i wish

I wish i lived closer to her, so we could spend time together in real life, so I can hold her hand, hug her, be there for her in her time of need, be her best friend. I just want to be present in her life every day

i can see she's starting go through a rough patch but i have no idea how to help her, I want to be there for her

I feel so guilty because of how I make her feel

I genuinely love her with all my heart.

It breaks my soul to see her struggling