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new meet the artist! been thinking ab making a new one for awhile
i follow fr @beeknights and my personal is @humblereflection

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halloweenie beanies!
If u even care
idk why ur following this blog. but it's in the shadow realm due to tiddy crimes, so i moves: im @bogbees now
adhd venting here bc this blog is like a brother to me:
me: all my problems are bc of my adhd
mom: that's not an excuse
me: but it's the reason!
i understand. its not an excuse. im well aware it's not an excuse. but it's why it's happening and knowing the why is important to solving problems.
ive been trying to call for a doctor's appointment to get a doctor's referral for an ADHD assessment since technically 2018 (i got it, was on the wait list for a year, they sent me a letter like "do u still want to be on the list, respond to this — but watch out! you got two weeks!" and i. kept forgetting to respond!) but in the past week my bff has been on my case to call and i just keep forgetting
like i fucking know it's not a fucking excuse for my behavior. it's just the reason for my behavior and I'm really trying to function with it but it's fucking hard!!
and like, the funniest thing is that my parents don't really think anythings wrong with me. mt teeth are ready to rot out of my head bc i can't keep that habit, they know that. that's normal. when i was like three-four, they took me to a behavioral specialist bc i wasn't going to the bathroom and i remember the guy going "can you find the bathroom" and i went to it and he goes "yeah she knows where its to idk anything else," and like, to me, this was probably the first tell. like to me, that's painfully smth to be concerned about. "she knows where its to but only goes there sometimes." this is a "why is that?" sort of thing. ESPECIALLY with the types of fidgets I have. it's so. clearly smth isn't normal here. to me and I'm mourning all these years unmedicated. bitter.
i was pretty much illiterate until i started reading shonen jump in grade six: i took those redemial classes when i should have been learning ab the religions of the world for like, four years straight, nothing i was learning was sticking bc i wasn't interested in the difference between they/their/there. but then i got interested in reading and then writing and boom literally became the best writer in grade eight (especially funny bc in grade seven i did a book report and the teacher had to take me to the side to steamroll me ab how bad it was). this extended to highschool when i took the creative writing class and blew away the teacher there too.
like. do you think the teachers in that small k-8 school went "huh that's weird that Natasha went from being awful at english to being so good??" do u think my favourite teacher on this planet was approached by my least favourite teacher on this planet like "the hell you mean Natasha's creative writing assignment is good — what the hell i taught her last year the fuck happened"
i doubt it bc the principal got me and my parents in to talk ab my math grades being shit and how that'd affect my future — i failed math class every year. absolutely garbage at it anf it's only bc I'm not interested in anything but the geometry part of it.
SIDE NOTE. the remedial classes were for me and these two other boys in my class. they stayed in them all throughout highschool and kids who weren't in them were now in them. i ended up there again bc of said aforementioned math grades tho lol. do u think these kids were also probably adhd or autistic or..... good chance huh.
i live in my own little world and I'm aware of nothing until it's right in front of me. it's like i have horse blinders on.
I can't draw when i want to. i write stories i want to share but never finish them bc they stop being interesting to me and i literally fall asleep reading them over. i can only draw things in one sitting or i will forget it even exists in the first place.
like. fuck man. my mother has the audacity to tell me it's not an excuse???? i know it's not!!!! it's just the cause of every single one of my problems since i was born. the why! the what! the important key to solving my problems!
i cant drive bc driving didn't interest me and I wasn't aware it was a thing. i still can't bc i forget until it's at 4am, the least opportune time to go about it. i didnt go to university bc i wasn't aware it was a thing. i like the idea of it and i would go and become an art teacher. but. other factors mostly, still forgets about it.
and there's more! so many more!! and every single one of them ties to the apathy i have for uninteresting things bc the only time i am even somewhat medicated is when im drinking coffee.
this is just a very long way to say: I'm going to accidentally overdose on pain meds and die

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bitch teLL US ABOUT THE RUSCAN CUDDLE/PDA HEADCANONS who's the big spoon? do they cuddle in front of people or only in private? what situations call for cuddles? what forms of pda do they use and when/why? do they get embarrassed by pda or not?
were the words spoken by my good friend @justdoityoufucker who I have accidentally inspired to second-hand ship ruscan. I am here to deliver at long last 😔
Who's the big spoon?
Ivan finds great comfort in holding Matthew as they cuddle. And Matthew finds it comfortable too, but he also prefers to be the one doing the holding; he's spent so much time cuddling Kumajiro, it feels weird not to hold anything, even despite the size difference between the bear and man. But he can fall asleep anywhere, so to him it's not awkward at all. At first, it was awkward for Ivan, being the little spoon, he's just bigger than Matthew, but after some time, it started feeling too good to be true.
Hello! I'm bogbees aka Tasha Bee. I'm a hobby artist who focuses on my ships. I wanna be a comic artist, but my adhd gives me a hard time with it. I was @bogbeesdead
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soon. soon i will stop posting here.
"why are you still posting here" LISTEN i haven't finished the move gotta finish this new meet the artist thing and yada yada
bys. bys oh bys. it's dawned on me that my favourite omegaverse fics ended up with their authors realizing they're trans while writing. and so like. im sitting here like "oh shit. i might have that epiphany too!"
WOOHOOOOOO more gender thoughts at ten am
post cancelled just learned im the way i am ab gender bc im just straight up asexual
i probably will not be transitioning unless i come into a large sum of money for surgeries and a boring day that will make me go "you know what's a good idea rn" (extremely unlikely unless body mods become a huge thing in that case I'll simply become a cyborg)
woke up thinking ab Steve and Eddie. not doing well bys
jujy 1st little did i know I'd be waking up on march 6th with the same problem

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I just
what is the POINT of introducing a character like Eddie and killing him off
cowardice to bravery sure, whatever it was that Murray said ab courage and stupidity depending on the situations,
like, you have a character, you introduce as this. no good sort of dude who's giving everyone he meets a new found confidence in living. literally, we meet him and he's boasting such confidence!! he's telling us how he's brought a new light into our loser protagonist's lives, etc etc, and he's so. he's also a huge coward. he runs from the scary stuff that he can't explain.
we learn stuff about him that make us think, hey, hey there's a guy with a well of potential to change for the better; like Steve, like Hopper, just give him a cause, his new ride or die friendships, but then, he fucking, he's gone.
nothing. Nada. all his potential gone.
like. it makes sense. it makes so much sense; he had nothing going for him, failed school, was a wanted man for being a murderer, a label he'd never let down, not in that rinky dink town.
he had to go, there was too much to fix with him and no time for it.
but it's so.
aggravating.
what's the point of giving us a fun character who's whole schtick is being a musician and music buff, no actual, plot relevance?? he could have been the one to play Max's song — everyone's favourite songs.
we thought hopper was dead??? but he wasn't so. maybe.
I'm still batshit ab "big boy" tho. haven't been ok since I heard it
this was posted on july 3rd and i need to stress I'm still unwell ab it
my ideal fix it fanfic includes:
Dustin's mom "adopting" Steve
without his initial awareness of it happening
more Steve and Dustin being stupid geeks in each other's company. smth smth brother bonding at its finest
Steve getting stupid ab how he's getting that touch of family craves and Dustin affectionately mocking him
Johnathan and Nancy are more open with their feelings and are stronger for it. power couple at max strength
Mike and El determine they're just. vital to each other's life changing and don't need to kiss each other to be in it
El and Max are best fucking friends
Mike and Will figure out their shit and probably hold hands bc they're dorks
Argyle has a gun
Robin is sapping away Steve's ladies man charms and ends up being like, that one girl who's always popular with other girls and you're like "is this a harem anime" but she's still just a geek so she slips up and gets weird but the girls are always like "you're so cute"
Eddie and Steve barely tolerate each other's existence but only because they've decided to die for Dustin and decide that mutual agreement is cool of the other. this ends up melting as they learn why Dustin calls the other the coolest. they're gay.
they bring fire to fight the demobats
they brought fire to fight vecna why not the fucking bats????????????
@justdoityoufucker I'm literally on the floor at work writing it in my head 😩
I need a fic based off Adventures in Babysitting (1987) with Steve as Chris soooooooo bad
ok bc I was asleep for 21 hrs yesterday and it's 6:59am as I began typing this, here's my proposal:
canon divergent post season 4 but in the way that Eddie and Max are pretty ok all things considered
Steve has a date he thinks might just vibe with him, only she cancels and he's shit out of things to do. He calls Robin to hang, only he gets a call fr Mrs. Sinclair like "hey can you watch my kids while we go to Indianapolis"
(side note: how the fuck far away is Hawkins fr Indianapolis?? for the sake of this, I'm imagining it to be in reasonable driving distance)
and so Steve tries to decline, Robin objects in that she has stuff to do tonight and so he sucks it up
he gets to the Sinclairs and Dustin is there too?? "oh Lucas is going to Dustin's for the night, don't worry about them."
the parents leave and then Max sneaks over and they all hang for a bit until the phone rings
it's Robin. She's run away from home in a panic spiral and is now having second thoughts while at the bus terminal. pls go get her.
so Steve is like "ok, Dustin, Lucas, Max, keep an eye on Erica. I'll be back in an hour"
Erica's like "my parents are paying YOU good money to watch me. not these dorks and Max"
and so they all pile into Steve's car and drive off to rescue Robin
Steve gets a flat, they end up getting a tow, but their driver gets a call about his wife cheating on him, and they go on a detour to kill the bastard.
gunshots and fighting happen at the new location.
the party escapes by hiding in another car. the car was being hijacked as they were getting into it.
they're taken to a new location, turns out it's a country wide operation, and now they know where the crime ring is. they're held in a dinky little office. they manage to escape by dumb luck of holes in ceilings and ceiling beams leading to open windows.
the crime boss notices they've gone and starts to pursue
Steve leads them into a random door on the street to evade, only they've ended up on a stage. and the act they've interrupted won't let them go unless Steve sings. so Steve sings about the crazy night he's been having.
the crime boss is in the audience, waiting, only Eddie is also in the audience and he runs after them to give them some help; wheels.
the party recounts to Eddie what exactly has happened so far this trip, and he's amazed that trouble seems to follow Steve wherever he goes, a bad quality for a babysitter.
ok I'm passing out now
Eddie should have had a wizard painted on the side of his van
august 24th

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doodling at work is fun bc my coworkers take it as a challenge
OLD followers will remember when i wanted to do a "mom and dad save the world" au for Arthur and Francis but like.
I'm crying laughing imagining it with steve and eddie
Steve's 100% the hot mom who caught the eye of an alien dictator and Eddie's 100% the dad who's putting up with everything bc he loves so much
Steve in the castle, getting pampered, giving love advice to the maids, blissfully unaware his husband is fighting for his god damn life,
god. i would. i love it.