helnik_supremacy

I relate to her on a spiritual level: always in the shadows, been the only one with nothing going on romantically when left and right people are always experiencing love and talking about sex and whatnot. She’s not a wild like everybody else, but at least in comparison with them, she feels real, because her struggles are real. She can be awkward, introverted, she can talk too much and say stupid things or never says the right thing. She thinks too much about what happened over the day and wallows in regret for the things she could’ve done differently. She fantasizes about a different life where people would listen to her and understand her. She longs for something everyone else seems to have, but she is out of reach for her, whatever that might be.

Enter Fez.

The bad boy with a golden heart, the only one that can truly see her. She is different, out of his league, his world, and he knows it. I’m already talking as if they’ve been in love for 10 seasons, but I feel like their chemistry is off the charts. They can be good to each other in a forbidden, frowned upon sort of romance. He’ll show her the ways of love and be her first boyfriend. Never pressuring her into anything, worring about her and treating her right. And she’d see the good in him, maybe try to “fix” him.

I think every good girl that rarely ever got male attention (and honestly I don’t even know is sexual orientation matters, cause, well… patriarchy :)))) dreamed of this kind of boy. The boy people would whisper about and wonder what the hell he sees in her and viceversa. I still dream of bringing such a guy to my highschool reunion as if I have something to prove.

If this ship ever sails, it will be like a win for girls like us, like Lexi. But I still think it’s a beautiful fantasy, an impossible scenario nonetheless, because the bad boy with the golden heart and the good girl That Can Be And Do More never meet and fall in love.

and not even about the movie!! the movie was everything i could’ve hoped for (i think what impressed me the most is how well the visions, the voice, Paul’s thoughts about the future were translated into a visual form; and obviously the ornithopters) i could go on and on about the film itself

but the people in that cinema!! there were about 6 people in the row behind me that would not stop chatting and doing literally anything else expect watching the movie. i hoped to see loud action sequencies just so i wouldnt have to hear them

someone said they didnt understand the spitting and Stilgar’s hand cutting in the cave and i’m like!! it’s right there!!