loving wife

finallyyyy get to see my gf tomorrow i’m so lucky

i’m 24 years old i shouldn’t be working every day i should be out in the world experiencing and seeing new things and i should be learning what i like and what i don’t like and not worrying all the time. and i should just be being stupid and making dumb mistakes before i work for my whole life and die before i ever had a chance to feel like it all had some meaning

i’m about to start scratching at the wall paper

if my cat doesn’t sleep with me tonight because she’s mad at me i will end it all right now —- too emotionally fragile for her to be playing me like this

feeling: in a stable and loving relationship

looking at her and she is so breathtakingly beautiful

one week until i have to find a new reason to keep going! lmao

i was not made to work

crying about moving away from my little sister and it being for real this time

can’t shake this feeling that maybe i made the wrong choice because i can’t stop thinking about what if one day i go to work and i get shot, or i see my students get murdered, or i have to put my life on the line for them