charlotte

what if i can never see him

i’ve been studying my ass off for years and honestly? i don’t know if it will be worth it. i’m so grateful for all the opportunities i have but at the same time i’m so sick and tired of everything.

i was scrolling tiktok and saw a girl explaining how she couldn’t get visa to go to the concert and crying because of it. i started crying too because i know exactly how it feels to not being able to do something so basic as going to a concert because of problems like this.

if therapy does not solve my sleeping issues idk what will.

i could’ve been at london rn. fuck everything.

my friends are going abroad for their fav artists’ gigs. guess who can’t.

it’s almost 5 am here and i am wide awake. i fucked up my sleep schedule and have no idea how to fix it.

finally done with the semester. three more to go👍🏻

i don’t even dream of traveling abroad anymore i just wanna see him :((

it’s 99% official that i failed econometrics. but i’m still studying for its final today. dumb or hardworking???