nods once.“Better.”

It happens again later. And again. Each time, the same pattern — he notices, he corrects, he moves on. There’s no hesitation in it. No uncertainty. Just certainty.

By the time the lesson begins to wind down, you’re not entirely sure how much time has passed. The outside world feels distant, like it’s been temporarily muted. The quiet of the room has settled around you in a way that no longer feels as foreign as it did when you first stepped inside. You lower the guitar slowly, your fingers slightly sore from the unfamiliar repetition.

“That’s enough for today,” he says.

You nod, setting the instrument aside carefully. Standing feels strange at first, like your body needs a second to readjust to the idea of leaving. The room looks the same, but something about your perception of it has shifted — subtly, but noticeably.

You move toward the door, aware of him behind you. Not close. But present.

“Same time next week,” he says.

You turn slightly, nodding you head with a quiet hum of agreement. Your hand rests on the door handle. You hesitate, just briefly.

“Practice,” he adds.

You glance back. He’s already looking at you. There’s nothing overt in his expression. No intensity, no softness, no clear emotion to latch onto. But there’s something steady about it. Intentional. Like he expects to be listened to.

“I will,” you say.

He nods once. That’s it.

When you step outside, the air feels different. Lighter. Warmer. Less controlled. You take a breath you hadn’t realised you were holding, the quiet of the house replaced by the distant, familiar sounds of the street. Cars. Wind. Something ordinary. And yet, something lingers.

It’s not anything obvious. Not something you can easily name. Just the faint, persistent awareness of being observed, remembered, assessed in a way that doesn’t quite fade when you leave. You tell yourself it’s nothing. Just nerves. Just the first lesson.

But as you walk away, you can’t help the feeling that next time he’ll notice even more.

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