i overthink, overlove, overfeel and overstress

I honestly can’t wait to finally find a nice girl. I’m so sick of playing games. I’m looking for someone that I see potential in. I want to be able to wake up everyday and send that “good morning babygirl” text. I want to send her cute paragraphs when she’s asleep, to let her know that I’m missing her, even though I’ll talk to her in a few hours. I want to go on adventures with her and experience new things with her. I want someone to share my good days and bad days with. I want someone I can confide in. I want someone who can confide in me. I want to trust. I want to be able to talk about everything and nothing. I want to have someone to hold and to call mine and to show off. I want to take her out and say “fuck yeah, this is my girlfriend. this beautiful girl is mine.” I would absolutely love to finally be able to have that special someone. I may be young but I’m so done with the mind games that everyone wants to play. 

If Edna dissed me like that I’d have to throw my whole self in the trash out of shame.

every day it’s a battle but i know this is best.