Big Round Fish

He's done :)

Sebastian Angelico Solace is back in business baby! He's holding a fragment.

Sebastian is also now a trans guy! There will be lore surrounding it later, and maybe even a short story!

The lighter / non fluorescent blue are scars. He's wearing his compression sleeves in this photo as well, they help with pain!

Here's the shitty transparent version

He's on my artfight! Feel free to go say hi to him :)

You may notice I have deleted said reblog.

I've had several people come to me with more screenshots and evidence, and much of it conflicts, so I'll be looking into everything before making a final post on it all- and after that, hopefully, I can cease discussions of all of it on this blog entirely.

It also seems a few people wish to use my platform to spread it, so I'm going to be releasing my own statement with the help of some friends and with information from everyone who has reached out to me with evidence. This may take a while, but I think it's the right thing to do to keep everyone safe, especially considering the grooming accusations being thrown at a few people of the original group- I want to be fully informed before continuing to speak on this.

I would like to note, my original reblog does NOT mean that I'm friendly with any of the group that came after me, but moreso want people to be safe- even those that did hurt me and my friends. Please stay safe everyone.

Okay, so I am just going to say this- Would this not be harassment if it were someone else putting this ask on your page? "YOU WHORE, YOU BITCH, YOU ASSHOLE, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU-" I was not initially going to get more involved than I already had, which was not by much, but now I feel as if I have to, because this has surpassed any original intention of wanting accountability. Messages like this, and the one I've shown in particular, caused Medkit to relapse last night. If whoever sent that message is reading this, are you happy? Is this the accountability you wanted?

Now, I have looked into who Karma is. They are an alter in this person's system (I don't know if the anon in this screenshot is the person I mean, but the person I'm referring to is a system), who has been referred to as Clover in the past, but due to the project solace callout blog saying that this is disrespectful- I will be referring to them as what I have seen is their collective name- Luckyfield. The accusation that has been made is that they were a minor, on top of the previous accusations of harassment and such. These have already been addressed by other people, but I haven't seen anyone address the age aspect of this. While Karma is an alter who has been stated to be younger, Luckyfield is not physically a minor and would not be considered such by legal standards. I wanted to mention this because I have seen threats of taking a legal approach mentioned in this situation before. (Their Username and User ID have been censored for their safety.)

This is just for clarification, because as stated previously, this has been used to accuse both Leonis and Medkit of harassing/permitting the harassment of a minor, while both of them are physically 18, making Luckyfield three years older. I am not stating that this claim is entirely untrue, as Karma is, to my knowledge, a younger alter, but Luckyfield's physical age makes this claim misleading to those who might not have access to this information.

Moving on to this person's claims about Karma's trauma, I have been told that this alter has some trauma involving their Sebastian dying. Medkit's supposed "parading of trauma" in question seems to be them making jokes about *their* character, which is their version of Sebastian, not Karma/Luckyfield's. This is not to invalidate anything or anyone, but I feel that in the case of Medkit, joking about *their* character/version of a character, while it might have still upset Karma/Luckyfield, does not read as targeting to me. I am not a system myself, so take that statement with a grain of salt. If you have screenshots/messages proving this wrong, I would be happy to read through them and change my mind on this...but given the fact you guys would not give a crumb of sources to Leon when you claimed that transpecies is a radqueer term, and he only got a source (which begged to differ on your point) when someone who wasn't even initially involved got asked to cover the situation...I don't expect any special treatment.

The above image is the history of transpecies, and the one below is for radqueer.

I did not want to get involved, especially because I was worried about the risks of harassment, but the post made shitting on Leon for grieving an animal that helped him through a dark point in his life, the previous degrading statements of calling Medkit a "lapdog", and now directly insulting them on their pages to the point of them physically hurting themselves has me very upset to say the VERY least. Grieving for another living creature you loved does not AT ALL imply that you don't care about another person's life. I had a dog that would wait right outside my door whenever I wasn't in the home I was meant to be in, one I had grown up with since early elementary, and one that I might never see again because I had to cut ties with the parent who still has him. If or when I find out that dog is gone, I am going to grieve for a damn long time, and I had it much better than a lot of people during the time that dog reminded me that there were always people who loved me, waiting for me to come home. It is practically a societal standard by now to see a beloved pet as part of the family, and I myself subscribe to that belief, so it is insane to see someone shit on another person for missing an animal, let alone use that to accuse him of lacking empathy towards other people. Believe what you will, I'm probably not the best person to ask about this situation overall, but I can't help but feel that this has gone from wanting accountability to just wanting to hurt someone's feelings- or wanting to hurt them. This is not to claim that Leon or Medkit are perfect little angels who can do no wrong, but calling people whores isn't gonna make anyone take your word on things any faster. While the statements I've mentioned frustrate me to the high heavens, I don't wish any harm on anyone. I wish for healing, peace, and brighter days ahead for everyone. Call me ignorant or a dumb little bimbo bitch for being optimistic, but I'd like to think there's a time in the future where we can just move on with our lives and be happy. As for the people running the @project-solace-callout blog, that wish includes all of you, too. I wish you happier days, and I hope you all can move forward, find enjoyment in the things you love, and find or even create a space that better suits your comfort and needs. However, if you or anyone else would like to continue sending in asks with the same language as the first screenshot in this post, I humbly offer my asks as a target, and, in the best case, the only target. Let my page be a punching bag if it means everyone, you all included, can go on with their day. I apologize for my language and coming off as "pissy", but I just could not keep quiet anymore. This, in my eyes, has degraded into nothing more than bullying, and if anyone has to receive messages like that shown- I'd rather it be me. All I ask is that if someone takes me up on that offer, be creative, I've heard just about everything that could be said about me six inches from the mirror lol.

First of all here's me "defending people jumping a minor" with the screenshot of what they were upset about

Opposum also told someone to kill themselves (granted, it was a zeal defender, but it goes to show how two faced they are in a situation like this)

Apologies for the discord icons I was playing games with some discord members when I had to start taking care of this situation last night

And here is a statement from someone involved. There was a lot more detail when we spoke of it but I figured a statement should be enough for now since they were willing to speak.

"To be honest i didn’t want this to escalate but whatever they want

Ngl it’s funny how one of them is all about boundaries but when i stated mines yesterday I was ignored by them, even if it was being read out loud by a TTS bot, they even bother to talk over the TTS bot

Well i am sorry if I didn’t get to work for all of you on this, I was not gonna risk my anxiety spikes either way ngl

Ik you all want to start this out of a miscommunication, you all decided to take Leon’s statement about the tonetags as if he was only applying it to the “victim” instead of obviously saying it EVERYONE in that chat

Specially ik about the chats since i saw the dms get streamed, along I don’t get why do this but its in been eating up cause it all felt wrong, specially yesterday calling him a “dickrider” (I bet you all doing the same with me rn lol) only cause someone was more polite about there criticism than Raven, not cause the system was Painter.

I love how you all about boundaries while here you are harassing someone in there tumblr page."

^ when originally talking about this, this is what led me to remove the members from my server. Involving an innocent person and making them uncomfortable about it was upsetting, and if they can shit talk me, they can shit talk anyone in that server.

Here was me being a "dickrider" and also? They deleted all the messages so I wouldn't have evidence but I took screenshots while it was happening because I'm not a fucking idiot. The dickrider part was because someone gave feedback but they actually treated me nicely about it. They turned around and shit talked me with Raven who had already upset several members + gotten mad at someone of age for smoking a cigarette until I told them to knock it off in call. Several mods confirmed the behavior was disrespectful and not constructive, especially expecting that I'm writing pressure when I'm not. I'm writing Project Solace.

^ them having deleted their messages. If they were in the right why the fuck did they delete them? They also at some point in the conversation claimed something along the lines of "well IM being called rude for giving criticism" when a member was confused as to what was going on.

Supposedly, this isn't jumping someone. But calling Sebastian a medieval peasant is.

I would also like to state, y'all are really expectant of an 18yo. Being a legal adult doesn't change the fact that I'm still young and have not lived even a quarter of my expected lifespan. My brain is still developing and I'm processing trauma and dealing with disability. I'm not going to be your "mature adult" it's eightTEEN because I am barely an adult myself. Being "oh you're so immature" as a defense is also ableist as fuck, by the way, especially when you're using it to put someone with mental disabilities down, whether you mean for it to be ableist or not it fucking is.

I think this is all the current stuff I have (I've hit photo limit as well) and I'm willing to find more and answer any questions about it.

I still also have the screenshots of all the BS they're harassing me with on @princeleonis but I suggest you go look yourself since I have in fact run out of photo space here. I will address them in a later post anyway, but if you'd like to know beforehand.

YOU LITERALLY BULLIED MEDKIT LEAVE THEM THE FUCK OUT OF THIS

So in the eventual game, I plan for there to be modes where you can play as different types of characters. This is the idea I have for the soldier gameplay.

(in the actual version, you would be able to choose a merciful version of this!)

(I'm realizing I didn't mention the video game here. Yes we have @attiplayz as our lead game dev, we currently don't have the resources to make the full on game but it will be separate from Roblox entirely!)

Please enjoy the reading and share your thoughts I put a lot of my heart into this

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GET. OUT.