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machine?

I loved that comic some years ago, i thought it was in hiatus and the link stopped working

How are you after so long?? :D

“How I'm doing” long story in super short:

I was diagnosed with something that feels more correct to my case then just “general anxiety” 

Complex PTSD is not fun. will not recommend 

I realised a lot of things in my life were straight up not good 

Money in general was always a problem 

With my mental health commission work was making me stress a lot and regular job also not being easy for me  

And with me deciding to go to art and design school to get a degree (don't care about that piece of paper just there to learn mostly and find a job) it was mostly surviving for me in those past few years

BUT good news lately (like the past month) started to get disability pension so things are looking up :D

And with Black Water my beloved~ just like my all of my projects I wanted to be better for them so I deleted it and I working on it on my spare time (the story skeleton rework is not something easy to show progress on) 

+Working on it a a printed comic now and not a web comic so it will take time to get a proper update (it is definitely the THING I will work on after school)

With the old comic I was just not ready to work on the way I wanted

I was young and honestly . . . unwell to be so seen online. in general I kinda fear it wasn't good for me (I was just extremely lonely and sad and trying to ignore my problems)

With the comic I wrote a lot of the dialogue (incorrectly with spelling mistakes) to say almost . . . nothing And my “people pleasing” thingy took over the future storyline in a way that (in hindsight) I as a storyteller I was deeply unhappy with it

Like why the hell did I care to add and break my storyline with random scenes of a ship or character that didn't add anything to the story or just straight up hurt the original vision. Why do I feel like making my characters pleasing? Some of those characters need to be feared or hated or just deeper and complex 

What? just so that one person I don't really know will think it's cool or be ok with that ???

I can't let myself be a fan of my story. I have the job of being its storyteller! it is a not my sandbox to be silly I have a vision that needs to be taken seriously

But luckily my worms in my brain are being treated and I made friends in real life so I feel (a bit) more confident and comfortable with my existence :)

Alex is moving :)

Shark race 🦈

Using design shape class to make a transformers oc

Some wips from Animations classes

Didn't talk about it a lot online

but I freelance dnd artist as a side job (basically I sit together with group and draw quickly a few moments in their session)