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wolf that loves emails and spreadsheets. incomplete carrd.

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peaceful soothing beautiful picmix gif I saved in 2018.

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hit her gpt-spot by accident and she started saying we weren't just having sex, we were teaching a masterclass on pleasure

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I don't exactly have to tap into the higher consciousness or whatever to imagine that it's probably some kind of driver error as far as hardware goes.

#My machine has had a problem with it since forever. I've just been dragging my feet on having it looked at.

"WHEA_UNCORRECTABLE_ERROR" bluescreen ...

#Oh that cannot be good.

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how it feels discussing how an ocs conversation hypothetically would go down on a meta level in dms instead of roleplaying the for real conversation

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It's not really to imply that I wasn't on some level crawling out of a very dark pit anyway, I feel like a living thing now more than I have in a very, very long time but it's just I learned some information that might let me live a little more independently which would be huge. It reminded me that I need a man with long hair so that I can absorb him into my evil crystal kind of do want a boyfriend I think...

Talked to my mother about stuff and finances and I experienced like this weird feeling of "We're so fucking back" in the sense that I remembered I'm a human being with lifelong desires and that I am not doomed by my disabilities. Like wait everyone it's okay I think we will make it ...

How is it more dignifying to repeatedly, indirectly ask your broke friend's son for multiple hundreds and sometimes up to £2,000 instead of having one difficult conversation with your spoiled, rich boyfriend who wipes his ass with that kind of money ? Like am I crazy ?

#Yeah no upon laying it out I think I'm in the right to ask for interest.#And I'm only even going to ask if she doesn't do the one thing I asked of her so that I'd lend her the money.

You know I really understand why people become loan sharks or just get into money-lending in general because why the fuck are you, someone in a relationship with a rich man who has a very wealthy family, borrowing money from me—but not even actually asking me directly, and instead asking via my Mother because you're apparently too embarrassed to ask directly? YOU ARE ALMOST DOUBLE MY GROWN AGE ! WE ARE BOTH ADULTS AND YOU HAVE MY NUMBER. LOCK IN OR I'M ASKING FOR INTEREST.

#There's way more to it than this and I'm not getting into it.#I only even said yes to lending the money on the condition that she sought legal help for something.#If I seem like an asshole for wanting interest I promise you I wouldn't be if it was just straightforward.#This is like the fourth time I've let her borrow money and at one point my Mother emptied her savings to give her money also.#Learning that last part really pissed me off.#So anyway I'd like proof that she isn't dragging her feet about the legal help—#—which genuinely would get her out of a lot of her financial problems—#—or I'm going to ask for interest. Like pick up the fucking pace I am not playing games with you.#It's not pocket change either like it is a lot of money to me.#You know who it would be pocket change for though? Her boyfriend. Who she is not asking for money from.#Fucking awesome.#It's not like I'm going to blow out her kneecaps or whatever but like. Can we be serious.

Pale plants tend to be somewhat needy because the chlorophyll situation leaves a lot to be desired so it really isn't unusual, just kind of annoying...

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Unified my Sedum x rubrotinctum specimens because I've concluded that they are the same cultivar given how on multiple occasions the dark green form of them have grown from the stems of the pale forms or even from the pale leaf propagates themselves, I think I have some pictures before I did all this that shows it off well.

Something interesting I've noticed with this plant is that the pale form has a much harder time thriving. It grows much slower and propagated pale leaves are less likely to survive than their dark green counterparts. It makes sense, but it's a little annoying because I do like the pale green-pink one a lot more than the dark green-red one. The latter is more dominant or resilient it seems, and that's just how it is.

I'm thinking of moving it to my windowsill again because the pale green-pink specimens are not fulfilled with the grow-light alone no matter how close it is to them. It would swap places with VFT2, which is honestly fine because it means I can pull the grow-light down way further and the desk succulents would appreciate it.

Regardless, I have more space for plants now. I plan to unify my Lithops salicola sometime... undetermined. Lithops are kind of diabolical to try and plant in 90% inorganic media because they're about the same size as the pumice and the pumice fights back a lot... I think this time I will just use a little more perlite instead to make it easier on me, as attractive as pumice looks.

#Not adding a picture because it's a mess at the moment.#I did a very rough job.#The propagates will figure themselves out or die. In the end I have enough of the dark green ones anyway.#As in like. Quantity. Not that I 'have enough' like I am frustrated with them.#plants #long post #Sedum x rubrotinctum is one of those plants where if you have one growing then you have the potential to have 30 of them.

Never discuss cleaning your laptop keyboard lest the monkey's paw curls and now you get to spend 12am on a Sunday meticulously fitting pieces of absorbent kitchen towel paper under the keys because you spilled water on it.

#I turned it off and unplugged it from the power immediately. Just sitting here like an asshole trying to fix this.#I don't know if the keys can be safely pried off and I don't want to test.

The seedling I found in VFT2's soil is doing great. Doesn't behave like VFT2 at all so I tentatively think it has the potential to grow very attractive traps.

For reference of how it looked on September 18 2025:

#I need to clean up the mold in VFT2's pot. Nothing malignant but it's just a bit much.#plants

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*Guy who has no more space for plants voice* I need an 'Akai Ryu' VFT cultivar ...

#It's so captivating.#Looking at my plants currently I really don't think I can conjure more space.#I could possibly move my Crassula ovata for it but that's about all.#Regardless I signed up to be notified if they're back in stock.

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Let there be no pain in my fucking ass greater than Window's Fast Startup ...

#It's off now but good lord ...#My machine was technically on for three fucking days. In this heat...

Lifting more weights #yay

#So enjoyable ! Frolicks cutely :)

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