Real Human Bean

so i thought it over last night and i decided that its time for me to remake its been fun using this account mostly but lately blogging on here has just brought up too many bad memories and generally drained me mentally and for the sake of convenience im remaking all my side blogs as well so i can easily access them from my new account im not gonna delete this account for like 6 months or so just to make sure everybody knows whats going on and to make sure everyone that asks gets my new url

im logging off for the night. too many bad vibes

that dissociative apathy feel!!!!

also lately ive been having this impending feeling that someones gonna call me out on some shitty thing i did 2 years ago and everybodys gonna send me threats over it but im mostly pretty sure i didnt do anything too terrible 2 years ago

lately ive been thinking of remaking my blog a lot because this one just reminds me of a bunch of bad experiences and using it is mentally draining

im supposed to be packing things and cleaning my room but i havent done anything yet because of major moving anxiety

my bpd ASS

literally the only reason i always bring up that time last november when i called out that racist mlp comic is because i ended up getting into a spat with like 5 bronies and it still fuels me today because for some reason i pretty much LIVE off of starting bullshit and drama

me: [is always ready to argue even though nobody ever talks to me]

id pay good money for almondjoy flavored almond milk

ive never had soy milk before but fuck soy milk too