Being Delulu Is The Solulu

‘Well… You two met because of volleyball, she was your team’s manager back in high school. Then broke up because of volleyball. And now met again because of volleyball. Ahh this isn’t the power of love anymore, it’s the power of volleyball.’ 

‘Dad no. Let’s not make Kiyoomi feel bad. They saw each other again because of love. I’m sure they still love each other.’ My brother pats me in the back. 

‘Well I’m getting recharged tomorrow, and since it has been so long since we all got together, let’s have fun these coming days and get to know the twins.’ 

We all nod at mom’s statement then kiss and hug her and we make our way towards the door because the visiting hours just ended, we’ll come back tomorrow morning and pick her up, and then probably we’ll go to a restaurant or something. 

I wave at the others while I put the twins in the backseat, enter the car and make our way to my company, I have to talk to Jii-san about the statement of me, Y/N and the kids. 

‘Otosan where are we going?’ Zakuhiko asks me while looking at me through the mirror. 

‘We’re going to Otosan’s company buddy, why? Do you need something?’ 

‘Not now, but mine and Kisara’s stock of masks is almost finished.’ 

‘You really take after me.’ I tell them while smiling ‘We’ll go to the pharmacy later, need something else?’ 

‘No-‘ Kazuhiko was cut off by Kisara ‘OTOSAN I WANT ICE CREAM’ and Kazuhiko start screaming too ‘ME TOO ME TOO’ 

I giggle at their cuteness ‘how about we go now?’ 

‘YIEEEE’ 

After that we first went to a pharmacy to buy masks, I text Jii-san to tell him that we’re coming to the company, he already knows about the kids as I called him the first night they slept at the house, and now we’re buying ice cream. 

‘Oh my… Sakusa-san from the msby- how can I help you sir?’ the worker that recognized me asks me. 

‘We’re here to buy ice cream’ 

‘You came to the right place sir! But we? perhaps are you with the whole team!?’ she asks me with a happy smile and an excited tone. 

‘No I’m sorry. I’m with my kids.’ 

‘Oh.. yes of course your kids… wait what?’ 

Before I can explain Kisara and Kazuhiko ask me to get picked up. 

‘Ma’am I want the chocolate flavor please’ Kazuhiko says. 

‘Strawberry please’ Kisara follows. 

‘I’ll get the pistachio thank you.’ 

‘o-ok’ I smile at her and pay, after we got our ice creams we decide to eat them inside the car to avoid too much attention, and after finishing them I start driving towards the company again. 

After parking I take the kids’ hands and make our way to the entrance. 

‘Welcome back master Kiyoomi’ We get greeted by the bowing of all the workers. 

‘Thank you, you can go back to work and thank you too for the hard work you always put.’ 

They all start leaving after we make some greetings, and I see jii-san make his way towards us. 

‘May I know why the sudden visit?’ 

‘Let’s go to my office and I’ll explain.’ 

We arrive at the office and the twins make their way to the couch and start drawing, I make my way to my desk while Jii-san sits in front of me. 

‘How come you took them with you? Did you hear the whispers of the others? They’ll start a rumor sir. Does your family knows about this-‘ 

‘Jii-san yes, yes they know. And that’s exactly the reason why I’m here, I need you to make an official statement about the whole situation… then post it not only with my name but also with the company’s name. So that the interviewers will go straight at me and not my family, they need to rest, especially mom.’ I tell him with a serious tone. 

‘Even if it means…’ he faces me widening his eyes a little. 

‘Even if it means finally revealing that this is my company and not dad’s, I think it’s the right time.’ 

‘But what about your volleyball career?’

‘Jii-san, people knowing I’m also a business man won’t make me drop volleyball. Ever. Even if I’ll be busier, and I also hope that I can count on you helping me…’ 

‘Of course sir. I’m already on it, I should finish it in a few hours or less, should I post it then?’ 

‘Yes thank you.’ I smile at him. 

I then make my way to Kazuhiko and Kisara, smiling looking at their drawings of us, and hoping that no one will harass no one or that Y/N won’t get too stressed by the interviewers or fans.

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Time passed like a flash, and we were soon in front of mom’s hospital room, but I still didn’t dare to knock on the door. 

‘Otosan?’ he heard Kazuhiko call him. 

‘Yes budd- wait what did you just call me?’ 

‘Hmm Otosan? You’re my father.’ 

At Kazuhiko state, Kiyoomi wanted to cry. It has been a few days since he was with them but this was the first time they called him Otosan. So he knocked on the door and when he heard a reply from inside he picked up the twins and when inside. 

‘Kiyoomi, Son you finally came-‘ Mr. Sakusa spoke but stopped mid sentence when he saw his germaphobe son with two kids IN HIS ARMS. 

Kiyoomi looked around the room and they we’re all silent from the shock. 

‘Kids? Kiyoomi? KIDS?!’ is all they keep asking inside their minds. 

After a good 5 minutes of complete silent Kisara started to speak. ‘Otosan? Why is no one speaking? Are we playing the staying silent game?’. 

‘OTOSAN?! OMG’ Junri-nee faked fainting. 

‘The usual drama queen.’ I say rolling my eyes. 

‘HEY URUSAI’ she shouted back at me. 

‘Well… nice to finally see you all again… it’s been a long time hehehe… and mom, I’m glad you finally woke up’ I started speaking and then looked at the floor not knowing how to continue. 

‘hmm.. these two kids are Kazuhiko and Kisara. They’re twins and…’ I paused and looked at them before revealing the big news. 

‘They are actually my kids..’ 

After revealing it to them they all widen their ayes. And mom opened her mouth ready to talk. 

‘oh no please don’t tell me something negative’ I thought to myself and strengthened my grip on the kids. 

‘aside from your features, they kind of remind me of someone else..’ 

‘what? You aren’t even gonna ask the story? The mother? How old are they? NANI?’ I asked them with a shocked expression. 

‘CAN’T YOU SEE THAT WE’RE TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHO THE MOTHER IS?’ his brother, Ikazuchi-nii shouted. 

‘I- I can’t believe y’all’. 

‘Wait I thing I have her.’ Dad said as I just stared at them in disbelief. 

And then we all turned towards him, waiting for his guess on “who the mother is”. 

‘Hmm.. what was her name again… the girl that made Kiyoomi always sneak out of the house.’ 

And they all replied to him with a ‘hmm’ 

‘OH COME ON I ONLY HAD ONE SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP, AND SHE WAS THE ONLY GIRL I BROUGHT HOME’ I told  them with an annoyed tone. 

‘We know. We’re just messing with you’ mom said. 

‘You know what. We’re outta here.’ I turned around as them and the kids started giggling. 

‘we missed you Kiyoomi. And nice to meet you mini Kiyoomi and Y/N.’ mom was still the one that spoke. 

‘I missed y’all too-‘ 

‘Let’s leave the emotional part at the end. Now that we’re done messing around, mind explain?’ Nee-san looked at me with an innocent face even tho she just cut me off while I was speaking. 

‘Long story short…’ and then I started telling them the whole story. 

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You can’t help but laugh at them. When suddenly you remember a question you wanted to ask Kiyoomi. ‘Oh btw Yooms-‘ you stop midsentence after realizing that you called him with his old nickname, the one that only you were allowed to refer to him. 

After blushing really hard, and seeing him giggling, you cough and then continue ‘hmm… I-I wanted to-to ask you how come you are here in Tokyo… Don’t you have practice?’ 

‘oh right. I forgot to tell you… mom actually got into a car accident’ he must have seen your and your parents’ shocked and worried expression ‘please don’t worry. It’s not serious, she’s in the hospital right now and the doctor said she’ll wake up in a few days, I went here to watch over her since my siblings and dad are busy at the moment. I’ll go back to Osaka once she’ll wake up and be stable again.’ He finishes with a slight smile to assure everyone not to worry. 

‘Grandma? Hospital?’ You all turn to Kazuhiko who has a sad expression.

‘Is she okay? I wanna see her Okaasan…’ 

‘Baby… I don’t know if you can, ‘ma and ‘pa are pretty busy and so is your father..’ You tell him with a sad tone ‘and paparazzi are around…’ this time you turn to Kiyoomi. 

‘Right… but they can come to the hospital if your parents can bring them, as long as we make an official statement first.. before they get the wrong idea and one of us will face danger.’ You nod at him, understanding and agreeing with him.

‘What if…’ your father starts speaking ‘you watch over the twins? You know, to get to know each other better and to explain everything to your family…’ 

‘That’s a really nice idea but..’ Kiyoomi says looking at the twins nervously. 

‘Don’t worry, while Y/N is also here we’ll teach you the basics on how to take care of them, and if you’ll really need help we’re just one drive and call away. Really.’ Your mom says to him. 

‘Ok I’ll try. Kisara, Kazuhiko, do you want to stay with me?’ 

They nod and yell a ‘YES!!’ making you all giggle from their cuteness. 

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After eating and talking all together, you all decide that you should probably go with the twins and Kiyoomi, to teach him some necessity for the kids and to talk about the statement of you and the kids. 

Arriving at the gate of the Sakusa’s house, no, I mean mansion, you try to catch your breathe and to not shed any tears. It’s been so long since you’ve been here, yes,  you only saw it twice, but the people in here treated you like family, and you also did with them. 

‘They missed you. I’m sure they aren’t gonna judge you.’ He assures you while holding your hand and looking straight in your eyes. 

Exiting the car and giving the keys to one of their driver, he takes it while bowing and welcoming Kiyoomi with a smile, he was about to enter when he freeze, seeing you at the other side of the car with a little girl in your arms, and then seeing Kiyoomi also having a little boy in his. He turns to Kiyoomi with a confused expression and he just says that he’ll explain everything to everyone later. The driver nods and enter the car. 

You four are now in front of the big door, and… some maid and bodyguards frozen in their spot with their mouth open, probably some recognizing you, and seeing new faces… 

‘Ok hmm.. I know you all are confused right now.. that’s why I want you all to gather in the living room in five minutes, and I’ll explain everything.’ 

Entering the mansion and Kiyoomi guiding you to the living room, you can’t help but notice some whispers, but you also notice that some of them are waving and smiling at you. 

In exactly five minutes, all the workers were in the living room, waiting for Kiyoomi’s explanation, while you and the twins were hiding behind his back. 

‘Some of you might already have recognized Y/N, and for people that don’t, I’m pretty sure you already know who she is by hearing all of your whispers earlier. She’s my first love, but I was selfish and I still left her even tho I still love her. And after so many years I met her again a few weeks ago with two kids, I was scared and angry that I didn’t talk to her, but after finding some coincidences and equalities, I decided to confront her and just today I found out that those to kids’ he turn toward Kazuhiko and Kisara, taking their little hands delicately and letting the others see them ‘these two sweet kids are twins, the little boy Kazuhiko and the little girl Kisara, they’re my children.’ 

After a minute of silence and you panicking behind Kiyoomi’s back, you take a look in front, revealing your face to the crowd, you can see some shocked expressions, but most of them are smiling and they start clapping for you all. Kisara start clapping too while Kazuhiko runs behind your leg. And Kiyoomi continues his speech. 

‘I know it might be too sudden and a shocking news, but it’s the truth, also… please, don’t say anything to my siblings and dad, not yet. I’ll tell them personally. Thank you all very much. Really.’ 

They all congratulate you and Kiyoomi and get to know a little about the twins, after talking about the statement and deciding that it will be posted after telling it to his family, you see that it was already late, so you put the twins to sleep while having Kiyoomi watching your every move and taking notes for himself, you two say goodnight to each other with him giving you a kiss on your cheek. 

‘Sleep well, and don’t worry too much, I’ll explain everything to my family and take care of the twins, I promise to update you every second’ a laugh leave both of your mouths. 

‘But for real tho. Relax, everything will be okay and in a flash we’ll be back to Osaka to you.’ 

‘Thank you Kiyoomi. I’m sorry I can’t go see aunty, but I hope she’ll wake up soon.’ You smile sincerely ‘you too, sleep well.’ 

‘Thanks, we’ll drive you to the station tomorrow morning.’ 

You nod and watch him go to his room, which is beside yours and the twins. And before he closes the door.. 

‘so.. Yooms hmm..’ He says teasing you while smirking and giving you a wink.

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‘Thank you Y/N. Let’s go inside now, shall we?’ you nod at him, and make your way inside with him following you behind. 

After ringing on the doorbell and your father opening the door and welcoming you two, you and Kiyoomi take your shoes off and walk to the living room. 

As you were about to speak, your daughter suddenly start to yell ‘KAASANNN IT’S HIM!! THE COOL OJISAN!’ she then starts running towards Kiyoomi ‘OJISAN CAN YOU PLEASE TEACH ME HOW TO PLAY VOLLEYBALL! PWEASEEE’. 

Kiyoomi looks at you shocked, not knowing what to do and what to say, but then he goes down at Kisara’s height and gives her a smile and pats her head ‘yes of course little one’. 

Kisara starts running happily around the living room, and just then Kazuhiko starts running toward you opening his arms, letting you know that he wants to be picked up. 

‘Okaasan what took you so long, I wanted to go in the treehouse and play with you.’ He gives you a pout and hugs you, but as soon as he hugs you he notices Kiyoomi behind you and gets all shy and tights his grip onto you. Your eyes get wide, your boy never acted this way, you feel bad because he always let Kisara get your attention more, knowing that she is someone that wants affection and attention, so you hug him too and pat his back. 

‘I’m really sorry my baby boy that I took so long, but before playing I want you and your sister to meet someone. I promise that after that we’ll play together ok?’ He nods at you. 

You call Kisara telling her to come in the treehouse with you tree, so rans towards you expecting her to take your hand, but instead she opens her arms towards Kiyoomi and he picks her up, you turn to look at him and giggle ‘see, she loves you already.’ He also giggles and then smiles at Kisara. 

You all go on the backyard and then inside the treehouse, you take a seat on the sofa with Kazuhiko on your lap, and Kiyoomi follows your moves, also sitting down with Kisara on his lap. 

You’re nervous and scared, you don’t know how to start this conversation, you keep assuring Kiyoomi that they will accept him, but what if they don’t? what if they really think that Ryota is their father? Will they get confused ideas or maybe even worse, will tthey get mad at you?.. 

‘Kaasan?’ you hear Kazuhiko call you with a confused tone.

‘Ah yes… sorry… hmm…’ 

You take a deep breath and look into Kiyoomi’s eyes, he must have noticed how nervous you are, so he gives you a reassuring smile and mouths to you ‘stay calm, you can do it.’

You also smile at him and start speaking. 

‘Kazuhiko… Kisara… he is Sakusa Kiyoomi’.

The kids turn to look at Kiyoomi. 

‘He’s your true father.’

‘Hi’ Kiyoomi says looking at the twins, waving and smiling at them. 

The kids go silent and you start to panic, wondering what is going on inside their head. 

But suddenly, they get off your and Kiyoomi’s lap and start hugging and jumping around screaming ‘DID YOU HEAR THAT KISA? WE FINALLY FOUND HIM!’ ‘YEHEYYY, AND WE ALSO WON’T HEAR MOM CRYING EVERY NIGHT ANYMORE’.

You two wide your eyes at the scene in front of you, and none of you can’t process this, but you see that Kiyoomi is smiling at the two kids in front of him, he gets up and go to them and start hugging them. 

You also see them hugging their true father, finally your little family is complete, and you can’t help but cry at the scene. 

After some time they turn to you and see you cry, they start running towards you and embrace you in a group hug. 

‘Why are you crying kaasan?’ Kisara asks you. 

‘Because I’m really happy right now.’

‘I won’t leave you ever again. I promise. I’m sorry that I was a fool and left your mother. I’ll stay by your side from now on.’ Kiyoomi says, kissing the kids on their forehead and then proceed to kiss you on the cheek making you red like a tomato.

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— Flashback —

‘What can I do for you, Sakusa-san?’ You asked him.

‘San? I, hmm.. can we talk about this in person?’

‘Sure. I’m free tomorrow morning, is that okay?’

‘Well.. I’m in Tokyo right now.. I don’t know when i’ll be coming back to Osaka.. but I really need to talk to you about it.’

Not knowing what to say, you stayed silent and he did too.

‘Aish, whatever. I’m just gonna ask you now-‘ he broke the awkward silent and you could hear his anxiousness and frustration by the tone of his voice.

You started being uneasy about this phone call, but you’re not the type of person to not help people when they need some, maybe he had something important to tell you, so you cut him off.

‘Is it important?’ You asked him while he was taking deep breathes.

‘Yes.’ He says as he continues his deep breathes.

‘Look, I’m coming to Tokyo in three days, I’m taking the kids to my parents, however i’ll be staying for a day, maybe we can meet then.’

‘A-alright! That’s perfect! I’ll see you then, thank you!’ He said with a relief tone.

— End of flashback —

You’re now checking if you’ve packed everything the twins need for the next 3 weeks.

‘Okāsan, why can’t you stay with us in Tokyo?’ Kazuhiko asks while he’s pulling down the edge of your t-shirt.

‘I already took a lot of time away from work honey. If i take more time, i’ll get fired. So, promise to behave and have a lot of fun even if Okāsan isn’t there, okay?’

He nods and starts sulking as he walks off to Kisara.  

‘Are you guys ready?’ Let’s go.’ You say taking their hands and making your way to take the Shinkansen in the station.

After a few minutes the train set off, the kids are already sleeping. You start looking out the window and can’t help thinking about what Sakusa wanted to talk about.

‘Is it really that important he needs to tell me in person?’ ‘Maybe he wants to apologize properly when he broke up with me.’ ‘What if he’s getting married and wants to invite me?’ ‘I don’t really think that i’m ready to see him settle down.’ ‘Should i just call him back to tell him that i can’t meet him?’ You start murmuring without noticing that Kisara is awake and calling you.

‘Okāsan, who are you talking to?’

‘Huh? No one baby, do you need something?’ You ask her after snapping out from your thoughts.

‘I want to do sport like nii-chan.’ She tells you after getting on your lap.

‘That’s great honey, do you also want to play baske-‘

‘No..’ she cuts you off with a sad tone.

‘What’s wrong honey?’ You cup her cheeks and make her look at you.

‘I know Otōsan and nii-chan play basketball-‘

She starts looking away from you and you wait for her to finish what she wants to say.

‘I like basketball.. but then i saw that cool Ojīsan in black uniform last time.. the way he looks at the ball and smiles at it.. i want to play volleyball, Okāsan.’ She looks at you determined and her eyes start watering.

‘It’s good that you know what you want to do, did you think that i’d be against it?’

She nods.

‘No baby, i’d never force you to do something you don’t want, we’ll look for a cool volleyball club later, okay?’

She nods a lot with a big smile stamped on her face and she hugs you.

A few minutes later, you arrive in Tokyo and you find your parents at the exit of the station and the kids start running towards them.

‘MAAA, PAAA!!’ They shout as they get picked up by them.

You smile at the sight of your happy family.

‘Welcome back home, my princess.’ Your dad hugs you.

‘Dad, I can’t breathe. I-I’m not a kid anymore, please.’ You tell him as he tightens his hug.

‘But you’ll always be a kid for us.’ Your mom denies your statement as she joins your family hug.

‘Let’s go home and play before lunch, i know you’re full of energy.’ She tells the kids with a smile.

‘Actually, i have to meet someone, so go head before me, i’ll see you at home.’

‘Someone? Wait.. Is it “him”?’ Your father intuitively asks you and you nod avoiding his gaze.

‘We actually met him a few days ago, he passed by, i know you guys have a lot to talk about.’ Your mom joins the conversation.

‘What did he do there..?’ You ask puzzled about his actions.

‘He went to the tre-‘ She’s about to tell everything, but she stops herself mid sentence.

‘Nothing! He just passed to greet us. Just go, before you get late at your meeting, don’t make him wait.’ You look at her suspiciously.

Sus. F*cking sus.

After saying bye, you walk towards the taxis and get on one. You tell the driver the address of your meeting place with Sakusa. The taxi passes a few blocks and you arrive at the destination, after getting off the taxi you realize that the café in front of you is the same place where you had some dates with him. After thanking and paying the driver, you make your way inside only to find him already seated in the usual same spot waving at you.

You freeze on your feet, almost having a panic attack, but you encourage yourself not to be nervous and starts walking again towards him. ‘It’s gonna be okay.’ You assure yourself.

‘Good morning, Sakusa-san.’ You greet him with a smile and confidently as you sit.

‘Good morning too, thanks for coming.’

There’s an awkward silence that’s slowly becoming tension that could be cut with a knife.

‘So’ You start to talk to break the silence.

‘Let’s- I’m sorry, go ahead-’ He says at the same time.

‘No no, it’s fine. I also cut you off, I’m sorry.’

He starts giggling that becomes a laugh. That laugh, you never knew how you missed it and without noticing it, you’re laughing along with him.

‘Kiyoomi.’ He says after laughing and you look at him confused.

‘Call me Kiyoomi again, Y/N.’

You start feeling shy, so you just nod as you avoid his gaze.

‘Let’s order something first, okay?’ Again, you just nod at him and take the menu from the waiter.

As your orders have been taken, he starts talking to you again.

‘It’s been so long since we came to this café, do you still remember?’

‘Yeah.. how could I forget about it? This is exactly the place that you covered my face with facemasks before coming in, so that the-‘

‘The other boys wouldn’t look at your face, hahaha’ You start blushing as he laughs and looks into your eyes.

‘You also took my jacket so that-‘ he starts.

‘The girls knew you were already with someone.’ This time you’re the one that finished his sentence and your face turned red as a tomato.

‘Hmm. So, how have you been?’ He asks turning away his face so that you can’t see him blush.

‘I’ve been very busy, but I’m living a happy life. So, you actually became a pro, like as you said back then. That’s nice!’ You tell him with an honest smile.

‘Yeah.. and.. you actually became a mother..’ He says looking straight in your eyes, with a feint sadness in it, but mostly a serious stare.

‘Yeah..’

Just as he’s about to say something, the waiter comes with your orders, you both thank him and start eating. You just keep eating, not even trying to look at him and you can feel that he’s watching you while he eats his pie.

He might not have notice it at first but he’s smart enough to put 2+2 together, by your reaction he probably guessed correctly that he’s related to the twins, but he still wants to hear it from you.

After finishing your coffees, your hand starts trembling and he immediately notices it, so he puts his hand on yours.

‘Hey, it’s okay.. let’s go in a quieter place, alright? Let’s go the park near the bus stop.’

Feeling his touch again makes you really calm, so you decide in your mind ‘It’s time to tell him.’, he needs to know the truth, he can be mad or disappointed but he has the rights to know and it’ll be up to him to believe you or not. You stand up from your seat and start following him after paying the bill.

After a few minutes of walking, you’re now at the park and you both sit on a bench under a cherry blossom.

‘A-actually, I have something to tell you.’ You say without losing time.

‘Me too, but you go first.’

‘Well, it’d be rude of me. You’re the one that invited me to talk. So, you should go first.’ You tell him with a feint smile.

‘It’s a question, actually. I need you to be honest.’

You nod and look at him, you suddenly feel a little breeze.

‘Am I the twins’ father?’ He asks with no hesitation and straight to the point.

Your eyes widened after hearing him, you can’t even utter a single word. ‘How did he come up a with a question like that?’ you ask yourself.

‘Why didn’t you tell me?’

‘I.. it’s because..’ You look down on the ground and after a few seconds you finally look into his eyes.

‘You didn’t want someone to hold you back, right?’

He’s now the one that stays silent, not being able to utter a word, so you continue.

‘You’d probably think of me as crazy girlfriend if I told you back then, that I was only inventing excuses only to make you stay with me.’

‘I still deserve to know that, they’re my kids.’ He gets up and starts raising his voice a little.

‘For four years I didn’t know their existence, I could’ve been there for them! For you! But you hid them from me! How selfish of you!’

‘Selfish? Me? Who’s the one that broke up with someone just to pursue their career after promising that they’ll be together no matter what happened? It ain’t me. Also, what would’ve happen if told you then? You already decided to break up with me, but knowing about the twins, it would’ve been a responsibility for you. You’d probably just stay because of them, because you’re the father. If that had been the case, then yes. I’d be selfish as much as I want. I don’t want someone to stay because of a responsibility that they can’t take back, I wanted you to stay for me and them, but you choose your career, right? Well, since you’re living your dream, congratulations.’ You also stand up as your blood starts rushing to your head and your eyes starts watering.

‘If you don’t want to be held back, just go and pretend that you never knew about it. I raised them for four years and still can raise them even if i’m alone.’ Your make up is getting messy as your tears keep falling, but you’re serious about raising them alone if he doesn’t want anything to do with you three.

‘I would’ve stayed because I still loved you! I know it was a stupid idea, but the more I stayed with you, the more I get distracted during matches and practices. I was a jerk. I regretted it and still regret it. But! After what happened at the match, I still care about you, it was right there that I knew that I want you back! Now I want to meet and know the twins too.. so please. Can we start all over again and become a family? I know it’s gonna be hard for the kids to understand.. but.. don’t you feel anything for me?’ He tells you as he kneels down in front of you.

‘Feel anything for you? The moment I saw you after four long years, I still had butterflies in my stomach, you baka.’ You say in your head.

‘I don’t know about that yet. You can start being there for the kids, I’m not sure If they’ll see you as their father.. give me some time to think about.. us two.’ You tell him as you drag him to stand up.

‘I understand.. can I see them right now?’ He asks after wiping some tears from his eyes.

You nod and think that it’s also time for the twins to know who their real father is, you hope that they at least acknowledge that he’s their real dad.

You know you love Kiyoomi. You still love him. But not as much as before.. you try to love him more like you used to.. but there’s a feeling that it pains your heart when you try your hardest to give your entire being to him.. you’re getting confused ideas about why you can’t fully commit to it. Ahh, It’s Ryota. Yep, now you remember what he mouthed to you at the airport and what you heard him say that night. For him, you and the kids are his home.

masterpost | V. | VII.

FACTS: 

The one that inspired Kazuhiko to play basketball was Ryota. 

The night that Ryota confessed his feelings while you were sleeping, you were actually awake and you also cried. 

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‘Hello. Do you need something, Junri-nee?’ I say as i roll my eyes.

‘Huh? Where did your manners go, Ki-yo-omi?’ She answers with a deep-angry voice.

‘Ugh, alright alright, Nee-sama.’ She really gets mad if i don’t add -Sama-when i call her, tsk.

‘Anyway, how are you? It’s been a while.’ She asks. But i know that she needs me for something.

‘Go straight to the point, what do you want?’ I ask back as my irritation is getting uncontrollable.

‘Rude. Well, we’ll catch up later, but there’s an emergency at home.’

‘What is it?’

‘Well.. mom got into a car accident.’ Her voice is shaking while saying those words.

‘Kiyo? You there? Kiyo!’

After hearing that my eyes widens, my body stops moving like i’m being paralyzed, i think my lungs stop doing its work, my heart starts beating faster and i’m about to have a panic attack-

‘Kiyo, calm down. She’s not in danger.’ She reassures me when she heard me huffing and heavy breathing on the phone.

‘How is she? She’s not..’ I ask as i calm down, but my voice just cracked.

‘No no, it’s not that serious, don’t worry. The doctor said that she has some bruises and she’s in a temporary coma, she hit her head and fortunately nothing inside has been injured, but the shock and the whiplash from the crash made her unconscious and now she hasn’t still woken up. In a few days she will.’

‘...’

‘Look, i know you’re busy with your practice, but i have a partnership deal in  South Korea the day after tomorrow, so can you come? I already called Ikazuchi-nii, he’s in New Zealand for business right now and dad is taking care of the small branches of the company around the country, but he’s coming right away. Just come till one of us comes back.’

‘You don’t need to ask me that, nee-sama. That’s my mama too. I’ll book a flight for tomorrow, it’s kinda late now, so i’ll be there around brunch time. I gotta ask the coach first, then i’ll call you back to let you know. I’m coming anyway with or without his approval.’

‘Alright, thank you. Bye.’ She hangs up with a relief tone.

After i was done talking to her, i call the coach right away to ask for a leave and thankfully he understood my situations and he let me go.

‘Hello, nee-sama? The coach gave me the permission so i’ll be there tomorrow.’ I tell her after calling her.

‘Alright. Get some sleep before you come here. Also, i’m sorry.. that we only call you when we’re all shorthanded or we need something, sorry Kiyo. So once everybody’s back, let’s have some family time, okay?’ Her tone softened when she apologised.

‘Look, i’m not even going to try to hold on to that, because we’re all busy.. but sure, i wish for that too. Bye, nee-sama.’ I tell her with a monotone voice and hung up the phone.

Before going to sleep, i start packing my suitcase with a few change of clothes and double checked my flight, then i wash myself up and go straight to sleep.

-----

I’m all ready to go, i call a taxi to take to me the airport, i check-in and after that i go straight to the gate for Tokyo.

A few hours later the plane land in Tokyo and at the exit, i see Okada-jii-san waiting for me. He’s dad’s secretary and friend, he’s been assigned to take care of me. Well, my family is kinda rich, dad founded and own the biggest tech company in the country and my brother succeeded him, my sister owns a beauty company and mom has inherited the hospital in Tokyo from her parents, probably she’s been admitted there.

That’s the reason why they’re all so busy, we never really hung out much when i was younger. I wished they spent more time with me then, so I decided not to enter dad’s company and pursue a different career, so that once i’ll have my own family, i’ll be able to spend a lot of time with them, fortunately all of them supported my decision.

‘Wow, look at how grown you are, what a fine young man, master Kiyoomi. It’s been a while!’ Says the one who saw me grow up, the one who taught me various things when i was a kid, the one who helped me with homework and projects for school, the one who played with me and the one who brought me to many places, Okada-jii-san is like a second father to me and i’m really grateful to him.

‘How have you been, Jii-san?’ I ask him with a smile under my face mask.

‘I’ve been okay. So, home or hospital? Which one do you wanna go first?’ He asks me while he opens the door of the car.

‘Let’s go see mom.’ I answer him as he starts the engine.

‘Do you need something? We can stop on the way and pick it up if you want.’

‘Hmm, yeah. Let’s buy some flowers for mom.’ I answer as i look outside the window.

‘Alright. Did you put your seatbelt?’ He asks with a smile and it also feels like he’s treating me like a child.

‘Yes, obviously.. not.’ I answer him as a joke

‘Ah, also. Can you call someone at home to bring my car at the hospital? After we arrive there, you can go back and take a rest, i know my sister probably made you work before she left for Seoul.’

‘It’s part of the job, master. I gladly accept the offer though. Thanks.’ He answer with a happy tone.

‘Also, you matured as a fine gentleman. I’m glad you didn’t change much.’ He adds.

I just nod at him through the mirror. After a while, i see a half empty parking lot and i realise that it’s the hospital, i thank Okada-jii-san and tell him to bring my luggage at home, i just pick my bag and make my way to mom’s room.

As I walk in the hallway, the staffs and nurses greet me and I just nod back with a smile under the mask. When I’m about to reach the knob, the doctor in charge of mom opens it, like he knew I was behind that door.

‘Welcome, master Kiyoomi.’ He greets me and after him, the nurses too.

‘Good morning and thank you.’ I say with a bow.

‘How’s mom?’ I add after seeing the curtain beside the bed.

‘Well, she’s fine for now. I assume you already know what happened, right?’

I slightly nod at him to confirm his question.

‘Currently, there’s no brain damage, but her head hit the wheel really hard, then came the whiplash. Fortunately, her seatbelt save her from more severe injuries, considering her old age, she could’ve not survive that incident. We assume she’ll wake in a few days from her temporary coma.’

‘How do you know it’s a temporary coma?’ I ask.

‘When someone is in a coma, the only thing responsive is the brain, while your mom can actually moves her fingers when she’s in some uncomfortable positions—‘ I stop him there.

‘Okay. I get it. Thank you for work.’ I say with a sigh at then end.

‘So, how are you doing, Kiyoomi-dono?’ A nurse asks me while the doctor is double checking the monitor.

‘I’m fine, thank you. A little stressed these last two days.’ I answer while I put down my back and take a sit next mom’s bed.

After a few minutes, the monitoring is over and before they could exit, I tell them ‘By the way, please stop calling me “master” or adding “dono/sama” after my name, it’s a little bit uncomfortable.’

‘You know that it’s in our policy, right? Also it’s towards the director of this hospital.’ He says with a smile.

‘Tsk. Alright.’

‘Ah, also, welcome back home.’ He adds before he closes the door.

I don’t hear the door close and when I turn around, I see Okada-jii-san entering after bowing at the doctor.

‘Your car has been parked at the vip section, Master Kiyoomi. It’s also been disinfected.’ He tells me with a low voice.

‘Jii-san, stop that.’

‘You know I can’t in the presence of your parents.’

‘Alright. Fine.’ I tell him with a defeated voice, ‘You can put the key on the drawer. You can go now. Thanks.’ I add.

‘Thank you. The visiting hour ends in two hours for Madame.’ He tells me before opening the door all the way.

‘Oh, thank you for letting me know. Also, say hi to the kids for me. Stay safe on the way home.’

‘Stay safe too, young master.’

After he leaves, i then turn toward mom ‘I know you can’t answer me right now, but how are you mom? We haven’t seen each other for a long time. This might sound funny, but this is the first time I’m looking at your face for this long *chuckles*. I hope you wake up sooner so we’ll all be able to spend some time together, with everyone in the house, maybe talking and laughing around the same table, something we never really did as a family. So please. Please wake up.’

After a while, the sun is setting and the nurse comes in the room to tell me that the visiting hours for mom is done, but when she sees me, she stops mid-sentence. I’m by the window looking at the sky with beautiful colours. It’s a mixture of orange, pink and dark yellow.

Then I turn around and see the nurse, I look at my watch and it’s time to go, I guess the nurse is here to tell me the same thing. I go pick my bag and give mom a kiss on the cheek.

‘Well, I gotta go mom. Have a nice rest.’ I tell her ready go.

Before I completely exit the room, I stop and turn around.

‘I met her again, mom.’ Then I close the door and say goodbyes to the staffs there.

Not even 5 minutes in the car, I’m already getting annoyed by driving with silence. I turn the radio on and a familiar song starts playing: “Can we go back to the days our love was strong? Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong?” i start singing along and thinking about Y/N too. For some weird coincidence, I see her parents’ house and I instinctively stop the car and get out. I walk towards the gate and see the treehouse we made when we were young, I’m surprised that it’s still there. I really thought that she’d get rid of it after the break up.

‘May I help you-‘ a voice behind me ask.

As I turn around to see who it is she asks ‘Kiyoomi? Is that really you?’ And she continues ‘It’s been a long time, come inside.’

‘Is that really ok? I’m glad to see you again, mrs. L/N.’ I tell her with a smile as i walk in.

‘Honey! Look here!’ She shouts to her husband after we took off our shoes. ‘It’s Kiyoomi-kun!’ She adds.

Then mr. L/N comes down to the living room.

‘Good to see you again.’ He greets me with a, what it seems like, a forced smile. He seems not happy at all to see me. Maybe it’s only my impression.

‘Maybe i should come another day, i think i barged in at a wrong time. I don’t want to both-‘ She cuts me off.

‘Hey, you’re already here. You’re not a bother at all. Stay there while i make some tea.’ She tells me as she pushes me towards the couch.

It’s awkward. Really awkward. I’m sitting in the couch and mr. L/N in the armchair, my palms are getting sweaty and i’m getting nervous too. It’s like the first time Y/N presented me to them. But.. is he mad that i broke up with his daughter?

‘There you go boys, here’s the tea.’ Fortunately, mrs. L/N cut this awkward tension in the room.

As i start drinking the tea, she starts a conversation since neither I or mr. L/N are talking.

‘It’s been so long since we saw you, i can’t believe you’re here sitting in this old living room. When was the last time we had tea like today? Hehe.’ She asks after sipping tea.

‘Four years, honey. Since he left our baby— oh, sorry young man. My tongue slipped.’ He says with a sarcastic tone while he sips his tea with his eyes closed.

‘Cut it out, honey. So, have you seen the treehouse? It’s still intact after all these years.’ She tells as she points outside the window, facing the backyard and actually, it didn’t even change a bit.

‘Yeah, we decided to keep it for your ki-‘ Mrs. L/N interrupts him with a pinch on his arm, but i only heard half of what he’s saying.

‘Hey, that hurts. Ah, why don’t you inside? I’m sure you have many memories there.’ He tells me and drink his tea.

‘I don’t think-‘

‘Can i really? I mean, isn’t it gonna fall if i go up there?’ I ask them without realising that mrs. L/N was saying something.

‘Don’t worry, just go in there.’ He says with an intense stare, as if he’s challenging me to go in there. Something’s off. But, i really want to go in there again, so i quickly finish my tea and walk towards the treehouse. After climbing I open the door, the inside is still the same, but filled with toys, probably for Y/N’s kids.

As i rethink of the memories while watching the pictures and things, i see an album that wasn’t here back then, i really shouldn’t look through it but.. i’m really curious. So i grab it and sit on the couch made of pillows, i notice that there’s a title ‘High School Years’.

I start opening it and in the first page there’s a picture of Y/N in her high school uniform with her parents in front of Itachiyama institute, there’s also a date under the photo, the first day of her first year.

As i go on, i see a lot of pictures with her classmates and friends, then i see one with us two, i think it was the day I asked her to be my girlfriend and it was also the day when she started wearing a face mask, and the date under it confirms what i thought.

Then, pages after pages, there are only pictures of us two and i start thinking ‘I want all of these back.’ Towards the end, i see pictures of our graduation, with the former volleyball teammates and managers, she had the flowers that i gave her and i was behind, hugging her from the back, everyone were looking at the camera while i was looking at her beautiful smile.

I turn the last page and i ask myself ‘What’s this?’, then i realise that it’s the twins’ ultrasound, but.. why is it inside her high school album? My eyes fall down to the date, there’s also a description. ‘12th March, 2015..’ i keep repeating it in my head, i continue reading ‘..two months into pregnancy.’ Wait, huh? ‘You were already pregnant? Why didn’t you tell me?’ Then i realize that it’s the day after our graduation, the day we broke up. Questions starts to fill my head.

I freeze in my spot and put back the album.. i start scratching my head.. ‘Are they.. my kids? Are they mine?’ Then i quickly go down and i see the grandfath- i mean, Y/N’s dad and he clearly sees that i’m in shock.

‘You saw it, right? I know it’s a bit late, but.. you should talk to her, son.’

I run towards the car after putting my shoes and saying bye with a bow to them, i start the engine and start driving fast home, i’m really confused and i start asking lot of questions in my head. I step the gas harder. ‘I need to talk her. I need to hear it from her, but.. i’m in Tokyo right now.. wait. I have her number, right. I just need to call her and meet up.’

After arriving at home, i leave the car to the guys outside to park it after a quick greeting. I open the door and the maids greet me ‘Welcome home-‘ i don’t wanna hear anything right now, so i run upstairs to my room after i tell them ‘Thanks, i have an urgent matter right now.’

I sit on my bed with my phone on my hand looking for her number through the contacts.

‘You want to know the truth, right? Call her now.’ I tell myself.

*ring* *ring* *ring*

‘Hello? Who is this?’

‘It’s Sakusa Kiyoomi. I-i need to talk to you about something.. it’s really important Y/N.’

masterpost | IV. | VI.

FACTS: 

The song Kiyoomi was listening in the car is entitled: On Bended Knee - Boyz II Men. 

Mr. L/N really wanted Kiyoomi to find out and talk to you, but you know, he’s still a father, and he couldn’t help but to be rude to him. 

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‘What’s wrong honey??’ You ask her with a comforting voice.

‘Okāsan…’ then she starts crying. Ryota starts worrying too and comes to you two and tries to get Kisara from you, but she refuses.

‘O-okāsan my… I can’t find my gel for hands.’ She cries harder.

‘Kisara it’s okay. Niichan will give Kisara his gel for hands okay?’ Kazuhiko tries to comfort her, but she shakes her head.

‘NOOO I WANT MINE! MINE HAD EEVEE ON TOP!’ She yells this time.

‘Yea.. about that.. I might.. hmm.. gave it to Sakusa yesterday…sorry.’ Ryota tells you scratching the back of his head.

‘Why would y-… nevermind’ You tell him sighing.

‘Kisa-chan, Otōsan will buy you a new. With an eevee one, or whatever you want ok?’

This time she nods and goes to Ryota to let herself get pick up.

[Sakusa Kiyoomi POV]

After having breakfast I go to the bathroom to take a shower.

As the hot water starts hitting my head, I start thinking about her, and memories of when we were together in high school. I start smiling and laughing as I remember how I was the first one that fell for her and the first time I talked to her I said ‘Use this mask and stay away from boys... except me or else you’ll get sick.’

‘Why did I even leave you? If I could only go back time. I would go back to 4 years ago and tell you how much I love you.’

‘Whatever Kiyoomi, she already has a family, it’s time to move on.’

I start getting frustrated so I quickly finish showering and go run around the neighbourhood to clear my mind.

Time passes by and parents with their kids keep popping up left and right of my view, so I start running faster, but my shoes are so worn out that the soles are so consumed that a hole is formed.

‘Great! Now I have to go buy another pair. This day couldn't get any better UGH!’ I start yelling in my head as I make my way back home and start getting ready, putting on the necklace I can’t seem to let go of…

[at the mall]

I now just parked my car, making my way inside the mall and going straight at the sport centre, making sure I have my spray disinfectant and hand sanitizer-

‘What is this?.. A hand sanitizer with a Pokemon in it? Why do I have this? Ah right.. Y/N husband gave it to me.. Tch, whatever.’

I go inside and I hear three familiar voices, too familiar for my liking, they are: Atsumu, Hinata and Bokuto.

‘Shopping with my friends!’ Atsumu says taking a video to post it on his story.

‘Wait, you have friends?’ Hinata says with a mocking face while Bokuto tries not to laugh.

I seriously don’t wanna deal with them right now so I turn around, going to the opposite direction, hoping that they don’t notice me. Arriving at the running shoes isle, I grab their new released one, it’s even in our jersey’s color, it’s all black and there's a little stripe in gold, so I ask the employee if they could give me my size of this model. After she gives it to me, I go and pay for it and right at the exit, I get stopped by a woman and a man.

‘Hello sir! Our pharmacy has a new cleaning product and even a new hand sanitizer! It’s better than the previous one, it’s less stickier and has different scents! The new cleaning product cleans better than any other! We’ll be so grateful if you could at least have a look at it! Have a good day sir!’ The man tells me.

I just nod, those new products don’t sound bad, might as well have a look.

The mall’s big and after walking for a good 5 minutes, I see the pharmacy but I bump into someone.

‘Oh, nice to see you again Sakusa.’

‘Same here Wakatoshi-kun and Kageyama.’

‘Are you here to go to the pharmacy too Sakusa-san?’ Kageyama asks me as we start walking.

‘Yes, what about you two?’

‘We were bored so we decided to come here at the mall.. hmm what about having lunch together Sakusa?’ Wakatoshi asks me.

‘Hmm sure, why not.’ I answer him.

We arrive at the pharmacy and get in line.

‘Wow this guy’s so tall’ Kageyama says amaze by the man with purple hair in front of us, eating snacks as he was waiting to enter the pharmacy with his friend too, me and Wakatoshi-kun agree with him.

We then decide to eat first and come later as the line was long.

After finding for a good restaurant not packed of costumers, we order our meals and few minutes later we start eating.

‘Itadakimasu.’ we say at the same time.

While we’re eating, we start hearing whisperings from the people eating inside the restaurant.

‘They are so hot, omg.’

‘I know right!’

‘Let’s sit on the table beside them.’

‘Wait girls, aren't those Sakusa Kiyoomi, Ushijima Wakatoshi and Kageyama Tobio?’

‘OMG you’re right!’

‘Look! Sakusa-san is so handsome!’

‘I agree, but wait.. look at his necklace.. Isn’t that a ring?’

‘Oh.. maybe he has a girlfriend already…’

As they keep on whispering, we finish our meals and make our way to the cashier, then we go around the Mall to buy new clothes or things we need for our places. It‘s getting late, so I offer them a ride home since we live close to each other, Wakatoshi-kun is beside me in the passenger seat and Kageyama is in the back seat.

‘Sakusa-san, I’m curios too.. why do you have a necklace with a ring? Do you have a girlfriend?’ Kageyama starts a conversation.

‘Hmm no.. this ring belongs to my first love.. even if we aren't together anymore. I just can’t seem to throw it away and i wearing it became a habit.’

‘If it really means a lot to you, just keep it.’ Wakatoshi-kun adds.

‘Yea.. but, how are you guys doing?’ I ask, wanting to change the subject.

‘We’re doing good, tho our manager took a week of to spend time with Kise-san, since he just came back and will be going back to the States in 2 weeks for the NBA preliminaries.’ Wakatoshi-kun answers.

‘NBA? That’s cool, also who’s Kise-san?’ I ask.

‘He’s that blonde haired guy who was with her and the kids.’ Kageyama answers.

‘Ahh.. the father of that cute little boy.’ I say with a normal expression but feeling sad inside.

‘Ah no, he’s not the father.. he’s just Y/N-chan’s best friend..’ Wakatoshi-kun says..

‘The father left Y/N-chan..’ Kageyama continues.

‘The father left Y/N? He really left her to raise a son alone?’ I ask, irritated by the fact that a man left her alone.

‘A son? She has two kids. They’re twins. A girl and a boy.’ Says Kageyama.

‘Twins? D*mn, he still left them? He’s not a man. He’s a b*stard.’

After some time, I proceed to drop Wakatoshi-kun to his place first, then I drop Kageyama, but before he could open the door, I stop him and ask:

‘Kageyama, can I ask you for something before you go? ‘Cuz I feel like I won’t be able to do it if I don’t..’

‘Sure, what is it?’

‘Can I ask you for Y/N’s phone number?’

‘WOW. So you’re that type of guy, huh? That goes after women with kids..’

‘HUH?! It’s not, you weirdo. I have something to talk with her in person, so I need her phone number to set up a rendezvous.’

‘I’m just playing, no need to get so worked up, chill.. alright, it’s …’

‘Thank you, see you later.’ I say after getting the phone number.

‘Hey, don’t try doing something stupid, ‘cuz you’re not the only one with your head on the line. Also thank you for dropping me off. Bye and drive safely!’ He says while he enters through the door without looking back.

Well, now.. How should I even start a conversation…

[Back to normal POV]

[2 weeks later. Kansai International Airport]

‘Well, I guess it’s time to board. I already checked-in..’

‘Otosan.. are you going away?’ Kazuhiko asks with tears in his eyes.

‘Are you coming back?’ Adds Kisara

‘Of course.. I’ll be back in no time and you won’t be able to notice that I’m back. I’ll be gone for a while, it’s not a long time.’ He tells the twins with a comforting voice while he’s on his knees hugging both of them.

‘So, while I’m away, I want you two to eat healthy, grow up faster, always help Okasan and always smile, alright?’ He adds before letting go of the hug.

‘Hai, Otosan.’ The twins answer simultaneously while crying and hugging him tighter.

‘Alright, alright. Kazu-chan, Kisa-chan. Stop crying or he’s going to be late. We don’t want that, right?’ Kuroko takes the kids with Momoi.

‘Kise-kun, good luck for the tournament. Also, say hi to the others from me. Have a nice flight!’ Kuroko says with Kazuhiko on his arms crying.

‘Say hi to them from me too! See you later!’ Adds Momoi with Kisara crying on her shirt behind her.

‘Ryota-kun, say hi to the others from me too, also, thank you for your help at the house and for the kids too. I hope you enjoyed your rest time here.’ You tell him with a little bow and a smile.

‘Of course I enjoyed it! Also, I’ll always be here for the kids, I’m their “Dad” after all.’ He says jokingly with a big smile.

‘You’re right! Then, see you later, Ryota-kun. Have a nice trip, call me after you land, alright?’

‘Alright, Y/N-cchi, stay safe when you’re going back. Kazu-chan, you’re the man of the house while I’m not here, alright? Kisa-chan, don’t cry and smile a lot, you’re beautiful eyes and smile need to be shown more!’ He tells the twin before he turns and goes to the departure gate.

You’re all still there watching his back between the crowds of people passing left and right in front of you. Before Kise makes his way to the gate, he turns one last time and stops to look for you. Once he finds you, he says something that really shocks the shiz outta you.

‘I-love-you, Y/N.’ He says it like a whisper and smiles at you, not knowing that you understood what he said, then he goes straight to the gate.

You keep thinking of what he just said, while your face shows how surprised you are, it’s probably something not important.. but you know what he said. You read his lips even though there’s an ocean of people you could read his lips once both of your sight met each other.

masterpost | III. | V.

FACTS: 

Sakusa was pissed that a guy left you with two kids alone, but was also relieved that you don’t have a man in your life.. but he’s now hoping that you and Kise are just best friends.

Kuroko and Momoi are dating. 

Kuroko Tetsuya:

Kise is in a NBA team with Aomine Daiki, Murasakibara Atsushi and Kagami Taiga. 

Murasakibara Atsushi: 

Kagami Taiga:

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While Sakusa leaves you and your family, he feels a little bit sad. He really wanted to catch up with you, tell you about those 4 years. He wanted his friend back again, the person he could lean on when times were rough, he wanted to make new memories with you.. but he can’t, now that you you have settled down and have a wonderful family. Before meeting you, he thought that he could find love again, but every time he tried to date someone, he always wants to find you in them. He went to the conclusion that you are the only girl for him, you have something that the others don’t have. Now that he saw you after a long time, regrets is raining on him for breaking up and hurting you.

He’s getting jealous and envious of Kise. His head is filling with questions like ‘What if i was in his shoes? What if i had kids with her rather than him? How would i feel about having the love of my life beside me? Would i be happy?...’

Now that he made those questions in his head, he’s pissed. He entered the locker room with an angry face and he answered the questions in his head, he was screaming those answers. ‘It’s obvious that i’d be happy!!! If I have kids with you, i’d do everything i could just to make them happy! I should’ve been the one beside you, not him! I want you to be the first person i see in the morning and the last at night before i go to sleep.’

‘If I only didn’t do that..’ he whispers

He throws his towel against the wall and yells ‘F*CK!!!’

His captain, Meian, hears him and comes in to check up on him.

‘Sakusa what’s wrong? You okay?’ He asks.

‘No, i’m not okay. I SHOULD’VE BEEN THE ONE BESIDE HER, NOT THAT F*CKING MAN!’ He answers angrily.

‘Who are you talki—‘

‘You know what? Whatever. I’m sorry Meian-san, i’m going first. I’m not in the mood to party anymore, congratulations to everyone for the win today.’ Sakusa tells his captain with an annoyed tone.

Meian-san left him be, because he knows that Sakusa is going through something. He knows that it’s better to leave him alone and give him some space. He left the locker room and let the others still in the court know that Sakusa left early.

‘Hello, I’m Kisara!’

‘And I’m Kazuhiko.’

‘Hello everyone, my name is Kise Ryota. Nice to meet you all! I’m an NBA player.’

The three present themselves to the ADLERS players.

‘I’m sorry for not telling you about my family. You guys were busy and i didn’t want you to lose your focus or get distracted while you were practicing. You actually never brought it up or asked about my private life, so i apologize for not telling you..’ You tell them with a little bow.

‘It’s okay, Y/N-chan. Thank you for telling us now.’ Heiwajima replies with a smile. Reassuring you that it’s alright.

‘I can’t believe that a goddess like Y/N-chan is already married with kids.’ Adds Hoshiumi while pouting.

You smile and tell the kids to go play, so that they couldn’t hear what you’re about to say, but Kise says it first.

‘Ahm, actually i’m not the real father of the twins.. that bast-‘

You glare at him.

‘*cough* i mean, he left her. So i’ve been acting as a father figure for the kids since they started to call me ‘otōsan’ a long time ago.’

‘Who would be so stupid to leave a girl like you while being pregnant?!’ Kageyama butts in with an annoyed tone.

‘It’s fine Kageyama-kun. I’ve already left it in the past, i’m happy now with the twins. Also, Ryota-kun helped me a lo—‘ before you finish your sentence, you suddenly feel dizzy and your head starts to hurt that you slowly start to lose balance. Fortunately, Kise catches you putting an arm around you and pulls you closer to him, now your face is leaning on his chest. You can hear his heartbeat a little and smell his perfume that it’s not too strong and relaxes you. 

‘Y/N-cchi, are you okay? You shouldn’t overwork your body like this. We’ll get straight to the doctor, alright? So, if you can walk just nod, if you can’t imma pick you up.’ 

You nod so he doesn’t picks you up, but he still supports you just in case.

‘Okāsan?’ Kisara calls you after seeing you almost fall. 

‘Kisa-chan, okāsan feels a little bit weak, but she’s fine, okay? Call your oniichan so we can take okāsan to a magician that will make her strong again.’ Kise tell her without worrying her. 

‘OTŌSAAAAAAAN! I WANT TO SEE A MAGICIAN!’ Kazuhiko screams while running towards you after hearing about the magician. 

‘ME TOO, ME TOO OTŌSAN. I WANT TO SEE!’ Kisara screams too, matching her twin’s energy.

‘Alright, alright. But you need to behave because okāsan is feeling tired, so no loud noises, okay? Grab a piece of my shirt and don’t let go until we arrive at the car, got it?’ 

‘Got it!’ The twins reply in sync. 

‘Sorry guys, but we better let her get check up by the doctor, i know you still have the post-game meeting-‘ Kise gets interrupted by the captain before he finishes his sentence.

‘It’s alright, Kise-san. We’re actually worried so you should hurry before it aggravates. Thank you for your hardwork, Y/N-san.’ The captain tells you and Kise.

‘I really didn’t do much, so thank you for your hard work.’ You say to all the players.

‘Take care of yourself and let’s do our best next time, alright?’ He says wearing a smile.

You all say bye to them and go.

‘Ryota. How are you gonna deal with the mess you did?’ You ask Kise while walking towards the exit.

‘What mess?’ 

‘The mess called Hyped Twins. How-‘ You trip and Kise manages to catch you again, but this time, he hugs you.

‘Don’t worry. I have a solution called Midorima.’ He whispers in your ear.

Midorima, huh? You’re forgetting that he’s still hugging you, because you feel comfortable around him.

Kise feels that you’re getting comfortable so he picks you up and walks to the car with you on his arms and the twins grabbing his shirt.

[Outside the doctor’s office, 01:20 p.m.]  

‘I didn’t agree to this.’ 

Midorima-kun is studying medicine and how to treat patients under the doctor of the neighborhood, also he has a hat on that ‘wizards’ would wear in movies or tv series. Kise put him on a difficult situation, he needs to entertain the twins, while Kise and you are going inside the office.

‘When did you have time to buy that hat?’ You ask Kise as he keeps laughing.

‘Well, it’s today’s lucky item.’ He answers as he’s filming a video with his phone to send it to his group chat, “Miracles”.

Before Midorima takes the twins to the other room, he comes to you and asks ‘Can i borrow one of thoso 3 three hairpins? Tomorrow’s lucky item is a hairpin.’

‘Sure.’ You take off the hairpin and give it to him, ‘here you go, also thanks for your help.’

‘No problem. At all.’ He says with a straight face.

‘L/N F/N.’

‘Y/N-cchi, it’s your turn, let’s go. Ah, Midorima-cchi, why don’t you show them the bunny inside your hat?’

‘DID YOU HEAR THAT KISARA? OTŌSAN SAID THAT MIDORIMA OJĪSAN HAS A BUNNY INSIDE HIS HAT!!’ Says Kazuhiko to Kisara with his eyes sparkling.

‘I’m gonna make you pay for this Kise.’ Midorima says with his eyes glaring angrily at Kise.

You enter to the dr.’s office to do the check up, he hands you out some papers to fill in the necessary personal information.

‘Ok, L/N-san. It’s nothing serious but your had been hit hard by the ball and you also fell and hit your head on the floor. You had a minor concussion, but thanks to the paramedics, they helped you out. I’ll ask you some questions to make sure there are no brain injuries that could affect you in the future.’

You just nod trying to recall what happened all day..

‘So, what did you do from this morning?’ He asks

‘I was preparing my and my kids breakfast, then went to my friend’s house to drop them. Then i went to the arena to meet the players and also the kids’ fath—‘

Right.. you met Sakusa there and you start to remember all those questions you made when both your eyes met. You almost have a panic attack, but Kise notices your shoulder shaking so he puts his hand on your back to make you feel safe. But.. he calmed your body, not your thoughts.

< Kise and the Dr. keep calling you, but you’re just lost in your thoughts, so he tells him that you’re probably too tired and the hit from the ball added some fatigue so he gave him some medicines for bruise and sleep pills, also, if there’s something wrong, Kise should call him.>

‘..cchi.’ Kise keeps calling you.

‘Huh?’

‘Let’s go grab something to eat, the kids are hungry, me and probably you too, so you can drink the medicine.’

‘Right..’

You go to a family restaurant where the food is delicious and all the kids love eating there, it’s also cheap. After that you go home.

[At home, 3:50 p.m.]

You all arrive at home, also most of the times Kise stays at your place since he rarely comes back to Japan, so he didn’t bother to buy a house or rent an apartment. Kise starts playing with the kids before their afternoon nap, you go to your bedroom and try to take a rest, but you can’t because you keep remembering what happened in the arena.

After 2-3 hours you finally nap. Then you wake up with a headache, you stand up and it’s already night time, around dinner. You go to the kitchen to have a glass of water, you see the kids sitting waiting for their dinner and Kise with his apron cooking.

‘Okāsan, how are you?’ Kisara asks after seeing you before anyone else.

‘I’m okay, honey. But i have a little headache.’

‘Do you need to go to the magician again?’ Asks Kazuhiko while hugging your leg and his eyes are shining.

‘No, baby. I just need to take some medicine.’ You answer him with a smile.

Kise smiles after hearing you all three talking, you go near him to take the medicine on the shelf and when you’re about to drink it, Kise stops you.

‘Hey, before you drink that, eat something first. I made you something light and some soup.’

‘Okay, i’ll try to eat it.’ You say and giggle teasing his cooking.

After dinner, you tell Kise that you should at least do the dishes.

‘Y/N-cchi, just take a rest on the couch. I’ll take the kids to have a bath too, so just relax for the rest of the night, alright?’ He insists.

‘But you just came back today, you haven’t rest.’

‘It’s okay, I have a lot of stamin, so i’m not tired at all, i’ll rest after i’m all done and put the kids to sleep.’ He says while smiling.

‘All right, you win.’ You go to the couch and lay down to rest, you fall asleep while Kise takes the kids to the bathroom and have a bath. They’re pretty tired with all the activities they did all day. After he puts them to sleep in their bedroom, he goes and has a shower, after he’s done he notices that you’re still in the living room.

‘Y/N-cchi, i’m sorry, the kids took a whi-‘ he sees you peacefully sleeping, he caresses your face and smiles, then he continues ‘You must be really tired, thank you for your hard work, manager-san.’

As Kise picks you up to take you to your room, you can’t help but hold him tight in your sleep. After entering your bedroom he lays you down on your bed, as he’s slowly pulling away, you grab his shirt.

‘Don’t leave.. Kiyoomi..’

Hearing his name, Kise freezes on his spot with his eyes widened and his heart shatters. Then he moves a hair strand away from your face, a tear falls on your cheek. After staring at your face for a while, he kisses your forehead and he sits on the floor and leans his back on the side of your bed.

He starts talking to you, even though you’re sleeping.

‘Kiyoomi? Even when you’re sleeping, you still think about him? Do you still have feeling for him? I know he’s your first love and the father of the twins.. i thought you moved on. So why? He wasn’t here during your pregnancy. He wasn’t here when you were on labour and gave birth to those two beautiful kids. He wasn’t here on your sleepless night. He wasn’t here when the kids started talking and walking. He wasn’t here on their first birthday or their first day of school. He wasn’t here to comfort the kids when they were crying or when you cried because it was tough for you. He wasn’t here taking care of you when you were tired. He wasn’t here to see all that and guess who was here besides you.. ME. He was always you first priority, but were you his? he put his career first, right?...’

Then he leans his head on the bed looking at the ceiling and tears start to run down his cheeks.

‘He hasn’t been here for the last 4 years, but now that he showed himself up to you, you still want him? Remember who was there for you? Me. I’m still here and will always be here. Right by your side. Also by the kids’ side. So why? Why can’t you see that I’m right here? Does this mean that whenever I was here to make you three feel loved and protected, to be a father to Kisara and Kazuhiko because the real father is a jerk who cherished his career more than you.. You were still thinking of him? So please..’

Kise’s eyes are now red and puffy, he never cried like that again after the spring tournament on his first year of high school when he lost to Aomine.

‘You know how.. whenever I comeback to Japan and tell you that ‘I’m back home’.. It’s not because Japan is my home country, but for me, my home is.. you three. That’s when i feel the most safe and at peace.’ After saying everything what he was holding inside, he glances at you one more time and mutters ‘I really want you to know that.. I..’ and he falls asleep with his hand holding yours.

masterpost | II. | IV.

FACTS: 

Midorima and Aomine are from Kuroko no Basket too

They played basketball with Kise in Junior High School

Midorima Shintaro:

Aomine Daiki: 

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