Mine is not a new story.

I want my mind to be free.

Our first picture as an official couple. The pumpkin patch. Thanksgiving. Hard Hawaii. St. Germaine's Luau. Valentine's day. A little something from each month we've been together! [March not included] Let me just blabber and gush for a moment. It hasn't been very long at all, but it certainly feels that way. And sometimes I feel silly for already feeling so deeply for you, but I honestly can't help it. And I know that it's true because when I'm with you I feel calm and excited at the same time, when I'm not with you I catch myself smiling at the thought of you, I have no need to question or feel insecure about your love for me, my poems have started to have happy endings, you give me awful nicknames like "bed slug," but they still give me butterflies, and most importantly because your cancer diagnosis only made me realize even more so how much I want us at each other's sides, and you having the slightest thought of me leaving because so was low-key offending. Thank you for showing me what it's like to be in love, it's pretty neat :P Besides only seeing each other like once a week, we honestly haven't had any downs... we have yet to even have our first argument! but through the ups and upper ups (and one day our downs,) I'm lucky to call you mine. I respect you, I trust you, I appreciate you, I love you, my mahal 💑 本当に愛してる。ずっとう一緒にいたい。#半年 #恋人 #ラッキー

Happy birthday to my favourite dude! Now you're 22 and I'm 20, too :) Thank you for always making me incredibly happy despite our different lifestyles and our only being able to see each other only like once a week. You're the best 😘 今日は彼氏の誕生日だよ！二十二歳になった~私もに十歳。。それを英語の冗談だ 笑 分かるかなあ。週間に一回しか会えないから、ちょっと寂しいけど、一緒にいる時のは私が本当に嬉しい。マイカルを愛してる💕

For a moment I was in Japan, And we were doing our own things, And though we were far apart, Only closer did it bring, Us together, I like the way that sounds, And I hope you don't mind me asking, For you to stick around. A year will come, and then you'll go, But I must stay, I cannot follow. But until the day you leave until that moment is here, I'll hold you close, I'll hold you near. My dear. Tbh, I was pretty surprised we made it through my time in Japan. That was a definitely a stretch of time, but it seemed to have worked out and I'm super glad it did :) マイカルの顔を見るたびに嬉しくなる~ マイカルは私を幸せにしてくれる :P でも、一年間後、マイカルは遠いところに引っ越す :( 寂しい~ (at Waimano Falls Trail)

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I hope we have our first kiss tomorrow!