be excellent to each other!

my bf really said ‘i wanna be a good man just for you’ HAHA LADS WE GOT EM

hello i’m not often on this blog what’s up!

yea

it being one year is rlly allowing me to think back on how far i’ve come.. wow!!!!!!!!!! it’s bittersweet but i am proud of myself tbh. i stopped therapy, built really good friendships, lost my way of snapping at people and then being too prideful to come to terms or talk it out, i became...... nicer????? it’s so weird what a wake up call (and some prozac) can do. i think u would be proud of the person i am now, bc i sure am. isn’t it weird that i was in ur city just a few weeks ago!! i kept thinking how strange it would be to see u, but i was somewhat glad the tiniest percentage of it happening didn’t come true. it’s very pretty there

hm one year............................................... feels like a backwards anniversary

hi hi hi i haven’t been on this acc at ALL i’m so sorry i’ve been busy w loving myself and pouting in pictures and crying at silly times of the day and playing piano w a boy who likes me very much and whose hands get cold when he’s nervous and i’ve been busy being busy. 

i’m never on this acct and i know not a lot of u will be into my new acct so !!!! if u wanna follow my instagram pls let me know <3 i’ll follow u back to keep in touch

oh yeah it’s me again popping in to remind u that if u want my new blog Now is the time to ask !!!!!!!!!!!!! i keep coming back on my old ones and giving it to ppl but i don’t know how much longer i will so !! yea i’d love to have u guys there it’s lovely <3

oof it’s my birthday

i’ll be back on this blog later! gonna log into my new one and set that up right now, though. 

oh yeah grab my urls now bc they’ll be gone soon 

oh loophole found where instead of deleting this one immediately i’m gonna delete my ORIGINAL blog and use that email, this one can stay up a while but i won’t be on ! sick. dm here if u want to know anything, i’ll check it occasionally until enough time has past for it to no longer be a worry <3 i’ll make a proper post once my new blog’s set up, but know i love u guys. thank you so much. 

can u believe james is taking me to pet a cow on my 17th dhdhdf we stan a good best friend