BITUXUN. twenty-one. southeast asian. she/her/they. semi-selective, multiship, multimuse, multiverse.
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we're not kids anymore.
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Not today Justin

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if i look back, i am lost

shark vs the universe
hello vonnie
Cosmic Funnies

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Monterey Bay Aquarium

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Xuebing Du
One Nice Bug Per Day
Acquired Stardust
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BITUXUN. twenty-one. southeast asian. she/her/they. semi-selective, multiship, multimuse, multiverse.
about / rules. muses.

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driptape¡:
he couldnât help but laugh at her seemingly freak out at the news . hunter and kamatchi didnât spend a lot of time together since they ran in different groups . he being a school dealer and her , well , she wasnât popular by any means . he actually wasnât sure whatâs sheâs been up to , but he liked seeing her around and the small conversations they had . â you were smart and funny . it wasnât hard to like someone like that . â he admitted with a shrug . it was kind of a cop out to her comment on her looks . hunter couldnât lie . the girl did have a massive glo-up , however , it was always in her . â plus , i really had fun with you when we did that science project . we just never really hung out . â
she continued to gawk at him, still disbelieving. since she became a pretty girlâ˘, she struggled to remember the feeling of being liked for who she was. not just what she looked like. âif thatâs true, why did you never tell me?â she asked. âscared of the hundreds of admirers lining up for me, iâm sure?â sarcasm, obviously. not that she remembered getting bullied much when she was younger and dorkier. the real-life response to someone like her was more boring: they treated her as invisible. either way, admirers werenât lining up for her back then, not as they did now. âi was... there, you know. i wouldâve loved to hang out.â
open to anyone 20-22. plot: kamatchi has poor self-esteem basically but ur muse has liked her since childhood/high school/earlier college days
âyouâve loved me for a long time? is this some kind of joke?â sheâd get it if the other liked her now that she obsessed over her own looks, taking care of her appearance meticulously. but when she was younger, she used to not care. she used to look sloppy and messy and unkempt. some would probably say she seemed happier, less anxious about seeming perfect, but she hated the dweeb she used to be. âwhy would you even... why would someone like you even LOOK at me back then?â
lilacwiine¡:
âitâsâŚâ lily shrugged, âquieter than here. the kinda place you could just pass through, blink and miss.â hence why sheâd been in a rush to get out of there as soon as she was able to support herself. even then, she couldnât really support herself; she just managed to get by. âdo you go back often? even if it doesnât feel like home?â she didnât complain when their fingers slid together, giving dewâs hand a small squeeze. âwhere is your favourite place to go?â
he paused as they walked, trying to picture lilyâs hometown. âyeah,â he said. âi do go back often. iâve been learning to appreciate places like that. my hometown kind of sounds like yours. iâve been learning to appreciate, you know... quiet. steady. serene.â he could already see pizzeria signs, to his slight displeasure; he liked just walking with her. âdo you mean my favorite travel spot or favorite place in thailand?â if it was favorite travel spot, heâd have to say here. because he met her here.
confusionism¡:
he wrinkled his nose, firing back, âyou? âpoor self esteem?â nah. didnât think you knew what that was.â and that had to be one of the things that he found so damned attractiveâ that she had this sort of confidence that could put almost anyone to shame. the thought made him blush harder, then even brighter at the compliment. âthanks, but uhâ you know. gotta give props to the designer and all.â still conscious of the jacket he had not â not wanting to ruin a piece that looked far more worth than a weekâs salary â he scratched at the back of his neck. âyou got anything else you wanna test on me?â
âthanks,â she echoed, looking away from him for a moment. although the word came out curt, she hoped that her bout of shyness conveyed how much this really meant to her. she could hardly believe it: this designer gig was something she picked up simply because she could. her early adulthood, so far, was a bit of a chore. not bad, but that upper-class ennui was getting to her. she wasnât sure what she wanted to do.
this, it turned out, might just be her calling. âsure,â she said, facing him again. âiâve got this tux with a geometric print too.â she averted her eyes once more, realizing heâd need to take off what he was wearing. she wasnât some blushing virgin or anything, but she hadnât called him up to flirt or ogle.

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thmetcor¡:
âit would make me feel better, dew.â she shot back and pretend to be offended by what he said,âouch, the famous dew srisuwan doesnât want to flirt with me?â rose cut the act and laughed,â donât worry, iâve seen you flirt with others so much, i can easily point it out.â rose also seen how his lines work on those he flirts with, it is a bit entertaining to her, actually.
âi mean, do you want me to flirt with you?â he teased. âi could do that.â maybe heâd thought about it. maybe or maybe not. but rose was a friend. as an actor, he was surrounded by so many admirers and sycophants. for him, a close, true friend was valuable and precious. "kidding," he said, panicking inside. when he found his car, he opened the door for her.
lilacwiine¡:
dew looked a little better when he wasnât so teary eyed and upset, lily could almost convince herself heâd genuinely perked up. she hoped that spending time with him today might help things. her heartbeat stuttered a little at his honest words but she did her best to remain cool. âitâs really not, huh? weâd be better off walking, probably.â considering what they were looking for, it shouldnât be that hard to find a place in town. âi definitely wonât miss it.â
âis it nice where youâre from?â he felt hesitant to ask her about that, but hoped she wouldnât mind the question. he hadnât asked her to specify where she was from anyway. he wanted to hear about where it all began for her. âiâm from patum thani, which is near bangkok. very beautiful place. but iâve been an actor since i was a little boy, so i felt like i didnât really belong there.â he didnât feel like he belonged to any one place. when he tried to lace his fingers in hers, however, he felt very much like he finally found home -- home in someone who was going to leave. he shouldnât think about that, though. no more drama, as he said.
open to woc / enby of color, 21 to 26. plot: dew is a famous actor and your muse did (or does), in fact, have a crush on him but canât admit it for whatever reason. could be friend, co-worker, siblingâs friend, ex, enemy, friendâs ex, whatever works! but no t@boo please.
ânever? really? youâve never had a crush on me?â he isnât arrogant. well, relatively. he likes to think heâs about as humble as you can realistically hope the son of two famous actors, whoâs been working in the industry since he was a child, can be.
he doesnât think the world of himself, but still, he finds it hard to believe. theyâve never had a crush on him? thanawat âdewâ srisuwan, constant fixture on âdreamiest actorsâ lists? tall and handsome dew with the perfectly kissable lips? âlike, never? not even a little bit? just curious.â
open to anyone 21-26. no t@boo, please.
beautiful weather, a stunning beach. this is all so romantic. âyou know, if we were in a movie, there would be at least one big kiss going on right now. but instead, weâre all just here... walking around in the sand...â tiff isnât flirting or trying to get the other to kiss her, just making an observation.
open to: anyone taken from here
      â you donât, like⌠make me wanna tear my eyes out⌠or whatever.  â
âwow. you may as well be standing under the rain, confessing your love to me, huh?â though her words dripped with sarcasm, her tone was bright as always. she didnât take things too seriously.

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confusionism¡:
aiden had agreed to this modeling thing because⌠well⌠erica had asked. simple as that. as unfriendly as he could be toward others, as unfavorable of an impression as he typically made, she was (somehow) a friend, and the rarity of such connection always equated to a strange side of himself that most never knew. and then, you know, there was also that small crush to consider.
anyway, he tugged against the sides of the jacket, lifting his shoulders and adjusting it, really getting into that mindset of âlook good, feel goodâ that they were aiming for. âi uhâ thanks.â god. how stupid was that? he turned to show off how well the fabric fell down his back, although it was also to hide his goddamned blush. âshould definitely include it in your line.â glancing down, he shook his head. âdunno why you doubt yourself so much.â
âaiden, please. you make me sound like iâve got poor self-esteem.â despite the breeziness of her words, she could hardly stop herself from grinning, her cheeks warming slightly. âiâve just never done this before. itâs also easy to go overboard with a baroque print.â she echoed, âbut you look good. really good.â she held her tongue, trying not to blatantly flirt with the guy who had so kindly agreed to model on short notice.
thmetcor:
âif she kept staring, i would have smacked her.â rose mumbled under her breath as she followed dew to his car. she raised an eyebrow when she heard his suggestion and nodded her head,âalright, but you are watching that new drame with me, and no complaints.â
ânot worth it, rose,â he said. at her raised eyebrow, he laughed. âiâm not flirting with you. if i was, iâd take you out, not in.â he teased, âjust trying to spend quality time with a friend.â with a nod, he said, âsure. whatever channel or streaming service itâs on, i probably have it.â and if he didnât, dew could easily pay for it.
lilacwiine¡:
lily had to bring up the conversation sooner rather than later. she couldnât pretend everything was fine and then suddenly leave dew with a fleeting goodbye. as tempting as it was since it sounded so much easier, it wasnât fair and she wanted to be fair to him. âyeah?â she perked up a little, had been entirely prepared for him to shut her out now. âokay then. letâs do it.â
dew put on one of his baseball caps and a pair of sunglasses. classic hiding from paps ( fuck them ) or fans ( he adored them, but he needed some time away from them too ) on a day out 101. when he turned to face her again, he looked at her for a moment. despite the pain he felt, he smiled, and it was a genuine smile. he sniffed. âenough drama,â he said. âitâs my break from filming and i should try chicago deep-dish pizza with someone i... really like.â he made his way out of the room. âcome on, itâs not easy to find transport in this busy city.â
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great.  of  course  this  is  how  this  silly  little  game  would  end  up.  pairing  the  two  of  them  together  ,  alone  ,  in  a  closet  for  set  amount  of  time.  heidi  finds  it  fun  to  indulge  in  these  kinds  of  activities  at  times  ,  but  luck  wasnât  exactly  on  her  side  this  go  around.  being  paired  with  nate  after  what  events  had  taken  place  previously  ,  all  she  felt  was  a  nervous  pit  in  her  stomach  followed  by  a  lump  in  her  throat.  swallowing,  heidiâs  lips  part  to  speak.  âlook  â  iâm  not  gonna  say  anything  ,  okay  ?â
âtalking isnât the point of âseven minutesâ anyway,â says nate. sheâs tense, itâs obvious. he understands why. he was upset, for reasons he hopes she gets, when she found out his big secret, that he wasnât actually born wealthy. but heâs trying to act casual right now. his new plan to convince her not to babble about his secret does involve his lips, but not for talking. âlook, iâm not mad. do you want me to prove it to you?â
thmetcor¡:
âhate this.â she told him softly through clenched teeth but kept the fake smile on her face. rose did not like attention at all and she never knew how dew can handle people always focusing on him. she glanced at his hand for a second before taking it, giving him a subtle nod to say, âyour welcomeâ before speaking,âyes, letâs go.â rose replied, doing her best not to snap at his ex who was staring daggers at her back, if they didnât want this to happen, they should not have broken her friends heart.
âjust ignore her,â said dew. he hoped that the idea of him having moved on would put an end to his drama with his ex, once and for all. leading rose outside, and to his parked car, he said, âi really owe you one. do you wanna go to one of my penthouses and order something fancy? my treat.â

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lilacwiine¡:
tears. that was one way to shatter her already broken heart. there wasnât a part of lily that wanted to do this but she knew that she had to. âdonât⌠donât do that,â she muttered, fighting the urge to reach for him. she wanted to take him into her arms but she wasnât sure if that would be more a comfort or another twist of the knife. ânow? i donât know. i donât leave for another week but i couldnât hold off any longer and pretend this wasnât going to be the outcome. we can spend time together or we can⌠not. itâs up to you.â
he wiped away his tears, cheeks burning at his own display of vulnerability. part of him wanted to hide and stay away from her forever, but another knew heâd regret not taking the chance to spend time with her before she left. steadying his voice, he said, âwe should. letâs go out. thereâs somewhere i wanted to take you.â