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succubus reader x artist!jaafarwarning: smut, mention of drugs.
this fanfic was supposed to be for sukuna. enjoy :)
the city lights were just blurry streaks of amber and violet through the window, mocking him with their relentless pulse. jaafar let out a long, shuddering breath, the kind that barely made a dent in the exhaustion settling into his bones. his tie was already undone, discarded somewhere on the floor, and his collar was open, but the suffocating feeling of the day just wouldn't leave him.
it wasn't just the work anymore; it was the quiet, hollow ache of a wedding with maddie, that persistent shadow that haunted the edges of his mind even when he was trying his hardest to drown it out.
he felt a presence before he heard the footsteps. jermajesty leaned against the doorframe, that familiar, knowing smirk playing on his lips. he looked too relaxed, too at ease, a stark contrast to the fraying nerves jaafar was trying to hide.
"you look like you're about to snap, j," jermajesty said, his voice low, cutting through the heavy silence of the room.
jaafar didn't even look up, just rubbed his temples with a dull, throbbing headache.
"it's been a long week, man. leave it alone."
his brother didn't listen
he never did instead, he walked over and held out his hand. resting in his palm was a small, hand-rolled cigarette, the paper slightly crinkled, looking nothing like the store-bought stuff. jaafar stared at it for a second, then finally met his brother’s eyes, raising a single, skeptical brow.
"what is this now?" he asked, his voice rough.
jermajesty stepped closer, lowering his voice into a conspiratorial hum. "i know how your head’s been lately. this isn't just to kill time, j. it’s… let’s just say it’ll take you to heaven, i swear. you need to shut your brain off for five minutes, yeah?"
jaafar looked at the thing, then back at his brother, a slow, tired chuckle bubbling up in his chest. it was ridiculous, and probably a terrible idea, but the desperation for just one hour of true, heavy-limbed peace was stronger than his judgment. he reached out and took it, the paper feeling soft between his fingers.
it wasn't a cigarette, not really, but as he stood up and walked toward the balcony to step into the cool night air, he realized he didn't care. he just wanted to forget the way her name tasted on his tongue for a little while, and maybe, just maybe, feel something a lot softer than this constant, aching weight.
he flicked his lighter, the small flame casting long, dancing shadows across his face as he took the first draw, waiting for the world to start slowing down.
god, jermajesty was right.
the moment that it hit his system, the world just sort of tilted on its axis and stopped being so damn heavy. that constant, jagged static in his head. the stuff about work, the stuff about wedding with maddie, the stuff that made his chest feel like it was perpetually bruised—it just dissolved.
he felt light. almost dangerously so.
he stumbled back into his room, his footsteps barely making a sound on the carpet. he didn't bother with the lights; the moonlight bleeding through the blinds was enough to navigate by.
he slumped down onto the edge of his bed, letting out a long, shaky breath as he pulled the blunt back to his lips. it felt like a lifeline. he leaned his head back, watching the smoke swirl into the darkness, and for the first time in forever.
he felt... blank.
but then the air changed.
it didn't happen all at once, but the temperature shifted, dropping just enough to make his skin prickle.
the scent of his room—that stale, lonely smell was suddenly pushed out by something floral and intoxicating. when he blinked, the walls of his bedroom seemed to stretch and warp, the beige paint bleeding into the deep, polished mahogany of a booth in a bar he’d never stepped foot in.
the dim amber lighting was warm, almost hypnotic.
and then he saw you.
you were just sitting there at the end of the booth, looking like you’d been carved out of the moonlight itself. you were wearing a simple black dress, nothing too much, but it clung to you in a way that made his throat go dry. he knew, with that hazy, drug-induced intuition, exactly what you were. a succubus. but you weren't the monster from the stories; you looked ethereal, quiet, almost painfully real.
he froze, the blunt trembling slightly in his fingers. he wasn't sure if his brain was finally short-circuiting or if he’d slipped into a dream he never wanted to wake up from. he didn't even notice when the blunt dropped from his hand and went out on the floor.
"am i in heaven?" he rasped, his voice sounding rougher than he meant it to, his eyes tracking the way you moved as you finally looked up. "or did i finally lose my mind and end up somewhere better?"
you didn't answer him right away. you let the silence stretch, watching the way his pupils dilated when he looked at you. you took your time swirling the ice in your glass, the soft clink-clink the only sound in the room, before you slid out of the booth. the black fabric of your dress shivered against your skin as you moved, stopping just inches from him.
you didn't wait for permission. you reached out, your fingers tracing the sharp line of his jaw before you pressed your palm flat against his chest, right over the frantic, uneven rhythm of his heart.
he was burning up under your touch.
"maybe a little of both," you murmured, leaning into his space until you could feel his breath hitching in his throat. you let your gaze drop to his lips, then back up to his eyes, watching him completely unravel.
"you've been carrying so much weight, jaafar. it's exhausting, isn't it? holding it all together."
he didn't pull back. he leaned into you, his hand coming up to grip your wrist, pinning you there like he needed the anchor.
"i'm so tired," he admitted, his voice cracking, the vulnerability cutting right through the facade.
"i don't want to think anymore. i don't want to be in my head. just... take it from me. show me how to stop feeling everything so damn much."
he looked at you with this raw, desperate honesty, searching for a way out.
he was begging, and the way he looked at you. like you were the only real thing in his world, you were the sweetest, darkest kind of temptation.
"tell me what to do," he whispered, his eyes locking onto yours, completely at your mercy. "anything. just don't let me go back to that quiet."
you let a slow, dangerous smile play on your lips. "you're finally learning, aren't you?" you whispered, trailing your fingers down his neck until you felt his pulse spiking beneath your skin. "if you want me to take the weight, jaafar, you're going to have to let me take everything else, too. you ready for that?"
you lean in closer, lips brushing his ear as the dreamy haze thickens around you both, the succubus pull making everything feel slow and electric. “i’m the one who wanted this,” you remind him softly, your hand sliding down his chest, past his waistband until you free his cock.
he hisses sharply as the cool air hits him, shuddering with a low whine when your thumb smears the precum leaking from his tip all around.
“fuck, princess,” jaafar rasps, hips twitching up into your touch. “unlike anyone else, you know exactly what i need.”
you stroke him slowly at first, just as teasing as he was with you earlier, and he gifts you with the sweetest needy whimper, head falling back against the pillows. his cock is thick and heavy in your hand, pulsing hot as you squeeze tighter.
“more, baby,” he groans, voice breaking. “god, please—i need you so bad.”
you kiss the side of his jaw, stroking him sloppily now, guiding his tip against your wet folds, rubbing him along your clit until you’re both shuddering. “then take it,” you murmur, sinking down onto him in one smooth motion.
jaafar’s cock curves perfectly inside you, pressing against that sweet spot deep within as you both moan loudly at the feeling. “s-sweet girl,” he gasps, hands flying to your hips, gripping tight. “so fucking tight… you always feel like heaven around me.”
“jaafar!” you whimper, clutching onto his shoulders as you start to ride him, rolling your hips in deep, needy circles. your moans spill out freely, breathy and desperate, mixing with his rough groans every time you sink back down. the room swirls with moonlight and smoke, making it all feel like the most perfect dream.
“that’s it, baby, just like that,” he praises, voice wrecked as he thrusts up to meet you. “ride me, princess. let me feel every inch of you. fuck—you’re so wet, so warm… made for me.”
you moan louder, head tipping back as the pleasure builds fast, your walls fluttering around his thick length. “feels so good… jaafar, please—” your voice cracks into another whimper when he leans up to suck a mark onto your neck, one hand sliding between you to rub your clit in tight circles.
he watches you with dark, hungry eyes, completely lost in the sight of you bouncing on him. “look at you, my sweet girl, taking me so deep. nobody else gets to have this. nobody else gets to hear these pretty moans. say it.”
“only you,” you gasp, nails digging into his shoulders as you ride him harder, moaning wantonly with every roll of your hips. “only ever you, baby—oh god—”
your orgasm crashes over you suddenly, walls clamping down tight around him as you cry out his name, body shaking. jaafar groans deep in his chest, fucking up into you through it, chasing his own high until he spills inside you with a broken moan, holding you down on him like he never wants to leave.
but the dream doesn’t let you stop. he flips you gently onto your stomach, chest pressing warm and heavy against your back as he kisses down your spine. you arch for him with a soft whine, pushing back as he slides in again from behind, filling you so full you let out a long, shaky moan.
“still so greedy for me,” he murmurs against your ear, starting to thrust slow and deep. his fingers tease lower, circling before pressing in carefully alongside, stretching you even more. the added fullness pulls a loud, broken moan from your throat, your fingers twisting in the sheets.
“jaafar—fuck, baby.”
“it’s too much… feels so good,” you whimper, pushing back to meet every thrust, moaning louder as he starts moving faster.
he groans right in your ear, voice rough with possession. “my perfect princess, taking everything i give you. listen to those pretty sounds…all fucking mine.” his fingers curl gently inside you while his cock drives deeper, the rhythm turning messy and intense, skin slapping against skin.
you’re moaning nonstop now, breathy and desperate, body trembling under him. “yes! yours, only yours… don’t stop, please”
“never, sweet girl,” he rasps, free hand reaching around to rub your clit again. “gonna make you cum just like this. let me hear you.”
it hits you hard again, your moans turning into choked cries as you clench around him, pulling jaafar over the edge with you. he buries his face in your neck, groaning your name as he spills deep inside, hips stuttering until you’re both spent and panting.
he collapses beside you, pulling you into his chest, pressing soft kisses to your forehead, your cheeks, your swollen lips. his hand strokes down your back tenderly, the hazy dream still glowing around you both.
“stay with me a little longer, baby,” he whispers, voice soft and wrecked. “my sweet girl… don’t let the real world take you away yet.”
the sunlight hitting his eyes was way too bright, a sharp, aggressive glare that didn't belong in the haze of where he’d been. jaafar groaned, his body feeling like lead, the kind of heavy, drugged-out exhaustion that usually took all day to shake off.
"jaafar, get up. it’s past two, baby."
his mom’s voice cut through the door, muffled and distant.
he buried his face in the pillow, trying to hold onto the lingering phantom of that bar, the scent of jasmine, the way everything had felt so quiet and dark.
it had to be the stuff jermajesty gave him, just some fucked-up, vivid hallucination.
he felt sick.
he felt hollow.
he wanted to go back.
he shoved the covers off, swinging his legs over the side of the bed.
he was already scanning the room, his eyes scanning for... something. anything. he felt like he was still shaking, like the remnants of that dream were engrave into his skin.
then he stopped.
down by the foot of the bed, slumped against the wood like a pile of ink, was a dress.
he didn't make a sound.
he just slid off the mattress and landed on his knees, his hands hovering over the fabric. it wasn't a trick of the light. it was a plain, black dress, the silk still cool to the touch, smelling faintly of bourbon and something sweet, like night-blooming flowers.
he picked it up. his hands were trembling so hard he could barely hold the fabric. he clutched the dress to his chest, the silk bunched up against his knuckles, and let out a laugh that sounded more like a choke. am i high? he thought.
it wasn't a dream. you had been here. you were here.
he dragged the dress closer, pressing his face into it until he was breathing in nothing but the presence of you. the silence in his room didn't feel lonely anymore.
it felt heavy, buzzing, like the air was still holding its breath.
he wasn't losing his mind.
he was being haunted, and for the first time in his life, he didn't want to be saved.
Jaafar x asfab reader
WARNING, THIS FANFICTION CONTAINS THE FOLLOWING…
Cheating like really bad, unprotected sex, praise, kissing, a little tongue play?? Idk he sucks your tongue, p!in!v, creampie/breeding, fem pet names, daddy kink, and more. IF YOU ARE A MINOR, GO AWAY! YOU WILL BE BLOCKED! If any of these things are triggering, please look away.
Plus size friendly, no mention of size or shape. Black girl friendly, no mentions of skin tone, hair type, color, coverings or wraps. Fem pet names used, “good girl.” “Pretty girl.” Etc. intended for black women🤎 I know I said I feel so guilty for writing smut about a man with a fiancé, but I can’t help it😭I promise if she wasn’t a zio I would not write something like this bc it feels so disrespectful to the woman and I NEVERRRR condone cheating. Buutttt, here we are😫Jaafar is too fine and I’m so tempted to write smut with Jaafar AND Jermajesty, but idkkkkkkk!!! Anyway! Likes, reblogs and comments are always appreciated and appreciated dearly, constructive criticism is always welcomed! THIS IS UNEDITED, so please forgive any mistakes and please enjoy, thank you🩷
Jaafar had promised to be home over 30 minutes ago, his fiancé called over and over again but he just couldn’t pull out of you. Every stroke felt better than the last. Your gummy walls hugged him so perfectly, like you were made for him-, like you were made for taking his dick. He swore it felt even better knowing full and well that he wasn’t supposed to be fucking you, especially when she was at home waiting for the same thing you were getting. But you felt too good for him to stop. So perfect. Your legs shook and your bottom lip quivered every time he plunged into you. The way his name fell from your lips was like the call of a siren, so pretty and so alluring. Watching your titties bounce for him, feeling your creamy love coat him—fuck, it was driving him wild.
“Jaafar! J-Jaafar!” He groaned hearing you call his name in a long, whiny moan. The thought of her distant as you looked up at him with glossy eyes and a pout. “It’s—It’s too much!” You swore you couldn’t take it. Your brain was fuzzy and he was so deep, so big. Everything your pussy had to give, he was fucking out of you.
its your birthday make a wish - chapter one
succubus!reader x jaafar jackson
on the suffocating set of his latest film, an exhausted jaafar feels entirely detached from his life, his family, and his girlfriend, maddie. trapped in his own head, he becomes obsessed with the memory of a spectral woman who haunted his senses after he smoked a rare, vintage blunt.
warnings: swearing, mentions of drugs
the set was a mess of tangled cables and blinding spotlights, the kind of environment that usually fed his ego, but tonight it just felt suffocating. jaafar had been running on fumes for weeks, pushing himself through the sequel filming because being a leo meant never letting the shine fade, even when he was burnt to a crisp.
he’d completely lost track of the days, buried in lines and blocking, until the clock on the wall hit midnight.
suddenly, the room was full of noise. maddie was there, beaming, holding a cake that looked like a tiny island of warmth in the middle of the soundstage. his mom, jermajesty, and randy were right behind her, their voices rising in that familiar, off-key birthday chorus.
jaafar stood there, feeling like he was watching a movie of his own life. he plastered on his best smile, the one that made the fans scream, but god, it felt heavy.
"happy birthday, baby," his mom said, pulling him into a hug that smelled like home lavender and expensive fabric softener. "you look like you’re drifting away on me. take a breath, okay? the cameras will still be there tomorrow."
randy leaned against a lighting rig, looking way too relaxed. "mom’s right, j. you’ve been running yourself into the ground. let the star dim for five minutes, yeah?"
maddie stepped closer, her hand resting on his arm, her eyes full of that sweet, genuine concern that usually made his chest swell. but tonight, it just felt… quiet. like something was missing, a piece of the puzzle that he couldn't quite place. "you okay, jaafar? you seem like you’re somewhere else entirely."
jermajesty hovered near the back, his eyes sharp and unreadable. "he's just working too hard, aren't you, j? don't let them kill your vibe, though. maybe the best parts of the night happen when you stop trying so hard."
jaafar couldn't take it—the noise, the expectations, the way everyone looked at him like he was a monument instead of a person. "i, uh—i need a minute. restroom. be right back."
he walked out, the silence of the hallway hitting him like a physical wall. that’s when he saw it. a new vending machine he’d never seen before, tucked into a dark corner. it was buzzing—a low, hypnotic sound that made his teeth ache. his eyes locked onto a single chocolate bar on the top shelf. it was practically glowing, the logo a swirl of gold that looked exactly, hauntingly, like your eyes.
get a grip, he told himself, walking past it. it’s just a snack, man. you’re losing it.
he ducked into the restroom, splashing ice-cold water on his face, trying to scrub the phantom scent of you out of his head. but when he stepped back out, the air was thick with it—sandalwood, jasmine and peach. it was radiating from the vending machine. he was a fool, he knew it, but he pushed his money in anyway. the nectar bar dropped with a thud.
he tore the wrapper off, muttering to himself, "this is insane. you’re talking to a chocolate bar because you’re high and you miss a ghost. you’re a mess, jaafar."
then he saw the note tucked inside: put your hands together. it’s your birthday jaafar, make a wish.
his heart hammered against his ribs. he squeezed his eyes shut, pressed his palms together, and pleaded with the universe. be real. please, just be real. i don't want the dream, i want to see you again.
he waited. nothing. just the hum of the machine. the spell he’d felt.
the weird, magnetic pull—suddenly snapped, leaving him feeling cold and ridiculous. he started laughing, a jagged, broken sound that echoed in the empty hall. "what a joke," he whispered, tossing the wrapper inside his pocket
the air behind the equipment crates was heavy, and the way jaafar was breathing—short, jagged bursts—made the smirk on jermajesty’s face finally slide off. jaafar didn’t just pull him aside; he shoved him back into the shadows, his fingers biting into his brother’s arm.
"the blunt," jaafar hissed, his voice so low it felt like a vibration in the dark. "the one you handed me last month. look at me, maj. where the hell did it actually come from?"
jermajesty tried to shrug it off, his eyes flicking toward the set to make sure no one was watching. "whoa, chill, j. you’re tweaking. i just found it on the living room table, man. figured you were stressed and needed a break. why are you acting like i tried to poison you?" he gestured toward the pocket where jaafar had stuffed the nectar bar.
"honestly, that chocolate looks better than whatever mood you’re in. hand it over."
"don't you dare touch it," jaafar snapped. his usual cool was completely gone, replaced by a raw, frantic edge that made jermajesty stop dead. "do you have any idea what this is? do you have any idea what that smoke did to me?"
jermajesty’s face hardened, his voice losing that joking rhythm. "it’s a blunt, jaafar. if you’re losing your mind over a high from weeks ago, that’s on you. i’m not taking responsibility for your head."
"you’re damn right you’re taking responsibility, because you’re the one who put it in my hand!" jaafar’s voice dropped to a harsh whisper, vibrating with a lethal kind of control. "maj, stop acting like you’re oblivious. i know you. so tell me, right now, before i make you regret ever finding that thing."
jermajesty stared at him, really seeing the desperation in his brother’s eyes, and finally, the bravado crumbled. he sighed, dragging a hand through his hair. "fine. damn. i didn't find it on the table, okay? randy left it there. i just saw it and thought of you. ask him yourself."
jaafar didn't wait. he marched over, grabbed randy by the jacket, and hauled him into the huddle, ignoring his protests. "randy. the blunt. where did you get it?"
randy looked between them, his brow furrowed, clearly confused by the sudden aggression. "what? the vintage stuff? i picked it up from that antique shop near the pier. the guy said it was some rare, organic blend. what is the problem?"
"the shop," jaafar pushed, his voice tight.
randy reached out to take the chocolate, but jaafar yanked it away, his knuckles pale. he turned his full, icy focus back to jermajesty.
"maj, listen to me," jaafar whispered, the intensity in his tone making the air feel suffocating. "i am not your experiment. i’m not a toy for you to test things on. if you ever bring me something from that place again—if you ever cross that line without asking—you’re going to find out exactly how little i care about the fact that we’re family. do you understand me?"
jermajesty held his brother’s gaze, the silence stretching until it felt painful. he finally gave a slow, reluctant nod, all the cockiness gone. "i hear you, j. i won't touch it again."
jaafar didn't say another word. he just turned and walked away, leaving his brothers in the shadows of the set, the scent of sandalwood, jasmine and peach still clinging to his skin like a curse.
the trailer felt colder than it should have, even with the heater humming in the corner.
maddie sat against the headboard, knees drawn up, watching jaafar as he finished changing. the silence between them stretched out, heavy and unfamiliar. she had hoped tonight might bridge some of the gap that had been growing for weeks, but the moment he climbed into bed, that familiar emotional wall was already there.
when she shifted closer and let her hand rest lightly on his arm, nothing stirred in him. his body stayed unresponsive, distant in a way that went beyond just physical. maddie pulled back slowly, the quiet rejection settling deep in her chest.
“jaafar,” she said, her voice tight with frustration, “what the hell is happening to us? you’re right here but it feels like you’re miles away.”
he sighed, staring up at the ceiling instead of meeting her eyes. “i’m sorry, maddie. my mind’s just… not here. work’s been eating me alive and i can’t even relax enough to be close to you.”
she let out a short, hurt laugh, scooting further away on the bed. the space between them suddenly felt deliberate. “that’s the thing. it’s not just tonight. you’ve been pulling away for weeks now. emotionally, physically everything. i talk to you and it’s like you’re listening through fog. i try to reach you and there’s nothing. no spark, no warmth, just… this emptiness.”
maddie hugged her arms around herself, the anger mixing with a deeper ache. “i miss the man who used to look at me like i was his whole world. now i feel like i’m competing with whatever’s going on in your head, and i’m losing. badly.”
jaafar turned his head toward her, but his gaze still felt far off, guarded. “i don’t want it to be like this. i’m trying, but…”
“trying?” she cut in softly, shaking her head. “it doesn’t feel like it anymore. right now, it just feels like i’m alone even when you’re lying right next to me.”
the quiet that followed was louder than any argument. maddie turned onto her side, facing the wall, the emotional distance between them wider than it had ever been.
jaafar stayed on his back, silent, both of them trapped in their own heads, the connection they once shared feeling more like a memory than reality.
jaafar didn't move for a long time, his eyes fixed on the ceiling tiles. he wanted to reach out, to smooth the tension out of her shoulders, but every time he tried to focus on her, the memory of that sandalwood and peach scent crowded his senses. he felt like he was suffocating, trapped between the woman he was supposed to love and the phantom that had latched onto his mind.
he rolled onto his side, his movements heavy. "maddie," he started, his voice barely a murmur. he reached out, his fingertips ghosting over the fabric of her sleep shirt, but he didn't pull her into his arms. it felt dishonest. "i know it feels like i'm not here. but it's not you. it's not you, okay?"
maddie didn't turn around. the bed sheet was pulled tight against her frame, a wall of cotton separating them. "then tell me, jaafar. if it’s not me, what is it? because i can’t keep doing this. i can’t keep loving a ghost."
the word ghost hit him right in the sternum. he felt a sudden, sharp urge to tell her everything—about the blunt, about the vending machine, about the way he still had that dress tucked away in his drawer like a dirty secret. but the words stuck in his throat, dry and impossible. if he told her, she’d think he’d finally snapped. he was barely holding onto his own sanity as it was.
"it's work," he lied, the words tasting like ash. "it’s the pressure, the cameras, everyone wanting a piece of me until there’s nothing left. i’m just… fried, maddie. i’m sorry."
she finally turned over, the light from the trailer window casting sharp shadows across her face. her eyes weren't angry anymore; they just looked tired. "you used to come home and i was your safe place. now you come home and you look like you’re waiting for the walls to close in."
she didn't wait for an answer. she just closed her eyes, the distance between them feeling like a canyon.
jaafar lay there for what felt like hours, his skin buzzing with a restless, frantic energy. he couldn't sleep. every time he closed his eyes, he saw those golden eyes from the nectar logo. he shifted, his hand accidentally brushing against his own pocket where he’d stuffed that wrapper, the paper crinkling in the silence.
he felt a wave of nausea. he was ruining things—ruining us—over a high that wouldn't end.
he quietly slid out of the bed, the cold air of the trailer hitting his sweat-slicked skin. he didn't look back at maddie, who was already breathing in that slow, steady rhythm of sleep. he moved to the small kitchenette, his hands trembling as he poured a glass of water.
he stared out the small trailer window into the dark lot. somewhere out there, in the quiet of the night, he felt like something or someone was watching him. he touched his chest, right over his heart, and for a split second, he could have sworn he smelled it again. that faint, sweet, impossible scent of jasmine.
you’re losing it, jaafar, he told himself, but as he stood there in the dark, he realized he didn't even want to be found.
the knock was sharp, rhythmic, and enough to pull jaafar from that weird, half-conscious state he’d been trapped in for hours. he didn't even glance at maddie, who was still dead to the world, before sliding out of bed. he pulled on a hoodie, his movements jerky, and threw the trailer door open.
jermajesty stood there, looking way too awake for 2:00 am. he held out a thick, cream-colored envelope. no return address, just his name written in ink that seemed to shimmer even in the shitty fluorescent porch light.
"what is this?" jaafar hissed, his voice raw.
"don't know, don't care," jermajesty shrugged, though his eyes were sharp. "just figured you needed to see it."
jaafar didn't wait. he grabbed the envelope and shoved jermajesty off the steps, ushering him toward the back of the lot where the shadows were deep. he saw randy leaning against his car, looking bored, and practically dragged him into the huddle.
"randy. now," jaafar said, his voice vibrating with a dangerous edge. "the shop. the antique one. we’re talking about it. because i’m not losing my mind alone anymore."
he reached into his pocket, pulling out the remains of that blunt randy had 'found.' he didn't bother hiding his shaking hands as he lit it, taking a long, jagged hit. the smoke swirled, and he turned his eyes on his brothers, his gaze piercing.
"you two tell me. what did it feel like for you?" jaafar asked, his voice low, desperate. "when you smoked this, what did you see? tell me it wasn't just me."
randy and jermajesty exchanged a look, both of them shifting uncomfortably.
"it was a rush, j," randy started, his voice hushed. "i felt heavy. like i was sinking into the couch, yeah, but it wasn't just a high. i felt like... like i was being watched from the corners of the room. it wasn't pleasant."
jermajesty nodded, his face uncharacteristically serious. "i felt like i was floating, but my body felt like it was miles away. i kept hearing whispers in another language. it made me feel like i was standing on the edge of something i wasn't supposed to see."
jaafar let out a harsh, jagged laugh, the smoke curling around his face like a shroud. "a rush? whispers? that’s all you got?"
he took another drag, his eyes glazing over. "for me? it’s her. it’s not just a high; it’s living a second life. she’s a succubus, or whatever the hell you want to call it, but she feels so real. her skin, her touch... it’s electric, randy. it’s the way she looks at me, like she’s the only one who actually sees the weight i’m carrying. the way she tastes, like peaches and sandalwood... it’s driving me insane."
randy stepped forward, his expression pale. "jaafar... j, listen to me. that shopkeeper? he didn't just sell me a blunt. he told me the stuff in that collection came from a place that doesn't exist on any map. he said it was for 'those who feel too much.'"
"i don't care about the salesman," jaafar snapped, clutching the envelope so hard the paper began to tear. "i care that i can't go back to normal. randy, please. you have to take me to that shop."
"it’s the middle of the night, j," randy tried to reason, but jaafar wasn't hearing it.
"i’m begging you, randy," jaafar said, his voice breaking as he stepped into his brother’s space, his eyes wide and pleading.
"i’m not joking. i need to go there. i need to find the source. if you don't take me, i’ll drive until i find it myself. just take me to the shop. please."
randy and jermajesty exchanged a worried look. they’d never seen jaafar this unglued.
"fine," randy exhaled, pulling the keys from his pocket. "but if we're walking into something dark, don't say i didn't warn you."
the pier was dead silent, save for the rhythmic slap of dark water against the wooden pilings. it was 2:38 am, and honestly? there was nothing. just empty boat slips and the smell of saltwater.
randy walked in circles, his hands shoved deep in his pockets, his face pale under the streetlights. "i don't get it, man. this is it. this is where i parked. i swear to god, the shop was right next to that bait shack."
"you sure you weren't on some other shit when you bought that blunt?" jermajesty snapped, pacing the edge of the dock, his frustration boiling over. "because we’re standing in the middle of nowhere, j is losing his mind, and i’m starting to think you’re just messing with us."
"i’m not messing with anyone!" randy fired back, his voice rising, his eyes wide and darting toward the dark water. "i bought the damn thing here! i don't know why it’s not—"
"shut up," jaafar growled, his eyes fixed on the envelope. he tore it open, pulling out the map that had been hidden behind the dried jasmine petal.
he held it up to the dim light of the pier, and the ink seemed to pulse with a faint, shimmering, sickly glow. he traced the lines with his thumb, his heart hammering against his ribs like a trapped bird. "it’s not a mistake. the map says we’re exactly where we need to be."
jermajesty let out a frantic, shaky laugh, raking his fingers through his hair until it was a knotted mess. "are you serious? this is wild shit, man. we’re three grown-ass men standing on a pier in the middle of the night looking for a ghost shop that doesn't exist. i’m out. this is too much. my head feels like it’s vibrating."
"it’s my birthday," jaafar cut him off, his voice ice-cold, vibrating with an intensity that silenced the pier. he didn't care about the skepticism anymore. he didn't care about the logic that dictated this was impossible. "it’s three in the morning, and my phone just went off."
he pulled his phone from his pocket. there was an alarm—a shrill, jarring tone he definitely hadn't set—displaying a single word in bold, black text: arrive.
randy and jermajesty both leaned in, their faces turning ghost-white. randy pointed toward the far end of the pier, his hand trembling so hard it looked like he was vibrating. "uh, guys? look."
the air rippled like heat over pavement, and suddenly, the space between the warehouses began to bleed into existence. a storefront flickered into view, glowing with an eerie, rhythmic pulse that matched the frantic beating of jaafar’s heart. it looked ancient, constructed of dark, warped timber that seemed to inhale and exhale with the tide. the windows were frosted with grime, yet light spilled from within—a sickly, intoxicating amber hue that felt entirely, impossibly wrong.
jaafar looked down at the note that had appeared inside the envelope, the handwriting elegant and archaic. present the key to the keeper. do not look back. .
"i’m going in," jaafar said, his voice quiet but absolute. the black metal key felt unnaturally heavy, almost burning, against his palm.
"j, don't," jermajesty pleaded, his voice breaking. he grabbed jaafar’s shoulder, looking like he was about to have a full-blown panic attack. "look at this place! it’s not normal. whatever is in there, it’s not human. just come home, man, please. we can forget the shop, forget the blunt, just come back to the car."
"you're being a coward, maj," jaafar said, his expression softening just a fraction, but the obsession in his eyes was blinding. it was you. it was always going to be you. he couldn't hear the warnings; he could only hear the phantom call of the sandalwood and peach, the promise of your touch that haunted every waking moment.
"oh, i'm the coward?" jermajesty shouted, shoving jaafar’s shoulder back, his face flushed with panicked rage. "you're the one acting like you're possessed by a damn chocolate bar! you're going to get yourself killed or worse, and you want me to just stand here and watch?"
"quit it, both of you!" randy yelled, stepping between them, though his own legs were visibly shaking. "we're literally standing in front of a building that just appeared out of thin air! can we focus on that instead of killing each other?"
"if i’m not back in an hour," jaafar said, placing a heavy hand on randy’s chest to push him back, effectively cutting off the bickering, "you know exactly where to find me. don't follow me. don't try to be heroes. just… if it gets bad, you know where i went."
"and if you don't come back?" jermajesty countered, his voice trembling as he looked at the dark threshold of the shop. "what if you're gone? what if you just... cease to exist, or end up in some other dimension where you're never coming back to earth again? i'm not dealing with that, j! i'm not living in a world where my brother is some ghost story!"
"you are so dramatic, maj, shut the hell up," randy snapped, though he looked just as terrified. "nobody is ceasing to exist. jaafar is just... he's just losing his mind, that's all. right, j?"
jaafar didn't answer them. he was staring at the note, his eyes tracking new lines of text manifesting on the parchment in real-time. the incense of binding. a vial of silver tears. the final toll is a drop of his own blood on the altar.
the door creaked open, exhaling a gust of air that smelled like ozone and dried jasmine. it was heavy, suffocating.
jermajesty immediately whipped out his phone, his thumb flying across the screen. "mom, don't ask. we’re at the pier, jaafar’s having a total breakdown, and if we don't make it back, tell the lawyers to settle everything. seriously, j’s gone off the deep end and i don't think we’re coming back from this," he muttered, his voice pitching up into that dramatic, high-stress register he only hit when he was genuinely terrified.
"you're such a drama queen, put the phone away," randy hissed, though he looked just as shaky, his knuckles white where he gripped his jacket.
"who goes first?" jermajesty whispered, looking at the dark maw of the shop. "i'm not going first. i have a life, i have a life to protect."
"fine, i'll do it," randy snapped. he stepped over the threshold, his shoulders hunched. he stopped dead, blinking hard. "it’s... it’s all blurry. like i’m looking through a camera lens that won't focus."
jaafar shoved past him, the black metal key burning in his hand. inside, the place was a labyrinth of mismatched shelves and glass jars. behind a counter that looked like it was made of calcified bone stood an old man. he was hunched over, his hair a wild, matted mane of snow-white tangled locks, his eyes milky and sharp like the witch from some fucked-up fairytale.
jaafar slammed the envelope onto the counter. the old man’s lipless mouth curled into a grin. "ah. you're here for lilith. the temptress."
randy leaned in, his voice tight. "who the hell is lilith? and what kind of shop is this? this is insane, j, we need to–"
"don't," jaafar cut him off, his voice lethal. he turned to randy, eyes wild. "you say one more word to him, and i swear to god, randy, you're not leaving here. shut up."
the old man cackled, a dry, rasping sound, and shuffled into the back. they could hear him clattering with metal, the sound of glass breaking, and something that sounded suspiciously like a low, inhuman growl.
he came back, dropping a heavy, ornate box on the counter. he looked at jaafar, sliding a fresh, shimmering bar of nectar toward him. "eat. follow the instructions. don't miss a step, or the debt becomes permanent."
jermajesty stood in the corner, his hands pressed against his ears, whispering a silent prayer that his brother wouldn't turn into a puddle of goo.
jaafar unwrapped the chocolate, the scent of crushed flowers hitting him before the first bite. he chewed, the bitter cocoa hitting his tongue just as the old man pointed to the vial of silver tears and the obsidian needle.
"they must be real," the old man rasped. "tears of a memory that burns. blood of the one who seeks."
jaafar didn't need to fake the grief. he closed his eyes and summoned the ache—the way your scent haunted his trailer, the way he felt so incredibly lonely even when the world was screaming his name.
he let a single, heavy tear fall into the vial, then pressed the needle into his forearm. he dragged the point just enough to draw a bright, ruby drop, letting it splash onto the cold altar stone.
as the blood hit the altar, the shop seemed to melt away. the walls dissolved into a vast, swirling dreamscape. the ceiling vanished, replaced by a pure-white moon that hung low and heavy in the sky, lighting up the space like a spotlight.
the atmosphere changed—it was a kaleidoscope of past and present, everything pointing to you. the bearings of a half-moon shifted in the sky above him, the curve of it mirroring the exact shape of your eyes.
he followed the man’s raspy directions, his movements turning rhythmic, fluid. under the faint, ethereal light, jaafar felt himself drifting. it was as if he and the dreamscape were flowing together, a pulse beating against the world’s encroaching darkness. he wasn't just a man anymore; he was a vessel, and every step he took in this bizarre, moonlight-drenched shop was leading him straight to where you were waiting.
"how are you feeling?" randy whispered, looking at jaafar with pure terror.
jaafar didn't answer. he couldn't. the world had gone quiet, and all he could see was the light in your eyes reflected in the moon above.
the silence in the shop was heavy, the kind that rings in your ears. the old man stood there, his long, jagged fingernails tapping against the wood of the counter. he let out a slow, wheezing breath that sounded like a sigh of relief.
"it is done," he rasped, his milky eyes pinning jaafar to the spot. "congratulations, boy. and a happy birthday to you."
randy and jermajesty exchanged a look, both of them looking like they wanted to bolt, but they were frozen. the man reached under the counter and pulled out a necklace. it was a piece of raw, jagged diamond, hanging from a chain that looked like woven silver wire.
"this belonged to the sirens of old, but for a temptress like her? it is her anchor. if it leaves her neck—or yours—the tether snaps. keep it close. do not let it be stolen, do not let it be seen, and for the love of everything, do not take it off."
jermajesty felt a shiver claw its way down his spine. he nodded, his throat too tight to speak. randy just stared at the diamond, his expression a mix of awe and pure, unadulterated terror.
jaafar, however, reached out and took the necklace, his fingers brushing the stone. he didn't feel scared; he felt a sudden, electric sense of purpose.
"you will meet her in a while," the old man said, his grin fading into a flat, cryptic line.
jaafar stepped forward, his heart thudding. "how long is a while?"
the old man just stared back, refusing to give him a timeline. "she's excited to see you too."
that was it. he turned his back on them, and the shop’s light flickered and died. they stumbled back out onto the pier, the morning air biting at their skin. the wood groaned as they hit the docks, and when they turned around, the storefront was gone. it was just empty, decaying pilings and the dark, indifferent water.
jermajesty whipped out his phone, his thumb hovering over the screen. "5:05 am. we were in there for two hours? it felt like five minutes." he paused, then let out a sharp, audible crack as he slapped his own cheek hard enough to leave a red mark. "ow. god, that’s real. that’s actually real."
"we’re all losing it," randy muttered, his voice hollow. "this has to be some kind of mass hallucination."
they walked back to the car in a daze, the weight of the night settling into their bones. randy started the engine, his hands shaking on the wheel as he pulled away from the pier. for the first ten minutes, the car was silent, the hum of the tires on the asphalt the only thing tethering them to reality.
randy tried to clear the air, his voice too loud in the cramped space. "so, uh, are we just going to pretend we didn't just walk out of some fucked up dimension-hopping antique shop, or are we—"
he didn't get to finish. the stereo in the suv suddenly flickered to life, even though randy hadn't touched the dial. it wasn't the radio; it was a sound that seemed to come from everywhere at once a low, melodic, dreamy chime that sounded like starlight hitting water.
jermajesty let out a string of curses, his hands gripping the edges of his seat. "what the fuck, randy? turn it off! turn it off now, you asshole!"
"i’m trying! the buttons aren't doing anything!" randy yelled, his foot heavy on the gas as the music grew louder, more intoxicating, winding around them like a physical touch. "this is that goddamn witch craft! i told you that antique place was bad news, i told you! and now look at us—some ghost bitch is about to kill us because of your birthday, j!"
jaafar didn't move. he sat in the passenger seat, his pulse racing, his hand tight around the diamond necklace. he knew. he felt the air in the backseat get cooler, a sudden, heavy pressure blooming in the space behind his head.
the car seemed to grow smaller, the silence outside pressing in against the windows. jaafar’s heart was hammering against his ribs, a frantic rhythm that matched the song. then, a breath of sandalwood and peach brushed against the back of his neck, sharp and sweet.
"boo."
a soft, playful whisper right against his ear.
"happy birthday, jaafar."
its you back on earth. lilith is back on earth
Heated Affair
a/n; wanted to make a fic based off this tweet ! Enjoy ☺️
warnings; unprotected sex, cheating, fingering, creampie, and cheating otp
Jaafar’s leg was twitching a mile a minute, his palms constantly smoothing down his pants. He was a mess of heat, frustration, and raw nerves. To make matters worse, his fiancée was still going on in his ear, picking at him from the seat to his left.
However, to his right was you, his manager. You sat straight up as you waved the fan back and forth to cool the heat from your glistening skin.
You bit back a smirk hearing Maddie’s complaints. The more she complained, the more Jaafar got angry, and that meant the rough, angry sex he was going to deliver to you later in the hotel room.
You leaned subtly toward Jaafar, concealing your mouth behind your fan as you whispered, “Did I tell you how hot you look in your suit?” He drew in a sharp breath, his eyes snapping toward you just as you reclined into your seat.
You could feel the weight of his gaze upon you while you surveyed the tennis court, a smirk playing across your lips.
He undressed you with his eyes, the memories of last night flooding his consciousness.
Flashback
You were on your knees, smiling up at Jaafar as he stroked his cock over your face.
“Look at you, so eager for me to paint your pretty face with my cum.” You nod eagerly, sticking your tongue out.
“F-fuck, baby, I’m gonna—” His words were cut short by a loud moan as he released his load onto your face, stroking his cock rapidly.
You felt warm, thick spurts of his cum land on your tongue. You smiled, swallowing the salty taste of what landed in your mouth.
Jaafar whimpered as he fell back onto the counter, gripping it harshly while his dick twitched.
You stood up with a smile, gathered his thick cum off your face with your finger, and licked it while staring into his eyes.
Jaafar cupped your cheeks and kissed you sloppily as he tasted himself on your tongue.
You both moaned into the kiss as teeth clashed and both of your tongues fought for dominance.
He broke the kiss and dragged his tongue against the little bits of cum that were still on your face, lapping up his own essence.
“I needed that,” Jaafar muttered in your ear.
“Me too,” you replied, pulling back with a smile to stare up at his face.
He gave a small peck to your lips. “We should probably clean up before Maddie gets back.”
Jaafar clapped softly as the match ended, everyone standing up in unison to prepare to leave.
“So, we have a few interviews and shoots to do while we’re still here, then we have the after party,” you announced as you walked down the aisle.
“Seriously? More walking?” Maddie whined out loud for the hundredth time that day.
You would think the person actually doing all the work would be the one complaining, but it wasn’t him, it was her.
“Okay, babe, how about you head back to the hotel early while I finish up here, okay?” Jaafar turned toward her, forcing an empathetic smile onto his face.
Maddie sighed loudly before exhaling, “Okay, fine. I’ll see you later.” Maddie kissed his cheek and walked away toward the exit.
“Fucking finally,” Jaafar let out a loud sigh and turned his attention toward you.
“So, how many interviews did you sign me up for?” You smirked and grabbed his tie, yanking him into a supply closet.
Jaafar stumbled toward you as you closed the door, smashing your lips against his.
“What… about… the… interviews?” Jaafar muttered in between kisses.
“I lied so she could go home,” you replied while unbuttoning your blouse.
Jaafar smiled and shook his head. “Mm, you’re evil, you know that?”
“Yeah, but that’s why you like me.” You smiled and pulled him in for another kiss.
This one was hungrier, you both wanted to devour each other. Jaafar trailed wet kisses down your neck and flicked his tongue over that sensitive spot he knew you loved, causing a moan to erupt from your lips.
He pushed your skirt up and roughly pulled down your panties. “Look at you, already soaking wet for me,” Jaafar teased as he palmed you.
“Jaa- please,” you whined, grinding into his palm.
“So needy,” he whispered into your ear as he took one finger, slowly rubbing your wet, sticky folds.
You bit your lip and threw your head back. “S-stop teasing me.” Jaafar just smiled and continued his teasing.
“Jaafar, you fuck—ah!” Your words were cut short by a loud moan when he suddenly plunged two fingers deep inside you.
“Is that what you wanted?” He grabbed your chin with his free hand, making you look him in the eyes.
“Yes! I wanted it so much!” You moaned loudly, feeling his fingers explore your walls.
He curled his fingers inside you, over and over. Your knees buckled, and you grabbed onto his arm, holding yourself up as your body jerked in his grasp.
You couldn't contain the moans slipping past your lips as he went even deeper, hitting the tip of your cervix, past your G-spot.
“Right there! Right there!” You screamed.
“Right here?” Jaafar teased, hitting the spot continuously.
Jaafar’s thumb rubbed your clit as he latched his mouth onto one of your nipples.
The pleasure from him sucking on your nipple was your last straw, your orgasm came suddenly, and you fell back onto the shelf.
Your legs shook as you came, your body twitching as Jaafar continued to plunge his fingers in and out of you, riding out your orgasm for you.
You breathed heavily, your vision spotty as you tried to come down from the intense high.
“Jaafar,” you moaned softly as your head fell into the crook of his neck. He pulled his fingers out of you and sucked them clean of your juices.
“You taste better every time.” He kissed you so you could taste yourself on his tongue.
You moaned into the kiss, savoring your sweet juices on his tongue.
Jaafar unfastened his belt and pulled his pants down. You grabbed a chair from the corner and pushed him back onto it.
“Someone’s eager,” Jaafar chuckled softly. You smiled and sat down on his lap. “Only for you.”
You pulled out his member, admiring his perfect size, precum glistening on his tip.
You rubbed your thumb over his tip, spreading the precum all over. Jaafar whimpered in your grasp, his eyes snapping shut as his hips bucked up into your grasp, wanting more.
“Look who’s eager now,” you teased. A smirk crept onto your face as you lifted your hips and sank down slowly onto his length.
You stopped at the tip with a smile, biting your lip at the feeling of his mushroom tip expanding your walls.
Jaafar whined softly, and his eyes flew open. “Baby— please.” He tried to buck up into you, hoping he could get more in, but you kept your hips raised.
“You wanna fuck me so bad, don’t you?” Jaafar nodded repeatedly, tears brimming in his eyes as he looked up at you.
“Use your words.”
“Yes! Yes! I wanna be inside you so bad, please baby.” You smirked and sank down slowly on his length, fully submerging yourself onto his member until your ass met his thighs.
Jaafar moaned loudly, his eyes rolling to the back of his head.
“Fuck!” You felt Jaafar’s thick length expand your walls as you rocked your hips back and forth.
Soon, the room was filled with loud moans and the loud squelching sound of Jaafar’s length going in and out of your wet pussy.
You bounced up and down harshly, causing the chair to creak and rock. Jaafar’s head was thrown back as his moans got louder and louder with each bounce.
You looked down at him, watching him struggle to keep his composure with a smile plastered on your lips.
Jaafar bucked his hips up into you to match your pace, making your posture falter and your head fall into the crook of his neck with a breathy moan.
His tip hit your cervix continuously, causing you to see stars, your vision blurring. “Right there, J!”
His phone rang to the side of you, Maddie’s name flashing across the screen. “Keep going,” you whispered into his ear, and he happily obliged, continuing to thrust up into you.
You grabbed his phone and accepted the call, pressing the phone to his ear. His eyes widened as he looked up at you.
His hips faltered and he stopped thrusting. You rolled your eyes and took control, rocking your hips back and forth.
“H-hey, babe.” You smirked, hearing him stutter as you rolled your hips. “I-I don’t k-know what time I’ll be back.” He covered his mouth and held the phone away from his face, whimpering into his hand lowly.
“W-what’d you say?” He looked up at you with pleading eyes, silently begging for you to stop, but you didn’t.
You didn’t care.
“I a-am listening to y—FUCK!” You clenched your walls around him on purpose, making him stumble on his words.
“I-I-I spilled water on my suit.” You smiled at his poor excuse, knowing the reason was because you were clenching and unclenching just to get his reaction.
Jaafar muted the mic as Maddie ranted away on the other side. “I’m gonna cum,” he repeated over and over as he bucked his hips up into you.
You shook your head no, slowing your pace. “Take it off mute.” His eyes widened. “S-she’ll hear me!” You grabbed his chin roughly and held onto it.
“I don’t care. you wanna cum, right?” He nodded with a whimper, a single tear falling down his cheek. “Then unmute it.”
He hesitantly followed your orders and took it off mute. He bit down on his lip hard enough to draw blood.
You slammed your hips down, letting him hit your cervix one more time, causing your orgasm to meet quickly with his.
He rubbed your clit with his free hand as he held the phone to his ear. You lost your balance as you rocked back and forth.
Both of your bodies convulsed on one another as you kissed to muffle each other’s moans. He whimpered into the kiss as you rode out both of your orgasms.
He twitched inside of you as warm spurts of his cum filled your womb. You pulled away from the kiss and rested your head in the crook of his neck, faintly hearing Maddie’s voice from his phone complaining about something he didn’t care about.
“I-I’m gonna call you back,” he whispered, out of breath, as he hung up the phone call.
You lifted up off of him, causing both of you to whine from the emptiness. You watched both of your fluids slowly ooze out of you and drip down onto the floor.
“Look at the mess we made.” Jaafar looked down with a smile. “You look so good with my cum dripping out of you,” he teased with a smirk.
“Should we head back after this?” you asked as you stood up. “Nah, let’s roam the city a bit more before we go to the hotel.”
“Well, we should clean up at least,” you giggled, looking down at the mess you two made.
a/n; so thats all I got, hope you liked it!

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business proposal — mini series
warnings: smut
late-night texts turn steamy the moment you send jaafar a photo in your soft yellow babydoll dress.
you: how was work today? you sounded tired earlier
jaafar: long day princess… meetings never ended. missed you the whole time. what about you? how’s my girl doing
you: it was okay, just the usual. i’m in bed now wearing that yellow babydoll dress you like. the soft one with the ruffles
jaafar: fuck… really? send me a pic baby i need to see you in it. been thinking about you all day
you snap a quick mirror photo and send it. his reply comes fast.
jaafar: goddamn princess… you look so pretty and soft like that. the way it hugs your body… i’m getting hard just looking. you really wearing that for me?
your phone buzzes softly beside you and your heart does that little skip it always does when his name pops up. you’re lying in bed in that pretty yellow babydoll dress, the fabric so light it keeps slipping down your shoulder, ruffles tickling your skin every time you move. the headband is still in your hair because you know it makes you look soft and sweet, just how he likes. the room feels warmer already just thinking about him.
jaafar: baby that pic you sent is actually ruining me… you look so good in that yellow dress. facetime me right now, i need to see you
you answer the call and there he is, shirt half open, eyes going all dark and hungry the second he sees you. his voice comes through low and warm, like he’s been waiting for this all day.
“fuck princess… you look incredible. that dress is hugging you in all the right places. i’ve been missing you so bad tonight. been thinking about you nonstop.”
you smile shyly, biting your lip as you shift on the sheets. “i’ve been missing you too. you’ve been gone for ages… i ended up getting a toy the other day because i couldn’t stop thinking about you and it was getting too hard to wait.”
he lets out a soft laugh but his eyes flare with heat. “a toy, huh? we’re definitely talking about that later. for now though… take the dress off for me, baby. nice and slow. i wanna watch every bit of you.”
you sit up on your knees, heart beating faster as you hook your fingers under the thin straps. you slide them down your shoulders one by one, letting the yellow fabric fall away from your chest. your breasts spill out into the cool air and jaafar groans quietly, pushing his sweats down so you can see how hard he already is, thick and ready. he wraps his hand around himself and starts stroking slow, eyes never leaving you.
“god… your tits are so pretty like that,” he murmurs. “touch them for me, baby. yeah, just like that. you have no idea how much i wish i was there right now.”
you keep going, tugging the dress down over your hips and kicking it off completely so it lands somewhere on the floor. now you’re naked in front of him, legs spreading naturally. you grab the little vibrator you told him about and show it to the camera, feeling a bit shy but excited.
“this is what i’ve been using when you’re away,” you whisper.
“fuck that’s hot,” he breathes, stroking a little faster. “but that pussy is still mine. show me how you play with it, princess. i’m right here with you.”
you turn the toy on low and press it against your clit, letting out a soft little “mmh…” as the vibrations hit. jaafar’s hand moves in time with you, both of you touching yourselves while staring at each other through the screen. your soft moans mix with his low groans, making everything feel even more intimate.
“that’s my good girl,” he says softly, eyes locked on you. “rub it right there… imagine it’s my mouth instead. i miss tasting you so much, the way you taste when you’re this needy for me.”
you push the toy inside yourself with another quiet “ahh…”, hips rolling gently as the feeling builds. he’s pumping his hand faster now, groaning every time you let out those little sounds. at one point your moan slips out a bit louder and he chuckles breathily, voice husky.
“easy princess… someone from the house might hear those cute moans if you’re not careful. keep it soft for me, yeah? just like that… good girl.”
you bite your lip and nod, trying to stay quieter even as the pleasure keeps growing. “mmh… jaafar… feels so good but i still miss you inside me,” you whisper, thighs trembling a little.
“fuck baby, i miss it too,” he groans, stroking harder. “i’m so close… come with me, princess.”
your back arches off the bed as the orgasm crashes over you, pussy pulsing hard around the toy in strong waves. you moan his name all shaky and sweet, thighs trembling uncontrollably while your fingers keep rubbing your clit to ride it out.
at the same time, jaafar’s cock twitches hard in his hand. he lets out a deep, satisfied groan as thick ropes of cum shoot across his stomach and chest, his hand stroking himself through every pulse, eyes never leaving you as he watches you come undone.
the aftershocks leave you both breathing heavy, little whimpers and sighs still slipping out. you slowly pull the toy out, body still twitching, while he milks the last drops from his cock. you catch each other’s eyes through the screen and smile, all soft and hazy, hearts still racing.
after a moment everything settles into that warm, hazy quiet. jaafar looks at you with soft eyes, full of love even though he’s still catching his breath.
“you’re so beautiful when you let go like that… i love hearing your little moans, love seeing you feel good even when i’m not there. we’ll talk about that toy when i get home, okay? but for now just rest, princess. curl up and think about me holding you close, kissing your forehead, all that good stuff. i love you so much it makes me crazy sometimes.”
you pull the covers over yourself, still tingling and smiling softly. “i love you more, jaafar. come home soon.”
“i will princess.”
BITCH I JUST MOANED-
Can you do a Jafaar smut to Caramel by Lloyd or Mirror by Neyo please 🙏🏾
caramel
summary: y/n sneaks up on her long-time crush and family friend, Jaafar, couple of champagne glasses and a limo ride later they get really close
contains: usage of ‘y/n’, 18+!, drunk flirting, handsy Jaafar, pinv, cunnilingus, unprotected sex, nicknames; caramel & baby
notes: ik this is a little corny but lock in w me guy…
the bass from the live jazz band was humming right through your heels, but honestly, the party was a total snooze. It was one of those fancy champagne family friend galas where everyone got dressed up and drunk for no absolute reason
you wandered near the edge of the ballroom, sipping your drink and scanning the crowd for anyone under the age of fifty and that’s when you saw him.
back turned to you, dressed in a tailored black suit that fit his shoulders entirely too well, laughing with some older guest, his curls were neatly styled, one hand tucked casually into his pocket while the other held a drink.
Jaafar Jackson
a slow, small knowing smile tugged at your lips. but neither of your families had mentioned the other was coming, which made this a very welcome surprise. you and Jaafar had been playing a game of flirty cat-and-mouse for as long as you could remember. you both knew the attraction was there, right under the surface, but tonight? god, he looked good.
you started to quietly weave your way through the crowd, you came up behind him,
leaning in close, letting the tips of your fingers brush along his shoulders in a slow, familiar greeting
“hey caramel" you murmured near his ear, using the nickname you'd given him just to see his reaction
Jaafar stiffened for a fraction of a second before he let out a low, familiar chuckle as he turned around to face you
“there you are.”
his gaze shamelessly traveled from your heels to the dress hugging every curve before settling back on your face.
“I was starting to think this night was going to be a total waste of a good suit” he said “but look at you…you look incredible y/n”
“you like the dress?” you asked, tilting your head up with a teasing smile, your hand still lingering just an inch from his chest. “good to know. I almost wore something else, but I had a feeling a certain someone might need a distraction tonight”
“consider me distracted" Jaafar murmured, a lazy grin spreading across his face. he leaned down slightly, his warmth radiating between you. “and 'caramel'? really? you're bold tonight, doing that in a room full of our parents' friends”
“please, they're all too busy sipping champagne to notice us”you scoffed softly, though your heart did a little flutter at how close he was standing. “I couldn't resist. you didn't even tell me you were coming to this thing”
“my mom made me come at the last minute” he explained, his eyes locked onto yours “but if I knew you were going to be here looking like this, I would've been the first one through the door.” he reached out, his fingers brushing against your wrist for just a second, sending a spark straight up your arm. “so…how long have you been hiding from me?”
“I wasn't hiding” you said, letting your eyes drop to his lips for a brief, intentional second before looking back up. “I just like making an entrance… and clearly, it worked”
Jaafar let out another soft chuckle, shaking his head as he stepped even closer, his shoe practically brushing against yours. the strong scent of his cologne practically wrapped around you
“yeah, it worked. you've got my undivided attention” he murmured, his gaze dropping down to your collarbone before lifting back to your eyes. “but you're playing with fire, y/n you can't just sneak up on a guy, call him 'caramel' in that voice, and expect him to just stand here and be good”
“who said I wanted you to be good?” you teased, raising an eyebrow. your fingers subtly toyed with the lapel of his suit jacket, just close enough to softly feel his heartbeat
Jaafar trapped your hand against his chest, his palm firmly over yours. he didn't pull your hand away, he just held it there, making sure you could feel exactly what you were doing to him
“careful” he warned, though the lazy, devastating smile on his face said he loved every second of it. “If you keep looking at me like that, I'm going to forget we're in a room full of people who love to gossip. I might have to do something about it”
“like what?” you challenged softly, your voice barely above a whisper over the sound of the music.
three empty champagne glasses later, the fancy, polite gala had faded into a colorful blur. the jazz band had transitioned into a smoother, heavier rhythm, and you and Jaafar were tucked away into a dimly lit booth near the back of the room, completely in your own world.
the alcohol had washed away whatever little restraint you both had left. you were leaning heavily against the plush leather, your head tilted back as you looked at him, feeling warm and delightfully buzzed. Jaafar’s suit jacket was unbuttoned now, his tie loosened just enough to look effortlessly
“you make me feel woozy, you know that?”Jaafar muttered, his breath warm against your cheek as he leaned in close. his words were just a little slow, a little heavy with the champagne, making his voice sound even smoother than usual.
“me?” you giggled, reaching out to tap his chin. “you're the one who keeps staring at me like I'm dessert”
“can you blame me?” he caught your hand, his fingers tangling with yours as he closed the distance between your faces until you could see the dark, glassy heat in his eyes. he leaned down, his lips brushing against the shell of your ear as he whispered, “you know what's going through my head right now? … I'm thinking about getting with you tonight”
a shiver ran straight down your spine. you turned your head slightly, your nose brushing against his cheek. “oh yeah? … what exactly does 'getting with me' look like, Jaafar?”
he let out a low, breathless laugh, his gaze dropping to your lips and staying there. “It looks like getting out of here. and finally doing what we've been teasing each other about for years” He squeezed your hand, his thumb rubbing slow circles over your knuckles. “look at us…we go together well, you know we do, like... caramel and chocolate”
“are you calling me sticky?” you teased, your words slurring just a tiny bit as you leaned your forehead against his shoulder, laughing softly.
“I'm calling us perfect” he corrected, his voice dropping making your knees weak even while sitting down. he hooked two fingers under your chin, gently lifting your face so you had no choice but to look at him. “so stop torturing me.. let’s get out of here”
Jaafar didn't even wait for you to answer. he stood up, pulling you gently by the hand, and led you straight through the ballroom and out into the cool night air. the valet already had the door to a sleek, black stretch limo open, the tinted windows promising total privacy.
the moment the heavy door clicked shut behind you both, cutting off the distant sound of the gala, the restraint snapped.
you barely had time to slide onto the seat before Jaafar was over you, his hands framing your face as his lips crashed onto yours. he tasted like sweet champagne and pure heat. all of a sudden it wasn't the slow, teasing game you’d been playing all night anymore it was something totally different
“god y/n” he groaned against your mouth, his thumb dragging hard across your bottom lip before diving right back in for a deeper kiss.
you wrapped your arms around his neck, pulling him down into you as the limo glided smoothly into the city traffic. your head was spinning from the alcohol and every time you tried to catch your breath, Jaafar would nip at your bottom lip or trail his mouth down to your jaw, making a soft gasp escape your throat.
he completely lost his grip on holding back. His hands were everywhere, absolutely unable to keep to himself.
his hand slid down from your waist, gripping your hips tightly to pull your body against his. yhen, his hands traveled back up, slowly rubbing you up and down, mapping out every single curve the dress had highlighted earlier. the fabric of his suit jacket brushed roughly against your skin as his hands slid up the sides of your ribs, making you shiver beneath him.
“I told you” Jaafar breathed, his voice a smooth sensation whisper against your neck as his hands dragged back down to cup your thighs, lifting you slightly onto his lap. “I told you what I was thinking 'bout tonight”
the limo ride became an absolute blur. Jaafar’s mouth found yours again, harder this time, his tongue tangling with yours in a way that left you completely breathless. the alcohol buzzed heavily in your veins, making every single touch feel, electric, and entirely too good.
you pulled at his loosened tie, tugging him closer until there wasn't a single inch of space left between you. be groaned into the kiss, the sound vibrating deep in his chest as he angled his head to deepen it even further.
when he finally broke away to catch his breath, his lips dragged lazily along your jawline, biting softly at the sensitive skin right beneath your ear.
“your addicting , you know that” Jaafar panted, his voice completely wrecked “driving me crazy all night in front of everyone... you knew exactly what you were doing”
“maybe I did” you whispered back, a breathless smile on your face as you tangled your fingers in his curls. “but you're the one who couldn't keep his composure, caramel.”
“can you blame me? look at what I'm working with.”
his hand slid down the curve of your waist, but this time, his touch didn't stop at the hem. his warm hand slipped deliberately beneath the fabric of your dress, his fingers brushing against the bare skin of your thigh. you let out a soft gasp against as his hand moved higher, sliding up until his palm fully cupped the bare curve of your ass.
he then squeezed tightly, pulling you firmly against his lap so you could feel the bulge through his pants proving just how much he wanted you.
“see what you do to me” he murmured, his eyes completely locked onto yours as his fingers flexed against you “we're not even at the house yet, and I'm already losing my mind”
the limo finally came to a stop right in front of your driveway. the driver didn’t even have time to step out and open the door before Jaafar was already turning the handle, completely eager to get you inside.
the cool night air hit your skin, but it did nothing to sober you up. you tumbled out of the backseat, laughing breathlessly as your heels hit the pavement, your hand still firmly locked in his.
“c’mere” Jaafar chuckled, his own steps a little heavy from the champagne but completely determined.
before you could even reach into your bag for your keys, he caught you by the waist and in one swift motion, he bent down and hoisted you right up over his broad shoulder.
“Jaafar wait! put me down!” you shrieked, giggling wildly as the world flipped upside down. you kicked your legs weakly, your hands swatting at his back as he marched up the front porch steps like a man on a mission.
“nope” he muttered, a deep laugh rumbling against your legs. to prove his point, his palm came down with a playful, loud smack right against your ass, making you gasp and laugh even harder. then his fingers began to squeez tightly as he held you securely against him.
“you've been teasing me since the second you walked up behind me at that party” he said, stepping inside the house the moment you managed to click the door open. he reached back with his foot, kicking the front door shut behind you both with a heavy thud. he gave your ass one more firm, possessive squeeze.
he carried you down the hallway, the familiar walls of your house a blur as you laughed against his back. walking straight into your bedroom, Jaafar finally slid you off his shoulder, lowering you onto the mattress with surprising gentleness. you sank back into the pillows, your hair fanfanned out, looking up at him through a heavy, champagne induced gaze.
Jaafar stood at the edge of the bed for a second, just looking down at you, his breathing heavy and his eyes completely locked on you, his fingers reaching up to his collar.
you stayed completely still, watching him with a wide, lazy grin as he started to strip out of suit. he unbuttoned his vest and tossed it to the floor, followed quickly by his watch and his dress shirt. you tracked the movement of his shoulders and the sharp lines of his chest in the dim light of the bedroom, your heart hammering against your chest.
lnce he was down to just his unbuttoned dress pants, he stepped closer, kneeling onto the edge of the mattress.
he didn't waste any time. Jaafar reached down and wrapped his hand securely your ankle, lifting your leg and resting it over his shoulder. his gaze stayed locked onto yours as he leaned down, pressing a hot, lingering kiss to your ankle. then, he began to work his way up.
his lips traced a burning path along your calf, the back of your knee, and up the sensitive skin of your inner thigh.
he moved higher and higher until he reached the edge of your lace underwear. looking up at you one last time with a confident grin, Jaafar hooked his thumbs into the waistband and smoothly pulled them down your legs.
he shifted his weight, settling between your thighs as his hands firmly gripped your hips to hold you in place. leaning down, he buried his face between your legs, his warm breath hitting your skin a split second before his tongue made contact with your pussy, sending a wild shockwave right through you.
you buried your fingers in his hair, letting out a loud moan into the quiet room
Jaafar was in no rush at all. ge took his time, keeping his movements incredibly slow and deliberate, letting the heat of his tongue drive you absolutely crazy.
Just when the sensation became too much and your head fell back against the pillows, you felt his grip tighten on your thighs.
“look at me y/n..” he murmured against your skin, his voice a low sending a vibration straight up your spine.
you forced your eyelids open, your breath hitching in your throat. Jaafar leaned up just enough to look at you, his dark eyes intense, glassy with heat, and completely locked onto yours.
holding your stare, he dipped his head back down. he continued to eat you out with agonizingly slow, deep strokes, never breaking eye contact for a single second.
watching the focus on his face, seeing the way his jaw worked, and feeling the precise, torturous rhythm of his tongue made your breath catch completely. every slow swirl and deliberate press of his lips had you gripping the bedsheets, your hips involuntarily rising to meet him. Jaafar just whimpered against you, his thumbs pressing firmly into your hips to keep you right where he wanted you, completely captivating you with his eyes while he completely ruined you.
the slow, agonizing rhythm of his tongue finally pushed you completely over the edge. your fingers clamped tight into the sheets and in his hair as your chest heaved, a breathy sob breaking from your lips as you hit your release. Jaafar didn't pull away for a second, he stayed right there, taking every bit of it, his grip tightening on your hips as he drank you in until your trembling finally started to ease.
when he finally looked up, his lips were wet and his eyes were completely dilated. he let out a low, satisfied chuckle at the absolute wreck he’d made of you.
“such a mess..” he murmured
he crawled up your body and he reached down to bunch up the fabric of your dress. with one tug, he slid the gown up over your head and tossed it carelessly to the floor, leaving you completely bare beneath him.
Jaafar braced himself on his forearms, hovering over you just to admire the view. his gaze shamelessly traced every single line of your body, a smile spreading across his face.
“your so beautiful y/n” he growled softly, leaning down to nip playfully at your collarbone. “I knew you’d look like this under that dress. I’ve been visualizing it all night”
“oh yeah?” you panted, your voice still breathless as you wrapped your legs around his waist “did your imagination do me justice, caramel?”
“not even close” he whispered against your lips, his hands sliding down to grip your waist. “the real thing is way better”
Jaafar pulled back just long enough to free himself of his dress pants, tossing them into the shadows of the room. he hooked one of your legs over his shoulder, twisting your bodies into a tight, incredibly intimate pretzel position that brought your hips against his.
he leaned all his weight into you, his eyes locking onto yours
he didn’t make you wait a second longer. bracing his weight over you, Jaafar aligned hims dick and slid smoothly inside you, burying himself deep in one slow, heavy push.
a loud, breathless moan tore from the back of your throat, the fullness of him instantly sending a wave of pleasure through your entire body. Jaafar let out a low, ragged groan, his eyes shutting tight for a moment as he put his forehead against yours, just breathing you in while your body adjusted to his size.
“fuck y/n… he choked out, his voice completely broken. “you feel... so good”
as he began to move, the rhythm was deep, heavy, and completely relentless. the unique angle of your legs tangled together made every single thrust hit exactly the right spot.
loud moans filled the quiet bedroom, echoing off the walls as your voices completely mingled together. the champagne buzzed in your head, but the only thing that felt real was the burning heat of him moving inside you.
the sensation was building entirely too fast. tour head thrashed against the pillows, your breath coming in short, desperate gasps.
In a daze of pure pleasure, you pressed your hand against his torso, feeling the muscles of your own stomach tighten with every heavy thrust he took.
“Jaafar... wait—I can't take it!” you cried out breathlessly, your fingers digging into his skin as you looked up at him with wide, overwhelmed eyes. “s’too big!”
Jaafar opened his eyes, a grin breaking through his exhaustion. he gripped your hip even tighter, his pace never slowing down for a second.
“tes you can," he growled, his thrusts getting deeper, harder, and completely driving you over the edge again. “take it for me, baby”
Jaafar completely ignored your pleas, his pace only growing more dominant and demanding. he kept going, thrusting into you with deep, heavy thrusts that had you completely losing your mind.
leaving you reduced to a total, moaning mess. noises spilled from your lips with every single movement he made. you couldn't help it, you started whining, burying your face in the sheets and whimpering as the pleasure kept building without a single second of relief.
“Jaafar, please... fuck!—your too deep” you complained, your voice pitching into a breathless, needy whine as you weakly batted at his chest. “I can't!”
Jaafar slowed down just a fraction, pulling back almost all the way before deliberately plunging deep inside you again, making you let out a loud, high-pitched gasp.
“are you really complaining right now?” he teased, his voice dripping with playful arrogance. he leaned down, his lips brushing against your heated cheek as a devastating grin spread across his face. “you're a little whiney tonight, you know that?”
“I'm not—oh my god!” you tried to defend yourself, but another deep thrust cut you off, forcing a loud whine right out of your throat.
“yeah you are” Jaafar chuckled, his eyes sparkling with absolute satisfaction as he watched you squirm beneath him. “look at you, crying and making all this noise. where did all that tough energy from the party go, caramel? hm? you were so bold with me and now you can barely take my dick”
“shut up” you whimpered, your face completely flushed as you hid your eyes behind the back of your hand. but the words had absolutely no bite to them
Jaafar let out a breathless laugh, loving every single second of your breakdown. he reached up, gently but firmly pulling your hand away from your face so you had no choice but to look at him while you were completely undone.
“I don't think I will” he murmured, his voice dropping as he picked up the pace again. He leaned all his weight into you, his chest pressing hard against yours as he lock-linked your fingers together on the mattress. “I like you like this…loud and whiny”
every deep, grounding thrust after that was designed to completely shatter whatever little control you had left. you couldn't even form coherent words anymore, just a continuous stream of breathless whimperings and high pitched moans
Jaafar’s own composure was rapidly slipping away. the teasing grin faded from his face, replaced by a tight, desperate line as his breathing turned into heavy, ragged gasps. he buried his face in the crook of your neck, his teeth grazing your skin as he drove you both right toward the edge.
“you're completely ruining me” he growled against your skin, his pace turning fast, frantic, and entirely too good.
the frantic pace of his movements became entirely too much to bear. every heavy thrust drove you deeper into the mattress, your whines turning into ragged, broken gasps against his shoulder. Jaafar’s grip on your tangled hands tightened until your fingers were practically locked together, anchoring you both through the absolute storm of sensation.
“Jaafar—!” you choked out, your eyes rolling back as a violent wave of heat sparked at the base of your spine.
“I know baby, I know” he ground out, his voice completely wrecked. be lifted his head, his face flushed and his jaw clenched hard as he watched you completely unravel beneath him.
the tight position squeezed every ounce of friction out of the movement, pushing you both over the cliff at the exact same time. your body clamped down around him as your second orgasm hit, a loud, high-pitched cry released from your throat.
hearing you completely snap was the final trigger for Jaafar. he buried himself inside you one last time as his entire body went rigid. ne held himself there, shaking with the intensity of his own release, pouring all of his cum into you while you both trembled under the weight of the comedown.
yhe silence of the room returned, filled only by the heavy, synchronized sound of your breathing.
after a long minute, the tension finally bled out of Jaafar’s broad shoulders. he collapsed softly against you, untangling your legs and rolling over onto his side, pulling you straight against his bare chest without letting a single inch of space get between you.
“damn..” he panted, his hand lazily tracing the curve of your bare waist, his fingers giving your hip a slow, exhausted squeeze.
he let out a low, breathless chuckle against your hair, the familiar, playful charm sliding right back into his voice. “next time you decide to call me 'caramel' at a family party... bring some extra clothes”
you let out a weak laugh, burying your face in his warm chest as the lingering buzz of the champagne and the afterglow finally pulled you under.
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Privacy — Jaafar x asfab reader
“Ah, I get so excited when I feel you touch my thighs”
“It's something 'bout that look you give me, makin' me feel that young love inside” - Morning Dew/Donk By Beyoncé
WARNING, THIS FANFIC CONTAINS THE FOLLOWING…
Unprotected sex, slightly public play/public teasing, teasing, kissing, oral sex (f!r), fingering, cursing, a little nipple play, squirting, slight overstimulation, multiple orgasms (2/f), reader is married to Jaafar, dry humping and more. IF YOU ARE A MINOR, GO AWAY, YOU WILL BE BLOCKED! If any of these things are triggering for you, please look away.
4.8k wc Plus size friendly, no mention of size or shape. Black girl friendly, no mentions of skin tone, hair type, color, coverings or wraps. Fem pet names used, “good girl.” “Pretty girl.” “My girl.” Etc. intended for black women🤎. It felt so wrong to write about a man who is engaged, but Jaafar is genuinely so fine and although I respect him, i heard she’s a Zionist so…. I hope you enjoy!🩷reblogs, comments and likes are always appreciated dearly, and constructive criticism is always welcomed. Sorry for any mistakes, this is NOT edited. Thank you
In front of the cameras, Jaafar was sweet. Poised and professional. He kept a smile that made him look like Prince Charming and made women swoon. In the eyes of the public, he was an absolute angel, but behind closed doors—or sometimes just out of eyeshot—lied something lustful. You couldn’t describe the struggle of remaining professional around him. It was like he made a hobby out of teasing you just out of the view of cameras and peering eyes. His hands were always so smooth, slow and discreet enough that no one else noticed.
Gliding down your back, resting above your ass as he gave the camera his billion dollar smile. It was driving you wild. You remained smiling, facing the camera as your heart fluttered in your chest. “Jaafar! Jaafar! This way!” The photographers were loud, too focused on getting a picture to notice his hand drifting lower into the bunch of your backless dress.
married dad ! jaafar x babysitter ! reader…
The master bedroom of the Jackson home was suffocatingly tense, the atmosphere thick with the aggressive, rhythmic click of Maddie’s designer heels as she paced the hardwood floor, packing her suitcase.
"I have the gala in London, then the board meetings in Tokyo, Jaafar," she said, her voice clipped and entirely devoid of warmth as she folded a sharp blazer. "I can’t just cancel my schedule for him. My career is at its peak right now."
Jaafar sighed heavily, rubbing his temples as he leaned against the doorframe. "I get it, Maddie. But my album deadline just got pushed up. I’m stuck in the studio fourteen hours a day. We can't just keep hiring these dead eyed nannies."
Two hours later, the house was empty of Maddie's presence, and Jermajesty was sitting on the leather couch in Jaafar’s home studio, swirling a glass of neat whiskey while his brother paced the floor like a caged animal.
"Man, you need to relax," Jermajesty said, chuckling at Jaafar's overt stress. "I already solved your problem. I’ve got a friend—well, a friend of a friend. Her name is Y/N."
Jaafar paused his pacing, looking over with a skeptical brow. "Is she reliable? You know how Maddie is. She's real picky about who we let into this house."
"She’s around 23, super sweet, bubbly as hell, and honestly? She needs a quick buck right now," Jermajesty explained, waving a hand dismissively. "But she’s amazing with kids, Jaafar. Trust me on this one. She’ll bring some actual life into this… sterile ass museum you call a house."
When you showed up the next morning, you did exactly that.
You were a vibrant, intoxicating breath of fresh air in a mansion suffocated by extreme wealth and rigid, cold schedules. Being five years younger than Jaafar, your youthfulness practically radiated off you in the form of an infectious, melodic laugh and a bright, unbothered spirit.
Within a week, you weren't just watching his son; you were quietly taking over the entire household. You couldn't help it. When Jaafar was away at the studio until the dead of night, you’d deep clean the kitchen until the marble gleamed. You’d cook his favorite, heavy comfort meals, leaving them carefully packaged in the fridge with sweet, handwritten sticky notes and silly little drawings reminding him to eat and take care of himself.
You even started waking up at the crack of dawn just to pack him a nice lunch, pressing a thermos into his hands with a sleepy, breathtakingly bright smile that began to haunt his thoughts.
Jaafar had never felt so utterly consumed and taken care of in his entire life. The heavy, lingering glances started over the kitchen island. The accidental touches when handing off the toddler turned into burning, magnetic moments where neither of you could pull your eyes away. He became completely addicted to your scent, your energy, and the sweet, domestic bliss you provided that his wife never could.
The unbearable tension finally snapped on a rainy Tuesday afternoon. Maddie was across the Atlantic, and the toddler was sound asleep in his crib. Jaafar came home early, the massive estate dead quiet. As he walked down the dimly lit hallway past the master suite, he noticed the door was cracked.
Inside, you were completely unraveled.
You were holding one of his worn, unwashed studio hoodies, the heavy fabric pressed tightly over your nose and mouth as you deeply inhaled his masculine scent of expensive cologne and sweat. Your other hand was slipped deep inside your gray shorts, your fingers working desperately between your legs. Your hips were rolling into the plush mattress in a slow, dirty, frantic rhythm, your thighs soaked as you whimpered his name, begging for him into the empty room.
Jaafar’s breath hitched, his blood turning to pure fire. A righteous, faithful husband would have walked away, but the sheer, filthy contrast of your sweet persona being completely corrupted by your lust for him shattered his sanity.
He didn't knock. He stepped into the room, clicked the heavy door shut, and turned the lock with a definitive, echoing snap.
When your eyes flew open in sheer terror, your fingers still buried inside yourself, he didn't scold you. He just walked straight over, gripped your jaw tightly with his large hand, and shoved you back onto the very sheets he shared with his wife. He didn't even take off his suit, only ripping open his belt and pulling his heavy cock free as he pinned your wrists above your head.
"You’re so nasty, baby" he growled, his voice dangerously low and thick with lust as he parted your legs.
He slammed into you without a single shred of his usual restraint, burying himself deep inside your soaking, tight cunt. You cried out, your sweet voice turning into filthy, undone whimpers as he choked you lightly, his thumb rubbing over your lower lip while he ruthlessly pounded into you. He made you take all of him, marking your skin, completely ruining you on the bed he shared with Maddie until you both shook with a violent, shattering climax that left the room smelling heavily of sex and betrayal.
From that afternoon on, the affair became an all-consuming, intoxicating sickness.
You were sneaking around the estate constantly, turning the massive house into a playground for your shared perversion. You’d pull him into the walk-in pantry while his son was occupied with cartoons just a few rooms over, hiking your skirt up and letting him stretch you out against the shelves, your wet, sloppy gasps muffled entirely against the fabric of his shoulder. He’d trap you against his desk in the home office late at night, lifting your legs over his shoulders and drilling into you so hard the mahogany creaked, both of you hyper-aware of how deeply wrong it was, but too obsessed to stop.
Unknowingly, you two began living a double life. With Maddie constantly traveling, you, Jaafar, and his son practically became a real family unit. You’d sit on the living room floor together, playing, laughing, and cooking together like a young, blissfully happy couple, blurring the lines of reality entirely.
The boiling point arrived on a Sunday evening when Maddie unexpectedly returned from her trip early. The air in the house immediately grew suffocatingly tense. Maddie’s intuition was screaming; she noticed the house was too perfectly taken care of, and Jaafar looked too satisfied, a relaxed aura around him that she hadn't seen in years. More than anything, she noticed how you carried yourself—no longer just a nervous babysitter, but looking comfortable, radiant, and entirely at home in her space.
The three of you were in the living room when the toddler ran over to you, eagerly holding up a drawing he had made. You beamed, sitting on the sofa, unconsciously smoothing down your clothes as you praised him. Jaafar was leaning against the wall, watching you with a heavy, possessive look in his eyes that he forgot to mask.
Maddie caught the look. Her eyes darted from Jaafar's dark, intense gaze straight to you—and then she saw it.
Right on the smooth, delicate skin of your collarbone, peeking out from the shifting neckline of your shirt, was a dark, purple, unmistakable bite mark.
A mark she knew exactly how Jaafar made, because he used to do the exact same thing to her years ago.
Maddie froze, her face contorting into pure, unadulterated rage as the pieces violently clicked together in her mind.
"Get out," Maddie whispered, her voice trembling before escalating into a full-blown, hysterical shriek that echoed off the high ceilings. "Get the hell out of my house! You disgusting, little slut!"
You trembled violently, tears welling in your eyes as you stood up, terrified of the exposure. But before Maddie could even step toward you, Jaafar moved with fierce, unyielding protection, physically inserting his large frame directly between you and his wife. His face was a mask of calculated deceit.
"Baby, stop acting crazy. You're exhausted from your flight and you're imagining things," Jaafar lied smoothly, his voice dropping into a hard, unyielding tone that brooked no argument. "She’s just a girl, whatever she does in her personal life on her own time is none of our business. Our son is completely attached to her, she runs this house perfectly while we're busy, and we cannot find anyone else of her caliber on short notice. She stays."
Maddie glared at him, her chest heaving, the burning suspicion and hatred hardening in her eyes because she knew, deep down, she was being gaslit. But behind his back, hidden in the deep shadow of his tailored suit jacket, Jaafar’s large hand reached backward, his fingers gripping yours tightly, squeezing your trembling hand in a heavy promise that he was never going to let you go.

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♬ “—teach me how to scream!” ♬
ミ★ FEATURING: otw!michael x fem!reader
ꨄ SYNOPSIS: after the last time you and michael tried to be intimate it didn’t go quite well. now, you’re restless and want nothing more than to feel him inside of you.
sequel to ♬ “—everything real big” ♬
WARNINGS: 18+ MINORS DNI — unprotected p in v, oral (f receiving), michael is a certified eater btw, mating press, handjob, belly bulge, switch!michael if you squint really hard, reader is so loud that his brothers ended up overhearing oops
ღ WORD COUNT: 1.7k
ღ NOTES: yesssss guys part 2 is here!!! i actually never even planned to do another part but since its highly requested, i can’t leave my fellow moonwalkers high and dry ahaha
michael jackson masterlist ༻ navi
it’s late, already past midnight and you’ve been awake for hours. it’s been a couple days since you and michael attempted to have sexual intercourse and you haven’t been able to get it out of your head.
you can’t help but feel embarrassed.
michael doesn’t seem to care. he’s already shrugged it off and carried on like normal. giving you kisses every chance he gets, touching every single part of your body that he can reach but you can’t help the nagging feeling at the back of your mind.
you are so adamant about taking all of him and you want to… no you need to.
PRIVATE NOTES janet jackson x fem!reader
synopsis: you’ve been flunking your course lately, who better to help you more than the smartest girl in class? but she has her own secrets that you so “happen” to stumble across.
type: one shot
word count: 2.5k
contents: 18+ MDNI, college au, sub!janet x softdom!reader, nerd!janet, major invasion of privacy (both), reader is a sorority girl; one of the most popular girls on campus, inexperienced!janet, fingering, making out, almost getting caught, orgasm denial (not on purpose), lightly proofread, and ect
a/n: hi my babies i’m back, sorry i was gone, was on a trip <33, enough talking and i hope you enjoy this as much as i enjoyed writing it!!
The lecture hall lights buzzed overhead like they always did on long afternoons, while your Professor went on and on about stats formulas. You were sat in your usual middle row seat, legs crossed and pretending to take notes while really just focused through your flip phone under the desk. Sorority stuff kept you running nonstop, but this class was straight up destroying you. Midterms were coming fast, and that last quiz? You scored a pathetic 62, embarrassing as HELL.
A few rows up, Janet was leaned over her notebook, pen flying across the page. She stayed “simple”, always in baggy hoodies and her glasses that kept slipping down her nose, curly hair yanked back in a quick ponytail. Still, even like that you could see the glow. it was honestly unreal. Most folks just wrote her off as the brainy girl up front, but you’d caught her looking back every now and then, real quick and nervous. The times she caught you staring back she’d duck back into her notes, cheeks gaining a noticeable flush.
After class, you caught her in the hallway, leaning against the wall like you had all the time in the world. “Hey, Janet, right?” you said, flashing that easy smile that usually got you whatever you wanted.
She blinked up at you, adjusting her glasses, cheeks burning with hotness. “Y-yeah. Hi, you’re… um, from Kappa house? Everyone knows about you, ha..” she looked down immediately clearly embarrassed by her response.
You laughed softly. “Guilty. Listen, I’m drowning in this stats shit. Professor’s pop quizzes and assignments are beating my freaking ass. I heard you’re basically acing everything. Any chance you could tutor me? I’ll pay whatever.”
Janet’s eyes widened behind her lenses. “Me? Tutor you? I mean… yeah, sure. I’m free most evenings. But you don’t have to pay me or anything. I like helping.”
“Nah, I insist. Twenty an hour sound good? Also could you come to the house tomorrow night? The girls are all heading to that big Sigma party, so it’ll be quiet. Easier to focus if you ask me.”
She nodded so fast you thought her head might fall off. “Tomorrow night. Yeah. Text me the address?”
You did, and the next evening rolled around. The sorority house was blissfully empty. You could literally hear music thumping faintly from the frat a few blocks away. You’d changed into comfy shorts and an oversized shirt, hair in a loose high bun.
When the doorbell rang, you opened it to find Janet standing there in a plain black t-shirt and jeans, backpack slung over one shoulder and clutching her laptop like a shield. She looked like she might bolt and go back to her dorm any second.
“Come in, girl,” you said warmly, stepping aside. “Thanks for doing this. I’m legit about to fail if I don’t get this down.”
Janet stepped inside, eyes darting around the living room with its plush couches, photos of past sisters on the walls. “This place is… actually pretty nice. Bigger than I thought. You sure it’s okay I’m here while everyone’s gone?”
“Positive. They’re all out getting fucking wasted. We’ve got the whole house to ourselves.” You led her to the big couch in the living room, patting the spot next to you. “Sit. You want water or something?”
“I’m good,” she mumbled, perching on the edge of the cushion like she was afraid to take up space. Her voice was soft, almost whispery. “So… what part are you struggling with most?”
You spent the first hour actually working. It was basically her explaining confidence intervals and hypothesis testing. But you couldn’t help noticing how she kept fidgeting, pushing her glasses up, stealing glances at your legs or the curve of your shoulder. Every time your hands brushed, she’d pull back like she’d been burned.
“You’re really good at this,” you said after a while, leaning back. “Like, scary good. How do you make it look so easy?”
Janet shrugged, a shy smile tugging at her lips. “I just like the logic of it. Numbers don’t lie, you know? People are so much harder…” Her eyes flicked to yours for a second before dropping again. “You’re really popular. I see you everywhere, events, games. Must be nice.”
You chuckled, catching the nervousness in her tone. “It’s fun, but exhausting. Half the time I’m smiling through small talk I don’t care about. You seem more real than anything.” you say before taking a sip of the water on the coffee table.
She blushed deeper, biting her lip. “Thanks. I, um, should probably use the bathroom real quick. Sorry.”
“Go ahead, down the hall on the left.”
As soon as she disappeared, you stretched and glanced at her laptop, still open on the coffee table. The screen had dimmed, but curiosity got the better of you. You were nosy by nature, and something about her shy energy made you wonder more than you should’ve. You tapped the trackpad. It woke up to her desktop, she had neat folders and some plain background.
One folder caught your eye. It was named “Personal.” You clicked it. Inside were subfolders. Notes notes and music. Then you saw a folder titled “Her.”
You opened it of course, who wouldn’t? It had dozens of files. Saved pictures from campus events and online profiles. A couple blurry shots— you laughing with friends at the quad, you dressed up for formal. Notes saved as text files: “Her laugh in lecture today,”. Another: “She sat two seats away. Smelled like heaven. I couldn’t even focus properly.” There were playlists titled things like “Songs that remind me of her.” and even a short document that looked like a half-written letter: “I know I’m just the nerd in stats, but every time you walk in I forget how to breathe…” Holy fucking shit.
You heard the bathroom door click open. You quickly closed the folder but left the laptop as it was, heart racing with a mix of amusement.
Janet came back, still drying her hands on her jeans, and froze when she saw you sitting there, the screen clearly showing her desktop. “Oh my God…”
She lunged forward, nearly tripping over the coffee table to grab the laptop. “Wait—please, I can explain! I didn’t—fuck, I’m so sorry, that’s not… I shouldn’t have—”
You held up a hand, smirking as you leaned back into the cushions. “Relax, Janet. Sit down.”
She didn’t obviously. She stood there trembling, eyes glassy like she might cry. “I’m such a creep. You’re… you’re you, a-and I’m me, and I see you every week and I get these stupid feelings and I write them down like some loser because I never thought you’d—”
“Janet,” you said gently but firmly, patting the couch right next to you. “Sit. I’m not mad.” She hesitated, then sank down, burying her face in her hands. “I’m so embarrassed. Please don’t tell anyone. I’d be made fun of for weeks. I’ll delete it all, I swear.”
You turned toward her, close enough that your thigh pressed against hers. “Hey. Look at me.”
She peeked through her fingers, those big brown eyes wide and vulnerable. “I think it’s kinda hot, actually,” you admitted, voice dropping lower. “All that secret attention from the cutest girl on campus? A whole folder just for me? Makes a girl feel special lowkey.”
Janet’s mouth opened, closed, then opened again. “You— wait what?” You reached out, brushing a stray curl behind her ear. She shivered at the touch. “You’re adorable when you’re nervous, you know that? All shy and stuttering. I’ve seen you staring in class. Thought it was just because I ask dumb questions, but this is infinitely better.”
“I’ve had the biggest crush on you since the first day,” she whispered. “You’re confident and beautiful and everyone loves you and I’m just the smart girl no one even bothers to get to know.”
You smiled, shifting so you were facing her fully. “Well, i’m about to get to know a lot about this smart girl if she wants.”
The air felt thicker all of a sudden. Janet’s breathing hitched. “Are you serious right now? This isn’t a prank or anything?”
Instead of answering with words, you leaned in and kissed her. Soft at first, testing the waters. She whimpered against your mouth, like she couldn’t believe this was happening. You deepened it, hand sliding to the back of her neck, and she melted, letting you lead completely. Her lips were softer than you expected, a little shaky but she kissed you back with quiet desperation.
When you pulled back, her glasses were fogged. “Please..” she breathed.
You grinned. “C’mere, baby.” You guided her back against the cushions, climbing on top of her, straddling her lap. She was so warm underneath you, heart hammering so hard you could feel it. “You’re shaking. You okay?”
“Yeah—yes. Just… never thought this would happen,” she said, voice all breathy. Her hands hovered awkwardly at your sides until you took them and placed them on your hips.
“Touch me here,” you murmured, leaning down to kiss along her jaw, then her neck. She tilted her head back with a soft moan, giving you more room. You sucked lightly at her pulse point, feeling her squirm beneath you. “So fucking cute. All those secret pictures and notes… you been thinking about this, haven’t you?”
“Mmhmm,” she whined, fingers digging into your hips. “All the time. You’re so strong and pretty and I—I just want to make you happy. I’ve dreamed about this so much it’s embarrassing.”
You chuckled against her throat, one hand sliding under her shirt, tracing slow circles over her stomach. Her skin was warm and smooth. “Good girl. Keep talking like that. Tell me what you want.” Your fingers dipped lower, popping the button on her jeans with ease. She gasped when you slipped your hand inside her lace panties, finding her already soaked and slick.
“Fuck, you’re wet,” you whispered, circling her clit with slow, deliberate strokes. “All this for me, huh? Just from being close like this?”
Janet nodded frantically, her hips bucking up into your touch. “Yes—please, I’ve wanted you so bad. I touch myself thinking about you… imagining your hands on me instead of mine. It’s so embarrassing.”
Her honesty hit you right in the gut, making you throb with heat. You kissed her again, harder this time, tongue slipping past her lips as your fingers moved faster. You slid two fingers down to tease her entrance, dipping just the tips inside before pulling back, drawing out more desperate little sounds from her. “Gonna take such good care of you. Look at you falling apart already and I’ve barely started.”
She was a complete mess underneath you; moaning into your mouth, thighs trembling around your hand as you worked her open. You pushed your fingers deeper, curling them just right, and she let out a broken whimper that went straight to your core. “Ah—fuck, right there. You’re so good at this. I can’t… I’m gonna—”
You kept the pace steady, thumb rubbing her clit in tight circles while your fingers pumped in and out. “That’s it, baby. Let me hear you. You sound so pretty when you moan like that. Such a good little slut for me, hiding all that dirty want behind those glasses.”
Janet’s head fell back against the cushion, eyes squeezed shut and her mouth open in a silent cry as she clenched around your fingers. Her hands gripped your thighs hard, nails digging in. You leaned down and kissed her neck again, sucking a mark just below her collarbone, whispering praises between each lick and nip. “So wet for me… so eager. Feels like you’ve been waiting for this. It’s hot as fuck.”
You could feel her getting closer, her walls fluttering, breathing ragged and whiny. But right as her thighs started to shake harder, you heard the keys jingling at the front door. The girls were back way too early.
“Shit,” you hissed, freezing mid thrust. Janet’s eyes flew open in pure panic, her body still trembling on the edge.
The door creaked open. “That party was lame as shit.” one of your sisters called out. Their footsteps in the foyer, followed by more voices chatting about who hooked up with who.
You quickly pulled your hand out, buttoning Janet’s jeans as she sat up. Her hair a complete mess and glasses crooked. You both smoothed your clothes in a frantic rush just as two of your roommates rounded the corner into the living room. “Oh—hey! Didn’t know you had company,” one said, eyebrows raised at Janet, who looked like she wanted the floor to open up and swallow her whole.
“Just tutoring,” you said smoothly, casual as ever, though your pulse was still racing. “Stats is brutal. You girls good?”
They shrugged, already heading toward the kitchen, one of them grabbing a bag of chips. “Yeah, the party was whatever. Don’t let us interrupt the ‘studying.’ We’re probably just gonna crash upstairs anyway.”
As soon as they were out of sight and their footsteps faded up the stairs, Janet let out a long shaky breath, still trembling. You smirked, bringing your fingers that was still slick and shiny with her fluids to your lips and sucking them clean slowly, eyes locked on hers the whole time.
“Mhmm. You taste so sweet,” you murmured, savoring the taste. “Thanks for the tutoring lesson, Janet. We’ll finish this another time. Can’t have you coming undone with the whole house listening even though I really wanted to feel you cum all over my fingers.”
She whimpered softly, thighs pressing together tight, clearly still worked up and needy. “You’re evil. I was so close—”
“Oh hush, did you want us to get caught? Don’t be such a brat.” You chuckled, helping her gather her stuff with gentle hands. “Text me when you get home safe, i’ll see if you can come over the next time the girls are gone and take this further.”
Janet stood on wobbly legs and a dazed, almost dreamy smile breaking through. “I… yeah. Okay. Goodnight. And… thank you. For not thinking I’m a total weirdo.”
You watched her slip out the door, already replaying every little moan, every desperate whimper, and the way she’d looked right on the brink in your head. You leaned back on the couch with a satisfied grin, wondering how long you’d have to wait before you could get her alone again.
i need to kiss michael’s vitiligo while he kisses my stretch marks idk man
♬ “—everything real big!”♬
☙ FEATURING: off the wall!michael x fem!reader
☙ SYNOPSIS: you and michael try to be intimate for the first time but… it doesn’t fit.
WARNINGS: 18+ MINORS DNI — there’s no plot btw, dry humping, “just the tip” , virginity loss (reader & michael) reader literally begs for it but regrets it after, cockwarming i think, fingering, no use of y/n
☙ WORD COUNT: 1k
michael jackson masterlist ༻ navi
“michael…” you whisper against his lips, you’re sitting on his lap, on the couch in the living room. and you’ve been kissing for what has felt like hours. you already feel the growing bulge in his slacks and you love hearing the slight moan come out of his lips when you accidentally rub yourself on his length.
“mikey, please…” you whine, his hand bunching your skirt around your waist. his hips buck up into yours causing you to ground your clothed pussy onto his crotch faster. you feel your hole clenching on nothing, your panties probably drenched from you being so wet.
you and michael are still fresh in your relationship, having been friends for years until you both couldn’t deny the attraction any longer. you guys have done everything but fuck. you’ve sucked him off, he’s eaten your pussy like he’s starving, he’s plunged his long, thick fingers inside of your warmth, stretching your cunt to its limits and as much as it feels good, you want more.
no you need more.
the little finger wave and the smirk!??
i am unwell

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JAAFAR AS YOUR BEST FRIEND’S PERVY OLDER BROTHER
⁀➴┊warnings: 18+ (mdni), virginity taking, recording, "mami".
⁀➴┊PERVY BEST FRIEND’S OLDER BROTHER!JAAFAR who is the epitome of duality: such a sweet gentleman when you first met him. that classy, demure smile, perfect teeth and shiny curls. but underneath the surface, he’s actually nasty.
⁀➴┊PERVY BEST FRIEND’S OLDER BROTHER!JAAFAR who knows you’re friends with his younger brother, jermajesty, yet still can’t help but wonder how your full lips would feel against his own, how your curves would feel under his fingers.
baby came home
pairings: Jaafar Jackson x wife!reader ——♡—— w/c: 4k+
summary: on your wedding anniversary, you and Jaafar find out your expecting your first child together.
warnings: just pure fluff, established relationship, angst if you squint, reader gets lonely, suddenly i’ve got terrible baby fever. help.
a/n: i wrote this in three-ish hours so apologies if it seems rushed, i just needed first time dad jaafar in my life.
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♡ ♡ ♡
The universe had a funny way of ruining your plans. Not big plans. Not world-ending plans. Just the small ones.
The ones that involved a silk dress hanging on the wardrobe door, reservations at a restaurant Jaafar had been suspiciously secretive about for three weeks, and celebrating another year of marriage without looking like an army of small children had personally attacked you.
Instead, you were currently lying face-down across your bed wearing one of Jaafar’s t-shirts, clutching a hot water bottle to your stomach and contemplating whether death could actually be that bad.
“Baby?”
The bedroom door creaked open. Speak of the devil, and he shall appear. Jaafar poked his head through the gap, his curls slightly damp from the shower, framing his face in a way so perfect you weren’t sure it was actually possible.
“Are you alive?” You lifted a thumb with all the energy you could muster.
“Debatable.”
He snorted.
“That’s not very reassuring.”
“I threw up thirty minutes ago.”
“Oh.”
“The room is spinning.”
“Oh.”
“My head hurts.”
“Oh.”
“And if you tell me I just need to drink water, I will file for divorce on our anniversary.”
Jaafar immediately raised both hands.
“Okay, first of all, that’s aggressive.”
“It would hold up in court.”
“No judge is granting a divorce because your husband suggested hydration.”
You rolled onto your back dramatically, head falling back against the pillows.
“Then they clearly don’t understand what I’m going through.”
Jaafar laughed as he sat beside you, brushing your hair away from your face. His smile should’ve been an arrestable offence. Marriage was honestly a scam; nobody warned you that two years later you’d still look at your husband and think, wow. That’s an absurdly attractive man. It was extremely unfair.
“You’re warm.”
“I know.”
“You don’t look good.”
“Thank you so much.”
“You know what I mean.”
“Still rude.”
His grin widened.
“Happy anniversary.”
“Oh, my God.” You groaned.
“What?”
“We have to cancel.”
“We don’t have to do anything.”
“Jaafar.”
“Baby.”
He laughed again before leaning down and pressing a kiss to your forehead, the kind that always made you feel that little bit better, even when you wanted to be dramatic.
“We can celebrate another day,” he said softly.
“But it’s our anniversary.”
“And?”
You sighed heavily, perhaps a little too heavily.
Theatrically, even.
Jaafar simply stared at you with amusement.
“You know,” he said, “you’re acting weird.”
“I’m sick.”
“No.”
He narrowed his eyes.
“This started before you got sick.”
Immediately accurate.
Because if you were being honest, you’d been feeling weird for weeks. Tired, emotional and hungry. Then not hungry. Then hungry enough to break down over Jaafar eating the last slice of garlic bread, staring at him like he had just murdered your entire bloodline.
Oh.
The thought arrived so suddenly you nearly sat upright, the pain in your stomach being the only thing preventing you.
Jaafar frowned.
“What?”
Nothing. Just the fact that you couldn’t remember the last time you’d had a period, the dates on the calendar, the last time the two of you-
“Oh, my God.”
“What?”
“Oh, my God.”
You slowly looked at him, then at the bathroom. Jaafar followed your gaze, confusion making its way onto his expression. Then, realisation. His eyes practically doubled in size.
“Oh.”
“Yeah.”
Neither of you moved; the room suddenly felt very, very quiet, besides the sounds of your stomach doing Olympic gymnastic-level flips.
Because sitting underneath the sink in your bathroom was a box you had bought three days ago.
Just in case.
♡ ♡ ♡
The cold porcelain of the toilet seat made you cringe, alongside the fact that Jaafar was standing opposite you, watching you pee like it was the most normal thing in the world.
Then he spoke, the most utterly unhelpful sentence;
“You cried because I ate garlic bread.”
You gasped in disbelief, yet still grateful for the distraction.
“It was the last slice, J”
“It was one slice.”
“It was my slice!”
“You didn’t claim ownership, princess” He pressed his lips together; the traitor was trying not to laugh.
“Why are you laughing?” You narrowed your eyes, pointing an accusatory finger in his direction.
“I’m smiling!”
“Divorce.”
“Again?”
“Again.”
He finally lost his internal battle and laughed, dropping his head into his hands. The sound made something warm flutter in your chest, despite the nervous knot currently trying to strangle you.
Then his expression softened immediately, the way it always did when he looked at you.
“Jaafar.”
Your throat tightened, because suddenly this wasn’t funny anymore. Well, it was still a little funny, but it was also terrifying.
“What if we’re not ready?” you asked quietly.
Jaafar’s face melted; gone was the teasing husband who made fun of your dramatics. This was your husband, the one who held your hand during doctor appointments and kissed your forehead when you were sick. The one who somehow knew exactly how you took your coffee despite claiming he couldn’t remember where he’d left his car keys.
He reached for your hand immediately.
“Then we’ll figure it out,” he said carefully, “if it is positive, we’ll be okay.”
♡ ♡ ♡
By the time the two of you emerged from the bathroom ten minutes later, your anniversary plans had become the least important thing in existence.
Not because either of you had forgotten about them, but because there was currently a pregnancy test sitting on the edge of the sink. And neither of you possessed the courage to look at it.
You sat on the edge of the bed; Jaafar paced. Back and forth, back and forth, back and-
“Jaafar.” He stopped, turning to face you.
“You’re making me nervous.”
“I’m making you nervous?”
“That’s what I said, yes.”
“You took the test.” A brief pause as you formed your response.
“Yeah? Well, you made the baby.” His mouth fell open.
“J, just sit, please?”
You patted the space on the bed beside you.
“I can’t.”
“Why not?”
“I feel sick.”
You stared, then looked pointedly at your own reflection in the mirror facing the bed.
“Interesting.”
“Don’t.”
“Very interesting.”
“Don’t.”
“The woman who has spent three weeks throwing up is comforting the man standing upright.”
You laughed despite yourself; the sound eased some of the tension in the room for approximately three seconds. Then both of your eyes drifted back towards the bathroom, and immediately the tension came back with a vengeance. Your stomach flipped; neither of you moved.
“Maybe it’s negative.”
“Maybe.”
“Maybe I’m just dying.”
“Please don’t say that.”
You smiled weakly.
Finally, Jaafar took a deep breath.
“Okay.”
“Okay.”
“We look.”
“We look.”
Neither of you moved, again.
“Oh my God.”
“I know.”
He grabbed your hand, helping you up from where you’d perched on the mattress; you squeezed his hand back. And together, like two people approaching a bomb instead of a piece of plastic from a pharmacy, you stepped closer to the sink.
One step, then another. Until the result came into focus.
You blinked.
Because surely your brain was playing tricks on you. Beside you, Jaafar went completely silent, the kind of silence that immediately told you he could see it too.
Two lines.
Two very clear lines.
“Oh.” Your voice came out smaller than expected.
Beside you, Jaafar still hadn’t said a word. You turned, slowly. And found him staring at the test as if it had personally offended him, not upset, just broken. Like his brain had decided to stop processing any and all information.
“Jaafar?”
Nothing.
“Baby?”
You waved a hand in front of his face.
“Oh my God, I broke him.”
That finally did it; his head snapped towards you.
“There’s two of them.”
You stared.
“What?”
He pointed at the pregnancy test.
“There’s two lines.”
“Yes.”
“Two.”
“Yes.”
His eyes widened.
“Baby.” His voice cracked.
“Baby.” You repeated.
And suddenly he was laughing, not normal laughing. The kind of laugh people let out when they have absolutely no idea what else to do. One hand reached up to cover his mouth; the other grabbed yours so tightly it almost hurt.
“You’re pregnant.”
The words hung in the air; you felt tears prick your eyes before you could stop them. “Oh, my God.”
You laughed, then immediately started crying, which only made Jaafar laugh harder. Somehow making you cry even more, a complete disaster.
The pair of you standing in your bathroom crying over a stick from CVS, romantic, very romantic.
“Come here.”
Before you could protest, Jaafar pulled you against his chest, his arms wrapped around you so tightly you thought he might never let go.
And for a long moment neither of you spoke.
When Jaafar finally pulled back, his eyes were suspiciously shiny; you chose not to mention it. Mostly because yours definitely were too.
“We’re having a baby.”
Then he paused, and you immediately became suspicious. “What?”
His grin widened.
“Genevieve is going to lose her mind.”
You burst out laughing, because he was right. Genevieve was going to lose her mind, Jermajesty was going to lose his mind, the entire Jackson family was about to lose their collective minds.
♡ ♡ ♡
If there was one thing the Jackson family excelled at, it was making absolutely everything an event.
Birthdays? Graduations? Somebody successfully parallel parking on the first try? (True story.)
So naturally, informing them that you and Jaafar were expecting your first child was never going to be a casual affair. Unfortunately for you, that didn’t stop Jaafar from insisting on dragging the announcement out for an entire week.
“You are the worst person I’ve ever met.”
Jaafar looked up from the kitchen counter.
“You married me.”
His hand immediately found its way to your stomach, a habit that had developed around twelve minutes after the positive test. Honestly, you weren’t entirely convinced he’d willingly gone more than five feet away from you.
Your front door opened before you could formulate a response. Both of you froze, then immediately looked back at each other. Because today was family dinner, which meant your secret was hanging on by a thread. A very fragile thread.
“Your favourite sister has arrived!”
Genevieve’s voice carried through the hallway before she even appeared.
A second later, she walked into the kitchen. Then stopped, her eyes narrowed. Your stomach dropped, the baby probably sensing danger.
“What?” you asked as casually as you could muster.
Genevieve pointed between the two of you.
“What’s happening?”
“Nothing.”
“You’re lying.”
“No I’m not.”
“You’re a terrible liar.”
“That’s rude.”
You immediately exhaled, traitorous lungs. Genevieve’s eyes narrowed further, then she turned to Jaafar. The look on his face instantly gave the two of you away.
“Oh my God.”
Jaafar covered his face. “Genevieve.”
“You’re pregnant.” The silence that followed was deafening. The three of you stared at one another.
“Oh my God, you are.” She began to cry, no warning, no hesitation. Just tears. “You haven’t even heard us say yes.”
The sound of footsteps thundered down the hallway, and suddenly Jermajesty appeared, carrying a tray of food, concern plastered all over his face.
“What happened?”
“They’re having a baby.”
Jermajesty blinked, then looked between the two of you.
“…Seriously?”
You nodded; his jaw dropped, hands flying to his head as he began pacing.
“Oh my God.”
“See?” Genevieve said.
“I’m going to be an uncle.”
Another pause.
“A whole uncle.”
“Yes.” Jermajesty completely ignored you.
“I’m going to teach them everything.”
“Absolutely not.” Jaafar chimed in, “You are teaching them nothing.”
“Excuse me?”
“You once tried to microwave a metal spoon.”
“It was one time,” Jermajesty mumbled, “what about when you chased us around the house with a taser?”
Jaafar was laughing now, Genevieve still sobbing as Jermajesty began discussing baby-proofing strategies. You smiled to yourself, glancing over at your husband.
His hand found yours beneath the counter, and when your eyes met again, something in your chest squeezed. Because for the first time since seeing those two lines, it felt real. You were having a baby, and judging by the reactions in the room alone, that baby was about to be loved by an absurd number of people.
♡ ♡ ♡
The problem with telling the Jackson family a crumb of information was that it never really stayed that way for very long. Within twenty-four hours, everyone knew. Within forty-eight, you had somehow lost the basic human right to perform single tasks for yourself. It started small: you stood up during dinner to refill your water bottle. The three other people in the room stood up with you.
Genevieve was already reaching for your bottle.
“I do have legs, y’know?”
“You are carrying my niece or nephew.”
“I’m carrying my baby.”
“Our baby.” She had corrected.
“That’s not how biology works.” She had ignored you completely; the water bottle had already vanished from your hands. You looked at Jaafar, the man who was supposed to be on your side. He had shrugged, the coward.
Apparently, once people discovered you were pregnant, you had magically turned into the world’s most fragile decorative object. Perfect. Three days later, you had tried to carry a laundry basket upstairs, making it halfway up the stairs when a voice behind you yelled-
“Absolutely not.” You had nearly launched yourself into the ceiling; Jermajesty had appeared out of nowhere.
“When did you even get here?!” You still weren’t entirely sure; one minute you were alone, the next he was standing three steps below you, looking horrified.
“Put it down.”
“It’s just laundry.”
“Put it down.”
“Jermajesty!”
“Put it down.” The two of you stared at each other, then he simply took the basket. Physically removed it from your arms and carried it upstairs himself. You watched him go, speechless and in complete disbelief.
“…I’m twenty-four.” You muttered to yourself, or at least you thought you did-
“Congratulations.” You jumped again; Genevieve was behind you now, of course she was. Apparently nobody in this family announced their arrival anymore; they just appeared like concerned little ghosts.
At sixteen weeks, you had been lying in bed, Jaafar playing with your hair absentmindedly, his other hand tracing circles on your growing bump. And every day Jaafar looked at it like he couldn’t quite believe it was real.
“You okay?” you asked quietly. His smile appeared slowly, the soft one, your personal favourite.
“Yeah.” You mirrored his smile, head rested against the pillow as the two of you lay in silence. Then, the baby kicked. A tiny little flutter, barely there, yet still enough. Jaafar froze, his eyes widening; his hand didn’t move and neither did he.
“Did you feel that?” you asked quietly, as though your voice would spook both the baby and Jaafar. He nodded very slowly; you were fairly certain he had forgotten how breathing worked.
“The baby moved.” His voice was loud, entirely too loud. You closed your eyes, letting out a long, knowing sigh as you heard footsteps. Rapid footsteps that belonged to multiple people, the bedroom door opening so quickly you thought it would come free from the hinges.
“Are you okay?”
“Is this baby okay?” Jaafar looked up at the two of them, his face glowing. Actually glowing, like every star in the sky had somehow landed inside of him; then he pointed at your stomach. “The baby kicked.”
You enjoyed the three seconds of silence that followed.
“Oh my god.” Genevieve started crying again. Honestly, at this point nobody was surprised.
♡ ♡ ♡
By month seven, you had become increasingly aware of two things. The first was that putting on socks had become an Olympic sport. The second was that you hated when Jaafar was away. Not in a dramatic sit-by-a-fire-and-write-poetry kind of way, okay maybe a little.
But mostly because after nearly seven months of having your husband attached to your side like an emotional support animal, the house felt empty without him. Especially at night. And that is how you had ended up with two adult toddlers living in your home, one of Jaafar’s bright ideas.
“You sighed.” You looked up from your spot on the sofa, Genevieve standing in the doorway holding two decaf cups of coffee. “Did I?”
“That was your sixth sigh in ten minutes.” She handed you the mug before carefully lowering herself beside you; the baby shifted. Apparently recognising her voice, you had begun to suspect everyone knew this child better than you did.
“You miss him.”
“I saw him three days ago.”
“You cried at the airport.” You looked away. Traitor. You wrapped both hands around your mug; the warmth settled against your fingers.
“Yeah, I miss him.” The admission came quietly, Genevieve’s expression softening instantly. Because beneath all of her chaos, she had always been good at knowing when you genuinely needed someone.
“You know he’s miserable too, right?”
You snorted.
“He’s filming a movie.”
“Yeah, and calling you every spare second he has.” You glanced towards your phone resting face up on the coffee table. Three missed texts, all from Jaafar. A smile tugged at your lips despite yourself. It completely disappeared when the baby kicked, hard.
“Was that a kick?”
“Yes.”
“Oh my god.” You sighed.
“It has been seven months.”
“I know, but it’s still exciting!”
You laughed softly, then your smile faded again. She noticed instantly, much to your displeasure.
“What is it?” You stared into your mug; for a moment all you could hear was the rain and the baby shifting beneath your ribs.
“Do you think this changes everything for him?”
“What do you mean?” You swallowed; the words felt ridiculous. Especially now, after months of excitement and happiness. But they had been sitting quietly in the back of your mind for weeks.
“His career.” You looked down at your stomach, tiny movements hidden under the fabric of Jaafar’s sweatshirt. “Everything is happening so fast; he’s filming constantly.” Genevieve didn’t interrupt; somehow that made it easier. “People know who he is now, and then this happened.” Your hand rested against the bump.
“I know he’s excited.” Genevieve smiled, because that was painfully true. “But what if this changes things? What if he misses out on opportunities because of us?”
The silence stretched; you blinked rapidly. Because hearing the words out loud sounded awful, selfish even. But before you could take it back-
“Jaafar would be really upset if he knew you had been carrying this around by yourself.” Her voice had softened, and you looked away. Because unfortunately she was right. “He talks about you constantly.”
“He does not.”
“Yesterday he called me because he was worried you weren’t sleeping enough,” you laughed softly, “And he asked Jermajesty to check your car tyres.” You blinked.
“What does that even have to do with pregnancy?”
“We still don’t know.”
“He’s insane.” The two of you laughed, but her expression softened again moments later, reaching over to squeeze your hand.
“This baby isn’t ruining anything; it’s exactly what he wants.”
“But he loves acting.”
Another nod as she smiled.
“He loves the two of you more.”
Nobody told you that the first contraction is mostly confusion; you’d been promised screaming, waters breaking dramatically in grocery aisles. Instead, at two in the morning, you woke up needing to pee. Which wasn’t inherently strange; you hadn’t slept through the night in months.
You shuffled towards the bathroom, half asleep and entirely uncomfortable. Then, a strange tightening wrapped around your middle, not painful, just odd. The baby shifted as the sensation disappeared.
“Huh.”
You finished your bathroom trip, climbing back into bed. Thirty minutes later, it happened again, stronger, longer.
“Oh.” You sat upright, the movement requiring far more effort than it should have.
Your phone was already in your hand, pressing the first contact without thinking, the call barely ringing.
“Baby?” Jaafar’s sleepy voice crackled through the speaker, causing you to burst into tears. Not because you were scared or in pain, just because you were emotional, pregnant, and it was three in the morning.
“What happened?” Another contraction rolled through, much stronger this time, real.
“I think the baby’s coming.” Your voice wobbled, silence filling the phone call.
“What?” The sound that left him could only be described as panic; a loud crash echoed through the phone.
“Jaafar, what was that?”
“My suitcase.”
“Why?”
“I’m coming home.”
“Baby, you're in the middle of filming.”
“I don’t care.” You couldn’t help but laugh, even through the tears. Because somewhere miles away, your husband was apparently destroying a hotel room.
“Baby.” The panic in his voice suddenly vanished, replaced by something softer that made your chest ache.
“Yeah?”
“Please don’t have our baby before I get there.”
♡ ♡ ♡
An hour later, Genevieve and Jermajesty had transformed into completely different people. Genevieve was suspiciously calm, the kind of calm that suggested she was panicking so hard she’d transcended panic entirely.
Meanwhile, Jermajesty looked moments away from fainting.
“You okay J?”
“No.”
“Fair.”
His face went pale; Genevieve shoved a bottle of water into his chest. “For the love of god, pull yourself together.”
“I’m trying.”
“You are not the one giving birth, Jermajesty.”
“I know.”
“Then stop pacing!”
The nurse walking past laughed, and honestly? Fair enough. Because somehow the room felt less like a delivery ward and more like some weird hostage situation. Every five minutes, Jermajesty checked his phone, and Genevieve checked yours. And every thirty seconds you had asked-
“Where’s Jaafar?”
The answer arrived several hours later. Jaafar looked dishevelled, and like he’d broken at least six speed limits. The hospital room door burst open; everyone turned to face him. There he was, hair a mess, shirt half untucked and looking like he’d run all the way from the airport.
For a second, he just stood there, catching his breath. His eyes found yours, every mile between you disappearing. Every fear, every lonely night, every worry gone. “Baby.” His voice cracked, your eyes filling with tears.
Jaafar crossed the room in seconds, his hand finding yours instantly. “You waited.”
“What?”
“You waited for me.” The sheer gratitude in his voice almost broke you.
“Of course I did.” His forehead dropped against yours; for a moment neither of you spoke. Then, another contraction hit, hard. Your grip nearly crushed his hand.
“Oh my god.” Jaafar immediately straightened, concern replacing everything else.
“Are you okay?”
“No.”
“What do you need?”
“A new spine.” You gritted your teeth, laughing through the pain.
Your baby was almost here, the tiny person who had already changed everything.
♡ ♡ ♡
The universe had a funny way of proving you wrong.
A year ago, you’d been lying face-down on a bed, convinced you were dying. Instead, you were pregnant. Now, you were standing in your kitchen holding a very angry one-year-old who was attempting to eat your necklace.
“Sweetie, no.” Tiny hands immediately tightened their grip. Your daughter stared directly into your soul before shoving the necklace towards her mouth anyway. Pure defiance, a Jackson through and through.
“Absolutely not.” She giggled at you, as if this was all one big joke. Which, admittedly, it probably was from her perspective. You heard the front door open, then close.
“Daddy’s home!” Her reaction was instant, head whipping around so fast you were genuinely concerned for her neck.
“Dada!” The scream echoed throughout the house, followed by frantic wiggling and increasingly aggressive demands for freedom.
“Oh, so now you hate me.”
“Dada!”
“Interesting, I carried you for nine months.”
“Dada!”
“Nine.” Jaafar appeared in the kitchen, and just like that, you ceased to exist. Your daughter practically launched herself from your arms, Jaafar catching her immediately with a laugh.
“There she is.” He kissed the top of her head, then her cheeks, then her forehead. Your daughter accepted this treatment as her constitutional right; you couldn’t blame her. “Miss me?” She responded by grabbing his nose, hard. He yelped as you laughed.
“She’s violent.”
“She’s your daughter.” His expression shifted.
“I take it back, she’s perfect.”
“How convenient.” Jaafar grinned before finally looking at you, the rest of the room vanishing. It still happened, even after marriage, sleepless nights, dirty diapers and stepping on seven thousand stray toys.
Somehow, he still looked at you like you were the best thing he’d ever laid his eyes upon; it was deeply annoying. Because every single time it made your stomach do that stupid little flip.
“Hi.”
“Hi.”
“Happy anniversary.”
“Happy anniversary.”
Your daughter began to clap; neither of you knew why. But she seemed thrilled. “See, she gets it,” Jaafar said triumphantly. You rolled your eyes.
A year ago, the two of you had stood in a bathroom crying over a pregnancy test. Now an actual tiny human was sitting on your husband’s hip, one that shared his eyes and his smile.
You realised this anniversary looked nothing like the one the two of you had planned a year ago. It wasn’t a fancy restaurant or silk dresses. Instead, there were toys on the floor, a tiny person trying to chew on furniture, and a husband who looked at you like you hung the moon.
Honestly?
You wouldn’t have traded it for anything else.