renewal

I’ve had so many mixed emotions running through me today. There’s finally a set date of when my husband returns from his deployment, and a set date of when he gets to come home. Both of which are a huge relief, because it’s been almost seven months since we’ve seen each other last, and I miss him so fucking much. But I’m not looking forward to the conversation I want to have with him about the future of our living situation. I’m tired of living where we are now, and we’re running out of room in our little apartment. I know military life can be unstable and things can change frequently but we have to try and find a compromise. I came to my in-laws again for a week, and it makes my heart so happy to be here and to see our daughter bond with her grandparents. I have to go back home tomorrow and it’s making me depressed. Im also not looking forward to seeing my best friend this week because I know she’s just gonna ramble on about her guy problems and I just do not have the emotional energy for it. I really just want to move already and be close to my family again.