One last look : : : SOLO
Ben had never thought this day would ever come, not of his own free will, but he needed this more than ever and Attila understood... his Alpha always did. He'd given the ancient wolf a number to call wherever and whenever he needed support. He'd given a lot of money to the city, and it was because of his loyalty and dedication to the pack and his Alpha that the ancient wolf had granted him his wishes to leave with Kadyn who'd keep his memories. He could've asked Galadrielle for her private jet, but he wanted to leave with a minimum of people knowing where he was going.
The seed had been planted a few years ago by the first love of his life in a letter. It had been there since then, not really doing anything until recently when he had gone on a trip to South America with Kadyn. The trip had been longer in the end, and Ben had realized how much he'd really missed being nomadic. And as much as his boy played it cool, he knew Kadyn was struggling in Covaire. His mishap during the full moon was a reminder of that. And he was happy with Ben no matter what, but how much happier would he really be outside? Probably a lot more than he had wanted to admit until he had taken his decision and made the preparation for his next move.
Leaving Covaire... he could say it now.
But couldn't do the whole last call tour, too many emotions to deal with when he already had his own to deal with. No point of last kisses and last fuck, it would just hurt everyone more. Of course Leopold would get a goodbye... more like a see you on the road. The boy would know how to reach out for him through Attila. He couldn't leave without giving Galadrielle a phone number to leave a message at in case of trouble. She was after all his only way to communicate with Bryce.
His bank account would stay in Covaire, it would be safe there. He'd keep the last house he had remodoled, paying someone to take care of it, and also Rhett's house. He'd always wanted the Healer to be able to return to his house if he ever came back to the city... and he wanted to keep a place to go back, like he had in Greece. Those two places had meant the most to him and knowing he could always return felt good.
He didn't know what he would do yet... travel for sure, but would he try to find Rhett? He would reach out for him, that was sure, but the Healer needed time with his son and that was something Ben would never jeopardize. As for Bryce, the boy needed to be trained, maybe once that was done, they could meet again. He would visit Killian more often, that was a given. Maybe they would meet Aristaios by chance... but for now, it would only be Kadyn and him. For once in his life, he wasn't running away from something or someone, and he wasn't leaving someone for their own good... no, this time around, Ben was doing this for himself first, to be happy, to finally learn that it was alright to feel that way, and that maybe, it was time for him to finally breathe after holding his breath for so long. He could finally learn to live.
He looked back on the city smiling and feeling that heavy weight chip away from his shoulders slowly but surely. One more shaky breath and he was ready.
"So long Covaire City and thank you... you haven't seen the last of me."
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