Hello! name is just "L" for now. he/him. i've technically posted to tumblr before, but i don't have very much experience with the subject because i've mostly been using tumblr to just look at posts i like for years lol. with this account, i'll be trying something new. it'll probably be a little awkward for awhile lol.
i mostly want to dedicate this blog to therian-related things, but because i am a nerd i might also be posting things related to my fandoms. also, because i'm the way i am, i'll probably also sometimes be horny-posting about whatever things i enjoy about men or therian-related nsfw topics. i just like to gush sometimes. i can be quite creative lol.
a few things about me:
in my mid twenties. i will almost definitely be posting something about nsfw topics at some point, so minors please for the love of god just no.
gay. love men. big time moustache enthusiast. i could go on about what features i like best. i probably will. love scrawny twinks, dilf-twinks (i swear they exist) and i may be an old-man-fucker or at least a middle-aged-man-fucker lol.
trans. ftm. i may be occasionally making posts that kind of just bitch about things that annoy the fuck out of me about being trans. venting about not having a dick and whatever. you know. dysphoria venting.
i'm honestly not sure if i'm therian or not. i know i identify as something non-human, but it's technically not an existing animal and is instead a creature i kind of made up based on what kind of ideal body my dysphoria calls for, so i honestly have no idea if i count as therian or not. also, the creature is an entire fictional species that i have a bunch of lore for and i'm constantly adding more, so feel free to ask me anything about it so i can nerd out :] . the closest thing i can compare it to is a dragon or a theropod dinosaur.
main obsession recently has been the show "Arcane", especially it's lovely character "Viktor" whom i love to jokingly refer to as my waifu. it feels weird to say this because i was never really very into shipping before watching arcane, but my favorite ships from that show are jayvik and vanco/zaundads because i'm gay and i fucking the love Big Guy x Scrawny Twink dynamic. love me a good size difference.
though i've mostly been losing my mind over arcane over the past year, i also like some other shows and things. i probably won't post about them very often or maybe even at all, but if i get more confident i might be reblogging some things.
hopefully i'll eventually post artistic representations of my ideal body. these will be 100% my own work, as i'm too broke and scared to buy a commission and i'm trying to get better at drawing and 3d modeling/sculpting. also fuck AI lol. AI has no idea how to recreate my crazy fuckass ideas. also, unfortunately, because art takes so long to create/perfect, this may take awhile.
i really fucking hate drama and bullshit so if i don't like you or something you do/are into i will just block you. this may literally just be because i'm not into something you're into and i'd rather not see it, it may not even have anything to do with my judgement of your character, so please don't think i'm mad at you or something.
i fucking love birds. i'm not really sure why. and also just any feathered theropods in general. i fucking love fluffy dinosaurs. if i ever decide to start posting drawings of things besides my ideal body, it'll probably be of other fictional creatures i design based off of various theropods, pterosaurs, lizards and dragons, and bats.
only sexually attracted to humans. i don't know if that's weird or not, seeing that i don't identify as one, but whatever. i may occasionally sexualize myself/my ideal body, but that's just because i want to feel sexy and that's kind of really fucking hard to do irl when you look so different from how you should.
because i'm still so new to posting, figuring out tags is gonna be kind of experimental lol. sorry. as i figure out what i want to tag things with, i'll put them in here.
i'll likely be adding to/editing this post over time, as i get more used to the action of posting more and being more active on this site, plus i'm just really forgetful and stupid so i might be forgetting something right now and i'll add it later. if there's anything you'd like to inform me of or ask me about, like if you want to ask me to tag certain posts or remove a reblog or whatever, please just ask me/let me know.
oh, and also, this is kind of embarrassing but my profile picture is as far as i've gotten so far in creating a 3d model/sculpture of my ideal body. it's the best representation i've created so far, but i kind of gave up on it because i realized some things i was doing wrong, so i'm going to be trying to recreate one from scratch that's hopefully better than this one. hopefully i'll eventually post all the pictures i have of it, along with the little basic drawings i have of the rest of the body. in the 3d model, i only got as far as the head, i couldn't even fully finish the ears, so the rest of my body is mostly represented in some older drawings i have.
oh! and one more warning. i have a bad habit of going on and on and on, so some, if not most, of my posts are gonna be a little long-winded. as you can probably tell by this pinned post lol.
