unspoken

12 MN greetings, cute IG stories greetings, surprise birthday cakes, video call greetings, and long birthday messages can wait til next year. Happy birthday to me! 🫶☺️

Hopefully, by the time that I’m found by that person, I’m better.

Im the bad person pala. I deserve this. I’m the villain of this story.

I will never get used to rejection and ghosting. It fucking hurts. I wish I feel better soon. I don’t like feeling like shit. Why am I not even worth it?

I hate it when I get tired but not too tired to just fall asleep. I feel a little more lonely knowing I have no one.

I just wanted to be held.

Hi. I know I’ve been cold. It’s because I don’t deserve your warmth. I used you to gain attention that I’m craving for. I’m not a good person. I’m not sure if I like you the way you like me. With that I am very guilty. I don’t deserve any kind of love or affection. I’m greedy. I’m sorry for that.

I think I don’t deserve love because I don’t love myself enough.

It’s really weird for me being liked. As someone who always gets stuck with one-sided love, I really don’t know how to act. I’m not very attractive and my personality is also bland. I think it’s really a mistake that they like me.

Pota. I want a hug right now. Shet.

Alam ko naman di ako worth it or jowable pero sana wag naman always iparamadam sa akin na option lang ako. I’m okay being alone and lonely. Pero yung lalapitan lang ako kasi you want attention. Ay. Masakit na parang dinuduro pa lalo yung sugat na di pa gumagaling.

So I took an entrance exam sa medschool that I really want to get in. Feeling ko di ako papasa. I feel like deepshit right now.