Looking back
Iâve had so many goals since coming to college. I wanted to love myself, be able to get into my grad program, be financially sound, be healthy, etc. I failed some of these goals, and attained others.Â
I think I put too much weight on money. The accountant side of me miserably takes over sometimes. I have panic attacks about student loans that I wonât have to start paying off until April 2019. I have buyerâs remorse about my engagement ring I was given because I think, âwow, that could have been 5 months of our rent.â I rarely go out with my fiancĂŠ because I donât want to spend money that I know Iâll eventually need.Â
I need to figure out how to calm down. Focus on the now instead of the next thing. Breathe.













