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“Let’s just bury the hatchet.” - “Fuck your hatchet.”

“Babe, come on. I said I was sorry”

“Sorry doesn’t get us any closer, Alex” you seethed.

You and Alex had been walking through the woods for hours. While on a trip to the cabin with his friends, he somehow managed to persuade you into going on a hike with him through the woods. But of course, you got lost, and now here you were: in the middle of the forest, cold and exhausted. 

As much as you wanted to stalk off and be as far away as possible from your boyfriend, it was starting to get dark and the only thing worse than being lost in the forest with Alex was being lost in the forest alone. 

You slowed your pace to trot alongside Alex, holding onto his arm as the sun set fully, the only light available being provided by the moon and stars. 

“Try seeing if we have any reception now”

Alex looked at his phone, “Still nothing”.

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Another 90 minutes passed before you finally started to recognize your surroundings and found your way back to the cabin. 

When you walked in, hours later that everyone expected you’d be back, you were greeted with howls and wolf whistles from your friends. “Damn guys, we knew you guys had a problem but fucking for 4 hours? That’s gotta be a record” one of the boys joked. 

You glared at him and flipped him off, marching upstairs to yours and Alex’s room to take a shower, leaving your boyfriend to explain how he got you lost in the woods for hours. 

When he came upstairs, you had already finished showering and were now enjoying a much earned bath. 

Alex leaned on the doorway with his arms crossed,

 “hey” he greeted. 

when you said nothing, he signed deeply. 

“Come on baby, we’re back home now. Can’t we just bury the hatchet?” he pleaded. 

“Fuck you. Fuck your hatchet” you quipped, refusing to look at him. 

You weren’t just mad that he had gotten you lost in the middle of nowhere with no food or water in a situation that could have gone a lot worse, it was that he basically forced you into going despite telling him ample times that you didn’t want to. 

Of course Alex wouldn’t take no for an answer though, he kept asking you over and over again, only half kidding about you not being into doing anything fun anymore in front of everyone. The only reason you really agreed was just to get him to shut up and he promised you’d be back in an hour. Once you were  a few minutes into your hike, Alex had the genius idea of straying from the trail, a detail he had left out until you were completely lost. 

You loved Alex, your really really did. You loved his fun-loving spirit and how adventurous he was but sometimes he could just be so careless, it drove you insane. 

Alex rolled his eyes at your response and began stripping off his clothes. He walked towards the tub, getting in. 

“Wha- Alex no. Get out” you complained, but it was pointless. 

“Nope. I’m going to stay in here with you until you forgive me”, he smirked.

“I hate you.”

“No you don’t”

“Seriously Alex? Ugh, this is disgusting. You didn’t even shower yet you’re all covered in… forest dirt”

“Yeah and, think about it, you’re just sitting here with me, bathing in it”

You made a gagging noise, trying to get up but Alex quickly wrapped his arms around you from where he was sitting behind you. 

He nuzzled his face into your neck, “Forgive me and I’ll let you go”

“Not happening”

“Come on, I know you want to” he teased, as he began to tickle your sides. 

You squealed and squirmed, but couldn’t help but laugh. 

That was another thing you loved about Alex, no matter how annoyed you were, he could always make you laugh. 

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You and Roman had been on and off dating for just less than a year. You couldn’t lie and say it had been easy, Roman’s inhabulity to show emotions or feelings got to you daily. You often thought it was because he wasnt shown love as a child so he was unable to show love to others. You had to accept him like this if you wanted him in your life. He showed it in his own way though, the subtle chin lift as he was about to kiss you, the constant questions when you was out, ‘are you having a good time’ 'are you warm enough’ it was the little things about him that made you fall in love with him. He may not say it physically but you knew or at least hoped he felt the same way. It wasnt always this way though he would blank your texts and calls. Not speak to you for days on end and become so withdrawn and cold. He would take his moods out on you and start arguments for the most pointless of things.

Romans jealously was his downfall. He would get jealous over the smallest things. I worked in a small cafe here in hemlock which was tedious but it paid the rent. He would often come visit me at work and just glare at me from the back table watching my every move, seeing how I reacted to the Male population that came in for there morning coffee, most not looking up from their phones to notice who was serving them. But this didnt matter to Roman. He would use this later in an argument.

And say something along the lines of 'you’re mine Y/n I dont want you serving them’ you would just roll your eyes and kiss him on the cheek giggling at his neediness.

The next through weeks flew by, you spent most of time with Roman when he wasnt hanging around with Peter or working at the white tower.

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Untill recently It was Saturday and Roman was working late, you had seen him on and off for the past 3 weeks barley staying with you for longer then 2 hours he had become a little distant lately you thought he was under a lot of pressure at work so you didnt push it. Laying on the bed bored out of your mind your text Roman and waited for a response 1 hour had passed so you decided you would surprise him at work and bring him take out, he deserved a break.

You found the sexiest dress you owned and curled your H/C hair in loose curls.

Applying make up enough to get his attention, with the matte lipstick he adored on you. Perfect! You thought admiring yourself in the mirror.

You began the short car journey towards the white tower. You pulled up and made your way into the building, it was so quiet no one was in sight. It was the weekend you thought to yourself.

You slowly made you way to the lift and pressed the button to take you to floor that Roman’s office was on. Nervs began to set in and your mind went in over drive. How was he going to act to your surprise.

Would he be thank full or would he get annoyed with you interrupting his schedule. You had to push all your thoughts to the back of your mind as the lift stopped an the doors slowly opening.

You made your way out of the lift and along the small narrow corridor till you could go no further.

You flung open the door, mouth wide open in disbelief, the sound of food cartons splattering onto the surface of the floor..This was it, the moment your world stood still, the reason for romans rapid mood change towards you within the last 3 weeks.

He wasnt alone, he was with his receptionist.. a tall blonde thin women drapped around his waist deep in .. well… each other. Untill you interrupted them.

The shock of Roman’s face when he saw you stood there was a picture really, he almost looked guilty. You decided you had seen enough and quickly turned and ran towards the entrance of the lift. It felt like a lifetime before the lift doors opened and you was able to get in, as the doors began shutting you heard romans voice calling your name “Y/N please wait, let me explain”

Explain what is there to explain, I know exactly what I saw you thought to yourself as your slumped your back against the wall of the lift. Tears began falling so fast the mascara burning your eyes you made your way to your car and sped off, with no destination in mind, you needed time by yourself you couldn’t go home Roman would be stood outside waiting for your car to pull up with some sorry excuse no doubt on how he just tripped and fell into her.

You pulled up outside the forest sitting in silence, your phone constantly beeping with call and text alerts from Roman begging you to answer his calls and let him know your safe.

It was starting to get dark so you drove back to your home, as soon as you turned the corner the red sports car was parked outside your small apartment.

This is not what you wanted to deal with right now.

No matter how fast you got out the car and ran to your door he was right behind you.

'Y/N please, please let’s talk’

No Roman, you cut him off before he could finish, what is there to say? if you didnt want to be with me then you should of ended things between us, but I’ll save you the trouble… were over!

And with that you slammed the door in his face, falling to the ground you felt like you couldn’t breath you wanted this to be all a bad dream.

Roman wasnt having the easiest time either, he knew he had done wrong, the guilt was eating him up inside as he paced up and down in his apartment. Anger and emotions building up as tears formed in his eye ducts. His pale skin whitened he felt sick to his stomach. He was at a loss thinking of life without you, the realsionation hitting him like a blow to the chest. he’s never felt this way about anyone. the sick feeling, the water escaping from his eyes.. He was in love … in love with you, but it was a little too late, you was no longer his.