Rede!

yes i am VERY real!!

I NEED A RANT SPACE

I'm lonely but I did this to myself but if I stayed things would only get WORSE for me but they villianize me for leaving to stop ongoing drama, they refused to listen what I had to say when I tried to speak so what impression does that give me now that I want to "own up" to it. Speaking of owning up to it, I ALREADY HAVE! Im not sugar coating anything Ive been doing to them and I've been honest whenever they asked me to be. And for what? So they can just drag on the drama??? Everyone I know is a blood thirsty animal who waits for someone to mess up to feed off the drama and never let it go, they refuse to listen to apologies and only stick to the idea that I'M the bad guy that refuses to change or take accountability, well news flash, I HAVE changed! I have changed enough to know that YOU abandoning me for your friends and ghosting me is HORRIBLE but not horrible enough to respond to said friends with hate. I should have talked it out to you but I didnt and I will always regret that. But you never talked to me first. Only when you were confronting me with your friends whilst trying to impress them or something.