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(rage meets ruin, scars meet salvation โ and the noise never really stops)
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โItโs like I canโt tell where the pain ends and I begin.โ
โYou said you could fix me. Tell me โ howโs that going so far?โ
โEvery time I try to silence it, it screams louder.โ
โDo you ever feel like youโre both the fire and the match?โ
โI broke myself to feel something again.โ
โThereโs comfort in the chaos โ thatโs the only thing that ever made sense.โ
โIf I let you see the real me, youโd run.โ
โIโm not okay, but Iโve learned to make it look like I am.โ
โYou said love was supposed to heal โ so why does it still bleed?โ
โIโd rather be haunted by your memory than forget your voice.โ
โIf you loved me, why did you leave me with all this silence?โ
โI kept your picture. Not because I want to, but because I canโt throw it away.โ
โEvery time I close my eyes, I see the way you walked away.โ
โYou buried me long before I stopped breathing.โ
โDonโt promise to stay when youโve already started to fade.โ
โI still taste goodbye on my tongue.โ
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โYou talk about peace, but you thrive in destruction.โ
โWe built this world on lies, and now weโre choking on the ashes.โ
โYou think you can control the fire โ but itโs already eating you alive.โ
โYouโre no saint. Neither am I.โ
โEvery time we fight, it feels more like home.โ
โWeโre both too broken to walk away, and too proud to stay.โ
โThe only thing keeping us alive is our hatred.โ
โYou wanted a war โ so here I am.โ
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โYou werenโt real, but I loved you like you were.โ
โI made you out of loneliness, and now I canโt let you go.โ
โYou exist only in my memory, and still, you wonโt leave me alone.โ
โI could still see her in the corner of my mind โ quiet, still, perfect.โ
โI canโt remember where the dream ended and the obsession began.โ
โYou never noticed me, but I built my world around you anyway.โ
โEvery time I close my eyes, I feel her breath โ even though sheโs gone.โ
โYouโre the ghost that doesnโt know itโs haunting me.โ
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โThe past has claws, and mine wonโt let go.โ
โI thought time would dull it, but I still hear your voice in every quiet room.โ
โI canโt tell if Iโm remembering or reliving it.โ
โYou said weโd move on. You lied.โ
โSome nights, I wish I could forget everything we ever were.โ
โYou carved your name into my heart, and now it wonโt stop bleeding.โ
โI keep walking through ghosts of us.โ
โIf I could bury the past, Iโd still dig it up just to feel something.โ
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โYou think Iโm the villain, but you never looked close enough.โ
โForgiveness doesnโt mean Iโve forgotten.โ
โYou call me unholy โ maybe thatโs what you made me.โ
โEvery time you prayed for my redemption, I fell deeper into sin.โ
โYou canโt save me, but I like watching you try.โ
โIโm not the person you once knew, and maybe thatโs for the best.โ
โHeaven turned its back on me โ so I built my own hell.โ
โIf Iโm damned, at least I earned it.โ
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โI canโt remember what peace feels like.โ
โDonโt ask me to forgive you when youโre still bleeding me dry.โ
โYou left scars where promises used to be.โ
โI used to believe in us. Now I believe in nothing.โ
โYou talk about moving on like itโs that easy.โ
โEvery apology feels like a weapon.โ
โYouโre the reason I donโt trust warmth anymore.โ
โIf love was supposed to save us, why did it destroy me?โ
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โI canโt tell if Iโm alive or just pretending to be.โ
โThe mirror doesnโt recognize me anymore.โ
โEvery night, I wake up tasting iron and regret.โ
โIf you could see whatโs inside me, youโd never come close again.โ
โThereโs beauty in the breakdown, but itโs killing me slowly.โ
โI bleed just to remind myself itโs real.โ
โThey told me to breathe โ I forgot how.โ
โThe painโs familiar. I think I missed it.โ
โI burned everything I touched, and Iโm still cold.โ
โYou said I was dangerous โ you were right.โ
โI destroy what I love before it can destroy me.โ
โEvery lie I told was to keep you safe from me.โ
โYou smelled like smoke and forgiveness.โ
โIโm tired of being your monster.โ
โYou keep calling me back, even when Iโve turned to ash.โ
โThereโs nothing left but the fire.โ