Not That Weird

I thought there was no need to it,

Just wanted to be real,

But looks like it's never enough...

Thought we were real,

Thought that was our thing,

But, I've been wrong before.

Seems like I'm always trying to be me,

The wrong way,

Because I always struggle against the things I care about,

Because everyone sees my shitty steps like bad.

I thought there were no rules,

I really wanted to try, to step forward,

To push one step ahead of what everybody think as "correct" or "appropriate"

And I really wanted you to follow me in that pad,

Thought you wanted that too

Maybe...

Any more time,

For this...

Game?

It looks like,

Recently,

I've become a man,

So why do I keep playing?

It's just time from now,

Till I grow old,

Feels like I'll be there,

In a blink of an eye.

Yeh, now I know,

Life'd shown me,

That working hard,

Is the only real way,

To get things done...

Now I just want,

To do things right,

To get my stuff done,

Just like that...

No more trouble,

No more fights,

No more doubtful minds,

Just honesty and calm.

Because life as we know,

It is just one time offer,

And I want to use it well,

So I'll have to leave behind,

All that stuff,

That leads to unnecessary,

Conflicts and bad decisions.

So now there's...

This one question on me mind,

Will I work like a man,

Or will I keep playing pretend?

Todos los caminos pueden ayudar,

I was addicted to sadness,

So don't feel guilty,

I just hoped

And it looks like, it's never going to be alright.

Después de frustrarme tanto,

Por no saber cómo avanzar,

O no tener la fuerza,

Tal vez te necesito más de lo que creo, pero tampoco quiero usarte para tapar mis agujeros, sinó jamás voy a aprender...

Solo pienso...

There's this quote in my head,