sick vanity

the world is so evil, most the time i really do not want to live in it. but i get lost, in Les Miserables. it sounds ridiculous, but Les Miserables has saved my life many of times. it reminds me there is hope for everyone and it shows the pure beauty of the world. I would like to than Herbert Kretzmer, Claude-Michel Schönberg, Alan Boublil, Jean-Marc Natel and Cameron Macintosh for changing my life. thank you.

lie to me, convince me that ive been sick forever. and all of this will make sense when i am better.

just remember the times you held me. how we laughed at the tv. how we walked through the canals higher than the clouds. when we laughed and played pool and we sat and we sang to each other the songs we always wanted to feel. you'll always be mine, nobody else matters.