Better an "oops" than a "what if"

sirius calling remus "baby" even tho he's fucking giant and remus calling sirius "love" bc he loves that boy sm its sickening

modern au where sirius shares every detail of his life on social media while remus only use his socials to repost sirius' posts

sirius black who drives with one hand on the steering wheel, who helps peter tie his tie, who draws on his arms in class, who always hands in his essays last minute, yet perfectly written and always well over the requested length, who wears huge boots and jeans too large for him and a leather jacket one size too big, who loves the beach and the sea, who pierced his nose in his dorm’s bathroom with a sewing needle, who only listens to james, whose favourite weather is the cold winter because the wind sends shivers through his bones, making him feel something, who leans put the window when he smokes in their dorm because james always complains the smoke, who does crosswords in pen and ink because he knows he’s not wrong, who hurts the people he hates and longs for the people he loves, who is reckless and determined and intelligent and arrogant, who’s loyal as a dog and whose words are as sharp as knives.

i physically stop myself from thinking about canon sirius black because the absolute despair of doing everything to turn your back on your family and your upbringing, fighting for the order, living with the potters…just for everyone to go “ah, of course the spy was a black. filth teaches filth” is so fucking devastating like he can never fucking escape them