Looking to stay high

**Please do not reblog, for personal reasons.**

Just the rush part of the video from earlier. I trimmed a few parts out, I may post the whole thing later but for right now here’s something a little different.

This is usually what I do during a rush, start to enjoy the music playing, fuck around a little too much with my cotton ball (don’t do that lol) and bathe in the wonderful bodily sensations I’m experiencing.

Also, yes…some people cough and that means their rush is hella good/their usual. When I do cough, I’m always alarmed by it lol. Because it’s not a usual part of my rush and I’ve only had a few here and there that weren’t immediate warning signs that I did too much.

I water down the shot too much AND I think I missed most of it. I gotta not move when I do this. I guess I was more anxious that day than I thought.