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SUMMARY: Dutch wants Bonnie. Sheās the gangās heart, their softness and sin. Heās tired of pretending he doesnāt want to bite. And if heās going to cross that line⦠he wants Hosea right beside him when he does. So he plans a ride theyāll never come back the same from.
WARNING/TAGS: pre-relationship dynamics ⢠power imbalance ⢠unresolved sexual/romantic tension ⢠possessive behavior
The camp lay quiet beneath the hum of early dusk, all that sticky golden light spilling over the trees like honey left out in the sun too long. Smoke curled lazily from the fire pit, caught in the hush before supper. Somewhere on the far side of camp, a pan clanged against a stone, followed by a shout and a burst of ragged laughter, Bill, no doubt, already half into a bottle and twice as loud as needed. But over here, by the edge of the clearing where the grass turned high and wild again,Dutch van der Linde stood silent, watchful. One hand rested loose on the grip of his revolver, more out of habit than need. The other held a cigar, burned down to a stub, the glowing tip pulsing with every slow draw. Beside him, leaning against the rough wood of a split rail fence, Hosea Matthews shifted his boots in the dirt, arms crossed, his profile cast in the last of the sun. The brim of his hat shadowed his face, but not his eyesāsharp as ever, steady as the man himself. Neither man spoke, not for a long while. They didn't need to. They were watching her.
Bonnie Ray Fischer walked barefoot through the wild grass, the dust curling around her ankles, a sketchbook tucked under one arm and her braid swaying loose down her back. The front of her shirt hung open in that way she wore it sometimes āaccidental or deliberate, who could sayā just enough tempt a preacher into damnation. She laughed at something Jack had saidāher head tilted back, those green eyes glinting in the last of the light like a cat just fed cream.
āSheās somethinā āHosea muttered, not quite meaning to.
Dutch didnāt glance his way.
āSheās fire, is what she is. Barefoot storm. Half feral āHe dragged from the cigar, held the smoke a moment, then let it out through his nose like it hurtā And smarter than any of us ever gave her credit for. I donāt know when she learned to twist men 'round her fingers, but she damn well did.
āShe learned it from you āHosea said with a sideways grin.
That earned a quiet chuckle, low and wolfish. Dutch rolled the cigar between his fingers.
āNah. I taught her how to lie, sure. How to play a man. But that bite? Thatās all hers. āHe nodded toward her as she crouched to sketch something in the dirt. Probably a flower, or maybe nothing at allā Thing is⦠she only shows teeth when she wants to.
āYouāre scheminā āHosea straightened, dusted off his handsā I know that look, Dutch.
Dutch smirked.
āI am. And youāre part of it.
āI usually am āHosea muttered, though his voice had lost none of its fondness.
āListen, āDutch turned to him now, his face lit in that peculiar, dangerous way he had when a plan took rooteā You and I, we never get time with her. Not real time. Always Arthur in the way, always noise, always some fire to put out. But Iāve got a plan.
āOh, hell āHosea muttered, rubbing at his temple.
āItās simple āDutch grinnedā Real simple. Thereās a fella out past Dewberry Creek. Rich bastard. Keeps fine horses, but heās an ass. Got three we can take. Easy snatch-and-run.
Hosea narrowed his eyes.
āAnd you want me and Bonnie to go get them.
āExactly.
āNo Arthur.
āNo Arthur.
āNo one else.
āNo one else āDutchās grin widened, slow and deliberate nowā Just you and her. Long ride. Two nights, maybe three if the riverās high. Plenty of time to talk⦠or not talk. However the wind blows.
Hosea huffed a breath through his nose.
āYou want me to play nursemaid or...
āI want you to remember youāre not dead yet āDutch said, voice lowā She makes you laugh, Hosea. Iāve seen it. She draws you little damn birds in your coat pocket. You forget what that means?
The older manās face softened, just slightly.
āI aināt givinā her away āDutch said quickly, sharp nowā Iām not fool enough for that. Sheās mine, she knows that. But sheās ours too, you and me. And she deserves more than a camp full of boys lookinā at her like sheās somethinā pretty to break.
Across the field, Bonnie rose to her feet, brushing off her knees. Her braid had come loose āstrands clinging to her cheekā and her shirt stuck just slightly to the curve of her waist. She stretched her arms up overhead, lazy, feline, then turned and walked toward the campfire barefoot, humming some half-forgotten lullaby.
āIāll talk to her āDutch saidā Tonight.
Hosea didnāt stop him. Didnāt agree, either. He just watched her, watched the way her hips moved when she wasnāt trying, and the way her gaze found them through the trees like she already knew. Like sheād been listening the whole time.
Evening was swallowing the sky in gold and blue as the sun dipped low behind the trees, casting long, lean shadows through the camp. Smoke curled lazy from the fire, scent of beans and tobacco hanging thick in the air. Bonnie had returned barefoot from wherever sheād wandered āprobably sketching something pointless and perfect again, like a moth or a tangle of rootsā and now she walked slow around the firelight, eyes lifted to the sky, that damn braid of hers swaying across the small of her back like a tail she meant to tease with. Dutch crushed the end of his cigar beneath his boot heel.
āSheās floatinā āHe muttered, voice low.
Hosea raised an eyebrow. Dutch nodded toward her.
āNo shoes. No place to be. That girl donāt walk, she glides. Itās like she donāt remember sheās an outlaw half the time. Like the worldās some pretty song sheās still foolish enough to hum along to.
āSheās got her own ghosts āHosea said, voice quiet, almost reverentā She just carries 'em different.
Dutch looked at him sidelong, a half-smile tugging at the edge of his mouth.
āYou ever wonder how sheād look across a campfire, just the two of you? Wind pushinā her hair back, that green stare on you like youāre the only man still breathinā?
Hosea chuckled, dry and bitter as old coffee. He turned away, jaw set tight.
āI wonder a lot of things I donāt act on.
Dutch clapped a hand against his back, not unkind, then stepped forward into the fading light.
āWell, letās give you somethinā to act on.
He raised his voice, smooth as whiskey over smoke.
āMiss Ray!
She turned on a heel before the words finished leaving his mouth, like sheād been waiting on them. That slow smile slid onto her lipsāmischief and honey. Sweet, dangerous.
āBoss?
He gestured to the logs near him.
āCome sit. Got a little matter to discuss.
She crossed the clearing like she was stepping into a dance. Her bare toes brushed over the warm earth, and the sway of her hips beneath those tight brown trousers was lazy, unhurried. Her shirt clung to the line of her back āheat or sweat, hard to sayā and her freckles caught what was left of the sun like constellations scattered over pale skin. She dropped onto the log beside Dutch without a momentās hesitation, thigh bumping against his like it was the most natural thing in the world. She didnāt shrink. Never had. Hosea watched her, arms crossed now, like a man bracing himself against something he couldnāt name. Regret, maybe. Or temptation. Bonnie glanced between them, sharp green eyes catching the weight in the air like smoke in a lantern.
āWhatāre you two scheming?
Dutch leaned in.
āHorse job.
She tilted her head.
āYouāve got Bill for that.
Dutch waved a hand, brushing away the suggestion like a fly.
āI donāt want loud. I want clean. Weāre takinā three off a fella near Dewberry Creek. Bastard wonāt miss 'em, heās got more horses than manners.
āAnd you want me?
āI want you and Hosea.
Her brow ticked.
āNo Arthur?
Dutchās smile twitched.
āArthurās busy.
A beat of silence stretched between them. Bonnie looked at Hosea, and for the briefest second ājust one little stolen heartbeatā her eyes softened. Her chin dipped. That wasnāt the look she gave boys. That was his look. Only his.
āA two-day ride, maybe three, āDutch said, voice lowā. You twoāll have time. Time to talk. Time to breathe. No camp noise, no distractions. Just... the work.
Bonnieās lips curved. Not a smile, exactly, but something close.
āJust the work, huh?
Hosea cleared his throat.
āIt aināt a trap, Bon.
āDidnāt say it was āShe replied, soft as dusk.
Dutch tapped ash off his thoughts.
āYouāve both earned some time away. You trust Hosea.
āI do, āShe said without pause. Then she turned to Dutch, that green gaze narrowing just a fractionā. And you? You trust me?
Dutch didnāt blink.
āLike I trust my own blood.
Bonnieās mouth curled at the corners, but her eyes stayed sharp. She stood slowly, brushing dirt from her thighs, then leaned close. Close enough for Dutch to smell her skin, something soft and clean beneath the camp grit.
āIāll ride, āShe whisperedā But if this is one of your little games...
Dutch grinned, wolfish.
āYouād win it anyway.
She chuckled, turned, and started walking awayātoward her bedroll, or maybe the river to wash, no one could say. But halfway there, she glanced over her shoulder āeyes on Hosea now, not Dutch. And that look? That was no game. That was a promise. Hosea said nothing. Just watched her walk away barefoot through the campfire shadows, slow and sure like she knew the two of them would be sleeping beside her under the stars come morning. Dutch exhaled through his nose.
āWell, āHe murmuredā aināt that somethinā.
Hoseaās jaw tightened. Dutch just smiled.
āYou better pack light, old friend. Looks like youāre goinā huntinā.
Morning broke slow and sultry, draping itself over the hills like a damp blanket. The trees sweated light, their leaves slick with dew, and the ground steamed where the sun touched it. Somewhere beyond the ridgeline, a hawk cried outāsharp and solitaryāwhile the camp came to life in fits and murmurs. Canvas rustled. Tin cups clinked. Someone cursed softly about the heat. Bonnie Ray Fischer was already up. She always was. She moved quiet as thought between the sleeping wagons, boots in hand, toes silent against the packed earth. Her braidāhalf-undoneāhung over one shoulder, and her trousers clung to her hips like theyād been sewn onto her skin. There was something about the way she moved: unhurried, aware, like she knew every eye in the world could be watching and didnāt mind one damn bit. She'd already stashed her sketchbook and rifle in her satchel. Her saddle was packed tight, methodical. But her eyes? Her eyes sparkled like she was walking straight into troubleāand she couldnāt wait to meet it. Near the tether post, Dutch stood waiting, his hat tilted low over his brow, the steam from his tin mug curling up past the brim. Hosea stood beside him, hunched over a creased map, muttering curses about river bends, washed-out trails, and how Dutchās so-called āperfect planā was going to get them both soaked or shot.
āRiverāll be high, āHe mutteredā. And if itās not, itāll stink like death. You know what happens when you cross wetland with fresh horse hooves? Rot. Thatās what. Weāll be dragging lame stock before we even get backāif your perfect plan doesnāt get us shot first.ā
Dutch sipped his coffee, unfazed.
āYou worry too much.
Bonnie sauntered up barefoot āon purpose. The dust kissed her ankles, soft as ash. She didnāt rush. Didnāt need to. She stopped right between the two men, close enough to smell the sharp tang of black coffee and last nightās tobacco on their clothes. She leaned toward Hosea first, bracing a hand on the edge of the crate as she peered over his shoulder.
āYouāre forgetting that ridge āShe murmured, her chin near his collar, voice barely louder than the windā. Itās steeper now. Washed out in the spring storms.
Hosea didnāt glance up.
āAnd how would you know that?
āBecause I sketched it āShe reached into her back pocket and pulled out a folded drawing, creased, smudged with graphite. She slid it onto the map like a playing cardā. Last week. Took a walk while yāall were arguing about who burned the stew.
Dutch let out a low whistle.
āMy wild girl stays busy.
Bonnie straightened, eyes dancing.
āI listen. I draw. I kill when I have to. And I still make the best coffee in this camp.
āYou forgot to say humble āHosea muttered, but the warmth in his voice gave him away.
She moved past Dutch then, brushing the back of her hand against his arm in a touch so light it couldāve been a breezeāone of those soft ones that comes before a storm. He didnāt move, just followed her with his eyes. Bonnie reached her horse in two strides and swung herself up into the saddle like sheād been born in it. One boot slid on, the other dangled a second longer for balance, and then she was settled. Rifle strapped behind her. Reins in one hand. Sunlight gilding the line of her jaw.
āWell, boys? āShe called over her shoulder, grinningā You riding with me or not?
Hosea mounted slow, muttering curses under his breath about damn fool plans and damn fine women, but there was no real bite to it. Dutch climbed up last, eyes never leaving her. They rode out at sunrise.
By midday, the heat had settled in like a heavy coat no one could take off. The road wound through low hills choked with cedar and dry grass, the air thick with dust and the buzz of insects. Dutch rode ahead, humming some old hymn under his breathālow and tuneless, more rhythm than melody. The kind of sound that wandered out of a man without him meaning it to. His hat was pulled low, one hand loose on the reins, the other resting near the butt of his pistol. Behind him, Hosea and Bonnie rode side by side, not saying much. But it wasnāt an awkward silence. It was the kind that comes easy between two people whoāve seen each other fall apart and didnāt look away. After a while, Hosea shifted in the saddle and glanced over.
āYou always go around barefoot?
Bonnie didnāt miss a beat.
āOnly when I want someone to notice.
He snorted.
āSo thatās what this is, huh?
She turned just enough to catch him with a sly smile.
āWould it work?
Hosea cleared his throat, but his grip on the reins betrayed him, fingers tightening until the leather creaked.
āIt'd work better if you weren't looking at me like you mean to eat me alive.
āOh, I do āShe said sweetly, voice honey-thickā But Iād be real gentle about it.
That earned a low groan and a shake of his head, but the flush creeping up his neck said more than words. Ahead, Dutch grinned without turning. He heard everything.
They made camp near a stream just before nightfall. The horses were tied off to an old cedar, its twisted limbs stretched like a crooked hand reaching for the stars. Hosea took his time unsaddling, hands methodical, quiet. He liked doing things slow when his mind was too loud. The fire cracked low, its smoke curling up lazy, soft against the deepening dark. No one said much over supper. It was that kind of quiet: the day too long, the thoughts too many. Bonnie sat between the two of them, knees drawn up, bare toes buried in the dirt still holding the dayās heat. She picked at the roasted rabbit with her fingers, humming to herselfāsome old tune, soft and worn, the kind her mama used to sing when the needle was moving and the oil lamp was low. Hosea looked at her out of the corner of his eye. God, she was so young. And stillā Not. Not where it counted. Dutch lit a cigar.
āHeard you used to sing better when there was a piano.
Bonnie smirked.
āHeard you used to shoot better when your hands werenāt shaking.
That made Hosea laugh sudden, more honest than he meant it to be. Dutch didnāt rise to it. He leaned back on his elbows, cigar smoldering between his fingers, smoke curling around his words.
āYou ever think about leavinā, Bon? Striking out on your own?
She shrugged, still staring into the firelight flickering across her legs.
āSometimes. But then I think... whoād patch Arthurās coat? Or make sure Hosea eats more than coffee and guilt? Or stop you from bettinā the treasury on a hand you shouldnāt have played?
Dutch arched a brow.
āYou think I need you to keep me honest?
She turned her head slowly, fire catching in her eyes like green glass.
āI think you like havinā me close. Makes you feel like you're still good.
The words landed like a stone in still water. Hosea felt it in his gut. The way Dutchās expression flattened. The way the air shifted, warmer now, sharp around the edges. And Hosea? He didnāt say a damn thing. Just stared into the fire like it could burn away whatever was starting to wake in his chest. Because she wasnāt wrong. Not about Dutch. Not about him, either. Bonnie stood without a word, brushing the dirt from her thighs. Her braid swayed with the movement, catching the firelight like a whip of copper. She didnāt ask permission. Didnāt explain.
āIām going to wash āShe said, and vanished into the trees.
The quiet that followed was longer than it needed to be. Dutch tossed the rest of his cigar into the fire, sparks leaping.
āSheās not a girl, Hosea.
āI know that.
āSheās not your daughter either.
āI know.
Dutch turned then, really turned, and looked him full in the face. Eyes sharp, jaw set, something old and dangerous simmering just beneath the surface.
āThen what is she to you?
Hosea didnāt answer. Because the truth lived deep. Down where he kept his regrets and the ghosts of all the things heād almost done. She was a want he didnāt trust himself with. A tenderness he hadnāt earned. A fire heād never let himself step too close to, because he knew āhe knewā heād walk straight in and never come back out. She was the sound of laughter in a place that didnāt deserve it. The way she looked at him like he was still good. Still a man. She was every choice he didnāt make. And now she was in the trees, barefoot in the moonlight, washing off the day while two wolves sat by the fire pretending they didnāt want to chase her. He didnāt answer. He couldnāt. Because the truth was too big for words. It burned.
The fire crackled low. It smelled like smoke, wet cedar, and something bitter, coffee left too long on the boil. Hosea crouched beside the pot, stirring it without real purpose, muttering now and then like he was arguing with ghosts. Dutch sat back with his legs stretched out, hat tipped low, cigar dead beside his boot. It was quiet. Then Bonnie stepped back into the firelight: Barefoot, river-damp, glowing. Still wet across the belly, the shape of her soft frame clear beneath it. Her shirtāwhite, too thin to hide muchāclung to her ribs and belly like it had been painted on. Dry in spots, but not where it mattered. The soft swells of her breasts pressed tight against the fabric, nipples peaked from cold or something deeper. Her braid dripped water down her spine, glinting like obsidian. Her trousers rode low on her hips, and every step she took made the fire feel hotter. Neither man spoke. Dutch lifted his head first. His gaze moved slowāup her legs, across that transparent shirt, to the smirk curling on her lips like she knew what she was doing. Hosea didnāt look at allānot right away. He just stared into the flames like he could pretend he hadnāt seen. Bonnie didnāt stop walking. She came right back to where sheād been, settled between them againābut closer now. Her thigh brushed Dutchās. Her elbow grazed Hoseaās leg. And still, she didnāt say a word. She glanced at the cup Hosea was holding.
āThat coffee?
Dutch answered before Hosea could.
āNo. That oneās got something stronger in it.
Bonnie raised a brow.
āYeah?
āYou want some? āHe asked, already pulling a second tin from beside the pack.
Bonnie hesitated, eyes narrowing.
āYou know I donāt.
āJust a sip, āDutch said, voice smooth as molassesā. Warm you up.
Hosea looked up sharply.
āDonāt push her.
Dutch didnāt even flinch.
āSheās not a kid. She can say no.
Bonnie didnāt say no. She reached out slow and steady, took the cup from Dutchās hand, and raised it to her lips. Took a sip. Not much. But when she swallowed, the air seemed to shiftātighten. She exhaled. Licked her bottom lip.
āPeach whiskey?
āBit of it, āDutch murmured watching her mouth as if it had been a simple coincidence and not that the damn bastard knew very well that she liked peaches.
She set the cup down, metal tapping softly against stone.
āTastes like summer. And bad decisions.
Dutch chuckled.
āYouād know both.
But Hosea didnāt laugh. He just watched herāclosely. Carefully. Like a man listening for the snap of a trap. Bonnie leaned back on her hands, fingers curling into the dirt.
āI used to drink. Not much āShe said, casuallyā. Back home. He didnāt like it, said it made me stupid. Said it made me⦠āHer smile twisted, teeth catching her lipā Loose.
āBastard āHosea muttered.
She glanced up at the stars.
āThatās the trick of it though, aināt it? I wasnāt stupid when I drank. I was just happy. And he hated happy things...
Dutch leaned in, voice low and velvet-slick.
āYou look happy now āShe turned her head, looked him square in the eyeā One sip aināt enough to make me forget who Iām sittinā between, boss.
He smirked, slow and sure.
āWasnāt askinā you to forget.
She shifted again. Now her thigh brushed Hoseaās. Her hand, damp and dirt-smudged, rested on her own knee. Her shirt had dried a little, but those nipples were still stiff as sin under cotton, and both men were trying ā and failingā not to stare. She caught Hosea looking.
āWhat? āShe asked, like she didnāt know.
He shook his head, swallowed once.
āYou know what āBonnie tilted her chin up, just a littleā You could look longer, if you wanted. I wouldnāt mind.
Hosea didnāt answer her. Couldnāt. She was still sitting close ātoo closeā and her words hadnāt left the air yet. You could look longer. I wouldnāt mind. And Lord help him, he wanted to. His bones ached with it. But heād lived long enough to know what came of that kind of hunger. The kind that wasnāt just skin and lips, but something deeper, something that unmoored a man. That rewrote his compass. And he didnāt want to be that fool again. Not for anyone. Not even her. Especially not her. Because Bonnie wasnāt just any girl. She wasnāt some saloon singer or wide-eyed ranch wife looking for trouble. She knew what she was doing. She knew what that shirt would do. That voice. That look. But beneath all that āthe teasing, the heatā there was something bruised. Something tender. And it scared the hell out of him. Because part of him didnāt just want to want her. Part of him wanted to fix her. And that was how men like him got wrecked. He shifted slightly, put his cup down, stared into the fire like it might burn the feeling out of him.
Dutch, meanwhile, watched it all unfold like a man at the theatre. Heād seen the flicker in Hoseaās jaw, the twitch in his hand, the way his breath caught too late. He saw every damn thing. And he loved it. Not because he wanted to hurt Hosea but because it reminded him that he still held the strings. Dutch liked her close. Liked the way she kept the men sharp. Honest. Hungry. She moved through camp like heat lightning. Bright. Dangerous. Never asking permission. And tonight? Tonight sheād walked out of the woods dripping and defiant, smelling like river water and smoke and something else he couldnāt quite nameābut craved just the same. And the way she looked at him āchallenged himā well, that was something rare. Most folks just followed Dutch. Bonnie didnāt follow. She circled. Like a little fox with teeth. Sheād made him feel old and powerful and young and foolish all in the same breath. And he liked that contradiction. It reminded him he was still alive. But now? Now she was between them. Body warm and drying in the firelight, words dangling like bait. And he felt itāHoseaās tension, thick as molasses. Felt it like a warning. Because Dutch knew what Hosea was. A good man. A smart one. But good men get tired. And tired men fall. Dutch raised a brow, half amused, half something darker, voice smooth as the whiskey in her mouth.
āShe is loose when she drinks.
Bonnie turned toward them, one brow arched.
āIām loose when I want to be.
Her voice had droppedāsmoky, slow, edged with heat. Then she stood, slow and easy, arms stretching overhead in that lazy way a cat does when it knows itās being watched. Her shirt pulled up just enough to catch the firelight on the curve of her waist, skin damp and warm-looking. Her braid stuck to her back like a wet ribbon. She glanced over her shoulder, lips curved just slightly.
āIām sleepinā down by the stream. Cooler there. Stars look nicer, too.
Neither man replied. But both stared as she walked offābarefoot, wet, nipples tight, ass swinging like it had something to prove. Her steps were slow, unhurried, like she knew exactly how she left them: breathless, silent, and aching. Hosea muttered, finally, hoarse:
āWeāre gonna die out here.
Dutch didnāt laugh. Didnāt even smile. He just stared at the dark where sheād disappeared and said, quiet:
āI already did.
The flames burned low, but the heat hadnāt gone anywhere. Neither man moved for a long whileājust sat there, letting the silence stretch. Down by the stream, the moon turned the rocks silver. Her silhouette was gone, but her scent lingeredāriverwater, smoke, and that hint of sweetness she always carried, like wildflowers in a gun belt. Dutch stood first, brushing dust off his trousers like it might settle his nerves. It didnāt.
āSheās doinā it on purpose āHe muttered.
Hosea didnāt look up.
āSheās not.
Dutch turned, voice dropping rough.
āCome on. Walkinā back into camp soakinā wet, shirt stickinā to her like sin, talkinā about beinā loose while her damn nipples are starinā holes through us both. If that aināt on purpose, then hellā. Thatās not innocent, Hosea.
āSheās not tryinā to be innocent āHosea said quietlyā Sheās just not afraid.
Dutch scoffed.
āNot afraid of what?
āOf us. She trusts us... even with that.
That stopped him.
Dutch looked back at the fire, jaw tight. He didnāt argue because it was true. She trusted them. And that trust felt heavier than any temptation. But temptation didnāt die easy.
āTrustās got nothinā to do with how a manās blood moves when he sees her like that.
Hoseaās voice was low now. Steady.
āAnd what are you gonna do about it?
Dutch didnāt answer at first. Just stared down toward the stream, where the moonlight shimmered across the rocks like spilled milk.
āNothinā. Not tonight.
āā¦Because?
Dutch dragged a hand down his face.
āBecause sheād know. And sheās not like those girls I used to crawl into bed with in back rooms, drunk and mean and forgettinā my name halfway through. Sheās Bonnie āHe paused, eyes flickering toward the treesā She wants us to burn.
Hosea stood then, slow and stiff like something in his chest had finally snapped loose.
āYou burninā, too?
Dutchās laugh was low and bitter, almost a sigh.
āBeen burninā since the day you carried her into camp all bloodied and half-frozen. She looked up at me with those eyes, green as spring, wild as hell, and I thought: Christ, sheās gonna tear us all apart.
Hosea didnāt speak. There was nothing left to say. They laid down eventually, backs turned, neither one sleeping. Just staring into the dark, listening. Waiting. For the sound of her bare feet on the grass. Or her voiceāquiet and softāsinging some half-forgotten tune to the stars. Because that was Bonnie. The storm you didnāt see coming. And the one you couldnāt stop once it started. Down by the stream, Bonnie lay curled on her side, one knee tucked high, her braid spilling across her bare shoulder like a dark ribbon. Her shirt had mostly dried, but the riverās chill still clung to her skinātingling, sharp, alive. Her nipples peaked beneath the cotton, and she didnāt bother to cover them. Let the night look. Let they feel it. She was alone, but not lonely. She could feel them up on the hill, even through the hush and the treesāboth of them stretched thin with want they wouldnāt speak. Restless. Awake. Trying hard not to picture her in the dark. She loved that. God, she loved it. Bonnie tugged the blanket tighter around her hips, the rough wool warm against her thighs, and let her eyes wander across the stars. Her lips curled into a slow, knowing smile. And then, soft and smug, just loud enough for the wind to carry:
āYouāre not gonna touch me tonight. But youāll dream you did.
And she was right.
That night, Dutch dreamed of her straddling his lap, wild-eyed and laughter-drunk, her fingers lost in his beard as she dared him to keep still. Hosea dreamed of her curled against his chest, face hidden, voice trembling as she whispered I want to stay, pulling his hand beneath her shirt like it had always belonged there. Both men woke aching, hearts pounding, hands clenched tight with everything they couldnāt say. And Bonnie? Bonnie woke smiling. Warm. Clean. Wanted. Just the way she liked it.
Morning draped the camp in gold and dew, soft light piercing through the trees like fingers parting a loverās hair. Birds were already gossiping in the branches. The fire had long gone out, but the air still held heat. Hosea stirred first. He groaned low, rolled onto his side with a creak of tired joints. The blanket slipped down just enough to reveal the unmistakable shape straining against his trousers. His hand flew instinctively to his stomach, covering himself like a guilty teenager, jaw tight as he looked around. No sign of Bonnie. He cursed under his breath. Then he saw movement across the clearing.
Dutch. Standing, arms overhead, stretching in the sun like a man who hadnāt just spent the night twitching in his sleep, fists clenched, biting back the groans that came from need not pain. And below his belt? Clear as a damn sunrise: Dutch van der Linde was pitching a tent. He didnāt even try to hide it at first. Just stood there, shirt half unbuttoned, scratching his chest, cock throbbing hard against the front of his pants. His eyes drifted toward the path Bonnie had taken the night before, and he smirked. Hosea sat up, blanket in his lap, raising one grizzled brow. Dutch met his gaze, shameless.
āDonāt say it āDutch grunted, adjusting himself slowly with zero shameā Itās a natural reaction to dangerous women.
āYou call that natural? āHosea mutteredā Looks like your trousers are about to declare war.
Dutch grinned, unrepentant.
āSheās poison in a white shirt. You saw the way she walked off last night. She knows.
Hosea exhaled through his nose, shifting again under the blanket.
āYeah. She knows. And she likes it.
Dutch squinted toward the trees.
āYou think sheāll come back decent?
Hosea didn't hesitate.
āNot a chance.
And they were right.
Bonnie returned barefoot, cheeks flushed, braid redone but loose, shirt wrinkled from sleep, and no damn bra in sight. Her hips swayed a little more than usual, and her fingers cradled a palmful of wild berries, stained red and ripe.
āMorninā, boys āShe said, bright as sunshine.
Dutch snatched up his coat and held it a little too casually over his lap. Hosea pulled the blanket closer, jaw locked. Bonnie plopped down between them without ceremony, popped a berry into her mouth, and licked the juice off her fingers in slow, lazy circles, like she wasn't doing it on purpose. And the bastards suffered.
Dutch clenched his jaw. Hosea stared into the fire pit like it held the answer to salvation. She smiled between them, feigned innocence glowing in her eyes.
āSomething wrong? āShe asked, sweet as molassesā. Yāall look⦠stiff.
Bonnie popped another berry between her lips, biting down with a soft crack. Juice streaked the corner of her mouth ādeep red, like bloodā and she didnāt wipe it away. Just let it sit there, slow and sticky, until her tongue came out and dragged it clean with deliberate care. Her eyes slid sideways, catching Dutchās like a match finding dry kindling. He looked like a man on the edge of combustion. His jaw was so tight the muscle there jumped, hands clenched in his coat still pulled over his lap like some poor attempt at modesty. Not that it hid anything. Not really. His cock was still very much pressing against the inside of his trousers, thick and aching, outlined like the poor bastard hadnāt had relief in days. Bonnieās gaze dipped, just for a beat. Then climbed right back up, slow.
āYou look uncomfortable, Boss āshe said, voice featherlight.
Dutch cleared his throat, shifted behind the coat.
āIām fine.
āYou sure? āShe leaned in just a little, enough to loosen the top button of her shirt, enough to let the edge of one freckled breast peek through the thin cottonā. Heat gettinā to you?
Hosea made a strangled sound beside them. His own situation wasnāt much betterāheād pulled on his coat, but his body had betrayed him early, and Bonnie knew it. The way he kept his legs crossed tight, the twitch in his brow, the pink rising up his neck⦠He was a pressure cooker. She turned to him next, biting the tip of her stained finger.
āYou sleep alright, Old Fox?
His mouth opened. Closed again.
āSleepās got nothinā to do with it.
āMmh āShe licked her fingertipā. You two tossinā and turning all night?
Dutch growled under his breath.
āChrist.
Bonnie leaned back then, full stretch, arms over her head, spine arched like she didnāt have a care in the world. Her shirt rode up just enough to flash a sliver of belly: pale and smooth, dusted with copper freckles along the hip. Her braid spilled over her shoulder, and her thighs eased apart just slightly as she shifted, easy, open, completely at home in their gaze. Barefoot. Glowing. Dangerous. She turned her face toward the sunlight, eyes half-lidded.
āYou ever have a dream so sweet, āShe murmuredā you wake up angry just ācause it ended?
Silence. She smiled.
āI did.
And that was the kill shot.
Dutch stood abruptly, cursing under his breath, turning from camp like he suddenly had somewhere urgent to beāanywhere she wasnāt. His hard-on was still prominent as he walked away, and he didnāt even try to hide it now. He just muttered something about saddling the horses, boots stomping toward the tether post like the ground had personally offended him. Hosea stayed put, but he wouldnāt look at her. His hands were locked in his lap. His face was flushed, his jaw tight, his eyes fixed on the dead fire like maybe if he stared hard enough, itād burn again and give him a reason not to lose his goddamn mind. Bonnie leaned closer. Real close now. Warm enough to feel the heat coming off him, the tension wound tight as wire.
āI didnāt mean to tease āShe whispered, almost tenderā Much.
And finally, he looked at her. Full-on. Eye to eye. No mask. No humor. Just raw and real.
āYou keep this up, Little Fox āHe said hoarselyā and Iām gonna forget Iām old.
Bonnie grinned.
āThatās the point.
Hosea held her gaze a second too long. And that was all the invitation Bonnie needed. She didn't pull back. Didn't shift or soften. She stayed close, knees brushing his, her warmth cutting through the morning chill like sunlight through fog. The air between them shimmered with itāsmoke, river water, and something unmistakably her. That scent she always carried, no matter how hard the day: crushed violets and heat, wild and sweet and hard to shake. Her eyes searched his face, slow and steady. No teasing now. No masks. Just truth.
āI remember āShe said quietly, like the thought had just surfacedā You used to look at me like this. Back when I first got to camp. When you thought I wasn't watching.
His mouth twitched. Almost a smile.
āI still look at you.
āI know āShe said, voice like slow honeyā. Thatās why Iām not afraid.
His hand twitched in his lap, fingers curling like they wanted to moveāto her knee, her cheek, the soft hollow of her throatābut didnāt. He kept it still. Barely.
āYouāre dangerous like this āHe saidā Barefoot. Half-dressed. Sayinā things I got no business wantinā to hear.
She tilted her head.
āBut you do want to hear 'em, donāt you?
He didnāt answer. That silence said plenty. Then, soft and deliberate, Bonnie lifted a berry from her palmāthe ripest one, dark and glossyāand held it out to him.
āOpen āShe said, voice soft but sure.
Their eyes locked. He hesitated. A hundred things flickered behind his stare: warning bells, old rules, buried wants... But he opened his mouth. And in the meantime? Dutchās watching. That cocky son of a bitch knew exactly what he was doing from the start. Sending Arthur away? Intentional. Planning a āsimpleā mission with just Hosea and Bonnie? Calculated. Letting her walk off barefoot in a wet shirt without a word? That wasnāt restraint, it was performance. Dutch knows when to push, when to pull, and when to step back just far enough to make everyone want him more. But behind those sermons and smirks? Heās watching. Watching how Hosea fights himself not to touch her. Watching how Bonnie lights up when the old man calls her āLittle Fox.ā Watching how she teases, tests, and tugs the leash just to see which wolf lunges first. And Dutch wants to lunge. God, he wants to slam her back against a tree and claim every inch sheās been waving in front of him. But he also wants Hosea to want her. He wants that storm. That tension. Dutchās smirking behind his collar, saddle already cinched, eyes flicking from Bonnieās sway to Hoseaās clenched fists, and his cock still hard behind those damn pinstriped trousers. She pressed the berry to his tongue. Her fingers brushed his lower lip. He bit down, slow, juice blooming sweet and tart in his mouth, and her touch lingered a second too long before pulling back. Then, she sucked the leftover juice from her thumb, watching him the whole time.
āI think I want trouble today āShe murmured.
That did it.
His hand shot out, catching her wrist. Not rough ānever roughā but firm. Like a man finally giving in to something heād locked away for too damn long.
āYou think this is a game, Bonnie?
She leaned in, lips a breath from his.
āNo, āShe whisperedā I think itās a fire. And youāre gonna burn with me.
His breath stuttered. He was one second from giving in. One second from dragging her into his lap and letting the whole world go to hell. And then...
āLetās ride!
Dutchās voice cracked through the trees like a gunshot. Bonnie startled, then laughed. A wicked, bright thing, like she was delighted to have been caught almost-sinning. Hosea groaned, dragging a hand down his face, trying to cool the blood still pounding in every inch of him. Dutch came striding into view, looking smug and scowling all at once, saddlebags slung over his shoulder and that cocky edge in his voice like he knew exactly how close theyād just come to falling into each other.
āWeāve got horses to steal āHe said, throwing a look at Hosea that was half challenge, half warning.
Bonnie stood, brushing dirt from her pants. Her hips moved easy again, back in rhythm. But as she passed Hosea, she leaned in just enough to breathe something soft in his ear:
āTonight.
Then she was gone, braid swinging.
Hosea sat there for a long beat, hands clenched, jaw tight, and every part of him aching in places heād sworn were long dead. Dutch slapped him on the shoulder as he passed.
āYouāre welcome, old friend.
And then he followed her.
They had breakfast on the way, when the morning was still fresh. They rode single-file through the hills, hooves thudding soft over packed dirt, birds scattering from the underbrush as their shadows slipped across the sun-warmed trail. Dutch rode up front, of courseāalways had to leadābut for once, his pace was lazy, reins in one hand, other resting on the horn of his saddle like a king surveying his kingdom. Behind him rode Bonnie, perched like sin on horsebackāher hips rising and falling with every step the mare took, that loose braid bouncing off her back, her shirt clinging tight in the heat of midmorning. She hummed softly to herself, an old tune, familiar, almost wistful. Not loud. Not meant to be heard. But Dutch heard it. And Hosea, riding behind her, definitely heard it too. His jaw was set, hat pulled low, but the sound still found him, slid under his ribs like a slow knife. Dutch glanced back once and caught Hosea staringāeyes locked on the sway of her body like a starving man watching a feast from across the table. Dutch smiled, slow and knowing.
āSuppose itās nice, ridinā quiet for once āHe called over his shoulder.
Bonnie tilted her head, half-grinning.
āToo quiet? I could start talkinā.
āOh God, āHosea muttered.
She laughed āsharp and brightā and twisted in her saddle just enough to glance back at him.
āWhat? I've been good. Quiet. You know that's not normal. You should be worried.
āI am.
āYou like it.
Dutch chuckled, deep in his throat.
āYou two fightinā over whether she shuts up or keeps talkinā? Thatās a hell of a choice.
āThen you pick, āBonnie said, looking forward again, the wind teasing the ends of her braidā. Do you like me better quiet, Dutch? Or begginā?
Silence. Thick as tar. Dutch didn't turn. Didn't say a word. Just clicked his tongue and let his horse move ahead a little faster, like he needed space before his mouth betrayed the thoughts crawling behind his eyes. Bonnie smiled, all sunshine and sin. Hosea tried not to watch her. God knew he tried. But it was impossible. Every movement she made on that damn horse sent a signal, like her body was speaking in a language no one taught him but that he understood all the same. The sway of her hips, the arch of her back, even the way her braid swung just off-center⦠it all burned into his brain like brands. And that voice, soft and knowing, always dancing just on the edge of flirtation, never falling in. It made him feel young and stupid and ancient all at once. He tugged his hat lower, more out of habit than hope. Like a man hiding from the sun when the sun's already under his skin. Dutch hadnāt answered her. Of course he hadnāt. Because Dutch didnāt have answers anymore, not where she was concerned. He had distance. He had denial. And Hosea had nothing but a thundering pulse and a stomach full of gravel.
She was too much. Too young, too wild, too unafraid. And God help him, he loved that about her. Loved it like a fool, like a man who knew better but still held his hand over the flame. Heād warned her once. Told her she was dangerous. But the truth? He was the one in danger. Not because she was cruel or careless, no. Because she saw him. She saw through him. The cracks. The years. The ache he carried like old injuries that still twinged in the cold. And she didnāt look away. Thatās what undid him. Not the shirt. Not the smile. Not even that voice like honeyed sin. It was the knowing. She knew he wanted her. She knew he hadnāt touched a woman in longer than heād admit, hadnāt needed like this in even longer. And still, she offered herself up in pieces ālittle looks, small smiles, berries between her fingersā and dared him to take one. He clenched his jaw, hands tight on the reins. Ahead, she leaned a little to the side, brushing her fingers along a tall stem of goldenrod as they passed. Careless. Glowing. Alive. And all Hosea could think was: Tonight. Goddamn me, but if she says it again tonight, I donāt think Iāll be strong enough to walk away.
They stopped at a grove near a shallow creek, the kind that shimmered in the sun and hummed with insects and the quiet hush of moving water. It was peaceful, for a moment. The kind of peace that only ever came before a storm. They dismounted without a word, muscle memory, all of it. Bonnie stretched slow, arms rising above her head, spine arching in a long, lazy curve. Her breasts lifted beneath the thin cotton of her shirt, nipples outlined where the breeze had dried her sweat but not her heat. She let out a low, satisfied sound āhalf yawn, half groanā and the men both heard it like a shot fired too close to the ear. Dutch glanced. Just once. But once was enough.
āChrist āHe muttered under his breath.
Bonnie led her mare to the creek, glancing back over her shoulder like sheād heard him anyway.
āYou alright, Boss? āShe asked, all sugar.
āNever better āHe replied tightly, jaw locked, voice rough like gravel and smoke.
He watched her move to the waterās edge, all hips and barefoot swagger, leading her mare with one hand like she didnāt have a care in the world. Like she didnāt just knock the air clean out of his lungs. And then Hosea was there. Dutch didnāt move. Just leaned a boot up on a flat rock, adjusted the tilt of his hat. Watched. Hosea took the reins from her, too carefully. His hand brushed hers, and Dutch saw it: how Hosea tensed, how his jaw tightened like it hurt to be near her. Bonnie saw it too, of course. She always did. Dutch could see her turn that little smile loose, the one that could ruin a man or save him depending on how close he stood.
āYouāve been quiet, āShe said softly.
Dutch knew that voice. Low. Intentional. Like bait in a steel trap.
āTryinā not to say somethinā Iāll regret, āHe answered, eyes fixed on the water like it might cool him.
And Dutch felt a twinge in his gut, not jealousy, no. Something older than that. Something hungrier. Then she stepped closer, just enough that the heat of her body bled into his. Close enough to smell herāsun-warmed cotton, river water, skin. Wild and clean and a little cruel.
āThen say it anyway, āShe murmured.
He turned to her, slow, like it took effort. His eyes were darker now, full of things he didnāt dare speak. One hand rose without permission, brushing a loose strand of damp hair from her cheek. His knuckles lingered a second too long. She didnāt flinch. Didnāt move. Her lips parted just enough to take him in if he bent forward one inch more. But he didnāt. Not yet. Dutch didnāt have to hear every word. He could feel what was happening from across the creek. The shift in the air. The way Hosea looked at her like she was a lit match and heād already soaked himself in whiskey. The way her lips parted when he touched her face, like the world had gone quiet just for them. He didnāt step in. He didnāt need to. He let it unfold. He smirked under his hat. He didnāt need to win her first. He just needed her wild enough to want them both. And that was already happening.
The ranch sat crooked at the edge of a sun-bleached field: too clean, too proud, too smug in its money. White-picket fences stood out like polished teeth. The red barn looked freshly painted, like it had never seen a real storm. And the house⦠damn thing had a wraparound porch that curled across the front like a bankerās mustacheābig, showy, and begging to be punched. Three horses grazed in a side paddock, their coats sleek, bellies full. Two were solid bays, strong and steady. But the thirdāblack with a silver maneālooked like heād been carved out of smoke and speed. Fast enough to outrun a bullet. Dutch turned in the saddle, that familiar gleam in his eye.
āAlright, āHe said, voice all honey and heatā Letās go steal some fuckinā horses.
Bonnie eyed them from the rise. Her fingers brushed the handle of her knife like she was petting it, and her eyes glinted mean.
āThree horses, āshe whisperedā. Just like you said.
Dutch smiled, smug as a fox in a henhouse.
āI donāt lie about the good things.
āJust the bad ones āHosea said dryly.
Bonnie snorted. Dutch just winked, unfazed. He nodded toward the barn.
āWe go quiet. Bonnie, you take the west side, check the tack room, look for saddles already packed. Hosea and I will come around the back. We spook the horses, weāre fucked.
āYou always say that āBonnie said, rising and brushing dust from her thighsā And we always end up spooked anyway.
Dutch grinned wider.
āThatās why I bring you.
She gave him a wink āquick and wickedā then dropped low, melting into the grass like she was born to it.
Her braid bounced behind her, a flash of dark gold swinging like a banner before battle. Hoseaās jaw worked as he watched her go. Dutch leaned close, elbowing him with a crooked smile.
āShe moves like smoke.
āShe moves like trouble āHosea mutteredā. And youāre feedinā it.
Dutch chuckled, cinching his coat against the wind.
āI aināt feedinā it āHe saidā. Iām unleashing it.
Bonnie reached the side of the barn fast, ducking under the slats of the fence, slipping into shadow. The barn door was half-cracked, creaking on its hinge. Inside, the air was thick with hay and leather and horse sweat, and the shadows twitched in the rafters as she crept in, eyes adjusting fast. She found the tack room, unlocked. Saddles, bits, reins, all lined up clean and neat. Rich folks. Always proud. Always careless. Saddles lined the wall, polished to a shine, reins looped clean, brass bits gleaming. She ran a hand over the supple leather of the finest saddle and gave a low, impressed whistle.
āDamn āShe mutteredā These horses fuckinā eat better than we do.
Behind her, a floorboard creaked. She turned sharp, knife drawn, heart hammering. But it was Dutch. He stepped in from the dark, a little too close, smile crooked.
āYou shouldnāt let me sneak up on you āHe said.
āYou shouldnāt sneak āShe replied, breath still tight.
Dutch pretended to inspect the saddles, but his jaw was clenched tight, and his eyes kept driftingāher shirt, still damp at the hem; her chest, rising and falling a little faster than before. He didnāt linger. Just looked. Once.
āYou smell like river water āHe said finally, voice roughā And soap.
Bonnieās tongue darted across her bottom lip. Her eyes didnāt leave his.
āYou smell like want.
His laugh was quiet, low and dangerous.
āYouāre lucky Iāve got a job to finish, āHe saidā Or Iād have you pinned to that haystack by now.
She stepped closer, deliberate, dragging the tip of her knife along her thigh as she passed. Her hip brushed his. She leaned in near his ear, voice barely more than breath.
āYouād try āShe whispered.
And then she was gone, slipping through the tack room like smoke. Dutch stayed rooted to the floor. Just for a second. Maybe two. But long enough. Long enough for her scent to linger: river-washed skin, horsehide, sweat, and something sweet beneath it, like crushed flowers and danger. Long enough for his blood to thrum like a war drum in his ears. That hip brush hadnāt been accidental. That whisper? A brand. He exhaled hard through his nose, jaw working, trying to wrestle himself back under control. The haystack loomed behind him, inviting. And for one sharp, dangerous heartbeat, he nearly let himself forget the job. Just toss it. Let the horses run. Pin her down like he said. See what she'd whisper then. But he didnāt. He was still Dutch van der Linde. And Dutch van der Linde didnāt chase. He lured. And Bonnie? Bonnie didnāt run. She danced.
He stepped into the tack room proper, fists loose at his sides but knuckles pale with tension. He looked over the saddles again, pretending to study the quality, the leatherwork, the stitchingāanything to keep his thoughts off the way sheād walked away, braid swinging like a damn taunt. Goddamn that girl. She was always half-laughing, even when she wasnāt smiling. Always pushing. Always daring. And the worst part āthe part that burrowed under his skin like a splinterā was that she knew exactly what she was doing to him. To both of them. Hosea saw it too. Felt it. Hell, Dutch wanted him to feel it. Because this wasnāt just about Bonnie. Not really. This was about tension, and control, and power. Whoād break first. Whoād take the first bite and bleed for it. He adjusted his belt and muttered under his breath, more to the barn walls than anyone else.
āLittle witch.
Then he turned on his heel, swagger returned, heat buried deep under a practiced grin. He had horses to steal. But tonight? Tonight, maybe heād let himself burn.
Outside, Hosea had already slipped around back, low and quiet, coaxing the horses with soft words and a palmful of stolen oats. The black gelding snorted, tossing its head, but didnāt bolt. Hosea murmured to him like heād known him foreverāgentle hands, voice warm as whiskey. Bonnie appeared beside him, her steps silent, eyes gleaming.
āYouāve got good hands with beasts āShe said, voice low.
āYou includinā yourself now?
She smirked.
āIām not that wild.
He gave her a look. She grinned.
āOkay. Maybe I am.
Together, they moved quick: slipping halters, fingers brushing accidentally as they worked, Bonnie tossing a wink he pretended not to see. From the shadows, Dutch emerged with two saddles slung over one shoulder and that cool, unreadable expression he wore when things were about to go sideways. Then it did. A dog barked from the porch. Too damn loud. Dutch froze mid-step. Dutch froze mid-step.
āShit.
A screen door creaked open. A manās voice followed.
āWhat the hellās goinā on out here!?
Bonnie didnāt hesitate. She turned to Hosea, eyes wide, urgent.
āPush me down.
He blinked.
āWhat?
āJust... trust me.
She didnāt wait. She shoved the geldingās reins behind the trough, grabbed Hosea by the collar, and dropped low, dragging him down behind the water barrel. They landed hardāher on top of him, chest to chest, legs tangled, breath hot and fast.
āDonāt. Move āShe whispered into his ear.
Hosea didnāt. Not because of the man with the shotgun stomping off the porch. Not because of the dog barking its fool head off. But because Bonnie was straddling him: wet shirt clinging, braid falling over her shoulder like a noose, breath brushing his jaw in soft, shaky bursts. Her thighs gripped his hips, and the heat of her pressed into every place he didnāt want it to be. Not now. Not like this. Except... yeah, like this. He clenched his jaw, breathing through his nose, trying not to move. Above them, Dutch melted into shadow like he was born there, circling wide, vanishing behind the barn again without a sound.
āGoddamn dog always barkinā at ghosts, āThe rancher muttered, flashlight sweeping past them, missing by inches.
A long silence followed. Then the porch door creaked again. Shut. Bonnie didnāt move. Hosea stared up at her.
āYou planned that?
She looked down at him, flushed and wild, and grinned like sin itself.
āOnly part of it.
Then her hips shifted. Just a fraction. Just enough. Hosea groaned under his breath, the sound raw and dangerous. Bonnie leaned in, lips brushing his cheek. Not quite a kiss. But enough to burn.
āLater āShe whispered, and climbed off him like it hadnāt cost her anything.
Then she stood, cool and composed, brushing herself off like she hadnāt just straddled a man to keep him silent and hard as hell. Dutch returned moments later, leading the other two horses, eyes flicking from her to Hosea and back again.
āLetās move.
They rode for nearly an hour once they cleared the ranchāno words, just the thunder of hooves and the sting of wind in their faces. The trail blurred beneath them, sun climbing higher, burning off the sweat slicking their necks. But the real heat rode with them. The kind that couldnāt be outrun. Bonnie didnāt look back once. She didnāt have to. She could feel them. Hosea behind her, saddle creaking under his weight, eyes locked on the swing of her braid like it was some kind of spell. She knew he was replaying itāthe press of her body, the rasp of her breath against his ear, the sharp, dangerous stillness of hiding with her while the shotgun passed. He hadnāt said a word since. But his silence crackled like a struck match.
Dutch rode up front, jaw tight, reins wrapped too tight around his gloved hands. He hadnāt spoken either. Just chewed the inside of his cheek and stared straight ahead, like forward was the only safe direction. But the image clung to him like sweat: her hips straddling Hoseaās thighs, shirt still wet, her voice a whisper between command and seduction. It burned. They crested a ridge and dropped into a clearingāa hush of land tucked low in a pocket of cedar, still cool in the shade. The moment they pulled up, the tension snapped like a bowstring. They all dismounted. Three horses, stolen and secured. One mission, technically complete. And two men ready to make mistakes theyād never be able to bury deep enough.
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āāāā Ż charles smith x bonnie ray (fem!oc)
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SUMMARY: A āWhat if?ā scenario in which Bonnie, tired of waiting for Arthur to put his past behind him, ends up choosing the man who was by her side the whole time: Charles Smith.
WARNING/TAGS: angst ⢠what if ⢠friends to lovers ⢠love triangle
The sun was dipping low, painting the Dakota River in hues of bruised purple and burning gold. Arthur hadnāt meant to wander this far down from camp; heād just needed to escape the noise, the endless bickering, and the gnawing emptiness that had taken up residence in his chest since the last letter from Mary arrived: short, asking him for help again. He found himself near the secluded inlet where the water was still as glass. He stopped dead, his boots crunching softly on the gravel, a sound that died in the heavy air.
There they were.
Charles was sitting on a large, flat rock, his back to Arthur, his posture relaxed in a way Arthur rarely saw. Bonnie was perched beside him, close, too close for just friends. She was laughing, the sound floating on the breeze, light and unburdened. It was a sound Arthur used to provoke, but hadn't heard in months. Arthurās breath hitched. He should turn around. He should walk away and give them the privacy heād denied them both by his own indecision. But his feet were rooted to the earth, heavy as lead. He watched, a silent voyeur to his own heartbreak, as Charles reached into his buckskin jacket and pulled something out. A feather. An eagle feather, long and brown with a spine of white quill. Charles didnāt just hand it to her; he leaned in, his fingers āthose strong, scarred fingers that could snap a manās neck but now held such gentilityā tucking the feather into the loose braid behind her ear. It was an ancient gesture, reverent. Arthur knew enough of Charlesās ways to know it wasn't just a decoration. It was a claiming. A symbol of protection, of spirit.Ā She is mine now,Ā the gesture said, louder than any shout.
Bonnie tilted her head into Charlesās touch, her eyes closing for a brief second. When she opened them, she looked at Charles with an expression that made Arthurās stomach drop. It wasn't the fiery challenge she often gave Arthur, nor the desperate need she sometimes hid. It was peace. It was safety. Then Charles kissed her. It wasn't rushed or frantic. It was slow, deep, a savoring of the moment. His hand came up to cup her cheek, thumb brushing her skin. Bonnieās hand rested on his chest, right over his heart. Arthur felt his shatter into pieces. Heād imagined touching her like that a thousand times. Heād imagined being the one to make her look that serene. But he had been too busy chasing ghosts, too busy letting Maryās ghost dictate his happiness. He had handed this happiness to Charles on a silver platter. He forced himself to move then, turning quietly and slipping away into the trees before the sickness in his throat could make him retch. An hour later, Arthur was sitting by his wagon, pretending to clean his rifle. His hands were shaking, just slightly, so he gripped the barrel harder.
āArthur!
Her voice. It still had the power to make him look up, despite the lead weight in his gut. Bonnie was walking toward him, her step light, a piece of paper clutched in her hand. She looked radiant, the setting sun catching the light in her dark hair. And there it was. The eagle feather. Woven into her hair, a stark declaration against the brown strands.
āHey, Bonnie āhe managed, his voice sounding like it had been dragged through gravel.
āYou'll never guess what Charles and I saw today āshe said, breathless with excitement, sitting down on the crate beside him. She didn't notice the way he flinched at Charlesās nameā We rode up to the grizzlies, past the old oil rig. We saw a bald eagle, Arthur. Just soaring right over the canyon. It was⦠majestic āshe thrust the paper toward himā I drew it. I tried to remember what you taught me about shading, but I think I got the wings right.
Arthur took the paper. It was a sketch, charcoal on rough stock. It was beautiful, like the drawings they used to make together in the dirt when they were wasting time. The eagle was fierce, proud. In the corner, sheād scribbled a date.
āIt's real good, Bonnie āhe said, the words tasting like ashā You got a talent.
āCharles thinks so too āshe beamed, reaching up to touch the feather in her hairā He gave me this. Said the eagle guides us. Said it watches over the ones we love.
Arthur stared at the drawing, then at her. She was smiling at him, so open, so trusting. She had no idea that she was tearing him apart. She had taken the things that used to beĀ theirs āthe riding, the drawing, the quiet companionshipā and she had built a life with Charles. He looked at the feather again. It was beautiful. It suited her. It suitedĀ them.
āArthur? āshe frowned slightly, tilting her headā You okay, cowboy? You look a bit pale.
He forced a smile, pulling the corners of his mouth up in a grimace that he hoped passed for a grin.
āJust⦠tired, Bonnie. Long day. I'm real happy for you. Charles is⦠he's a good man.
āHe is āshe agreed softly, her gaze drifting back toward the woods where Charles was likely returningā He makes me feel safe, Arthur.
He should,Ā Arthur thought.Ā He's the one who stayed.
āI know āArthur whispered, handing the drawing back to herā He deserves that. You both do.
As she walked away, the feather bouncing slightly in her hair, Arthur gripped the edge of the crate until his knuckles turned white. He watched her go, a vision of what he could have had if heād just been brave enough to cut the cord with the past. Maybe in another life,Ā he thought, the tears finally spilling over, hot and stinging against his dusty cheeks.Ā Maybe in another life, I was the one who put that feather there. Maybe I was the one who made you smile like that. But in this life, he was just the man who watched. The man who hesitated. And this was the price.
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A/N: I know Iāve already written a āfirst timeā/āfirst kissā story between Arthur and Bonnie, but experimenting with this is so much fun that Iāll probably keep doing it in different situations, you can choose your favourite. Anyway, I really enjoyed writing this one; itās always fun to write Arthur acting like a lovesick, shy and clumsy fool. Thatās my favourite Arthur ā”.
SUMMARY: Bonnie watches as Arthur and Sadie challenge each other to a game of five-finger fillet. She knows they're only friends, and she understands that Sadie is still grieving the loss of Jake. Even so, she can't stop the jealousy from creeping in. Her past has left her with wounds that make it difficult to believe she'll ever be enough. Determined to prove āto Arthur as much as to herselfā that she's just as capable, Bonnie steps forward and challenges him instead. But the game takes a disastrous turn, and in the aftermath, something far more dangerous than a knife is laid bare. Months of denying what lies between them can no longer be ignored, and the careful faƧade of friendship they've both clung to for months finally end up sinking to the bottom of the river.
WARNING/TAGS: 18+ smut & fluff ⢠pre-relationship dynamics ⢠mutual pining ⢠friends to lovers ⢠resolved sexual/romantic tension ⢠first kiss ⢠first time ⢠knife game (bonnie gets hurt) ⢠mention of self-harm (old scars) ⢠arthur acts like a lovesick fool ⢠bonnie is jealous of sadie ⢠body worship ⢠filthy thoughts ⢠sub arthur (emotionally) ⢠dom arthur ⢠protective arthur ⢠rough kissing ⢠clumsy sex ⢠emotional hurt/comfort ⢠come marking ⢠aftercare ⢠domestic fluff
The late afternoon sun cast long shadows across the camp as the rhythmicĀ thud-thud-thudĀ of a knife hitting wood drew a small crowd. Arthur and Sadie sat opposite each other at an old crate, heads bent, expressions fierce but grinning. It was the knife game, fast, stupid, and bloody. Bonnie stood on the periphery, arms crossed tight against her chest, watching. She knew she shouldnāt feel this way. Sadie Adler was her friend, a hell of a woman who had survived unspeakable tragedy. She was brave and undeniably striking, that wild blonde hair catching the light like a halo. But as Bonnie watched Sadie throw her head back in laughter after a near-miss, a cold, ugly snake coiled in her gut. Sadie fit here. She fit with Arthur. They spoke the same language of violence and grit. Her ex-husbandās voice whispered in her ear, insidious and familiar:Ā Youāre too soft. Youāll never be enough. Not for a man like him. The guilt gnawed at her. She knew Sadie was still mourning Jake. She knew Arthur only saw her as a sister-in-arms. But feelings werenāt logical. They were messy and jealous, and right now, all Bonnie could see was the way Arthur laughed at her reckless courage.
āHa! āSadie shouted as Arthurās knife thudded just a fraction too close to his thumb. She slammed her hand downā Beat you, Morgan. Youāre slowin' down.
Arthur chuckled, shaking out his hand.
āLucky, is all.
Bonnieās feet were moving before she could talk herself out of it. She pushed through the crowd, the jealousy burning hot enough to override the fear. She reached the crate just as Arthur was pulling his knife from the wood.
āLet me try, Sadie āBonnie said, her voice sharper than she intended.
Sadie looked up, surprised, then scooted over with a knowing smirk, sensing the shift in the air.
āAlright, Bonnie.
Bonnie sat in the vacated spot, the wood rough under her fingertips. She looked up at Arthur, locking eyes with him. Arthur blinked, the easy grin sliding off his face.
āWhat? Bonnie, no.
āWhy not? āShe challenged him, placing her right hand flat on the crate, fingers splayedā Scared I'll beat you?
āNo, āArthur said, his voice dropping an octave. He shifted, looking suddenly uncomfortableā This ain't a game for... I mean, it's stupid. You get your fingers nicked, can't hold a reins proper for a week. Forget it.
He reached out as if to pull her hand away, but she snatched it back, placing it down again with a slap.
āI ain't a child, Arthur āshe said, her eyes flashing. The old fear of being controlled, of being told what she couldn't do, flared up, mixing with the need to prove herself.Ā Iām not soft. Iām not weak. Iām right here.
āI know you ain't āArthur said quickly, looking pained. He glanced at Sadie, then back at her, his brow furrowed deepā But this is... look, just let's go for a ride or somethin'.
āChicken? āsomeone jeered.
Arthur shot them a glare that could curdle milk, but he didn't back away from the table. He looked at her hand: slender, the skin pale, the old scars on her wrist. The thought of that blade slipping, of cutting that skin, of hurting her... it made him feel sick. But he saw the stubborn set of her jaw, the hurt pride underneath. He knew that look. It was the same one she wore when she demanded to ride out with the search parties. If he refused her now, he wasn't protecting her. He was treating her like a victim. And he knew, deep down, that he loved her too much to be the one who made her feel small. With a heavy sigh that rattled in his chest, Arthur pulled a throwing knife from his belt. He held it loosely, the handle worn smooth.
āJust once āhe grunted, his eyes searching hers, pleading silently for her to stopā And we go slow. No fancy tricks.
āPut your money where your mouth is, pretty boy āshe said, her voice trembling only slightly.
He leaned forward, the tip of the blade hovering over the wood between her thumb and forefinger. He didn't smile. His face was a mask of concentration and terrified restraint.
āKeep still āhe murmured, so only she could hear.
The first stab came down āthudā in the gap between her thumb and pointer. Bonnie didn't flinch. She held his gaze, her heart hammering against her ribs like a trapped bird, daring him to see her. Really see her. Sadie leaned back against the rough bark of a nearby pine, rolling a cigarette with practiced ease, her eyes fixed on the crate. The grin that tugged at her lips was cynical, but underneath, there was a deep, aching fondness.
Stubborn damn fools.
She watched Arthur, usually so fluid with a blade, moving like he was trying to thread a needle in a hurricane. He was deliberately slowing his rhythm, telegraphing his moves, giving her all the time in the world to react. He wasnāt trying to win; he was trying to keep her safe. But Bonnie didn't see it. Her brow was furrowed, her teeth sunk into her lower lip hard enough to draw blood. Every time Arthurās knife thudded harmlessly into the wood, Bonnieās frustration spiked. She saw his precision and saw her own clumsy inadequacy. Then came her turn. Her hand hovered, trembling slightly, before bringing the knife down. Thud-scrape. The blade skidded off the wood edge and bit into the side of her index finger. Sadie saw Arthur flinch, his jaw clenching so hard the muscle jumped under his stubble. He looked like heād taken the hit himself.
āBonnie... āhe started, reaching out.
āItās fine āshe snapped, snatching her hand back. A bright bead of welled bloodā Again.
Sadie took a drag of her cigarette, exhaling a plume of blue smoke. She recognized that look. It wasn't about the knife. It wasn't about Arthur. Bonnie was trying to cut something out of herself. The girl who was tied up in an attic. The wife who was beaten down. She was fighting the ghosts of men who told her she was nothing. Sadie knew those ghosts. Sheād spent months hunting the ones who took her Jake. Bonnie was spending this afternoon hunting the ones who had taken her pride.
āAgain āBonnie demanded, wiping the blood on her pants without a second thought. Her knuckles were white on the handle.Ā Why canāt I be strong? Why is he so calm and Iām such a mess?
Arthur hesitated, his eyes pleading with her.Ā Stop. Please, just stop.Ā But he knew that look. He knew if he refused her now, heād be proving the voice in her head right. So he took his turn, agonizingly slow. Then she went again. Slice. A deeper cut this time, across the webbing of her thumb. She hissed, but didn't pull away. Tears of pure frustration pricked her eyes.
āIt's fine āshe gritted out, seeing the devastation on Arthurās faceā It's part of the game, Arthur. Everyone bleeds.
āI know āArthur said, his voice crackingā But...
āYou do it! Bill does it! John! āHer voice rose, brittle and breakingā Iām not made of glass! I can take it!
Yes, you can,Ā Sadie thought, watching the silent tragedy unfold.Ā But you shouldn't have to. Arthur watched the blood run down her hand, dripping onto the wood of the crate, mixing with his own sweat and the sawdust. It wasn't the blood itself, it was theĀ wayĀ she bled. Like she needed to. Like she thought pain was the only currency strong women had. He couldn't do it. He couldn't sit there and stab wood while the woman he loved āthough he'd never admit it aloudā dismembered her own self-worth just to prove a point to a ghost. When she reached for the knife again, her fingers slick with red, Arthurās hand shot out. He caught her wrist, his grip firm but gentle enough not to bruise.
āEnough āhe said. It wasn't a shout. It was a low, ragged command.
āLet go āshe struggled, eyes flashingā I need to get this right.
āYou ain't gonna get it right by bleedin' all over the damn place āhe said, standing up and pulling her to her feet with him. He ignored the crowd, ignored Sadieās knowing eyes. All he saw was Bonnie: pale, shaking, furious.
āI'm not weak, Arthur! āshe shouted, tears finally spilling over, mixing with the dirt on her face.
āI know you ain't weak āhe said, stepping into her space, forcing her to look up at him. He reached into his pocket, pulling out a clean bandana, and wrapped it around her bleeding hand with agonizing tendernessā You're the strongest woman I know. That's why I can't watch you do this to yourself.
He tied the knot, holding her hand in both of his large, calloused palms.
āYou don't need to cut yourself to prove you ain't him. You proved that the day you rode out of that house. You don't need to prove nothin' to me. I see you, Bonnie. I see you.
Bonnie slumped, the fight draining out of her instantly. She stared at their joined hands, at the white cloth turning red. The adrenaline faded, leaving her exhausted and feeling foolish. Arthur didn't let go. He just squeezed her fingers, a silent anchor in the storm of her own mind. Behind them, Sadie flicked her cigarette into the dirt, the grin gone, replaced by a nod of respect.Ā About time,Ā she thought.Ā About damn time. Bonnie couldn't look at him. The shame was a physical weight, pressing down on her shoulders, hot and suffocating. She stared at the dirt, at her boots, at anything but the heartbreakingly gentle concern in Arthurās eyes. God, she was a mess. Sheād acted like a jealous fool, a child throwing a tantrum because she couldn't master a stupid parlor trick, and now she was crying in front of the one man she actually respected.She brought a hand up to scrub furiously at her eyes, forgetting in her haze that the hand was wrapped in Arthurās bloody handkerchief. The rough, red-stained fabric smeared across her cheek, leaving a streak of crimson on her pale skin.
āPerfect. Now I look like a lunaticāshe thought bitterly, stomach churningā I'm fine āshe choked out, the lie tasting like ash. She tried to tug her hand from his grip, needing to escape, needing to find a dark hole to crawl into and die of embarrassmentā I just... I need to practice. I'll get better. I just need to be alone for a bit.
Arthur didn't let go. His grip didn't tighten, but it became immovableāa solid anchor that refused to be dislodged.
āNo, āhe said simply.
Bonnieās head snapped up, panic flaring.
āArthur, let go.
āNo, āhe said again, his eyes searching hers.
He saw the desperation, the self-loathing. He knew that look. Heād seen it in the mirror enough times. He knew she wasn't planning to practice. She was planning to punish herself for not being good enough. He remembered the faint, faded lines on her wrists and forearms, the history sheād trusted him with once. He wasn't about to let her add to them. Not today. Not ever.
āYou ain't goin' off to bleed in the woods, Bonnie āhe said, his voice low and roughā I know you.
She let out a frustrated, broken sound, half-sob, half-laugh.
āYou don't know anything. You think I'm weak.
āI think you're human, and I think you've had enough knives for one day āHe shifted, changing the angle of the conversation, stepping back just enough to give her room to breathe but not enough to leaveā Come with me.
She blinked, confused.
āWhat?
āLet's go for a ride āArthur said, nodding toward the horsesā Just... away from here. Clear your head.
Bonnie stared at him. Her mind was a battlefield. One part screamed at her to run, to hide, to be alone with her humiliation until she could stitch her pride back together. The other part, the traitorous, desperate part, looked at his outstretched hand and wanted nothing more than to take it. To be near him. To let him carry some of the weight she was drowning under. She hesitated, her lower lip trembling. She felt pathetic: standing there, face smeared with blood, needing a handout like some silly little girl.Ā Why would he want me?Ā she thought viciously.Ā Heās a survivor. Heās strong. Iām just a woman who cries because she canāt play a game. But Arthur didn't move. He just waited, his hand steady, his eyes patient. He wasn't asking her to be strong. He was just asking her to be there.Finally, the need to be with him won out over the shame. She gave a stiff, jerky nod, looking down at her boots.
āOkay⦠āshe whispered.
Arthur didn't smile, but the tension in his shoulders eased. He didn't let go of her hand as he led her away from the crate, away from Sadieās silent watch and the prying eyes of the camp. They reached the hitching posts where the horses waited, ears twitching at their approach. May shifted, nudging Bonnieās pocket, looking for the treats that weren't there. Bonnie reached out automatically to stroke the mareās neck, her bandaged hand throbbing slightly, preparing to haul herself into the saddle and flee the humiliation of the afternoon.
āWait āArthur said.
The word was gruff, catching her off guard. He stepped around her, blocking her path to May. He looked nervous, his eyes darting from his own horse to the woman standing in front of him.
āI was thinkin'... āArthur started, then stopped, rubbing the back of his neck. He looked like a man trying to defuse a stick of dynamite with a matchā I mean... your hand. It hurts. And you're... you're upset āHe gestured vaguely toward his saddleā Maybe... maybe you ride with me? This time?
The offer hung in the air, heavy and scandalous. For two people who were "just friends," riding double was an intimacy that whispered of romance. It meant bodies pressed together, his arms around her, her leaning back against his chest. It was inappropriate. It was dangerous to their carefully maintained distance. Arthur realized it the moment the words left his mouth. A flush crept up his neck, turning his ears red.
āI just... I mean, for safety. And... if you fall off... I got you āHe winced at his own clumsinessā That didn't come out right.
Bonnie looked up at him, the remnants of her tears still drying on her cheeks. She saw the hesitation in his posture, the fear that heād overstepped, but mostly she saw the desperate need to keep her close, to take care of her. Slowly, the shame on her face melted away, replaced by something soft and luminous. She smiled, a small, shy, beautiful thing that tucked itself into the corners of her mouth and punched Arthur square in the heart. It wasn't the wild grin of a few hours ago, or the defiant smirk from the knife game. It was justĀ Bonnie.
āYou know āshe said, her voice teasing but gentleā if anyone sees us riding out of here like this, Dutch and Hosea won't leave you alone for at least two months.
Arthur let out a breath he didn't know he was holding, a low chuckle rumbling in his chest.
āLet 'em talk āhe murmured, stepping closer and offering his linked hands to give her a boost upā I can take the ribbing.
Bonnie placed her good hand on his shoulder, stepping into his cupped palms.
āYou're a brave man, Arthur Morgan.
āDon't sound so surprised āhe grunted, lifting her easily onto the saddle.
She settled in, and as he swung up behind her, his arm coming around her waist to hold the reins, she leaned back against him. The warmth of his chest seeped through her shirt, solid and real. As he urged the horse forward, she closed her eyes for a second, letting the joke linger in the air between them, feeling the truth of it: let them talk. She didn't care anymore. She was right where she wanted to be.
The ride was slow and meandering, the rhythmicĀ clip-clopĀ of the horseās hooves the only sound cutting through the heavy silence of the woods. They moved away from the camp, deeper into the golden haze of the late afternoon, until the distant chatter of the gang faded into nothing but the rustle of leaves. For Arthur, the world had narrowed to the woman in his arms. He was acutely, painfully aware of every point of contact between them. The soft curve of her back pressed flush against his chest. The way her hips fit in the curve of his lap. The scent of her, wildflowers and river water, tinged with the metallic tang of dried blood that made his stomach knot up all over again. He wanted to say so much. He wanted to apologize for every man who ever made her feel small. He wanted to tell her that seeing her cry had shattered him, not because she was weak, but because she was precious to him. He wanted to tell her that he loved her. But the words stuck in his throat like dry bread. Arthur Morgan, who could face down a grizzly bear or a posse of OāDriscolls without blinking, was paralyzed by the thought of speaking his heart to the woman sitting in front of him. He felt like that clumsy, awkward teenager he used to be, tongue-tied and sweating, terrified of saying the wrong thing. Bonnie was no better. She leaned back into him, letting her head rest lightly against his shoulder, closing her eyes to soak in his warmth. She wanted to tell him she was sorry for being jealous, for acting like a fool. She wanted to tell him that his touch was the only thing anchoring her to the earth right now. She wanted to say that she didn't care about the knife game, she just wanted to be near him. Instead, they just rode.
The air between them crackled with the weight of the unspoken, a thick, sweet tension that neither dared to break. Arthurās arm around her waist tightened slightly, not possessive, but seeking reassurance. His thumb stroked her side, a subconscious movement he couldn't stop. He watched the sun catch the dark strands of her hair, the way the wind played with the loose strands. She looked like something out of a dream, battered and bloody hand and all. He cleared his throat, the sound loud and abrupt in the quiet.
āUh... Bonnie?
She hummed softly, tilting her head slightly to indicate she was listening, but not opening her eyes.
āYour... āArthur paused, shifting awkwardly in the saddleā Your hand. It... uh... it hurtin' you?
As soon as the words were out, he wanted to groan.Ā Your hand? Really, Morgan? That's the best you can do?Ā He sounded like a nervous schoolboy asking a girl if he could carry her books. Bonnie opened her eyes, a small, knowing smile touching her lips. She felt the rapid thumping of his heart against her back. She knew what heĀ wasn'tĀ saying, and it made her chest ache with tenderness. He was trying so hard to take care of her, even when he didn't know how. She lifted her injured hand slightly, the white bandana stark against her skin.
āIt stings a little āshe admitted softly, turning her face to look up at him. Their faces were inches apartā But not as much as my pride did.
Arthur looked down at her, his blue eyes intense and filled with a raw, unguarded affection that he couldn't hide.
āScrew pride āhe grunted, his voice dropping to a murmurā You ain't got nothin' to prove to me, Bonnie.
She held his gaze for a long moment, seeing the truth burning in his eyes.
āI know⦠āshe whispered back. Then, with a playful glint returning to her eyes, she addedā Besides, I've got a big, scary outlaw to protect me, don't I?
Arthur huffed out a laugh, a real one this time, his nose wrinkling.
āYeah. Reckon you do.
He kept his arm tight around her waist, and as they rode on, the silence wasn't heavy anymore. It was comfortable.
āRemember that fence in Valentine? āBonnie asked, leaning her head back against his shoulder, her voice vibrating through his chestāWhen you tried to jump it with that wagon full of moonshine?
Arthur chuckled, the sound deep and rumbling.
āI remember you standin' on the bank laughin' so hard you fell in the mud.
āI wasn't laughingĀ atĀ you āshe teased, shifting slightly so her leg brushed against hisā I was laughing at the way that poor goat flew out the back.
āIt didn't fly āArthur grumbled good-naturedly, his arm tightening instinctively around her waist to keep her steadyā It... gracefully descended. And it was your idea to bring the goat in the first place.
āIt was a gift for Mrs. Geddes! And you almost broke your neck getting it there āshe said, turning her face to look at him, her eyes bright with mirthā I had to stitch you up right there on the grass. You whined the whole time.
āI did not whine āArthur protested, though his lips were twitchingā I was offerin' constructive criticism on your stitchwork. And you poured whiskey directly into the cut!
āIt cleaned the wound! āShe laughed, a full, throaty sound that made something warm bloom in his chestā You're just a baby, Arthur Morgan. A big, scary outlaw baby.
He huffed, shaking his head, but he didn't pull away. They talked about nothing and everything, complaining about Dutchās big plans, gossiping about the girls' latest drama, debating the best way to skin a deer. It was easy, like always. Domestic. Dangerously so. It felt like they were heading home to a ranch that didn't exist, like this was just another Tuesday in a life they hadn't built yet. Eventually, the river came into view, the water sparkling through the trees. Arthur slowed the stallion to a halt near a grassy bank, shaded by willows.
āLet's give him a breather āArthur murmured. He slid off first, his boots hitting the earth with a soft thud. Before Bonnie could even think of moving, his hands were on her waist, lifting her down with an effortless strength that still made her breath catch, even after all this time.
He didn't let go immediately. His hands lingered for a heartbeat, his thumbs brushing the fabric of her suspenders, before he turned his attention to the horse. The stallion lowered his head to graze, tired but content. Arthur stepped up to him, burying his hand in the animal's mane and stroking down the strong, arched neck.
ā Good boy āArthur murmured, his voice dropping to that soft, gravelly register he only ever used for creatures weaker than himself. He scratched the horse right between the ears, his face relaxing into a look of pure affectionā Carried us both. Didn't complain once. You're a good fella. Real good.
Bonnie watched him, leaning against a tree, a small smile playing on her lips. It was the same gentleness he showed with the strays at camp, the dogs, the cats. The side of him he tried to hide from the world with scowls and guns. It was her favorite side. The heat of the day, however, was stifling. The humidity was rising off the river, making her shirt stick to her skin.
āArthur āshe said, fanning her face with her good handā It's roastin' out here.
He pulled away from the horse, nodding.
āYeah. Water looks cool, though.
Arthur watched, distracted by the beauty of the river, until theĀ thudĀ of her boots hitting the ground was followed immediately by the metallic clink of her belt buckle hitting a rock. He froze.
āBonnie?
āJust cooling down āshe said, her voice breezy.
āWha⦠what are you doin'? āHe turned around just in time to see her shirt slide down her arms and pool on the grass. His eyes went wide. His brain short-circuited. He opened his mouth to speak, but all that came out was a strangled, high-pitched noiseā Bonnie!
āWhat? āShe laughed, standing there in her white union suit, completely unbothered. She reached for the buttons at her collarā It's just a union suit, Arthur. Don't be such a prude.
āPrude!? āArthur yelped, scrambling backward, his arms flailing as if he were trying to swat away an invisible swarm of bees. He covered his eyes with one hand, peeking through his fingersā Put⦠put your shirt back on, woman!
āArthur āshe laughed, the sound bright and unbotheredā Open your eyes, you big baby. It ain't nothin' you haven't seen before.
āI ain't seen you before! āhe choked out, keeping his eyes firmly shut, one hand raised as if in surrender, the other covering his faceā We're in the middle of the woods! Anyone could ride up! Dutch! Hosea! The⦠the law!
āEveryone's miles away getting drunk āshe reasoned, stepping closer to him. He could hear the soft rustle of her movementsā Besides, it's just a union suit. It covers everything.
āJust a union suit āhe muttered to himself, trying to steady his racing heart. ā Yeah. Okay. Just a union suit. Holy hell.
āLook at me, Arthur.
āBonnie, I swear to God, if I open my eyes and you're... āHe trailed off, terrified and thrilled all at once.
āArthur āHer voice was right in front of him now. Soft. Warm.
He cracked one eye open, just a slit. She was standing there, barefoot in the grass, her boots, belt, and shirt discarded in a pile behind her like shed skin. She was wearing her white union suit, the long underwear buttoned up the front, modest and practical, yet on her, it looked like the most scandalous thing in the world. It clung to her curves, the white fabric glowing in the dappled sunlight. Her hair was wild, her hands on her hips, that mischievous grin plastered on her face. She was a vision of wild, unbridled freedom, standing there in her long johns, daring him to look.
āThere āshe said, spinning around once, the fabric twisting around her legsā Better?
āUh... āArthur managed intelligently, his gaze fixated on a button right around her waist before forcing his eyes up to her faceā I... yeah. I mean. No. I mean... you're... uh...
She laughed, stepping closer and poking him in the chest.
āYou're terrible at this, Arthur Morgan.
āI'm a gentleman āhe choked out, finally finding his voice, though it was an octave higher than usualā And you're... you're somethin' else, alright
āSomethin' else āshe repeated, grinning at his flustered state. She stepped even closer, invading his personal space with the ease of someone who knew they held all the cardsā That a compliment?
Arthur swallowed hard, his Adam's apple bobbing. He looked like he wanted to run for the hills, but his boots were rooted to the spot
āIt's a... a statement of fact. A... a warning.
āWarning? āshe laughed, low and throaty. She reached out, tugging gently on the suspenders of his own shirtā What are you warnin' me about, Arthur?
āYou're trouble āhe breathed, his gaze dropping to her lips before snapping back up to her eyesā Always have been.
āAnd you like it āshe countered, her eyes dancing. She turned away from him then, skipping toward the riverbankā Come on, then. Since you're so concerned about me gettin' sunstroke, you can help me cool down.
āBonnie, wait! āArthur protested, his voice crackingā I can't just... I mean, the horse...
āThe horseās fine āshe called over her shoulder, wading into the cool shallows. The water lapped at her ankles, then her calves. She sighed in exaggerated reliefā Oh, that's heavenly. You sure you don't want to join me? It's rude to let a lady bathe alone.
Arthur stood on the bank, torn between every decent instinct he possessed and the overwhelming urge to just sayĀ to hell with it. He looked at the stallion, who was dozing peacefully in the shade. He looked at Bonnie, waist-deep in the river now, the white fabric of the union suit turning translucent and clinging to her skin in ways that made his mouth go dry.
āRude āshe said again, splashing water at him. It hit his bootsā Chicken.
Arthur let out a long, ragged sigh.
āI ain't a chicken āhe muttered to himself. He began to unbutton his shirt with fingers that felt thick and clumsyā I'm a damn fool. That's what I am.
He stripped off his shirt, draping it over a bush, followed by his boots and socks. He hesitated at his gun belt, leaving it on the bank within reach āold habits died hardā and waded into the river in his trousers. The water was shockingly cold, hitting him like a bucket of ice. It grounded him, just a little. Bonnie was watching him, her head tilted, a soft smile on her face. The manic energy from the knife game was gone, replaced by a calm, serene contentment. She looked like a water nymph, floating on her back, her hair spreading out in a dark halo.
āBetter? āshe asked, paddling toward him.
Arthur stood in the waist-deep water, crossing his arms over his chest.
āYeah āhe admitted, the water soothing the humidity of the afternoonā Reckon you were right.
āI usually am āshe said softly. She stopped in front of him, treading water. The playfulness faded, replaced by something more tender. She reached out, her good hand finding his under the surfaceā Thank you, Arthur.
āFor what? āhe grunted, looking away from her, out toward the treeline.
āFor stopping me āshe saidā For... for seeing me. Even when I didn't want to be seen.
Arthur looked back at her. The sunlight caught the droplets of water on her eyelashes. He slowly uncrossed his arms, his hand moving to cover hers in the cool water. He brought her bandaged fingers up, examining them. The water had soaked the white cloth, turning it pink.
āThey ain't nothin' āhe said quietly, his thumb tracing the line of her knucklesā Just scratches. You'll heal.
āI know āshe said, squeezing his handā Because you're here.
They stood there for a long moment, the river flowing around them, the world quiet and still. It was a moment of dangerous intimacy, teetering on the edge of something neither of them was ready to name. The air between them was thick with the weight of unspoken words, ofĀ almostsĀ andĀ somedays. Finally, Arthur cleared his throat, the spell breaking just enough to let him breathe again.
āWe should... uh... we should probably get back. Before Dutch sends out a search party.
Bonnie laughed, splashing him again.
āAnd tell them what? That we went swimming in our undergarments?
Arthur grinned, a genuine, boyish smile that made him look ten years younger. Hefelt like he was a boy again.
āLet's just tell 'em we were checkin' the fishing spots.
āSounds boring. I prefer the scandalous truth.
Arthur watched her, the water dripping from her, the sun catching the wild curves of her body under the wet fabric. He shook his head turning toward the shore, a slow, helpless smile spreading across his face.
āYeah āhe whispered to himselfā Me too, Bonnie. Me too.
Before Arthur could react, she lunged forward, grabbing his arm with her good hand.
āCome back here, cowboy! āshe laughed, yanking him off balance.
āWhoa⦠Bonnie!
Arthur sputtered, but his footing on the slick riverbed was no match for her sudden, playful strength. He flailed, grabbing her waist to steady himself, but it only pulled her down with him. They went under in a tangle of limbs and a splash that echoed off the canyon walls. The cold water rushed over Arthurās head, silencing the world for a heartbeat, replaced by the muffled rush of the current and the chaotic tumble of her body against his. They surfaced a second later, gasping and sputtering. Bonnie was laughing, a wild, joyous sound that rang out over the water. She pushed her wet hair out of her face. Water streamed down her face, beading on her eyelashes. Arthur blinked, wiping the water from his eyes. And there she was. Close enough that their knees bumped under the water. The white union suit was soaked through, clinging to every inch of her, leaving absolutely nothing to his imagination while somehow remaining the most innocent sight heād ever seen. She was radiant. Alive.
The laughter died on her lips as she looked at him, her breath hitching slightly. She wasn't looking at his chest or his shoulder; she was looking right into his eyes. The air between them, already charged, suddenly snapped tight with a tension so thick he could taste it. Partners.Ā They watched each other's backs. They bled together. Friends.Ā They knew each other's secrets. More.Ā God, he wanted it to be more. Arthur stared at her, water dripping from the tip of his nose. His heart hammered against his ribs like a trapped bird. Every instinct in his body screamed at him to close the small gap between them. To grab her wet face and kiss her until they were both breathless. To stop fighting it. To see if she tasted like river water and sunshine. Her gaze dropped to his lips, just for a fraction of a second, before snapping back up. Her pupils were blown wide, dark and inviting. She wasn't pulling away. She was waiting. The silence stretched, heavy and agonizingly sweet. The roar of the river faded into the background. It was just the two of them, suspended in this moment, balancing on a knife-edge of wanting. Arthurās hand moved from the water, hovering near her waist, trembling slightly. He leaned in, just an inch. Then, panic clawed its way up his throat. The fear of ruining everything, of crossing a line he couldn't uncross, of being too old, too broken, tooĀ himĀ for a creature of light and fire like her. He stopped. He pulled his hand back. He cleared his throat, the sound harsh and jarring in the quiet. He took a deliberate step back, putting distance between them that felt like a mile
āWe should get back, Bonnie.
The spell broke. Bonnie blinked, the longing in her eyes carefully masked behind a small, understanding smile. He turned toward the bank, his back to her, running a hand through his soaking wet hair.
āCome on. Let's get dried off.
Arthur turned toward the bank, his movements stiff, trying to retreat into the safety of the physical distance heād just created. He was already constructing walls, finding excuses, preparing to go back to being just the gruff protector. Bonnie watched him, her heart pounding a frantic rhythm against her ribs. The water swirled around her, cool and indifferent, but her blood was on fire.Ā I almost lost him,Ā she thought.Ā I almost let him talk us out of this again. She wasn't going to let him.She surged through the water, closing the distance heād tried to create. She reached out, her fingers wrapping around his wrist, her grip tight and desperate.
āArthur.
He stopped, his back to her for a split second before he turned, resigned. He expected her to argue, to tease, to tell him he was being an idiot. He looked down at her, his eyes guarded, ready to deflect. But he didn't get the chance to speak. Bonnie didn't think. She didn't weigh the consequences or the propriety or the fear of rejection. She just stepped in, rose up on her tiptoes in the slick mud, and pressed her lips to his. Arthur went rigid, a low sound of surprise caught in his throat. His eyes flew wide, staring at the wet dark hair inches from his face. For a heartbeat, he didn't move, too stunned to process the sensation of her mouth against his: soft, warm, insistent. Then, something inside him snapped. His hesitation evaporated. His hand, which had been hovering in the air, flew to her waist, pulling her flush against him, hard enough that their bodies collided with a splash. He kissed her back, a desperate, hungry thing, pouring weeks of longing and frustration into the contact. The river, the camp, the world⦠it all vanished. There was only the taste of river water on her lips, the heat of her skin despite the cold water, the way her fingers tangled in his wet hair, pulling him closer, deeper. It wasn't a friendly kiss. It was a claiming. When they finally broke apart, they were both breathless, chests heaving. Arthur stared down at her, his blue eyes dark and wide, pupils blown black, his guard completely obliterated. Bonnie looked back, her lips swollen, her face flushed, a mix of terror and triumph warring in her expression.
They stood there, waist-deep in the Dakota River, holding onto each other like they were the only two people left on earth. The silence stretched, thick and trembling, broken only by their ragged breathing. She looked up at him, her heart hammering so hard she was afraid he could hear it in the silence of the woods. She needed to know. She needed to know if this was madness, or if it was something real. She needed to know if heād run the second he got back to camp. She cleared her throat, her voice thick with emotion.
āSo...
Her voice was barely a whisper. She looked at him, really looked at him, searching for the reluctance she was terrified to find.
āArthur āshe said softlyā Are we still coming back?
He didn't speak for a long, agonizing moment. He just stood there, his hands still wrapped tight around her waist, his chest heaving. He looked down at her, and for a second, the shuttered look Arthur used for the world āthe careful, tired maskā slipped away. His eyes dropped to her mouth, then back to her eyes, and there was a raw, desperate intensity in his gaze that stripped her bare. He saw her. Not Bonnie the friend, not Bonnie the sharpshooter, but justĀ her. The months of pretending āthe late nights shared around the fire, the playful banter, the unconscious touchesā suddenly all made sense. He thought about the way she smelled. He thought about the fear in her eyes when she looked at Sadie, and how much he hated seeing her like that. He thought about how her laughter sounded like music to his weary ears and how he spent half his nights staring at the ceiling, wishing she was wrapped in his arms instead of his own cold blankets.
āChrist, Bonnie āhe breathed out.
It wasn't an answer, but it was more than heād allowed himself to say in months. He leaned down, resting his forehead against hers again, the bond of their shared breath the only thing tethering them to reality. He pulled her closer, his grip tightening possessively, as if he never wanted to let her go.
āYou're trouble āhe grunted, a rough, broken sound of affectionā An' you're chaotic. An' you're the most beautiful thing I've ever seen.
Bonnie felt a tear slip out, hot and stinging.
āArthur...
āAnd I'm a fool āhe whispered, closing his eyes and burying his face in the crook of her neckā I been a fool for a long damn time.
His voice trembled with the weight of it: the fear that he was too broken to be loved, the relief that he didn't have to hide anymore. He led her out of the river, his arm secure around her shoulders, her hand still clasped in his. The sun was lower now, the golden light slanting through the trees, but the air was still warm. They reached the grassy bank, dripping and shivering slightly from the chill of wet fabric.
āClothes are soaked āArthur muttered, glancing at her union suit. It clung to her like a second skin, the white fabric nearly transparent, outlining every curve. He swallowed hard, forcing his eyes up to her faceā Won't dry themselves.
Bonnie nodded, her cheeks still flushed from the kiss, her lips tingling.
āYeah. Sun should do the trick.
They moved to a flat, sunlit rock, away from the water. Arthur peeled off his trousers with awkward, fumbling movements, hanging them over a low branch. He was left in his own long underwear, dark and sodden, his broad chest and strong legs on display. He avoided looking at her directly, busying himself with wringing out his socks. Bonnie followed suit, unbuttoning her union suit with slow, deliberate movements. The fabric peeled away from her skin with a wetĀ slap, leaving goosebumps in its wake. She draped it over the same branch as his trousers, standing there in her simple undergarments, a thin chemise and drawers, damp and clinging. She felt his eyes on her despite his best efforts, and it sent a thrill through her. The stallion grazed contentedly nearby, oblivious to the charged atmosphere. Arthur stood there, hands on his hips, staring resolutely at the horizon.
āReckon... reckon it'll take an hour or so āhe said gruffly.
āYeah āBonnie agreed, stepping closerā Arthur.
He turned, his eyes meeting hers. They were dark, stormy with want. The months of pretending hung between them like a live wire. She reached out, her fingers brushing his chest. He didn't move away. Instead, his hand came up, covering hers, holding it against his heart.
āBonnie āhe said, his voice roughā We don't gotta...
āI want to āshe whisperedā I wantĀ you.
That was all it took. Arthur closed the distance in one stride, his hands finding her waist and pulling her against him. His mouth crashed down on hers again, hungry and desperate. This was months of pent-up longing, spilling out in messy, uncoordinated need. She responded in kind, her fingers digging into his shoulders, her nails scraping lightly down his back. They stumbled backward together, clumsy in their urgency, until the backs of Arthurās legs hit a sun-warmed boulder. He sat down heavily, pulling her with him, so she straddled his lap. His hands roamed her back, tracing the curve of her spine through the thin chemise, then sliding down to grip her hips. She rocked against him instinctively, drawing a low groan from deep in his chest. The friction sent sparks through both of them, real and immediate.
āChrist, Bonnie āhe muttered against her mouth, breaking away to kiss her jaw, her neck, her collarbone. His beard scraped deliciously against her sensitive skinā Been wantin' this... so damn long.
āMe too āshe gasped, her hands in his hair, pulling his head back up so she could kiss him again. Her tongue slid against his, exploratory and bold. She ground down against him, feeling him harden beneath her, the heat of him pressing through the thin barrier of damp fabric.
It wasn't graceful. Their noses bumped. Her knee slipped on the rock, making her wobble. Arthurās fingers fumbled with the ties of her chemise, cursing softly under his breath when they knotted. She laughed breathlessly against his lips, helping him, the sound turning into a moan when his calloused palms finally found her bare skin. He cupped her breasts, thumbs brushing her nipples, drawing a sharp gasp from her. She arched into his touch, her head falling back. Arthur took advantage, his mouth finding the newly exposed skin, kissing and nipping gently.
āArthur āshe breathed, her hips moving in a slow, instinctive rhythmā Please...
He lifted his head, looking up at her with eyes full of reverence and hunger.
āYou sure? āhe asked, even now, his voice strained.
She nodded, leaning down to kiss him softly.
āIāve never been so sure my life.
His hands slid down to her drawers, hooking his fingers in the waistband. She lifted her hips, helping him tug them down her thighs. The fabric caught briefly on her knee, and they both laughed, the sound breaking the tension just enough to make it feel real, human. Then there was nothing between them but skin. He was hot and hard against her, and she was slick with want. She reached down between them, guiding him, and they both groaned as she sank down onto him, slow and careful. It was overwhelming: the stretch, the fullness, the rightness of it. Arthurās head fell back against the rock with a thud, a ragged groan ripping from his throat. His hands clamped onto her hips, fingers digging into soft flesh, holding her still for a moment as he fought for control.
āFuck, Bonnie...
Christ almighty.Ā His mind splintered, assaulted by memories heād buried deep. Months ago, teaching her to ride: her body undulating with the horseās gait, thighs gripping the saddle, hips rolling in that perfect, fluid rhythm. Heād watched, mesmerized, sweat beading on his neck, imaginingĀ this. Her on top ofĀ him, riding him with that same confidence, that same grace. Heād stroked himself raw to the fantasy in the dead of night, ashamed of wanting his friend so badly, cursing himself for it. And now āGodā it was real. She was real. Her walls clenching around him, her slick arousal coating his cock, her breasts brushing his chest with every breath. She started to move, lifting her hips and sliding back down, finding her rhythm. Slow at first, experimental, testing what felt best. The drag of her body on his was exquisite torture: tight, wet, unrelenting. Arthurās eyes rolled back, a low, animal sound escaping him. His hips jerked up involuntarily, meeting her halfway, burying himself deeper.
āYeah, āhe rasped, voice gravel and smokeā Just like that, darlin'.
Bonnie moaned, bracing her hands on his strong chest, nails scraping over his nipples. She rode him harder, hips circling on the downstroke, grinding her clit against his pelvis. The wetĀ slapĀ of skin on skin echoed off the river rocks, mingling with their gasps. He was unraveling. His hands roamed greedily: up to cup her breasts, thumbs rolling her hardened nipples; down to grip her ass, spreading her cheeks as he thrust up into her. Every bounce of her body, every clench of her inner muscles, pushed him closer to the edge. Heād dreamed of this exact motion, her weight pinning him, her wild abandon, but the reality was better, hotter,Ā her.
āOh, God⦠Arthur āshe gasped, pace faltering as pleasure coiled tight in her belly. She leaned forward, hair curtaining their faces, her mouth crashing into his for a sloppy kiss.
He bucked up harder, one hand sliding between them to circle her clit with his thumb, rough and precise. Her rhythm broke into desperate grinds, chasing the spark he was stoking. He was close ātoo closeā teeth gritted, fighting not to spill yet. With a low groan, his hands tightened on her hips, halting her movements.
āHold on, darlin' āhe breathed, his voice thick with need.
Bonnie looked down at him, her expression dazed and questioning, her lips parted.
āArthur?
Before she could say more, he shifted his weight, his arms wrapping securely around her. With a strength that always seemed to surprise her, he lifted her off of him, the sudden loss of connection making them both gasp. He stood, holding her easily against his chest for a moment, her legs wrapping instinctively around his waist. He carried her the few steps to a soft patch of grass and wildflowers at the river's edge, the sun dappling through the leaves above. He knelt, lowering her gently onto the green blanket, following her down so he was poised above her. He braced himself on his forearms, caging her in, and finally,Ā finally, he could look. My God, she was beautiful. She lay beneath him, her skin flushed pink, her wet hair a dark halo fanned out around her head. Her eyes were wide, dark with passion and a touch of nervous vulnerability, her lips swollen from his kisses. The sun caught the faint dusting of freckles across her nose and shoulders. Heād seen her a thousand times ālaughing, angry, focused, asleep by the fireā but heād never seen her like this. Open. Wanting.Ā His. The sight stole the air from his lungs. How many nights had he lain awake, torturing himself with this exact image? How many times had he imagined what it would be like to have her under him, only to crush the fantasy with the cold, hard truth: a woman like her would never want a man like him. Broken, rough, with too much blood on his hands and too little future to offer. Yet here she was. Reaching up to touch his cheek, her thumb tracing the line of his jaw. Her expression was soft, full of an emotion so profound it made his chest ache.
āPlease⦠āshe whispered, and her voice held no doubt, no regret. It held only longing.
That single word broke the last of his restraint. He lowered himself, capturing her mouth in a deep, soul-searing kiss as he guided himself back to her entrance. He pushed inside, slowly, watching her face the whole time. The sensation was staggering. The tight, wet clasp of her body, the way her eyes fluttered shut, the soft gasp that whispered against his lips. He began to move, a slow, deep rhythm that was less about frantic need and more about connection. He wanted to memorize this. The feel of her skin under his hands, the soft sounds she made, the way her hips rose to meet his every thrust. He lowered his head, burying his face in the curve of her neck, breathing her in.
āBonnie āhe murmured, his voice raw with emotionā My Bonnie.
Her hands came up, one tangling in his hair, the other sliding down his sweat-slicked back, holding him to her as if she was afraid heād disappear.
āArthur āshe breathedā Arthurā¦
The passion built between them, not as a wildfire, but as a deep, rolling wave. It was in the way their bodies fit together, in the whispered words against skin, in the tears that gathered in the corners of Bonnieās eyes. It was the culmination of every shared joke, every worried glance, every moment of silent understanding. He could feel her tightening around him, her breaths coming in sharp, broken pants.
āArthur, God⦠I'm... I'm gonna...
āLet go āhe urged, kissing her eyelids, her cheeksā I got you. I always got you.
She came with a broken cry, her body arching under his, her inner muscles clenching around him in rhythmic pulses. Her eyes flew open, locked on his, and they were filled with tearsānot of pain, but of pure, overwhelming emotion and bliss. The image was devastatingly beautiful. Her face, transformed by ecstasy and love, seared itself into his soul. The sight, the feel of her climax, the love shining in her tear-filled eyes⦠it was too much. He was hurtling toward his own release, but a fierce, protective instinct flared. He wanted to give her this, all of it, but not like that. Not yet. With a Herculean effort, he withdrew at the last possible second, rolling to the side just as his own climax ripped through him. He spilled hotly across her lower belly, his body shuddering with the force of it, a guttural groan torn from his throat.
Arthur collapsed onto his back beside her in the soft grass, the world spinning slowly back into focus. The roar of his own blood in his ears faded, replaced by the gentle rush of the river and the sound of her breathing, shaky and uneven. He turned his head to look at her. Bonnie lay on her back, staring up at the canopy of leaves, her chest rising and falling rapidly. Then, a sound escaped her, a choked, watery gasp that was half a laugh, half a sob. A tear spilled from the corner of her eye, tracing a glistening path through the dust on her temple. She brought her bandaged hand up, swiping clumsily at her cheek, a look of profound embarrassment crossing her beautiful, flushed face.
āDamn it, āshe whispered, her voice thickā I'm sorry, I...
But Arthur couldn't hear the apology. He was transfixed. In that moment, with the golden light filtering through the leaves, painting her skin in dappled gold, her face wet with tears and sweat, her expression a raw, vulnerable mix of bliss and overwhelm⦠she was the most breathtaking thing he had ever seen. More beautiful than any sunset over the Grizzlies, any untouched valley. This was real. This was human. This was his. The ache in his own chest swelled, a pressure behind his eyes. He pushed himself up on one elbow, hovering over her again, giving her space but needing to be close. As he looked down, a single, traitorous tear escaped his own lashes, tracking a hot, slow path down his stubbled cheek. He didn't bother to wipe it away. He leaned down, his movements reverent. He kissed the tear from her eyelid, the salt taste mingling with the sweetness of her skin. He kissed the damp trail on her cheek. Finally, he captured her lips in a soft, lingering kiss that held no hunger, only a depth of feeling that left them both breathless.
āDon't you dare be sorry āhe murmured against her mouth before pulling backā Stay right there.
He reached for his discarded shoulder bag nearby, rummaging until he found a clean, if slightly crumpled, handkerchief. He shifted, kneeling beside her hip, his focus entirely on her. Gently, with a tenderness that made her breath catch all over again, he began to wipe her clean. The soft cotton cloth moved in slow, careful strokes over her lower belly, blotting away the stickiness, his touch infinitely gentle. His other hand rested on her hip, a steadying, comforting weight. Bonnie stared up at him, her eyes wide and swimming with fresh tears. No one āno oneā had ever done this for her. Men had wanted her, taken from her. But no one had everĀ cared forĀ her like this in the aftermath. No one had tended to her with such unassuming, practical tenderness. The sheer, overwhelming kindness of it, the intimacy of the act, shattered something deep inside her. A fresh wave of emotion welled up, hot and unstoppable. The tears came again, silent this time, streaming down her face as she gazed at him in pure, awestruck wonder.
āOh, God, Arthur āshe choked out, covering her face with her handsā I'm ruining it. I'm sorry, I just... I can't...
He didn't say a word. He finished his task, setting the handkerchief aside. Then he gently pried her hands away from her face. He saw her tears, and his own eyes shone. He leaned down and kissed each of her damp eyelids, then her cheeks, tasting the salt.
āYou ain't ruinin' a damn thing āhe said, his voice thick with his own emotion. He brushed a strand of wet hair from her foreheadā This is it, Bonnie. This is the moment. You and me. All of it.
He laid down beside her again, but instead of pulling her on top, he turned onto his side, facing her. He gathered her close, tucking her head under his chin, his arms wrapping around her so completely she felt surrounded by him. One of his hands came up to cradle the back of her head, his fingers threading through her damp hair. She cried quietly into his neck, the tears a release of years of loneliness and guarded hope. He held her through it, his own tears slipping silently into her hair, his embrace saying everything his clumsy tongue could not. His other hand stroked slow, soothing circles on the small of her back. The sun was beginning its descent, casting long shadows across the riverbank. He felt the shift in her breathing, the way her body tensed slightly against him, and he waited, patient as the earth itself. Bonnie swallowed, her voice emerging small and raw, muffled against his chest.
āMy husband... he made me feel like I was a prostitute.
Arthurās hand stilled. He already knew the shape of her pain: the jagged scars on her forearms from the night sheād confessed it all. Heād almost kissed her then. Heād wanted to, God help him, but heād swallowed it down, terrified of becoming just another man who took from her. Heād seen the way she flinched at sudden movements, the defensive hunch of her shoulders when men got too close, the way her nightmares clawed her awake with a gasp, her eyes wild until she remembered where she was. He knew about the horrors of that night her family was slaughtered, the day theyād rescued her from that hell, and the lingering ghosts of the man whoād worn the title of husband while treating her like property to be used and discarded. Now, here they were, finally more than friends, and she was still trusting him with the pieces.
āHe never held me after āshe continued, her voice crackingāNever looked at me like... like I was a person. It was always just... takin'. And then he'd roll over and leave me there, like I was... like I was nothin'.
Arthurās arms tightened around her, pulling her even closer until there was no space left between them. He pressed a kiss to the top of her damp hair, breathing her in.
āYou ain't nothin' like what he made you feel āhe said, his voice a low, fierce rumbleā You hear me, Bonnie? You're... Christ, you're everything.
He shifted, rolling them gently so he could look down at her, his blue eyes fierce and wet.
āI ain't him. I ain't never gonna be him. You want me to hold you? I'll hold you 'til the damn sun comes up. You want me to stop? I stop. No questions. No takin'. Just... you. Whatever you need.
Bonnie looked up at him, fresh tears spilling over. The awe in her gaze hadn't faded; if anything, it deepened. She reached up, her bandaged fingers brushing the tear track on his own cheek.
āI know, Arthur āshe whisperedā That's why I'm cryin'. Because... because youĀ areĀ different. And I don't know what to do with that.
Arthur leaned down, kissing her forehead, then her lips, soft and chaste.
āYou don't gotta do nothin'. Just... let me be here. Let me hold you. Let me be the one who stays.
He settled back down, tucking her head under his chin again, his hand resuming its slow, soothing strokes along her spine. He held her through the quiet, through the lingering tremors, through the weight of everything sheād carried alone for so long. The warmth of their bodies began to fade as the sun dipped below the treeline, painting the sky in bruised shades of purple and orange. A cool breeze swept off the river, and Bonnie shivered, wrapping her arms around herself.They moved with the careful shyness of teenagers, stealing glances and looking away with faint, secret smiles. They were still Arthur and Bonnie, partners who could read each otherās thoughts in a gunfight, but now they were alsoĀ this: two people who had just bared their souls and bodies in the grass. Arthur pulled on his trousers; his movements slow. He watched as Bonnie gathered her union suit, the white fabric now stained with grass and earth. She dressed with her back to him, and he saw the faint, familiar scars on her forearms in the fading light, a reminder of the pain sheād trusted him with. He saw her flinch slightly as she pulled the stiff fabric over the bandage on her hand.
āYou alright? āhe asked, his voice soft. He finished buttoning his shirt and stepped closerā Your hand okay?
Bonnie looked down at the crude bandage, now dirty and loose.
āIt's fine āshe said, but her voice was quietā Just a scratch. Stings a little, is all
Arthur didn't accept that. He took her hand gently in his, his calloused fingers careful as he inspected the wrapping.
āWe'll get it cleaned proper back at camp. Put somethin' on it that ain't river water and dirt.
She didn't pull away. She just watched him, completely mesmerised by his beauty. My God, heās so handsome. Look at those ocean eyes. They finished dressing in a comfortable, wordless silence, the only sounds the rustle of fabric and the distant call of a whippoorwill. Arthur saddled the stallion, who snorted and stamped, ready to be moving. He turned back to Bonnie, who was standing by the water's edge, looking out at the darkening river as if memorizing the place where everything changed.
āReady to head back? āhe asked, his voice low.
She turned to him, a flicker of uncertainty in her eyes. Going back meant Dutch and Hosea and the whole gang. It meant returning to the roles theyād played for so long: the stoic outlaw and the sharp-tongued sharpshooter. It meant pretending, even for a little while, that this afternoon hadn't happened. Arthur saw the hesitation. He crossed the distance between them in two long strides. He didn't ask, didn't speak. He simply cupped her face in his hands, his thumbs stroking her cheeks, and kissed her. It wasn't the desperate, hungry kiss from the river or the tender, emotional kisses afterward. This one was deep and passionate, a promise sealed in the dusk. It was a kiss that said,Ā This is real. I'm not letting go. We're taking this back with us. Bonnie melted into it, her hands coming up to clutch the front of his shirt. When he finally pulled back, he rested his forehead against hers, his eyes searching hers in the dim light.
āWe go back āhe said quietlyā But we go back as this. You and me. More than friends.
A slow, silly, utterly genuine smile spread across Bonnieās face, mirroring the one that had crept onto his own. The uncertainty faded, replaced by a giddy, terrifying hope.
āMore than friends āshe agreed, her voice a whisper.
He helped her up onto the horse, his hands lingering on her waist before he swung up into the saddle behind her. He settled her against his chest, his arms wrapping around her to take the reins. She leaned her head back against his shoulder, the steady rhythm of the horseās gait rocking them gently. The woods were growing darker, the path ahead lit only by the last faint glow of dusk. Arthurās arms were a solid cage around her, one hand on the reins, the other resting lightly on her thigh. She felt safe. She felt wanted. She feltĀ home. For a long moment, she just breathed him in, the scent of river water, leather, and the faint trace of gun oil that always clung to him. The words bubbled up before she could stop them, soft and a little shy.
āI thought⦠I thought you and Sadie were something.
Arthurās hand tightened on the reins. The horseās ears flicked back, sensing the shift in his rider. He didnāt speak right away, just let the words hang in the cooling air between them. Bonnie kept her eyes on the dark line of trees ahead, her voice barely above a whisper.
āThe way you two talked. I figured⦠maybe you two had something going on when no one was watching. Or that you wanted to. Sheās strong. Sheās⦠everything Iām not.
Arthur let out a slow breath, his chest rising and falling against her back. His thumb brushed a slow circle on her thigh, grounding himself as much as her.
āMe and Sadie? āhe asked in disbelief, as if it were the most absurd thing heād ever heardā Sheās a good woman. And sheās a friend. Thatās all it ever was. All it ever could be āHe paused, the words coming slower, heavierā Sheās still grievinā Jake. And even if she wasnāt⦠I wasnāt lookinā at her.
Bonnie was quiet.
āI was lookinā at you āArthur continued, the confession slipping out like it had been waiting months to be saidā Every damn time you laughed. Every time you patched yourself up without askinā for help. Every time you had one of those nightmares and tried to pretend you didnāt. I saw it all, Bonnie. And I wanted you. God help me, I wanted you so bad it hurt.
She turned her face slightly, her lips brushing the line of his jaw.
āI didnāt know.
āI didnāt want you to āhe admittedā Didnāt think I deserved it. Didnāt think a woman like you would want a man like me. Figured Iād just keep watchinā from the sidelines and count myself lucky to be your friend.
Bonnie let out a soft, shaky laugh, half disbelieving, half relieved.
āWeāre idiots.
Arthurās chest rumbled with a quiet chuckle.
āYeah. We are.
He pressed a kiss to the top of her head, his arm tightening around her as the lights of camp flickered into view through the trees. The stallion slowed, sensing the end of their journey.
āBut weāre idiots together now āhe murmuredā And I aināt lettinā go.
Bonnie smiled against his shoulder, the warmth of him chasing away the spring chill.
āGood. Because Iām not letting go either.
The lights of camp came into view through the trees: lanterns flickering, the low murmur of voices, the crackle of the fire. Arthur slowed the horse to a walk, but neither of them moved to separate. Bonnie stayed tucked against his chest, his arm still wrapped around her waist, his hand resting over hers on the saddle horn. They didnāt speak. They didnāt need to. The warmth between them was enough. As they rode in, the firelight caught them first. Everyone was there: Dutch by the fire with a cigar, Hosea with his book half-forgotten in his lap, Sadie sharpening her knife with slow, deliberate strokes. Javier was tuning his guitar. Karen and Mary-Beth were sharing a bottle. The second Arthur and Bonnie came into the light, the conversation died like someone had snuffed it out. They tried to play it natural. They really did. The problem was the matching, utterly ridiculous smiles they couldnāt seem to wipe off their faces, and the way neither of them seemed in any hurry to let go of the other. Sadie was the first to notice. Sheād been sharpening her knife by the fire, but the blade went still in her hand the moment she saw them. Her eyes narrowed, flicking between the two of them, and a slow, knowing smirk tugged at the corner of her mouth.
āWell, well āshe drawled, loud enough for the whole fire to hearā Look what the river washed up.
Dutch glanced up from his cigar. Karen and Mary-Beth paused mid-conversation, bottles halfway to their lips. Javierās fingers stilled on his guitar strings. The whole fire seemed to hold its breath. Arthur cleared his throat and finally swung down, his hands lingering on Bonnieās waist as he helped her dismount. She landed lightly, but instead of stepping away, she stayed close, her shoulder brushing his arm. They stood there like that for a beat too long before Arthur finally moved to unbuckle the saddlebags.
āRiver was coldāhe said, too casuallyā Took a while for the clothes to dry.
Bonnie nodded, brushing a strand of grass from her sleeve.
āYeah. Had to wait it out.
Hosea closed his book slowly, watching them from his seat by the fire. Heād known the second they rode in, seen it in the way Arthurās shoulders werenāt quite so heavy, in the way Bonnieās usual guarded posture had softened into something almost shy. Heād watched these two stubborn fools dance around each other for months, and now here they were, standing in the middle of camp with grass in their hair and that ridiculous glow on their faces, finally letting themselves have this. Finally,Ā he thought, a warm, paternal fondness settling in his chest.Ā Those two finally decided to do something about it. Bonnie was his bright little fox, sharp-tongued and wild-hearted, the kind of woman who could match Arthurās darkness with her own light. And Arthur⦠Arthur was the son Hosea had never had the chance to raise. After everything the man had lost āEliza, Isaac, pieces of himselfā he deserved someone like her. Someone who saw him, truly saw him, and didnāt flinch.
Hosea stood, stretching his back, and watched as Bonnie moved toward the stew pot to serve two plates. She moved with that same quiet confidence she always had, but there was a softness to her now, a secret smile playing at her lips as she ladled the food. He approached Arthur slowly, coming to stand beside him as he finished with the saddlebags. He didnāt say anything at first, just stood there, watching Bonnie with that same fond, knowing look. Arthur glanced at him sideways, the tips of his ears going pink.
āDonāt start, old man.
Hosea chuckled, low and warm.
āWouldnāt dream of it, son.
He didnāt press. He just stood there beside Arthur, both of them watching Bonnie ladle stew into two tin plates with that same secret little smile still tugging at her mouth. The fire popped and crackled. Someone āKaren, probablyā whistled behind them, and the low murmur of conversation slowly started up again. Arthur shifted his weight, rubbing the back of his neck.
āSheās⦠somethinā.
Hosea hummed, the sound fond and knowing.
āShe is. Always has been āHe glanced at Arthur, taking in the grass still clinging to the back of his shirt, the faint flush on his cheeks that had nothing to do with the fireā And you, son⦠you deserve someone who sees you the way she does. Not the gunslinger. Not the debt collector. Just you.
Arthurās jaw worked. He didnāt answer right away, just watched Bonnie turn from the pot, two plates balanced in her hands, her eyes finding his across the fire like they always had, like they always would. That silly, helpless smile spread across his face again before he could stop it. Bonnie walked back toward them, cheeks pink from the firelight and something else. She handed Arthur his plate, their fingers brushing, lingering.
āFigured youād be hungry.
āStarvinā āArthur said, and the way he looked at her made it clear he wasnāt just talking about the stew.
Hosea watched the exchange, his chest tight with something that felt dangerously close to pride. He clapped Arthur on the shoulder, firm and warm.
āEat your dinner, son. And maybe later, when the fire dies down, you can tell me how long you two plan on pretending youāre just friends.
Arthur shot him a look, but there was no bite in it. Bonnie laughed softly, the sound bright and real, and Arthurās whole face softened in a way Hosea hadnāt seen in years. Hosea stepped back, giving them space, but not before catching Sadieās eye across the fire. She raised an eyebrow, smirking, and Hosea just shook his head with a small, satisfied smile of his own. These two,Ā he thought again, settling back into his chair with his book.Ā Finally.
They found a quiet spot on the far side of the fire, away from the worst of the teasing glances. Bonnie handed Arthur his plate and sat down on the log beside him, close enough that their shoulders brushed. They ate in a comfortable silence, stealing glances at each other between bites, those same foolish smiles never quite leaving their faces. Arthur nudged her knee with his.
āYouāre starinā.
Bonnie shrugged, scooping up another spoonful of stew.
āCanāt help it. You look⦠different.
āDifferent how?
She tilted her head, studying him in the firelight.
āSofter.
Arthur huffed a quiet laugh, shaking his head.
āThat obvious, huh?
āTo me it is āShe took another bite, then added, quieterā I like it.
They finished their food slowly, neither in any rush to move. Eventually the fire burned lower. People started drifting off to their bedrolls, Dutch to his tent, Hosea with a final fond glance in their direction, Sadie with a smirk and a muttered āāBout damn time.ā Ā Bonnie set her empty plate aside and stretched, rolling her shoulders. She looked at Arthur, her expression soft and a little shy again.
āIām gonna head to bed. My handās startinā to ache, and Iām⦠Iām tired.
Arthur nodded, understanding.
āLet mee clean your hand first.
She smiled, that same small, secret smile from the riverbank, and nod slowly. Arthur stood first, setting his empty plate on the log, then he went to his shop and fetched something to clean the wound and a clean cloth. He sat down beside Bonnie again and gently took her hand.
āThis will sting a bit.
āItās fine āshe whispered; she didnāt even feel the stinging in the wound, she was too busy watching him work with a care sheād never seen before.
When he finished, he stood again and offered her his hand without thinking. Bonnie took it, her fingers sliding into his like theyād done it a hundred times before. They walked away from the fire together, the night air cool against their skin. The camp had gone mostly quiet, only the soft crackle of dying embers and the distant hoot of an owl broke the stillness. Ā They stopped outside her tent, the canvas flap fluttering gently in the breeze. Bonnie turned to face him, still holding his hand. The firelight from across camp cast a warm glow on her face, highlighting the faint freckles across her nose and the softness in her eyes. Arthur didnāt want to let go. He stood there, thumb brushing over her knuckles, memorizing the feel of her skin.
āYou sure youāre alright? āhe asked, voice lowā Hand still botherinā you?
Bonnie shook her head.
āItās fine, Arthur. Thank you āShe hesitated, then addedā River was⦠good. Really good.
Arthurās mouth curved into that same helpless smile.
āYeah. It was.
She looked up at him, and for a moment they just stood there, caught in the space between themātwo people whoād spent months pretending they didnāt want this, now standing on the edge of something they both knew they couldnāt walk away from. Bonnie squeezed his hand.
āI should sleep. You should too.
Arthur nodded, but didnāt move.
āAlright.
She didnāt let go either. They lingered there, hands clasped, the night wrapping around them like a secret. Finally, Bonnie leaned up and kissed him, her lips lingering just a second longer than necessary.
āGoodnight, pretty boy.
He watched her duck into her tent, the flap closing behind her. He stood there a moment longer, staring at the canvas like a lovesick fool, before finally turning away. He didn't go to his tent. He wandered back to the fire, now just glowing embers, and poured himself a cup of coffee from the pot still hanging over the coals. He took it to his cot and sat down heavily, the worn canvas groaning under his weight, and set the tin cup on the ground beside him. For a long moment, he just sat there, staring into the dark, listening to the sounds of the sleeping camp, the soft snoring, the rustle of blankets, the quiet murmur of someoneās dream. His mind was a whirlwind, a tangle of sensations: the feel of Bonnieās skin under his hands, the sound of her laugh against his mouth, the way sheād looked at him when heād wiped her clean, like heād hung the damn moon. He reached for his satchel, pulling out his leather-bound journal and the stub of a pencil. He opened it to a fresh page, the paper rough under his fingers. The firelight was too dim to see well, but he didn't need much light. He knew what he wanted to say.
Something happened today. Something I wanted so bad I dreamed about it, then hated myself for dreaming.
He paused, looking up toward her tent. He could just make out the dark shape of it against the stars.
Bonnie cut her hand playing that damn knife game. She scared me. We went to the river to clean it. Ended up cleaning a whole lot more than that. She kissed me. Or I kissed her. Don't even remember who started it. Don't matter. We both wanted it. We both been wanting it.
His pencil moved slower, the words coming harder, fuller.
She's⦠God, she's everything. Brighter than the sun and twice as fierce. She makes me feel like maybe I ain't just a broken thing. Like maybe there's parts of me worth saving. We made love by the river. Wasn't like anything I ever known. The way she looked at me after. The way she cried. Not from hurt. From feeling too much. I never seen anything so beautiful in my whole damn life. She said her husband never held her after. Never treated her like a person. Broke my goddamn heart.
We rode back. Told her I ain't him. I'm gonna hold her every chance I get. She's mine now. And I'm hers. Don't know how it happened, but it did. Whole camp knows. Hosea's smug as hell, Sadie's grinning. Don't even care.
She's sleeping now. I'm sitting here with this journal, feeling like a fool and like a king all at once. Never thought I'd have this. Never thought I deserved it. But I got it. And I ain't letting go.
He closed the journal slowly, setting it aside. He picked up his coffee, took a long sip, it was cold and bitter, but he didn't mind. He sat there in the dark for a long time, just listening to the night, a quiet, steady warmth settling deep in his chest. Finally, he lay back on his cot, staring up at the canvas roof, that same soft, silly smile still on his lips. More than friends. Finally.
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PAIRING: arthur morgan x bonnie ray (f!oc)
WARNING/TAGS: light angst (arthur remembers Isaac), domestic fluff
ąØą§ ā When Bonnie told him she was pregnant, Arthur didnāt whoop, he crumpled. Tears came fast and hot; he kept whispering, āI donāt deserve this, I canāt⦠Bonnie, I canāt lose another one,ā was all he could choke out over and over until Bonnie cupped his face and made him look at her. āYou do deserve this, Arthurā she said. āWe both do.ā
ąØą§ ā The night they told the gang, Dutchās boom of āA LEGACY!ā could be heard across the camp. He immediately declared a party, ordered the best whisky in camp and, for once, Bill paid without a single grumble. Bonnie danced with everyone āa very emotional Hosea, Javier, even a blushing Billā while Arthur hovered two steps behind, one hand half-raised like a shield. When Dutch spun her a little too wide, Arthur barked, āEasy, Dutch,ā earning a wink and an unapologetic, āSheās carrying precious cargo, son. Iām careful.ā
ąØą§ ā Arthurās decision to leave the outlaw life was quiet but ironclad. He told Dutch and Hosea first; both men nodded without argument. āOur little fox already risked enough for us,ā Hosea said. Dutch simply clasped Arthurās shoulder and murmured, āKeep them safe, son. Thatās the only job that matters now.ā
ąØą§ ā Arthur chose the name Daisy because those were the flowers Bonnie always picked and tucked behind her ear when they were courting.Ā
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ąØą§ ā Daisy is the spitting image of Bonnie: same green eyes, same wild dark-brown strands, same scatter of freckles across her nose. Arthur sometimes catches himself staring at her like heās seeing a ghost of the woman he loves in miniature form. It wrecks him in the best way.
ąØą§ ā The first time Daisy copies one of Bonnieās mannerismsātilting her head exactly the way Bonnie does when sheās listening... Arthur has to sit down. He just watches this tiny person replicate the exact gesture and realizes heās in trouble for the rest of his life.
ąØą§ ā He teaches her to ride before she can properly walk. He puts her in the saddle in front of him, one huge hand steadying her, and talks to her the whole time in that low, patient voice he only uses for horses and his girls. āThatās it, little daisy. Sit tall. Horseāll know if youāre scared.ā
ąØą§ ā He keeps a pressed daisy in his journal next to a sketch of Bonnie holding Daisy. Ā In the corner, in his careful, blocky handwriting, he wrote: āMy girls.āĀ The page is worn from how often he opens it.
ąØą§ ā He teaches her to recognize flowers before she can say their names. He points out the white-and-yellow blooms in the meadow and tells her, āThose are for your mama. Thatās why youāre here.ā
ąØą§ āHe calls her hisĀ "little fawn"Ā when it's just the three of them. It started when she was learning to walk, all wobbly knees and wide, startled eyes and he murmured, "Look at you, stumble-footin' like a little fawn," his voice rough with awe. The name stuck. In public, it's "Daisy" or "sweetheart," but in the quiet of their cabin or whispered against her hair at bedtime, she's always his fawn. Bonnie teases that he's getting soft; he just grunts and pulls them both closer.
ąØą§ ā Dutch and Hoseaās visits are the highlight of Daisyās week. She toddles to the door the second she hears hooves, shouting āUnca Dutch! Unca Hosea!ā Dutch sweeps her up with theatrical flair; Hosea brings her little carved animals, books for āher educationā and lets her āhelpā with whatever task heās pretending to do. He tells long, embellished stories where Daisy is always the princess. Dutch brings extravagant, impractical gifts and holds her on his knee, telling her about āthe grand designā. Arthur watches from the porch, arms crossed, "Don't be fillin' her head with nonsense, Dutch."
ąØą§ ā Arthur, Bonnie and Daisy visits the camp often.Ā Jack is instantly besotted, following Daisy around like a tiny, serious guardian. Tilly, Mary-Beth, and Karen coo over her, braiding her hair with wildflowers. The toughest to win over is Bill, until Daisy, fascinated by his shaggy beard āit reminds her of her Paāsā, toddles over and gives it an experimental tug. Bill freezes, his usual bluster evaporating. "Hey now, you little bandit" he grumbles, but he makes no move to stop her, even letting her "pat" the beard until she giggles. Javierās heart is won when he sits her on his lap as he tunes his guitar. She smacks the strings, babbling along in her own musical language.
ąØą§ ā Arthur, who can sleep through a thunderstorm, becomes a light sleeper the second Daisy makes the tiniest whimper. Heāll get up to check on her, adjusting her blanket with hands that seem too big and rough for the task. Sometimes he just stands in the doorway, watching the steady rise and fall of her chest, as if committing the proof of her safety to memory.
ąØą§ ā He may not know how to buy pretty dolls, but he is an expert at fixing them. A loose button eye becomes a meticulous stitching project. A leg pulled off by rough play is carefully re-attached.
ąØą§ ā Bonnie sings Daisy sweet, clear lullabies. Arthurās contribution is the low, off-key humming of old camp songs and cowboy ballads. His voice is gravelly and terrible, but Daisy will settle against his chest, her little fist curled in his shirt, and drift off to the rumble of it. He feels like heās giving her a piece of his own history, the softer parts of the trail.
ąØą§ ā Arthurās coat pockets are no longer just for bullets and tobacco. They are repositories for Daisyās world: a perfectly round river stone, a fallen blue jay feather, a pinecone she insisted was "special." He never empties them, even when the feathers get crushed and the pinecone sheds
ąØą§ ā He is fiercely, secretly proud of every new word she says, correcting the gang with a grumble. "Ain't no 'horsey,' Bill. It's aĀ horse. She's learnin'." He reads to her from the few books they have, stumbling over the big words, pointing at the pictures. "That's a⦠elk. Bigger'n a deer. And that there's a steam engine. Loud damn thing."
ąØą§ ā The first time Daisy takes a real tumble and scrapes her knee, Arthur is a mess of quiet panic. He cleans the cut with a tenderness that borders on reverence, his own rough hands trembling. When sheās bandaged and brave, having only shed a few tears, he holds her and says into her hair, "You're tougher'n you look, little fawn."
ąØą§ ā Arthur Morgan, who once believed his only legacy would be a gravestone in a forgotten place, now finds his purpose in the smell of Daisyās hair after her bath, in the weight of her asleep on his chest, in the way she shouts āPa!ā and runs to him with arms wide. He still has nightmares. He still feels the ghost of the gun in his hand. But when he comes home āhome, a word he never thought heād ownā and sees Bonnie ānow as his wifeā by the hearth and Daisy playing at her feet, the world settles. He is not a good man, he knows this. But for them, he will try every day to be a better one. He is an outlaw no longer. He is Arthur Morgan, Daisy's dad, Bonnie's husband. And they're the only titles that has ever truly mattered.
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a/n: Yes, this isĀ absolutelyĀ something he would do. Itās a perfect blend of his grandiosity, his need for order and control, his theatricality, and his lawyerly pretensions. He wouldn't just have a chat; he'd make it an event. I know this is a bit silly, but I thought it was funny to imagine.
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ā±ā summary: Dutch sets some intimate house rules for the "Harmonious Functioning of the Household".
warnings/tags: humor & soft smut (the rules) ⢠modern au ⢠established poly relationship ⢠domestic moments
Itās a Tuesday evening. Dutch calls them into the living room with the gravity of a board meeting. Heās wearing a silk robe over a crisp shirt, holding a leather-bound folio.
āFamily āhe begins, gesturing for them to sit.
Arthur slouches into the armchair, already suspicious. Hosea settles on the couch with a bemused smile, polishing his reading glasses. Bonnie curls up next to Hosea, wearing one of Arthurās old flannels and little else, looking equal parts curious and wary. Dutch passes out packets. Printed, stapled, with a cover page that reads:Ā DOMESTIC ACCORD & INTIMATE PROTOCOLS ā For the Harmonious Functioning of the Household.
Arthur stares at it, then at Dutch.
āThe hell is this?
āA framework, Arthur. AĀ social contract āDutch says, pacing before the fireplaceā We are pioneers in a new form of family. Structure is not the enemy of passion, it is its foundation!
Hosea flips through, chuckling softly.
āSection 4.3: āScheduled vs. Spontaneous Intimacy: A Balanced Approach.ā Dutch, did you make a flowchart?
āAĀ guideline āDutch corrects, pointing a fingerā To prevent overlap, to ensure equity of attention, and most importantly... āhe turns his burning gaze to Bonnieā ...to protect our queen from exhaustion or neglect.
Bonnie blushes, tucking her feet under her.
āI aināt neglected.
The Rules (A Sampling):
1.Ā The Primary Scheduling Clause:Ā āWhile spontaneity is the spice of life,Ā advance noticeĀ (where possible) is a courtesy. A shared digital calendar will be utilized for āprivate engagementsā lasting more than two hours.ā
2.Ā The Common Area Decorum Addendum:Ā āDisplays of affection beyond PG-13 rating are reserved for private bedrooms or designated āadult hoursā after 10 PM. The kitchen island is for food preparation, not other forms of⦠preparation.ā
3.Ā The Conflict Resolution & Preference Protocol:Ā āIf a dispute arises regarding timing or attention, a civilized discussion will be held, mediated by the senior member present (typically Hosea or myself). Bonnieās stated preference, however, is final and absolute.ā
4.Ā The Post-Coital Care Commitment:Ā āThe partner(s) involved in a given encounter are responsible for aftercare, which includes, but is not limited to: hydration, snack retrieval, and appropriate cuddling duration. This is non-negotiable.ā
5.Ā The āNo Sulkingā Amendment:Ā āIf Bonnie chooses to spend time with one partner over another on a given night, the unchosen parties will conduct themselves with maturity. Passive aggression will result in dish duty for a week.ā
Arthur gets to the last page, where thereās a line for signatures. He looks up, deadpan.
āYou want us to sign it.
āTo signify our mutual agreement to the covenant! āDutch proclaims.
Hosea is already signing his with a flourish, grinning.
āI think itās charming. And Section 5.2 about āLaundry Responsibility for Beddingā is just good sense.
Bonnie bites her lip, trying not to laugh. She looks at Arthur, whose scowl is slowly melting into reluctant amusement. He meets her eyes, and a slow, wicked grin spreads across his face.
āAlright āArthur rumbles, picking up a penā But Iām addinā a rider.
He flips to the back and scrawls in messy cursive:Ā Addendum A: Arthurās Right to Revoke All Rules in Cases of Extreme Cuteness or When Bonnie Wears Those Little Shorts.
Dutch reads it, splutters, then throws his hands up.
āFine! Fine! Amendments are part of a living document!
Bonnie finally giggles, snatching the pen to sign her own name.
āYouāre all ridiculous.
Dutch beams, collecting the papers.
āRidiculous? No. We areĀ organized. Now, whoās for wine? I believe itās my night for āscheduled intimacy,ā and I intend to open a Bordeaux that breathes for precisely forty-five minutesā¦
Arthur just shakes his head, pulls Bonnie into his lap, and whispers in her ear:
āDonāt worry. I aināt ever checkinā that calendar.
The rules are, of course, broken constantly āusually by Arthur, sometimes by Dutch himself in a fit of passionā but the document remains framed in the hallway, a testament to Dutchās glorious, ridiculous, and deeply heartfelt attempt to build a kingdom of love with bylaws.
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This is my analysis of the song "Your Guardian Angel" by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus and how I think it fits with Bonnie and Arthurās relationship when they both contract tb.
PAIRING: arthur morgan x bonnie ray (f!oc)
WARNING/TAGS: rdr 2 spoilers, heavy angst, major death character
link to the song: my guardian angel - the red jumpsuit apparatus
related posts: their endings | bonnie on arthur's tb
āWhen I see your smile, tears run down my face I canāt replace.ā
ā° Thatās Arthur, after the diagnosis. After he knows. Heāll watch her laugh with Jack, or sketch a flower in his journal, and the beauty of itās like a knife twist. Because he knows heās the thief whoās going to steal that smile from the world. Her smile becomes the most beautiful, terrible thing heās ever seen.
āAnd now that Iām stronger, I have figured out how this world turns cold and breaks through my soul.ā
ā° Thatās his bitter clarity. The āstrengthā isnāt physical, itās the horrific understanding that comes with staring down the end. He finally sees the world for the cruel, freezing machine it is, a machine that grinds up good women like Bonnie. And it breaks through whatās left of his soul, becauseĀ heĀ was the worldās agent in her case. He brought the cold to her.
āAnd I know, Iāll find deep inside me, I can be the one.ā
ā° This is Bonnie. This is her quiet, ferocious resolution in the face of his guilt, his desperate attempts to push her away. She looks within and finds not fear, but a final, unshakable role:Ā the oneĀ who stays. The one who sees it through.
āI will never let you fall. Iāll stand up with you forever.ā
ā° She says it by wiping his brow in Beaver Hollow, by forcing broth between his lips when heās too weak to care. She wonāt let him fall into despair, into being a monster, into dying alone.
āIāll be there for you through it all.ā
ā° The night sweats. The blood on the handkerchief. The shame. The rage.Ā Through it all.
āEven if saving you sends me into Heaven.ā
ā° She knows thereās no saving him. The āsavingā isnāt from the disease, itās from a lonely end. She is saving hisĀ soulĀ from that. And the consequence: catching his sickness, choosing his fateāis her heaven. Because heaven isĀ him, not a place. Dying by his side is her version of salvation.
āItās okay, itās okay, itās okayā
ā° Thatās what she whispers in the dark. When the coughing fit subsides and heās crying from the pain and the thought of losing her the same way. When he gasps out, āIām sorry, Iām so sorry, girl.ā She presses her fevered forehead to his and lies, her voice steady as a rock. āItās okay, Arthur. Itās okay.ā Itās the biggest lie sheās ever told, and the most sacred truth. It means:Ā My love for you makes this okay. My choice makes this okay. Being your guardian angel makes this okay.
āSeasons are changing and waves are crashing and stars are falling all for us.ā
ā° Thatās the accelerated, beautiful tragedy of their last days. They see the world dying with them. A sunrise isnāt just a sunrise; itās one of the last. The changing seasons are a countdown. The universe feels like itās in its final, spectacular act, all for them.
āCause you're my true love, my whole heart.ā
ā° That's both. It's Arthur because itās what he thinks when he watches her sleep, her breath already developing that faint, terrible rattle.Ā My.Ā Not a possession, but a awe-struck, gutted realization. In a life of taking, she is the one thing he was given that he never deserved. And it's Bonnie, raw and shaking, the night Arthur tries to send her off with the last of their money and a horse that can still run. She presses his hand to her chest āover the place where the sickness has already started to bloomā and makes the demand that is also a plea. Sheās not asking him to save her life; sheās begging him not to discard the love they built, not to decide for both of them that it was all for nothing. āMy whole heartā isnāt poetic; itās literal. If he walks away from her now, he takes the only living part of her with him
āPlease don't throw that away.ā
ā° This is the core of his guilt. He isnāt just dying; he feels like heās makingĀ herĀ throw her life away. Her future, her brilliance, her green-eyed fire, all into the grave with him. Every time she insists on staying, it feels like a magnificent, heartbreaking waste. Heās begging her to see the value of what sheās sacrificing.
āCause I'm here for you, please don't walk away and please tell me you'll stay.ā
ā° The devastating contradiction. The human heart at war with itself. HeĀ isĀ here for herāhis entire failing existence is now oriented toward her comfort, her peace. He wants to be her shelter even as his own walls crumble. Yet, the noble part of him screams for her to walk away, to save herself. But the selfish, lovesick, terrified man āthe man who is still just Arthurā whispers the truth:Ā Please tell me you'll stay.Ā He canāt face the abyss without her. His courage, in the end, is hers.
āUse me as you will, pull my strings just for a thrill.ā
ā° She sees his guilt, sees him viewing himself as a puppet master who doomed her. So she says this. She offers herself completely.Ā If you need to see me as something you used, then do. If my death feels like a string you pulled, then I gladly give you the thread.Ā Her love is so total it absolves him of all agency in their tragedy. She reframes their end not as his fault, but as her gift.
āAnd I know I'll be okay, though my skies are turning gray, gray.ā
ā° This is the essence of her guardian angel vow. Her āokayā is not physical. Her skiesĀ areĀ turning grayāwith the dust of Beaver Hollow, with the shadow of the grave, with the loss of every tomorrow. But her soulās weather is separate. Her soul is okay because it is tethered to his. Her peace is found in the surety of her choice, in the warmth of his hand in hers, even as both grow cold.
She is his guardian angel, and her heaven is this: staying. Falling with him, so he doesnāt fall alone. And in that final, gray tranquility, it is, somehow, okay.
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main m.list ā§ arthur m.list ā§ dutch m.list ā§ hosea m.list ā§ bonnie m.list
āāāā Ż arthur morgan x bonnie ray (fem!oc)
wc: 9,5k
ā±ā summary: Bonnie asks Arthur to bear a hand around the barn.
warnings/tags: 18+ smut & fluff ⢠established relationship ⢠dirty talk ⢠half-on clothes ⢠begging ⢠riding ⢠fingering ⢠cock warming ⢠hair pulling ⢠praise kink ⢠nipple sucking ⢠overstimulation ⢠multiple orgasms ⢠creampie ⢠possessive behavior ⢠after care
Itās late dusk when Bonnie catches Arthurās eye: that sly tilt of her head, the braid slipping forward over her shoulder like a rope begging to be pulled. Campās settled into that easy quiet: Dutch in his chair by the fire, Hosea muttering over the ledger, the rest picking the last scraps of stew from battered tins. Bonnieās got her sleeves rolled high, a smear of saddle soap darkening her wrist, but her gaze isnāt on the work. Itās on him.
Arthurās over by the chuck wagon, pretending to care about the edge on his knife, shoulders hunched, jaw set like he doesnāt feel her staring holes through him. But he does. He always does. He flicks his eyes over when he thinks nobodyās watching ā catches the glint in those green eyes, the curve of her grin like sheās hiding a dare behind her teeth.
She wipes her hands slow on her trousers and drifts closer without a word, leaning her hip against the wagon. Close enough for him to smell that faint sweetness of soap she mustāve swiped from Pearsonās stash.
āYou gonna help me with the horses, Pretty Boy? āHer voice is low, pitched for him alone, lazy as molasses with a thread of promise wound through itā Or you too busy pretending you aināt been starinā at my backside all evening?
Arthur snorts ārough, embarrassedā but he doesnāt deny it. His eyes track her face, then slide down, slow as a man rolling a cigarette just to feel the paper catch. His big hand flexes around the knife handle like heās thinking of other ways it could be put to use.
āMight be, āHe rumbles, voice low enough to keep from carrying past the fireā. Depends what you need, Green Eyes.
Bonnie hums, the tip of her tongue flickering over her bottom lip. She lets the quiet breathe for a moment, the distant low whicker of her mare waiting in the barn.
āI need a strong back āShe says finally, soft as a bedtime secretā Might be heavy lifting tonight. Feed, tack⦠other things. Could wait 'til morning, but I don't much care to be all sweaty.
Arthurās mouth twitches, that almost-smile he tries to hide behind the bristle of his beard. He glances past her, quick, to see if Hoseaās paying mind. Nobody is. The hush of the prairie is thick around them: frogs starting up by the creek, a coyote yipping far off. He flicks the knife closed, slips it back into his boot.
āAll right, Clover āHis voice drops lower, so deep she feels it warm between her thighsā Lead on, then.
She pushes off the wagon, a little bounce in her step that makes her braid sway like a horseās tail. She doesnāt look back to see if he follows, she knows he does. The barnās waiting. Old wood and hay dust hanging in beams under the last rays of the sunset.
Bonnie slips inside first, boots crunching on straw, breath catching a little at the thought of him behind her: that big bear of a man closing the door, shutting out the rest of the world. She pauses by her mareās stall, smoothing a hand along the warm flank. The horse shifts, nosing her palm, but Bonnieās eyes are on Arthur now, a slow, hungry grin curving her mouth.
āSo, āShe says, sweet as sugar with an edge of steelā Still think you can handle it, Pretty Boy?
Arthur steps in close, the wooden floor creaking under his weight, the barn air thick with horse sweat, old leather, and hay; a worn, warm scent that clings like a blanket nobodyās washed in weeks. She feels him before she turns, that solid wall of heat at her back, the tension in his shoulders wound tight as a rope ready to snap. Her hand drifts up the mareās flank, slow, fingers trailing until they catch on the saddle slung loose over the stall rail. Her voice comes light, too light, carrying a tease sharp enough to cut through the hush.
āYou ever wonder what folksād say, āShe drawls, eyes bright as candleflameā if they caught the big bad Arthur Morgan locked up in here with little olā me?
Arthur answers with that low grunt of a laugh he gives when he doesnāt dare say whatās really in his head. He plants one hand on the stall door beside her, caging her in without even meaning to, the other brushing at the brass buckle of his belt like it itches him.
āProbably say you finally got me roped āHe rumbles, deep enough she feels it in her ribs.
Bonnie twists just enough for her braid to slide forward and brush his chest. Sheās close enough now to catch the whiskey on his breath, the salt of sweat at his throat where his shirt hangs open. Her hand leaves the saddle, hovering low near his belt ā not touching yet, just close enough for the heat to jump the gap between them.
āMm, āShe hums, pretending to thinkā Ropedās not my style. Tied, maybe⦠āHer smile goes sly and sharpā But youād like that too much.
Arthur snorts, but his hips shift forward, a small betrayal his mouth canāt cover for. He starts to say something, but she moves first: two fingers, feather-light, ghosting the inside of his thigh until he jerks like a horse spooked by thunder.
āBonnie āHe warns, half-growl, half-plea.
She looks up through her lashes, wide-eyed, all false innocence under the thin spill of sunset through the barn slats.
āI should brush her down āShe says, tilting her head toward the mare, whoās half-dozing under the hush of their voicesā. She worked hard today.
She loves to play, a little fox in the straw, soft paws and sharp teeth. Arthur swallows hard, jaw ticking.
āYou dragged me out here, āHe says, voice raw with the heat heās fighting downā to brush a damn horse?
Bonnie shrugs, playful and merciless all at once. She slips past him in the tight stall space, her shoulder grazing his chest, her braid catching on his shirt buttons like it wants to pull him along for the ride. She bends to the grooming box, ass tight in those work trousers, every movement deliberate as a card trick.
āMm-hm, āShe murmurs, fingers sifting through the brushesā You gonna help, or just stand there starinā?
She straightens āslow, slowerā and presses the brush into his big palm, her fingers curling around his for a heartbeat too long before letting go. That grin of hers is pure trouble, sweet as stolen pie. She backs deeper into the stall, the mare shifting aside like even she knows the game.
āBe gentle with her, āBonnie says, her voice silk slipping over steelā She spooks easy when a big bear comes huffinā and puffinā too close.
She drags her thumb slow across her bottom lip, watching how he watches her: the stiffness in his shoulders wound tight, his eyes tracking her like a caged thing measuring the bars. A low hum slips from her throat, some tune without words, as she flicks a bit of straw from her sleeve and leans one hip against the stall wall, just out of reach, where he canāt touch her unless he dares to step closer.
āYou look real pretty with a brush in your hand, Pretty Boy, āShe purrs, voice warm enough to curl under his skinā Go on⦠show me how good you are with your touch.
Arthur stands stiff in the stall, brush hovering just shy of the mareās sleek flank, eyes narrowing at Bonnie like sheās the meanest thing heās ever laid eyes on. Heās seen men gut-shot and dying in snowdrifts, but not one of āem ever made him ache like this.
āJesus Christ, girl āHe mutters under his breath, dragging the bristles over the horseās coat more out of habit than focusā Dutch fill your head with all this devilry?
Bonnie hums low, lazy, her grin curling at the corners like smoke from a slow fire. She pushes off the wall and drifts closer, circling behind him until sheās near enough for the heat of her breath to stir the hair at his collar. She still doesnāt touch him. Thatās the knife edge of her game: close enough to haunt him with it, too far to give him relief. Her mouth hovers by his ear, her words brushing his skin like the kiss she wonāt give.
āDutch taught me a lotta things, āShe whispers, soft enough the mare flicks an ear toward her voiceā Taught me to watch a manās eyes when he wants somethinā he canāt have. Taught me how to talk pretty so he thinks itās his idea to beg for it.
Arthurās shoulders tense under his shirt. She catches the way his breath swells his chest, the flicker of him about to bark at her... and laughs instead, sweet and sharp, the sound trickling down his spine like cold whiskey. She drifts back into his sight, slow enough to watch him burn. The brush hangs loose in his hand now, forgotten. Her finger trace along the mareās bridle, but her eyes never leave his mouth.
āYou mad at him? āShe asks, her voice dipped in honey and saltā Mad he made me like this? Or mad ācause he didnāt teach you how to tame me first?
Arthur grits his teeth.
āAināt no taming you, Clover āHe growls, low, steady, cuttingā World tried. Look what it got.
āMmm āShe hums, stepping close enough her chest almost grazes his.
The mare sidesteps behind them, restless in the heat building between their bodies. Bonnie tilts her head, braid swinging forward to brush over his knuckles where they grip the brush handle ā just a whisper of skin to skin.
āThatās right āShe says, sweet as pie, cruel as a wolfā Aināt no taming me. But you can try, Pretty Boy. You always try.
Arthur tosses the brush down hard enough that the mare snorts and sidesteps, straw rustling under hoof. He crowds her against the stall rail, big hands braced on either side of her shoulders. Close enough now that she can feel the tremor in him: want and frustration twisting up his throat. Bonnie just laughs, soft and bright, the sound fluttering against his lips like a dare. She tips her chin up, eyes glittering green-gold in the lantern light.
āYou gonna scold me, Bear? āShe murmurs, voice purring low enough to vibrate in his bonesā Or you gonna show me what all that cussinās for?
She lifts one finger āslow as sinā and taps it against his chest. Once. Twice. Right above the hard, hammering thud of his heart. Arthurās big hands slam into the stall rail behind her with a crack of old wood, the mare jerking with a startled whinny. Bonnieās grin flashes ātoo wide, too sharpā but she doesnāt get the chance to drawl out another word. Heās on her in a heartbeat, mouth crashing over hers like a wild swing in a backroom brawl. He growls into her lips, low and mean, teeth catching her bottom lip hard enough she tastes copper bright on her tongue. She laughs into it, her fingers curling into the rough collar of his shirt, yanking him closer until their chests lock, heartbeat to heartbeat.
āYou little fox, āHe snarls when he drags back just enough to breathe, his forehead pressed to hers, his breath hot and ragged against her grinā You think Dutch taught you tricks? Iāll teach you somethinā else.
Sheās ready with some wicked retort, but he catches her jaw in one calloused hand, thumb pressing into the soft spot under her chin, cutting her off. His other hand slides down, rough palm dragging over the thin fabric of her shirt, heat burning through each button until it finds her hip. He squeezes, hard enough to promise sheāll remember it later. She leans into it, hips pressing forward until he hisses against her cheek. Her lashes flick up, eyes wide with mock innocence, voice coming out like a dare wrapped in sugar.
āThat all you got, Bear?
His thumb slides from her jaw to her lips, and she parts them without him asking, taking him between her teeth and biting just enough to make him swear under his breath.
āGoddamn you āHe rasps. His knee kicks her legs apart, boots grinding straw underfoot. The mare shifts, flank brushing Bonnieās back like sheās leaning in too, a warm witness to every filthy sound.
Arthur shoves his thigh between hers, pins her to the rail so she canāt squirm away, not that sheād ever dream of it. She gasps, soft and sharp, when he grinds that thick muscle up against her, her trousers catching on the rough denim of his. Her hands are everywhere: clawing at his shirt, tugging at his belt, dragging him closer and closer until she canāt breathe for the heat of him.
āYou like playinā, huh? āHe growls, voice shredding low in her ear, his breath damp on her neckā Dutch teach you how to tease a man ātil he loses his damn mind? You proud of that, Clover?
She hums her answer around his thumb, tongue slick and taunting. He snarls āa sound thatās more animal than manā and yanks his hand free only to grab her braid tight at the nape, jerking her head back to bare her throat. Her laugh flickers bright and mean, broken into a gasp when his teeth scrape her neck hard enough she knows sheāll be wearing him come dawn.
He grinds his thigh harder between hers, the rail biting into her back, the barn walls catching the slap of leather and rustle of straw. One soft whimper escapes her, and heās on it instantly, mouth sealing over hers like heās starving, drinking the sound down deep.
āGonna shut that smart mouth āHe mutters against her lipsā Gonna make you say my name so pretty Dutchāll hear it in his damn sleep.
She bites him back ālip, tongue, whatever she can catchā her fingers now frantic at his belt buckle, clumsy and laughing in the same breath.
āDo it then, Pretty Boy, āShe breathes, voice all ragged sugarā Show me. Break me in for him, hmm?
Arthur growls ādeep, rawā and shoves her harder into the rail, mouth smashing over hers again as his hands drop, fingers fighting the buttons on her waistband. The horses shift restless, the barn thick with heat and the dry rustle of straw, the creak of old wood carrying the sound of them.
His rough fingers slide higher, fumbling at her shirt now, breath hot against her throat, that low growl in his chest rattling through her ribs like a warning bell no one ever heeds. Bonnieās laughing into his mouth, tasting sweat, dust, and sin, until he pops the last button and yanks the fabric apart so fast it snaps a seam. She gasps when the air hits her, the barnās warm, but itās still a shock on flushed skin. Arthur pulls back just far enough to look, dragging his gaze down over the swell of her breasts beneath the thin cotton shift. Not much to it, a scrap of fabric already damp where sheās pressed against him, the faint outline of her nipples teasing through like a dare.
Arthurās hand comes up, slow at first, like heās trying to burn the picture into his skull so he can take it with him when he rides out to kill or die tomorrow. He slides his palm over the soft curve, thumb brushing the swell where the shiftās gaping open now. She shivers under it, hips shifting against his thigh, breath catching sweet in her throat.
āJesus, Bon⦠āHe murmurs, voice gone low, almost reverent, like sheās something holy he means to ruin anywayā Aināt never get tired of seeinā you like this.ā
She smiles, smug and soft all at once, eyes heavy-lidded as she arches into his touch.
āAināt like them saloon girls, am I? āShe whispers, voice pitched for him alone over the shuffle of hoovesā Aināt no painted tits all pushed up for coins.
Arthurās jaw tightens. He dips his head, mouth catching the top swell of her breast, stubble scraping the sensitive skin just right. She draws in a sharp breath, her grip on his shoulders tightening until her knuckles ache.
āNo, āHe rasps against her flesh, tongue dragging up to the peak where her nipple strains against the shiftā Aināt like āem at all. Made for me, huh? Just right. Fuckinā perfect.
His hand cups her fully now ānot too big, not too smallā perfect in his palm. His thumb circles the hardening nub, slow at first, then pressing with wicked intent until her hips buck into his thigh again. Her head tips back, braid dragging against the stall rail, mouth falling open on a breathy laugh that melts into a hiss when he bites her gently through the cloth. She arches, offering more, needing more now that heās got her half-bared and breathless.
āArthur... āShe starts, but he shushes her with his teeth, dragging the shift down just far enough to bare her to the warm of the last light of the day.
For a heartbeat, he just stares, like itās the first time all over again. Her breasts flushed and tight, nipples stiff from his touch and the hush wrapping around them.
āGoddamn āHe mutters, voice scraped raw.
His palm cups one, thumb circling the peak, while his mouth closes hot and wet over the other, tongue flicking, teeth grazing just to pull that sweet gasp she tries to swallow.
Her hands tangle in his hair, dragging him closer, pressing his mouth to her chest like sheād fuse him there. A laugh shivers out of her ā half-taunt, half-moan.
āGood boy, āShe pants, hips grinding on his thigh as he sucks harder, his stubble rasping her skin in the sweetest wayā Fuck, Arthur⦠fuck, thatās itā
He growls against her breast, the sound thrumming down her belly until it pools low and molten between her thighs. His free hand finds her other breast, kneading slow, thumb teasing her nipple until sheās squirming against the stall rail, caught between the creak of wood, the restless shift of horses, and his mouth claiming her like itās the only thing keeping him alive. He pulls back just enough to speak, breath hot, lips slick, voice a rasp dragged over gravel.
āAināt no painted whore āHe says again, thumb rolling her nipple until her breath stuttersā. Aināt nobodyās but mine.
Bonnie laughs āwicked, sweetā rolling her hips against him like sheās branding him back.
āYours, then āShe purrs, chest rising under his greedy handsā Now what you gonna do with whatās yours, huh, Bear?
Arthur leaves her breast with a wet pop, beard rasping a raw path up her throat. His big hand catches her jaw, thumb smudged with her heat and spit, and then he spins her like she weighs nothing. Her palms smack the barn wall with a hollow thud, fingers clawing for purchase on splintered planks. She bites down on a laugh that wants to spill bright, lets it curl into a grin he canāt see.
He steps in close behind, chest pressed to her back, hips grinding against her ass through her trousers. She can feel him already āthick, hardā a promise straining behind his belt buckle. His breath saws ragged at the base of her neck, nose buried in the braid coiled over her shoulder.
āYou think youāre clever āHe mutters, voice shredded, one hand braced on the wall beside hers while the other slips low, palm dragging down her side, over her hip, slow as thunder.
āI know Iām clever āBonnie shoots back, voice breaking sweet when his fingers hook into her waistband. She arches into him, grinding her hips just enough to make him hiss through his teethā Dutch taught me...
āFuck Dutch āArthur growls, louder than he means to, the horses behind them shifting restless at the snap of his voice. He jerks the buttons on her trousers open rough, one popping, the rest giving under the brute insistence of his fingers.
The fabric slips down, linen brushing her thighs, baring skin flushed from heat and want. The lamplight catches on the pale curve of her ass, speckled in freckles and faint marks heās left before ā and will again. He stills, just for a beat, palms heavy on the swell of her, thumbs digging deep like heās deciding whether to worship or bruise. She glances back over her shoulder, catching the molten dark in his stare: mouth parted, beard damp where she bit him.
āLook at you āHe rasps, the words filthy and reverent all at once. His thumbs trace slow over her, sliding down into the sweet hollow where thigh meets curve, soft enough to make something in his chest twistā Christ almighty, Bonā¦
She arches her back, a wicked roll of her hips that sends her ass pressing back into his groin. She feels the ridge of him, thick and heavy behind his fly, she feels the way he stutters out a breath when she grinds just right.
āYours, huh? āShe teases, low and dangerousā. All this trouble. All this soft. Just for you, Pretty Boy.
Arthurās only answer is a growl, raw and hungry, buried in the nape of her neck as he bends over her. His hands slide up from the bare dip of her hips to her waist, hauling her back until sheās pinned between the wall and the hard length of him pressing against her slit through her shift.
āMine āHe snarls, teeth catching the shell of her earā Aināt nobody else gonna see you like this. Nobody else gonna feel how soft you get for me.
He drags one hand down again, palm rough over the small of her back, fingers slipping lower, tracing the curve where her thigh meets that sweet cleft he aches to fill.
He doesnāt push in yet, he just teases, brushing knuckles over slick heat, a soft grunt when he feels how wet she is already. Bonnie lets out a breathy laugh, forehead pressed to the splintered wood, cheek turned so he can see her grin split wide.
āSo, show me, Pretty Boy āShe pants, hips pushing back into his handā Show me who I belong to.
Arthur drags a breath through his teeth, wrestling down the roar in his chest that wants to shove her face-first into the wall and rut her dumb until her voice breaks. But this is Bonnie. His Clover. His Little Fox. She gets more than rough thrusts in a barn: she gets his hands, his mouth, the way he looks at her like heās never seen anything half so holy. He eases back just enough to take her in: trousers bunched at her knees, boots planted wide in the straw. Sheās still half-turned, throwing that wicked grin over her shoulder, but her breathās gone ragged, mouth parted soft when his fingers trace along the slick seam between her thighs.
āPretty girlāHe rasps, voice rough and low, thumb brushing the tender swell where sheās already dripping for himā My pretty goddamn girlā¦
She shivers, laughter catching on a soft gasp when he drags his fingers through her heat, slow, parting her folds with a gentle press that makes her hips twitch back into him.
She tries to wiggle, tries to arch away like sheās gonna run again, but his free hand clamps firm around her hip, fingers biting into the soft flesh just above the curve of her ass.
āDonāt you squirm āHe growls, chest pinning her to the wall, his voice so deep she feels it in her ribsā Gonna feel you. Gonna hear how sweet you get for me.
Her laugh this time is softer, shaky, her hips rolling back into the slow swirl of his fingers. He drags one rough fingertip over her slick slit, teasing her clit with the lightest stroke ājust enough to promiseā before sliding lower again.
āAlways so fuckinā softāHe mutters, almost to himself, eyes fixed on the pale swell of her ass and the glisten catching in the barn light when he spreads her widerā Aināt right. World like this⦠you should be mean all over. But here? āHis thumb presses just enough to make her gaspā Here youāre soft. Just for me.
This time, her moan is real, no sly laugh to mask it. Her forehead rests heavier against the splintered plank, fingers clawing at the wood, knuckles white. Her braid slips off her shoulder, swaying with the slow rock of her hips.
He sinks one thick finger into her, slow and steady, her heat gripping him so tight he hisses a curse between clenched teeth. Sheās hot and wet, slick enough that he can feel his own pulse in the knuckles buried inside her.
āThatās it, girl, āHe breathes, leaning over her until his chest seals against her back, his mouth brushing her earā Take it. You love it, donāt you? My pretty girl⦠my sweet Little Fox.
Bonnie whimpers, tries to swallow it down, but her hips push back to take him deeper. Her thighs tremble when he crooks his finger just so, dragging over the spot that makes her knees threaten to give. He slides in a second, stretching her slow, savouring each stutter in her breath. She starts to speak āmaybe a curse, maybe a pleaā but it splinters when his thumb finds her clit again, tracing lazy, devastating circles that have her knees buckling. His grip on her hip tightens, keeping her steady while his fingers work her deep and slow, coaxing her closer with each brush of his thumb.
āGoddamn, look at you āArthur rasps, his voice shaking like heās half feral and half in prayerā Aināt never seen nothinā better. You hear me, Clover? Aināt never.
Bonnie canāt give him words, not really. Just a ragged, caught-up moan, her hips rocking into his hand like sheās starving for him, her pretty cunt clenching tighter around his fingers with every slow pump. Arthur bends low, lips brushing her ear, his voice hot and filthy.
āGonna make you come like this first āHe growls, breath thick with wantā Gonna feel you spill all over my hand, make a fuckinā mess for me.ā
She lets out a breathless laugh that breaks into a gasp when he drives those thick fingers deeper, crooking them just right, thumb pressing harder now. Her hips jerk; that laugh melts into a moan, raw and sweet.
āYou gonna let me, Pretty Girl? āHis voice rumbles low, almost a dareā Huh? Gonna show me how good you can be?
Her knuckles go white against the wall, voice barely a rasp.
āY-yeah⦠fuck, Arthur, yes... please...
He keeps working her āslow, deliberateā those thick fingers pumping deep, curling up to drag over her sweetest spot, thumb circling lazy and devastating until her thighs tremble and her boots slip in the straw. And every time she gets close, when that trembling moan threatens to break free, he eases off, cruel, drawing it out until she whines low like a trapped fox.
āAh ah, Bonnie āHe murmurs against her ear, warm breath sparking gooseflesh along her throatā Donāt you dare yet. Not till you tell me who youāre begginā for.ā
She pushes back hard, grinding on him so his fingers sink deeper, wet heat gripping the callused slide of his knuckles. Her head turns, braid scraping against his jaw, green eyes blazing and wrecked as she tries to glare at him over her shoulder.
āFuck you, Arthur āShe pants, but thereās no bite left, just heat and pleading tangled up in a laugh she canāt swallow.
He bares his teeth in a grin against her neck, scrapes it with the edge of them, then soothes the nip with a soft, filthy kiss. His thumb presses down again ājust enoughā pulling a whimper from her as her knees knock against the stall door.
āTry again, Clover āHe growlsā Whoās it for? Whoās got you drippinā down my damn hand like this?
Her whole body shudders. She wants to hold it in, keep her pride, but heās got her soft, wide open, his. She shoves her hips back, near-squealing when it drives his fingers deeper.
He holds her there, buried deep, thumb swirling slow, wicked circles over her clit before easing off again just as her hips hitch and her moans crack open like summer thunder over the plains. She whines, broken and soft, before she can stop it. Her breath fogs the rough wood in front of her lips; her nails scrape splinters from the boards and she doesnāt care, sheād claw straight through if it meant getting to that sharp, sweet drop he keeps stealing away.
He leans in hard, chest pinning her tighter to the wall, thigh wedged between hers to keep her wide, her boots slipping in the straw. His fingers curl deep, feeling her flutter around the thick, rough press of him, feeling her slick run down his wrist to soak into his cuff.
āAināt done yet, Clover āHe growls into her ear, hot breath and something darker in his voice he donāt let out in daylight. His nose drags slow through the damp heat at her neck, tongue catching a bead of salt from her skinā You think you can play me like you play them drunks? Some poor bastard with a pocket watch and half a hard-on?
She laughs, tries to twist her hips, but his free hand clamps down harder, palm spread over her hip bone so tight sheāll wear his bruise come morning.
āDutch got you workinā your little tricks āHe goes on, rough knuckles grinding deeper where she grips him like a fistā Smilinā sweet. Flashinā them big green eyes. Hosea pretends it donāt get to him, but you know what, girl? He aināt the only one..
Her mouth opens on some sharp line about Dutch, about Hosea, but it dies in her throat, turned to a ragged whimper when he pulls his fingers almost free, then drives them back in hard enough her forehead knocks the plank with a dull thud.
āYou hear me? āArthur rasps, teeth catching her earlobe before giving it a tugā Aināt the only one who hates watchinā you lean on some bastardās lap, whisperinā lies in his ear, lettinā him see whatās mine.
Bonnieās laugh cracks into a moan, hips rocking back against his hand now without shame, nothing but need left in the motion.
āYours then⦠fuck⦠yours⦠prove itā¦
āOh, I fuckinā will āHis voice is a growl against her skin, low and dangerous under her ear.
His thumb finds her clit and bears down āno mercyā rough circles timed to the curl of his fingers stroking deep until her cries slip free, sharp and echoing up into the rafters.
āYou feel that? āHe pants, mouth hot at her throatā Aināt no mark Dutch can buy feels like this. Aināt no fool you trick that can touch you like this.
Her knees knock the stall door, rattling the hinges. Her back bows, belly taut, the world shrinking to the thick thrust of his fingers and the merciless drag of his thumb. Straw rustles under her boots as she trembles, nails raking the plank until splinters catch under her skin.
āArthur⦠fuck⦠please⦠āHer voice breaks, sweet and sharp all at onceā Pretty Boy⦠Bear⦠please.
God, he drinks it in: her fight burned away, just raw, wrecked want under his hand. He buries his nose in her braid, his growl a hush of possessive thunder.
āThatās right, Clover āHe pants, fingers pumping deep, thumb unrelenting on her clitā You come on my hand. Right now. So next time Dutch sends you out to bat them eyes at some poor fool, you remember who fuckinā owns this sweet cunt.
And she breaks. She shatters, a ragged cry biting the wood, hips slamming back as she comes hard around him, slick and hot and perfect. Her boots slip wide in the straw, thighs shaking, his name spilling from her mouth raw and loud and beautiful. The horses flick their ears but donāt move, as if they know this is holy in a way no church could ever hold. Arthur keeps her steady, fingers easing out slow, thumb brushing her through every last aftershock, his mouth soft at her throat now.
āThatās it, Pretty Girl āHe murmurs, voice all rough silkā My sweet Little Fox. Look at youā¦
When she sags boneless against him, slick and spent, he grins into her hair, teeth bright in the hush of the barn. Arthur eases back a step, his hand slick with her heat, chest heaving like heās just dragged her from a burning house instead of to the edge of ruin. He takes her in, the shiver still running through her spine, trousers bunched at her knees, boots planted wide in the straw, her back arched in that way that makes his jaw clench and his cock ache. That perfect ass is on display like an offering, one he prizes more than any coin heās ever stolen.
She could turn if she wanted: twist out from under his palm, spin some new game, push him down into the straw and ride him hard just to prove she could. But she doesnāt. Not tonight. Tonight sheās soft, yielding, almost kittenish. His Little Fox gone tame for the moment, a stray curling under his hand, blinking up at him over her shoulder with those wide, filthy eyes that catch the lantern glow like theyāre holding fire.
āArthur⦠āShe breathes, half moan, half sigh, and itās enough to make his cock twitch hard behind his fly.
She pushes her hips back, just enough for him to see the soft pink of her slit part for him, slick and ready. The curve of her ass trembles when she moves, her thighs glistening where heās already worked her open. Her lashes flutter, caught between coy and pleading, her bottom lip caught between white teeth, the flush of her mouth tempting as any sin.
āPlease, Bear⦠āShe whispers, voice so low the horses barely flick an earā Want it. Want you.
Arthur curses under his breath, grip tightening on her hips until his thumbs press deep into that soft give he loves to leave marked. The rasp of his zipper sounds loud in the hush, and she hears the soft slap of him freed: thick, flushed, already slick at the tip from nothing more than her begging like that. She turns her head more, cheek grazing the splintered wood, those green eyes finding his with that kitten shine, sweet, filthy, unguarded. Her mouth parts like sheād swallow anything he gave her.
āPlease⦠āShe mewls again, ragged nowā Pretty Boy⦠need it⦠need you inside⦠wanna feel you⦠need itā¦
Her voice breaks on the last word, hips wiggling under his hands, thighs trembling. Thereās no con in it, this is Bonnie bare, all the snarl melted into breathless need that knots tight around his gut. He leans over her, dragging the head of his cock through her slick folds, catching on her swollen clit just to pull that tiny gasp from her. Then he slides lower, wet heat coating him until he grunts at the way she feels against the blunt head.
āGoddamn kitten āHe rasps against her ear, voice a slow, dark rumbleā Look at you begginā. You know how sweet that sounds? All them men you work your pretty mouth on, you donāt beg for them.
He nudges forward ājust an inchā pushing past her lips, stretching her open again. She cries out, soft and desperate, her back bowing to take him deeper.
āArthur⦠please⦠moreā¦
He holds there, braced tight on her hips, teeth scraping her ear.
āYou want it? āHe growls, rolling his hips slow, sinking another inch that makes her moan so sweet it echoes off the raftersā Want me to fuck you like youāre mine, huh, Little Fox?
She nods, hair falling loose around her face, braid unraveling, sweat catching in the glow.
āYes⦠yours⦠fuck, Arthur, pleaseā¦
Her lashes flutter shut when he pushes deeper, thick and slow, splitting her so good she whimpers like a kitten with milk just out of reach.
āGood girl āHe murmurs, voice roughened with strainā Pretty Girl. Beg again.
And she does: soft, wrecked, filthy and sweet all at once.
Bonnieās last little please hangs in the hush like the last warning shot before a charge. Arthur answers with a sound that isnāt words āa low, guttural snarlā more animal than man, the kind of noise that says heās too far gone to be gentle. His hands clamp down on her hips hard enough to dimple the skin, thumbs digging deep where he knows bruises will bloom warm and sweet by morning.
Then he drives in.
One hard, unrelenting push, thick, deep, filling her in a single stroke that knocks the breath clean from her lungs. Her cry is sharp and soft all at once, palms smacking the wall as her boots slip in the straw, back bowing like sheās begging him to bury every inch, every rough promise heās been holding behind his belt buckle.
āFuck⦠Arthur! āShe gasps, voice cracking when he bottoms out, the stretch so deep she swears she can taste him in her throat.
Her lashes flutter, eyes half-rolling, the last of that sweet kittenish innocence breaking under the weight of him pressing her into splintered wood. He holds there for just a heartbeat, chest rising hard against her back, his mouth buried in the tangle of her braid. His teeth catch her shoulder, biting just enough to make her squeal, and when he rocks his hips, she tightens around him like a vice.
āGoddamn⦠fuck, so fuckinā tight āHe growls into her hair, voice shaking with raw, possessive heatā You feel that, Clover? How you fit me? Aināt nobody else gonna split you open like this. You hear me?
She nods fast, cheek pressed to the wall, her breath fogging the wood. Her hips twitch, desperate to push back, to take him deeper, but heās got her locked in place: big hands braced like steel on her hips. Then he draws back, slow enough she whimpers at the drag, before slamming back in hard, the slap of his hips against her ass ringing in the hush of straw and horse-breath.
The rhythm comes quick ābrutal and perfectā every smooth, punishing stroke rocking her forward against the wall. Her ass jiggles under his grip, soft and flushed, his thumbs digging in to brand her with pressure alone.
āThatās it⦠fuck, thatās my good girl āHe pants, voice low and frayed. He leans over her, chest molding to her back, hips pounding so hard the stall door rattles on its hingesā Begged for it, didnāt you? Needed me. Needed this.
She tries to answer, but what comes out is nothing but a ragged moan, his name tangled in the breathless noise. Sheās pushing back now, meeting every thrust, greedy and mindless, taking all of him like sheād starve if he stopped. The horses shift behind them, hooves scuffing, warm breath misting the old barn wood, but neither of them notices. All she knows is the heavy slap of his hips, the relentless stretch carving him into her. All he knows is the clutch of her cunt, the way those soft little moans keep breaking into something filthy every time he grinds just right.
āGonna fill you up, Little Fox āHe snarls at her ear, voice ragged as frayed ropeā Gonna fuck you so deep Dutchāll know youāre mine when you strut back out there.
Bonnieās laugh splinters into a cry, her back bowing, thighs trembling where his hips drive home again and again: slick, hot, perfect. She tries to say yes but all that spills from her are soft, broken mewls that make him growl and piston harder. One hand leaves her hip, sliding down and around, fingers wet when they find her clit. His thumb grinds in hard, deliberate circles, the kind that pull her right back to the edge heād been holding her from.
āYou come for me again, Clover āHe pants, voice shredded, hips punching deep enough the slap of flesh echoes up in the raftersā. Now. Mine. All mine.
She breaks on it, all over again, those kitten-soft moans twisting into raw, desperate gasps as her cunt tightens around him, milking him deep with ruined little cries that pour his name like prayer beads. But Arthur doesnāt let up. Heās got her pinned so tight her boots canāt even scrape the straw, thighs quaking, ass pink where his hips keep meeting it in hard, perfect slaps. His hand stays between her legs, thumb filthy on that swollen bud, slick from where sheās soaking him to the wrist. Then she chokes out something that makes him freeze for just a heartbeat, cock buried to the hilt.
āF-fuck, Arthur⦠so damn bigā¦
Itās half moan, half cry, her forehead pressed to the plank, nails worrying splinters from the wall. She twists to look at him āthose wide, wrecked green eyesā and he shoves her back down with one palm between her shoulder blades, the other hooking under her belly.
āYeah? āHe snarls, breath hot at her hairlineā Too big for you, Little Fox?
She whimpers, helpless, the sound cutting through him like a bullet. But she pushes back anyway, greedy little grind that makes his cock jerk inside her.
āNo⦠more⦠āShe pants, voice shredded sugarā. Want it⦠wanna feel all of it⦠fuck⦠Pretty Boyā¦
That cracks him clean in half. He curses, low and raw, hips stuttering before he wrenches her hips up, his big hand slipping lower to hook and haul her at a sharper angle. The new position knocks a sharp cry from her: ass tipped high, face pressed lower to the wall, boots scrabbling for purchase. Then he drives in again, deeper than before, the thick head of him grinding that sweet spot that makes her squeal like a fox in a snare.
āOh, fuck, Arthur⦠so deepā¦
Sheās babbling now, sweet filth tumbling from her lips as her hips work back to meet every thrust, the stall door rattling in its frame. His hand on her belly slides up, pressing down so he can feel himself through her, and so she can feel just how deep heās split her open.
āYou feel that? āHe rasps at her earlā Feel how fuckinā full you are, Clover? Made for me. Made to take it. Mine.
She nods wild, desperate, mouth spilling yesyesyes that breaks on every rough slam. The horses shift and snort, but sheās deaf to it, all there is now is his hand, his cock, his voice grinding her open until her thighs quake.
He drags her back into each thrust, arm locked under her hips, the other fisting in her braid to yank her head up so he can watch her mouth fall open on every gasp.
āSay it āHe growls, pounding rough, grinding that spot so perfect she sobs for itā Tell me who you belong to.
āYou⦠āShe chokes out, tears shining at her lashesā Fuck⦠you, Bear⦠Pretty Boy⦠yoursā¦
āThatās right āHis snarl is a brand against her ear as he drives in hard enough the rail shuddersā Mine. My pretty girl. My Little Fox. Gonna fill you so every bastard in camp knows.
Her moans climb, breaking and reforming into filthy little cries when his thumb finds her clit again, circles rough and sure. Her legs quake, boots slipping wide, her cunt gripping him so hard he feels that fire start to crawl up his spine.
āFuck, Bonnie!
She gasps his name like itās holy, lashes fluttering, mouth slack with every brutal thrust.
āPlease⦠inside⦠Arthur⦠fill me⦠pleaseā¦
Her voice āwrecked, begging, please insideā punches straight through him, coiling hot and pissing at the base of his spine. Arthur's teeth scream, breath snarling out against the back of his neck. He's so close he can feel it building, feel his body start to lock down, ready to spill deep in her while she's bent and gasping under him. And God, he wants it, but not like this. Not without seeing her.
He jerks to a halt mid-thrust, cock buried deep but hips locked tight. The stall's quiet except for their ragged breathing and the low shift of the horses. She whimpers at the sudden stillness, hips rocking back to chase him, but his hands are already moving.
āNot yet āHe rasps, voice rough enough it almost cracks. His grip leaves her hip and braid to slide under her, hauling her uprightā Ain't finishin' like this. Need to see you.
He pulls out slow, so slow it makes her whimper, that soft, desperate cry swallowed up by the barnās hush. She tries to twist back, tries to push her ass into him, greedy little grind that makes his cock twitch, gleaming with the mess sheās made of him. His grip tightens on her hips, holding her steady until heās free, the thick head sliding slick along her thigh before he steps back. She turns toward him, half-dazed, lashes fluttering open over eyes gone wild and wet at the corners, heat-shimmer tears from the stretch clinging to her lashes. He catches her chin in his hand, thumb dragging slow at the corner of her mouth where spit glistens in the lantern glow. Then his other hand slides to her braid, tugging her forward.
Arthur drops back onto an old crate stacked with tack and coiled rope. It creaks under his weight but holds: old barn wood and older bones, both made to carry something heavy. He leans back, legs spread wide, cock flushed and thick between his thighs, the shine of her slick catching in the shadows. He drags the head up her belly, leaving a smear of heat just below her navel.
āCāmere, Clover āHe rasps, voice raw thunder rumbling through her ribsā Up. Now.
She comes to him like a half-kitten, half-hungry fox, bracing her hands on his shoulders as she straddles his spread thighs. His trousers hang open, bunched at his knees, boots scuffing the crateās edge as she settles over him. The heat of her thighs cradles him, her slit slick and swollen as she lowers herself just enough for the thick crown to nudge her open again.
She looks at him then āreally looksā and it guts him worse than any bullet ever could. Big green eyes, wild and shining, framed by loose strands of hair. Her mouth parts on a soft hitch of breath. No tricks, no con, just Bonnie Ray Fischer, looking at Arthur Morgan like heās the only thing worth begging for in a world built out of dust.
āPlease⦠āShe breathes, voice kittenish sweet, scratched raw at the edgesā Pretty Boy. Need it. Need you.
His growl comes low and hungry. He seizes her hips hard enough to bruise, positions himself so the broad head of his cock is poised right at her entrance. She twitches when he nudges up, the first stretch already stealing her breath before gravity even takes over.
āLook at me āHe snarls, eyes locked on hers, voice more vow than threatā Donāt you dare look away.
Then he drags her down. Slow at first, the thick crown splitting her open inch by inch until her moan shatters against his mouth. He catches it in a filthy kiss, tongue pushing past her lips as she sinks deeper, thighs trembling, cunt clutching him so tight it sparks white behind his eyes.
āOh, fuck, Arthur⦠so big... āShe whimpers into his mouth, hips rolling, chasing every inch until her ass smacks his thighs and her belly presses warm against his chest.
āGood girl āHe pants against her lips, beard scraping her jaw as he kisses her again, sloppy and wetā My pretty girl. My Little Fox.
She rides him slow at first, thighs burning with each lift and sink, palms firm on his shoulders. He helps her, big hands gripping her hips, dragging her down harder each time so the slap of his balls against her is sharp enough to make the horses flick their ears. He breaks the kiss just to watch her: mouth falling open on every moan, eyes fluttering half-shut as she teeters on the edge.
āFuck⦠look at you āHe groans, voice like gravel in a stormā So fuckinā pretty takinā me deep. You feel that?
She nods, hair spilling loose, braid half-undone. She moans his name like itās a secret and a sin, smiling through it just enough to make him snarl. He thrusts up hard to meet her, driving so deep she gasps loud enough for the sound to rattle the beams.
āYeah? You want it? āHe rasps, hips snapping fast, the crate shuddering beneath themā Gonna take it all, Clover? Gonna let me fill you like you begged?
āYes⦠yes⦠yes⦠āShe gasps, voice wrecked and kittenish, her nails biting through his shirt.
āGood fuckinā girl, my good girl.
He crushes her mouth with his again, teeth and tongue messy and hard, swallowing her gasp as he pounds up into her. Each thrust hammers her down onto him until she breaks apart in his lap, thighs locking tight around his hips, cunt milking him in hot, greedy pulses. He spills inside her at last,āthick, hot, endlessā hips grinding up so every drop floods deep where she trembles. Her mouth breaks from his, soft moans slipping out between ragged kisses, her eyes wide and wild and so sweet, looking at him like sheās still starving for every last bit heās got to give.
Bonnieās thighs still tremble where they cling tight around his hips, the last ripples of her release keeping her slick and warm and perfect around him. Her boots scuff against the rough edge of the crate, the barn settling back into its quiet: horses shifting slow, straw rustling under their hooves, the distant crackle of the campfire leaking in through the gaps in the boards.
Sheās gone soft now; breath sweet and ragged against his jaw, forehead resting on the sweat-slick curve of his shoulder. Her braidās come half undone, hair spilling like dark riverwater where it catches against his stubble. One fist stays knotted in his shirt collar, like if she lets go sheāll slip right off him and disappear back into whatever shadows she crawled out of. Arthur can feel her heart kicking against his chest: quick, stubborn, alive. Then she says it, quiet enough he almost misses it under the sound of his own breath grinding out of him like a man gut-shot but too damn stubborn to fall.
āI love you.
Her voice cracks on it, cheeks flushed hot, tears clinging to her lashes even as that soft, wicked grin ghosts across her mouth. Not a lie. Never a lie. Arthurās throat locks tight. His hands slip from her hips to her back, spreading broad over her spine, rough thumbs brushing sweat and straw-dust away like he could scrub the whole damn world off her skin if he pressed hard enough. His cock still twitches inside her, not all the way gone, stirred back to life just from the sight of her looking at him like that. Like heās gold pulled clean out of the mud.
God, he wants to say it back. Spit it out fierce, like a bullet. Or cradle it quiet, like a prayer. But his jaw stays clamped, eyes closing for just a second so he doesnāt drown in the way sheās looking at him. Like heās worth something. Like heās not just Dutchās blunt hammer, or Hoseaās half-broken wolf, or a dead man walking on borrowed time.
And he gets it āall over againā why Dutch shines her up like a diamond in a box of rusted tin. Why Hosea spoils her with tea leaves, books and he saves his soft words for her in the hush when the rest of camp sleeps. Sheās not Sadie, all gun smoke and teeth, wildfire that burns everything it touches. Bonnieās wild too, but hers is the kind that blooms green and tender where the rest of the worldās gone gray. Something rare. Something none of them deserve, but they guard like wolves anyway. She lifts her head, just enough to catch his eyes: big and green, pupils blown wide, lashes wet. Her mouthās red and swollen, her smile soft as a promise.
āYou hear me, Pretty Boy? āShe murmurs, voice warm and drowsy but sharp enough to cut straight through himā Aināt lyinā. Never lyinā. I love you.
Arthur cups her jaw in both hands, rough thumbs brushing away the damp on her cheeks. He leans in until his forehead rests against hers, his breath ragged, the space between them thick with all the words he canāt force out. He doesnāt tell her he loves her, but he kisses her like a man whoād bleed himself empty just to hear her say it again. When he pulls back, his voice is low, thunder wrapped in velvet.
āI know, Clover,āHe murmurs, thumb dragging over her lipā God help me, I know.
And he does. And he doesnāt. And he knows heāll spend whateverās left of his time trying to be worth even half of it. She stays there, perched soft in his lap, warm and trembling around him where heās still thick inside her, the old crate groaning under their weight. She can feel it: the ache in him, the steady hammer of his heartbeat against her breastbone, pounding out all the words heāll never spit. He wonāt say I love you too. Might never say it. She knows that. Loves him for it anyway.
Her thumb brushes under his eye, gentle, sweeping sweat and flecks of straw dust from the hard line of his cheekbone. She leans in and kisses the corner of his mouth, not hungry now, not filthy, just soft. Just hers. Another kiss at the edge of his beard. One more at the ridge of his brow, her breath warm as it ghosts over his skin. Arthur lets her. His big, rough hands slip from her hips to her back, one palm wide under her braid like heās holding her there forever, anchoring her to the one good thing heās got left that the world aināt stolen yet.
She eases back, just far enough to see his face. He tries to duck his eyes away ārough Bear shying under that gentle green gazeā but she wonāt have it. She catches his jaw, fingers soft but certain, tilting him back until heās drowning under the way sheās looking at him.
āHey, āShe murmurs, voice warm, sparking with that wild innocence they guard like treasureā Pretty Boy.
He huffs āthat soft grunt she knows means youāre killinā meā but doesnāt look away. His thumb strokes slow circles at her spine, the hush between them filling with the quiet clatter of horses shifting and the low hiss of wind slipping through cracked barn boards. Bonnie smiles soft, wicked at the edges, eyes bright and still misty. She presses her forehead to his, nose brushing his, close enough their breaths tangle warm and sweet.
āYouāre so handsome it bothers me, āShe whispers, grin curling like dawn breaking through gun smokeā Aināt fair. Makes a girl dumb.
Arthur lets out a rough laugh, that startled bark that rumbles up from somewhere deep, shaking loose from a place itās been caged too long. He tries to bite it back, fails, his mouth splitting into a grin he canāt help.
āJesus, Bon⦠āHe rasps, voice still catching on the laughā Youāre trouble.
āMm-hm āShe hums, nuzzling his jaw, pressing tiny kitten kisses down his throat, tickling his stubble until he growls low in his chestā Your trouble.
āYeah āHe mutters, warmth still in his voice as he kisses her temple, lingering like he could bury himself in her hair and stay there ātil sunriseā Mine.
She hums again, softer now, sleepy. Shifts just enough that he slips out of her with a quiet, messy slide, the warm drip of him sweet and secret between her thighs. But she doesnāt move from his lap. She curls in closer, head tucked under his chin, palms spread soft over his ribs like she could hold all that thunder tight inside his chest.
Arthur holds her there. One hand stroking slow over her back, the other tangled in her loose hair. His chin rests on her crown. Breath steady. Heartbeat even. He doesnāt say I love you, but he doesnāt have to. Sheās warm. Sheās safe. Sheās his. Outside, the campfire crackles. Inside, the barn hushes around them like an old prayer that never needed words.
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Arthur thought about the day theyād named her. Bonnie had been sitting up in bed, tired but glowing, the baby bundled against her chest.
āWhat would you call her? āsheād asked, voice soft.
Arthur had shrugged, uncomfortable with the question, with the weight of it.
āDonāt know much about names, Bonnie⦠but she deserves somethinā better than what the world usually gives people.
Heād looked down at the tiny face, at the wild dark hair already trying to escape the blanket, and the word had come quiet and certain.
āDaisy sounds nice.
Bonnie had laughed, gentle and fond.
āYou sure? Thereās a whole lot of flowers out there, Arthur Morgan.
Heād felt the heat rise in his face, the old embarrassment that came whenever feelings got too close to the surface.
āYeah⦠but you always liked those.