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I'm a pretty new author, but I honestly love writing self aware au. So that's all my blog is at the moment haha! I don't have any plans to change that in the future, but I did realize I needed a masterlist for all you folks who might want one!

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For the time being, thanks again for being on my blog. All the interactions are really motivating! I'll continue to work on these stories for as long as my motivation lasts!

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Hi, I remembered that post about it.( https://www.tumblr.com/bi-panicatthedisco/797768465749573632/hi-i-hope-Youre-doing-well-and-Youre-feeling?source=share) and I thought that it would be possible to make a request with these characters: Lilia, Ortho and Idia (if possible, it would be possible to combine the last two into one story)

The concept remains similar, but I would like the reader to be quite introverted and have difficulty learning the language (for example: pronounces words poorly, writes poorly, and cannot even be read)

I also have an idea for a little scene, here it is: when the reader is being taught, I imagine that they are called to the blackboard and asked to write sentences using the words they have learned, but because they are standing near the blackboard, they are unable to write them and wait for the text to be dictated due to their fear of making mistakes (the rest is up to you to imagine lol)

Yes, it's a rather short story, as I spent all my imagination on the previous request(and I still wanted the request to be short)

Have a nice day/night, and don't forget to take care of yourself (≧∇≦)/

What Are You Saying???

~request~

[hey guys, author here! Here's hoping your day is going well :D I've been a little tired, but this story was still very fun to write! I'm not sure if it's my strongest writing, but it was fun, so that's all that I really care about lolol. I hope y'all can enjoy it as well! And as always, remember to drink some water and get some rest!]

bi-panicatthedisco

Hi, I came up with a couple more ideas

To be honest, I really like the idea that when the characters first realize that they're in a game, they hate the player (or are afraid of them), but then they start to like them because of how the player behaves during the game

They notice that the player is not a heartless person, but rather an ordinary person who doesn't know that the characters have "come to life" and doesn't realize that they might have caused someone pain, discomfort, or even anger (which wouldn't be surprising, especially if the aggressors were Ace or Epel, or even Yuu)

And what if a player was in the game before they were accepted and wanted to be summoned to their world? It would be hell

Imagine you're in your favorite game and you think you can make friends with someone, but you end up facing a lot of hatred. I think there will still be a few students who won't hate the player, or at least not as much (I personally believe that Kalim definitely wouldn't hate the player, and maybe Trey could tolerate the player's presence because he might want to figure out if the player is actually cruel or if it's just a misconception, and maybe Rook out of curiosity)

And by the way, I don't know if you've read "I didn't ask to get isekaied" by Shiny-jr. but I really like the idea that the player might have been harassed or something worse, and as a result, the player refuses to interact with any of them

Of course, we won't go so far as to say that the characters want the player to die or anything like that, but just imagine how much they'd go out of their way to see the player and get a request from them. It's a miracle (if I were in their situation, I would probably lock myself in a room and not leave except at night to get more food)

Now, let's move away from the topic for a moment, but I've been thinking about the possibility that the player seen by the characters behind the screen might be very different from the real player

And to put it simply, the characters found out what the player's character really was, like a player who was quite a cheerful and joyful person, but once in the game they behave differently (for example, the player is not as cheerful as they thought) and if they could not see the player and then found out that the player is not what they imagined personally, I am amused by the idea that they thought that the player has an unearthly beauty, but in fact they are not that beautiful or maybe worse (I do not condemn anyone for external flaws, I personally faced harassment because of my appearance and I'm just giving an example here) and they just... Well, not very happy about it, and I think Vil has taken on the player's appearance (with a softer grip than Epel's)

I love the potential of yandere au because so many things could happen but I think that's about it for now. I might be able to write something else, but it's unlikely to happen anytime soon

(oh my goodness I'm so late answering this- completely forgot to check my inbox for a bit lolol)

Anyway though, AHH I LOVE THIS SO MUCH GIVE ME A MOMENT TO WRITE DOWN MY THOUGHTS :D

I'm always a big fan of the conflicts that can come from self aware au, because realistically these guys aren't going to just accept this right away, y'know? I mean, would you take it well if you randomly found out someone has been observing your life and controlling you, all the while thinking your world and life is a game? Even if they aren't cruel about it, it would still be a horrifying ordeal (at least for me)

So I love this idea! Especially with the NRC boys, they wouldn't take it well (outside of yandere au-) I especially love when they just kinda hate the player? Because personally that's what I'd feel if I was ever in that situation. At least at the beginning. Y'know what? Give me a moment here- (under the cut because it got longer than expected)

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I think that, in a situation like that, I wouldn’t try to force reconciliation.

Even knowing that I never intended to hurt anyone, I would understand the environment as too toxic and too dangerous to remain in. If those people already associated me with invasion, control, pain, loss of privacy, and humiliation, my physical presence would only stir everything up again. Even if some of them, rationally, understood that I was not guilty in the way they imagined, emotionally I would still be the face of the trauma.

And knowing myself, that would be the worst part: because my instinct would be to help.

I would try to explain, apologize, care for them, compensate, reduce the damage. But in that scenario, helping could become another form of intrusion. My kindness could look like manipulation. My presence could prevent them from feeling safe. So perhaps the more “cowardly” choice, but also the more honest one, would simply be to leave.

I would take the little I had, whatever food, clothing, tool, or money I could manage to grab, and try to survive outside NRC. First in the forest of Sage’s Island, if there were no other option; then, with whatever practical knowledge I had and a great deal of caution, I would try to reach a town or village, find a low-profile job, and save enough to leave the island. If it were possible to reach Shaftlands, I would choose a place far from Harveston, far from Epel, far from any obvious route connected to the NRC students.

Because, realistically, who would help?

Crowley could not — or would not — send Yuu back home, even after Yuu helped important figures, solved enormous crises, and saved the school over and over again. So why would he help someone who arrived carrying the hatred and discomfort of almost everyone? It would be more likely for me to die in some convenient “accident” than to receive real protection.

Before running away, maybe I would leave a letter. Not because I believed everyone would read it. Maybe no one would. Maybe they would tear it apart. Maybe only Crewel, Trein, Lilia, or some other adult would have the patience to finish it.

But I would write it anyway.

I would apologize. I would say that I never wanted to hurt them. That I did not know they were real. That I was not a goddess, nor omniscient, nor some entity that had been watching their lives since they were in diapers. I did not know what they ate for breakfast, what they did every day, nor did I have access to every private thought. I was an ordinary person, one among thousands, looking at a story that had been presented to me as a game.

I would also say that, as strange and unfair as it may sound, their stories helped me.

Not because I enjoyed their pain. Not because their traumas were empty entertainment. But because, by seeing their falls and their attempts to rebuild themselves, I learned things that perfect heroes rarely teach.

I learned that order can be born from fear, but it can also be rebuilt through responsibility.

I learned that ambition is not a sin, as long as it does not devour one’s own soul.

I learned that beauty is not the absence of flaws, and that effort does not make someone less worthy of compassion.

I learned that one does not need to be perfect in order to deserve to live.

I learned that kindness, when it does not respect consent, can also become a chain.

I learned that dreams cannot replace reality, no matter how sweet they are.

I learned that the fear of loss does not justify imprisoning what one loves.

I learned that identity can break and still continue to exist.

But none of that erases the damage.

None of that gives me any right over them.

And none of that changes the fact that perhaps all of us were used.

Because if their world was connected to mine, then someone or something built that bridge. If I was thrown there knowing they would hate me, maybe the goal was never justice. Maybe someone was counting on their hatred. Maybe someone chose to turn the player into a target in order to create more chaos.

And honestly, isn’t it strange?

Seven overblots in less than a year. Almost all of them involving dorm leaders or people directly connected to the school’s center of power. Crises piling up one after another, as if choices had been closed off, shortcuts blocked, wounds pressed until they burst.

Maybe I was only one more piece.

Maybe they were too.

That is why I would leave.

Not to run away from guilt.

But because, if my presence feeds their pain and serves the game of some greater entity, then disappearing may be the first choice that is truly mine. ===

To whoever chooses to read this,

I do not know if this letter will ever reach anyone’s hands intact.

Perhaps it will be torn apart before the second line. Perhaps it will be filed away as evidence. Perhaps someone will laugh. Perhaps someone will say it is far too late for apologies.

Perhaps it is.

Even so, I need to write.

I am sorry.

I am not writing this to be absolved. I am not writing to ask you to like me, to forgive me, or to forget what you felt when you discovered my existence. If I were in your place, perhaps I would feel anger too. Perhaps disgust. Perhaps fear.

Having someone watch your life without consent is a violation.

Having your falls, your weaknesses, and your worst moments treated as part of a story must be unbearable.

I understand that now.

But I need to say one thing, even if no one believes me: I did not know you were real.

To me, all of it was a game.

Not an excuse. An explanation.

I did not choose the deepest paths of your lives. I did not decide your childhoods, your pain, your fears, your families, your losses, your obligations, or your collapses. I was not watching you from the cradle. I did not know what you ate when you woke, how you spent your nights, or what you thought when no one was looking.

I am not a goddess.

I am not omniscient.

I am not an entity above your world.

I am only a person.

A person from another world who received fragments of your lives as narrative, battle, mission, card, song, and image. One among thousands who watched, played, cheered, made mistakes, repeated stages, and believed that none of it could truly hurt anyone.

That does not change the fact that it did hurt.

That is why I am leaving.

Not because I think it is unfair to be hated.

Not because I want to appear noble.

I am leaving because my presence seems to reopen wounds I have no right to touch.

If I stay, some will want revenge. Others will try to use me. Others may try to protect me out of pity. And some, perhaps the kindest ones, would try to understand before they were ready. I do not want my existence to force anyone to forgive me before the time is right. I also do not want to become one more crisis inside Night Raven College.

You have already had too many crises.

And that is exactly what frightens me.

Seven overblots in less than one year.

Seven deep ruptures surrounding the same school.

Housewardens. People close to the center of power. Old wounds pressed until they broke. Choices narrowed. Paths closed. Pain accumulated as if someone knew exactly where to touch.

Perhaps you are right to hate me.

But perhaps I am not the origin of the problem.

Perhaps someone connected our worlds on purpose.

Perhaps someone placed an ordinary person in the role of observer so that, when you discovered the truth, you would have a face to hate.

Perhaps someone counted on that.

On your anger.

On my guilt.

On the chaos that would arise when all of us realized, too late, that no one here was completely free.

I have no proof.

I only have fear.

And that is why I am leaving this letter.

I do not magnify your pain. I do not romanticize your trauma. I do not find beauty in what broke you. But it would be a lie to say your stories did not help me.

Through you, I learned that order without care becomes a prison.

I learned that ambition can be strength, but it can also become hunger.

I learned that beauty does not require impossible perfection.

I learned that kindness without consent can also wound.

I learned that identity does not need to be simple in order to be true.

I learned that dreams do not replace reality.

I learned that loving someone does not give you the right to imprison them.

I learned that surviving your own worst moment does not erase guilt, but it can open a path toward responsibility.

You taught me more than many heroes ever could.

And perhaps that is unfair too.

Because you never chose to teach me.

For that, I apologize.

I do not expect an answer.

I do not expect forgiveness.

I only ask that, if one day you think of me, you remember one thing: I was placed on this board too.

And, for the first time since I arrived, I am making the only choice that feels like mine.

I am leaving.

Do not look for me.

Not because I hate you.

But because perhaps the most honest way to respect you is to disappear before my presence hurts you even more.

— The player who never should have crossed the screen

bi-panicatthedisco

ALDHSLSGLAHAKAGAKSJLAHSKSHKSHSKAJALKALA

!?!?!?!?!???!??!!??!!?????????

MY GOODNESS!????????!!!

THIS IS BEAUTIFUL!!!! MY GOODNESS, THIS IS PERFECT AHHHH

DO YOU EVER JUST WANT TO TAKE A PICTURE AND FRAME A STORY? THIS IS THAT. GOODNESS GRACIOUS- YOU'RE SO TALENTED!!!

It's just- it's so relatable too??? Like, my instinct would also be to help, even if it was unwelcome, because I'd feel like I'd caused this. Even if it wasn't on purpose, it was still 'my fault' and therefore something I had to 'fix' y'know?

But that just wouldn't work, and this perfectly captures that feeling of helplessness when you realize you couldn't really help. Plus the LETTER!? PERFECTION!!! BEAUTÈ!!!! ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFUL!!!

IT JUST PORTRAYS THE SADNESS BUT ALSO THE UNDERSTANDING THAT THIS IS REALLY THE ONLY OPTION LEFT, AND I JUST- I'M GOING TO CRY THIS IS LOVELY-

I KNOW I'M USING CAPSLOCK A LOT, BUT ITS THE ONLY WAY TO FULLY EXPRESS HOW ABSOLUTELY ECSTATIC I WAS READING THIS!!! 10/10 THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR WRITING THIS!!!

GONNA GO READ IT AGAIN, BUT REALLY, 100/10 WONDERFUL STORY, GGS ✧⁠◝⁠(⁠⁰⁠▿⁠⁰⁠)⁠◜⁠✧

#MY GOODNESS??????#YOU TOOK THE PROMPT AND ABSOLUTELY RAN WITH IT #OH I LOVE THIS STYLE-#BEAUTÈ #GONNA STOP WRITING TAGS NOW SO I CAN AND RE-READ THE STORY #BUT SERIOUSLY I LOVE IT

since RSA characters are coming out, are you gonna do self-aware for them too or no?

OH ABSOLUTELY!!! ...just not yet haha

Believe me, I've been following along with them since their very first teasers (and even longer with my boi Rielle) (I've been waiting for him since book 3-) and I absolutely adore them! Just one small problem here

I play on the English server, and I try to avoid direct spoilers like watching full translation videos or reading complete character explanation posts. Like I'll see the occasional scene from book 8, and again I'm absolutely loving it already, especially Rielle, but that doesn't mean I understand their characters completely.

I could probably make an educated guess from what I do know, and fill in the blanks with the Disney princess characteristics, but I just don't want to do that? Plus I don't want to really spoil myself by watching the full translations before it comes out on EN servers just to write for them.

So that's all just a long winded way for me to say- yes, but only once it's out on the EN version. After their chapters come out, just assume I'm writing for them haha. Obviously my characterization may not be the best with only a few chapters of them, but hopefully it won't be the worst lolol.

(...okay, it may be too early for me to say this, but I'm a very big fan of Alice in wonderland and all adaptations of her. So once her twsted counterpart comes out on JP, I may open requests earlier for him because I'm already so hyped I swear-)

Thanks for the question though! Hopefully I was able to explain myself well :D

#the RSA characters are already shaping up to be some of my favorites!#I'm not jumping ship from NRC #but i swear it's close-#genuinely only Grim and Yuu could make me stay at NRC if I was invited to RSA #(tho tbh I wouldn't expect an invite from RSA anytime soon lolol)#...I don't have anything else to put in the tags #so why don't I ask y'all a question?#you guys now know I'm most excited for twsted Alice #but who are you most excited for?#you can say Rielle or Minajael if you already KNOW they're going to stay your favorite out of all the RSA characters #but otherwise-#I'm curious what you guys think about them!#anyway I'm heading to bed- goodnight! or... morning? good day! I hope you have a great day!

😔l hear mine lovely pookie sick so here a delulu of Rielle holding your hand to his cheek and sing under the sea(l forgot the name of Ariel song😭 but your get what l try to say right?):D he here to heal yah up with his song give him some love will yah?(l tell you what l pretty proud of mine second attempt to draw him the only twst l give him a second shot at fanart)

ALFHKSHSKAHSKSHKAKSKAJJSJSGSIKAKSKSJ

Okay-

ALDHSLSHLSHAKSHAKSHKAHAKSJSKHKSJALKLLALAHDKSJLA

Okay-

I'm absolutely not normal about this, but it's so beautiful I don't think anyone could be-

(also please ignore the fact I haven't answered this for... Months. I've kinda been saving it in my inbox because I love it so muchhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! But it's so beautiful everyone deserves to see it!!!!)

I may not have mentioned it here before, but I'm absolutely loving Rielle so far!!!! 10/10 character, I've been waiting for his reveal for YEARS, and he did NOT disappoint!

AND NEITHER DID THIS ART I'M GOING FERAL-

BEAUTÈ!!! FULL MARKS!!! (I'M GOING TO BED IN LIKE A MINUTE, BUT I LOVE THIS SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SOOOOOOOO MUCH THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR MAKING IT YOUR ART STYLE IS TOO BEAUTIFUL I'M GOING TO CRY)

There's just something about it!!!! I don't know how to explain it, but I can most definitely try! It's just soft, but not the same way a fuzzy blanket would be, y'know? Like satin, or whatever the heck that fabric Vil's lux couture was made out of. This is that. It's elegant and classy, but still beautiful and welcoming, y'know???????????? (Honestly I'm not sure if I even know at this point, all I really know is that I absolutely love this-)

Thank you again for sharing! I would say more, but I'm about to head to bed since it's almost 1:30 in the morning, and sleep can sometimes be important lolol

Sooooo as always, remember to drink some water and get some rest (I say, like a hypocrite) and also always remember that I absolutely adore your arttttt and it's so beautifullllllllllllll ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh

#BEAUTÈ #THANKS AGAINNNNNNN #YES I KNOW IVE SAID THAT A LOT BUT I ABSOLUTELY MEAN IT EVERY TIME #RABBIT'S ART DESERVES ALL THE PRAISE AND COMPLIMENTS AND MY ONLY REGRET IS THAT I DONT HAVE ENOUGH WORDS/TIME TO SAY THEM ALL MYSELF #...I swear sometimes I feel like Sebek with Mallsus when I see your art haha #seriously though #I really appreciate you sharing this with me!#it's always appreciated!!#I hope your day is going well!#✧⁠◝⁠(⁠⁰⁠▿⁠⁰⁠)⁠◜⁠✧

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Hi, I came up with a couple more ideas

And what if a player was in the game before they were accepted and wanted to be summoned to their world? It would be hell

Now, let's move away from the topic for a moment, but I've been thinking about the possibility that the player seen by the characters behind the screen might be very different from the real player

I love the potential of yandere au because so many things could happen but I think that's about it for now. I might be able to write something else, but it's unlikely to happen anytime soon

(oh my goodness I'm so late answering this- completely forgot to check my inbox for a bit lolol)

Anyway though, AHH I LOVE THIS SO MUCH GIVE ME A MOMENT TO WRITE DOWN MY THOUGHTS :D

#twisted wonderland #twst #disney twisted wonderland #self aware au #self aware twisted wonderland #self aware twst #I'm not sure if I should add the usual tags-#I mean #I'm going to?#but I don't know if this counts as a actual story or just a random thingy #y'know?#anyway though #I hope y'all are doing well!#like I said in the post #I've been pretty busy with a new job and it's been difficult getting used to the new schedule #but I'm still planning to write fics #it just might take longer since I don't have as much free time as before haha #anyway- randomly-#I love adding random trivia into the tags #just little fun facts!#soooooo #why don't I let y'all tag readers in on a little secret?#I'm planning to make a big-ish project for my next birthday series thing #so I'll be postponing opening my requests again once I'm done with my current ones #but hopefully it'll be worth it!#I don't want to share too much in case it doesn't work out well #but it'll definitely have all the dorms + ramshackle!#I'm just hoping it's not too big for me to finish in time haha #anyway-#/⁠ᐠ⁠｡⁠ꞈ⁠｡⁠ᐟ⁠\

A little bit back, I was re-reading some old asks. And a pretty common question I was asked was "who was your favorite character?" a very reasonable question. And the answer is Grim

But after reading it again, I realized something. It's the sort of question that wouldn't have come up in the first place if you guys knew what my guest room looked like. So I just wanted to share it here-

Believe me, I would have four copies of Grim walking around with the guest key if that was possible lolol.

In any case, I'm still working on my next fic, and it should be out pretty soon. I just wanted to drop in and share this MASTERPIECE (it's only a masterpiece because Grim is in it) with you guys! And I hope y'all are having a great day!!!

#grim twisted wonderland #he's my booooooiii!!!#yes this is random but it's also a crime I haven't shared this Grim thingy sooner.#I'm usually unconfident in my work #but when it comes to Grim #no matter what I'll love it!#I suppose that's just what it means to have him as your favorite haha #perfect kitty cat dire beast weasel Tanuki thing!#him and Yuu are my faves #and I'll never shut up about it #/⁠ᐠ⁠｡⁠ꞈ⁠｡⁠ᐟ⁠\ /🔥｡⁠ꞈ⁠｡🔥\#tried to make the cat more like grim #but now it just looks like it's on fire #yay.#welp #I'm heading to bed #this is what happens when I make random posts after 1am lolol

Hi hello actual request this time

This is very self-indulgent but shhhhh

Imagine the self-aware AU except instead of the reader finding out through getting forcefully isekaied by the cast, they just get to talk to them through the home screen before that.

Like- they have their home screen open and are just talking to themself as if talking to the character they have set there. Suddenly, said character starts responding on his own directly to the player. After throwing their phone at the wall from the panic, they eventually calm down and actually listen to him. (bonus points if he reveals that he's been able to hear everything they've said to him for a long time and it took a lot of restraint to not respond). This somehow evolves into the reader and the character actively talking to eachother through the screen.

Something something the reader becomes even more attached to him because now they can actually talk to him for real and not have to just imagine interacting with him. Maybe he was already their comfort character but now he's their comfort person.

Then they (inevidably) get isekai-ed to TWST. After mentally adjusting to the whole actually dying for a hot sec, they then realize where they are. They realize who they can finally meet in person.

Something something they then finally get to meet their favorite character face to face. After some talking they get a bit emotional and ask if they can hug him or something because they've wanted to do that with him since forever. I imagine them being like really hesitant and nervous to ask because they don't want to do anything that'll make him uncomfortable.

They eventually hug. Happy tears ensue :]

(God I am so unhealthy for this stupid game and these stupid characters it's insane)

(This with Riddle, Azul, and whoever else you wanna add if anyone at all.)

(Feel free to ignore lol)

Hope you're doing well and have a good rest of your day :]

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~request~

[hey guys, author here! Firstly, I must warn y'all that I fear I lingered too much on the death part of the isekai??? Long story short, take this as a warning against writing while listening to the sad playlist unless you're going for angst haha. But other than that, it was very fun to write! And I hope y'all can enjoy it :D I for one am pretty proud of it. At least... I think so? I wrote most of it at night, so I think it was alright? Lolol. In any case, remember to drink some water and get some rest, and I hope you have a wonderful rest of your day/night!]

Words Not Forgotten.

~Request Pt. 2~

[hey guys, author here! I don't have much else to say about this fic other than what I said in the first part, but I hope y'all can enjoy the story! And hey, this is a learning thingy for me, since I didn't realize Tumblr had a block limit??? Welp, hopefully that won't be an issue in the future lolol. Btw, the request is in the first part, so you'll have to check it out for the context haha. Sorry! Just a little too long to add here lolol. In any case, remember to drink some water and get some rest, and I hope you have a wonderful rest of your day!]

(Pt. 1, Ace and Ruggie)

Hey there! I’ve been reading your works for quite some time and I’m so happy that you’ve opened your requests! This is my first time making a request so forgive me if there are any mistakes!

Basically, my idea for the request is that the player gets transported into Twisted Wonderland like usual. The player sees their favorite character that they put on their homescreen (in this case, the characters I would like to request separately are Ace, Ruggie, Kalim, and Cater!). However, they are too scared to talk to them because they are worried about what he would think of them or even care to be their friend, so they avoid him as a result! Instead of befriending any of the main cast, they are taken under wing by the background mob student Scarabia Student B (I’m not really sure if them being self-aware would be relevant to this story, but just in case if it is, I believe they would not be self-aware).

Scarabia Student B isn’t mean to the player though, in fact, it’s the far opposite. He is very supportive of the player’s interest and what they have to say. They genuinely have a good time hanging out, whether it be during lunch or outside of school. Despite this, the player has something that’s been nagging their mind lately.

So I’ll do a bit of explaining in case if you don’t know, but the player is experiencing a platonic crush. A platonic crush is basically a crush but instead of wanting to date them, it’s wanting to be friends with them. I’ve experienced this myself a couple of times lol, sometimes I just notice someone and wish I could befriend them (I promise I’m not lonely though, I do have friends haha). Pretty much the player wants to befriend their favorite character but they can’t because their social anxiety doesn’t allow for it.

Unbeknownst to the player and their friend, however, the character is not only self-aware of the player back when they were at the other side of the screen, but they’ve also been trying to befriend the player! Unfortunately, it either falls flat due to some other circumstances or the player is too oblivious of their actions. It’s also confusing for him because the player is hanging out with the background characters, not them! Scarabia Student B eventually notices what’s going on between the character and the player. After trying to point out the many signs to the player and encouraging them (I just want a scene in each story where he’s like, ‘Don’t you realize what he’s doing?! Talk to him!’ and the player’s just like, ‘I can’t!’ It would be so funny.), he takes it upon himself to craft a scenario where the player would be forced to talk to the character (like the player getting forced to attend Kalim’s party and is left alone by their friend so they can be approached by the character, but you can decide what to do for the other characters!). After that all pans out, the character and the player are now friends and they all live happily ever after! (With Student B and the player still being friends of course).

This is getting pretty long so I’ll stop here now lol (it took so long writing this…). In case if you missed it because it’s in the midst of the walls of text, the characters I requested are Ace, Ruggie, Kalim, and Cater. I’m sorry if it’s pretty detailed, it’s just that I have a specific vision for this fanfic! Also, I know the concept is pretty similar to other ones you’ve done like Merchandise Care and Actions of Fear (in that the player avoids the characters), but I think there’s enough new stuff in here to keep it interesting. I would write it for myself if I could but a lot of things in my life right now have kept me pretty busy. Plus, I really love your writing! Thank you in advance if you ever get to writing this request, and I hope you have a great day. Also, make sure to eat, drink, and take care of yourself!

Words Not Forgotten.

~Request~

[hey guys, Author here! Lolol, I know it's been awhile, but I hope y'all have been doing well during my hiatus! It just took a little longer than expected to get back into writing, and wasn't helped at all by an unexpected acnh phase haha. But this story was very fun to write, even if it took a bit! And I hope people will like it :D in any case, as always, remember to drink some water and get some rest if needed, and I hope you have a wonderful rest of your day! (Ps, this fic ended up being too long for one post, so I'll link the second part here!)]

(Pt. 2, Kalim and Cater)

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Hey guys, Author here!

Little notice about the lack of activity for the last month

I ended up joining a musical near the end of last month, and the practice for it almost always takes up my free time at the end of the day. And what other time I have, I'm tired from that practicing. So I haven't had the time to write anything, at least not without messing up my sleep schedule haha. So there likely won't be any new fics until the musical is over. Which will be near the start of May. After that, it might take a bit to get back into the swing of things, but you can definitely expect a few fics at least lolol. Thanks for your patience :D and I hope y'all have been staying healthy!

And finally, as I always try to say, remember to drink some water and get some rest! And I hope to post the next fic soon!

#I should've mentioned this sooner #but I kept procrastinating making the post #because I always thought I'd be able to finish a new fic soon enough to make it seem like there never was an absence #but now it's been nearly a month lolol #thanks to all the folks who've been waiting!#and I'll make sure to let y'all know a little sooner next time haha #and always remember you're lovely #✧⁠◝⁠(⁠⁰⁠▿⁠⁰⁠)⁠◜⁠✧

>:Dcheer up look what l have for you

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LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE

IM GOING FERAL- HE'S PERFECT- I LOVE HIM!

THANK YOU SO MUCH?????????? OH MY GOODNESS???????? LOOK HE STILL DOESN'T BEST GRIM FOR MY TOP FAVORITE, BUT IT'S DANGEROUSLY CLOSE-

OH GOSH THIS REALLY DOES CHEER ME UP??? Like it turns out I was getting sick, and that's what made me so tired, and this is seriously so positive and precious it's making me feel so happy??!!!? Gahhh too cuteeeeeeeee!!!! THANK YOU!!!!!!

I'm going FERAL- I wanna pat his head and give him forehead kisses and most importantly I WANT HIM TO BE ON THE ENGLISH SERVER ASAP!? I understand the Minajael hype, but Rielle is the true star of it all for me!!! Gahh I wanna meet him nowwwwwwwwww!!!

Oh my goodness gracious, THIS IS TOO CUTE, IM GETTING CUTENESS AGGRESSION AND WANNA SQUEEZE HIM LIKE FLOYD WOULD, YOUR ART- ITS PERFECT- IM GONNA SCREAM---- AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Thank you so much for sharing this, and I'm gonna go take a nap and feel so much happier just knowing this exists. Thank you thank you thank you!!!

(your art never fails to impress!! This style really suits him!!! Then again it probably suits everyone, it's a very flattering and very pretty style!!)

Item: Your ID Rarity: ⏶ Common

Do you have a username you always use in games?

Feed your dashboard by answering my question, blogger.

Alrighty then, might as well do one of these while going through my asks-

Yes and no, I will explain.

I used to always go by this one that I picked out in middle school, and it's still the name I go by in several of them. (It's cringe, not sharing it lolol) But by now I've changed my naming strategy to either be a random word that I think would fit the game (like hourglass for legends Arceus, or blossom for pokemon mystery dungeon. I was a Bulbasaur!)

Or sometimes I'll just use my name, especially if it's a game where characters will call you by the name given. Like fields of mistria, or twisted wonderland.

So I used to have a single username I'd use, but by now it's so convoluted and confusing that I tend to pick something random. (Jester is a favorite of mine haha)

#tumblr snek #feed the feed

Since the author is interested in my ideas about yandere au, here's another one: I'll probably continue the topic about how some characters can be greatly distorted if they are yandere:

We yes WE don't talk enough about the potential of yn!Yuu (especially if they're working with Grim, because they can manipulate the player very well without arousing suspicion (from the player lol)) In fact, Yuu can be both one of the player's closest companions and one of the worst people the player has ever encountered (if we're talking about how Yuu can understand their obsession and try to get rid of it just to bring the player into this world and live with them) Imagine that Yuu had a huge hatred for the player and they would like to share this hatred with someone just so that no one would support them (for various reasons), but in the end Grim was able to reconcile them because he does not want to see his henchmen quarreling with each other or (worse) fighting and now imagine this scene: Yuu and the player are sitting on the same couch and listening to lectures from Grim, and he even threatens that if they don't stop it, then maybe he can attract someone who can quickly "reconcile" them (loud cough Lilia even more violent cough) (I don't have a lot of thoughts, but I might come up with something else later) I think that yn!Riddle is too strict (but if we're talking about the time before he overblotted, that's a different story) it's like yn!Vil, where I don't think he would have been too controlling but also wouldn't have allowed too much freedom I mean he would let a lot of things slide but he would make comments if the player did too many rule violations in a short time he would still turn a blind eye (for the most part) but if we're talking about others, I think he would be much stricter but he wouldn't use his special magic unless the student had violated a lot of rules, but if the player intervened, the student would get away with paperwork lol

I don't know how platonic!yn! Ortho feels about it, but I like the idea that he would be the one trying to play matchmaker to connect yn!Idia with a player Like, imagine that before the player got into the game, there was an Ortho on the "home background" (or where we end up after entering the game), and he was collecting information about the player and betraying them to his brother (who might have shared false information with others to make himself look better) and once the player was in the game, they used it to make the player trust them more than others. (I just wanted to mention this because I think it's worth discussing)

And if we're talking about the fact that the player doesn't know their language? (the idea is just too good, and I've been thinking about it for a long time) everyone can use this, and imagine how many opportunities there will be? They can easily gain the player's trust and use this opportunity to build a foundation where the player can become "the one" (if you know what I mean), or they can deceive the player and start dating from the beginning under the pretext of "learning the language," and the player might not know about it (this scenario could work well for Azul and some other characters)

I want to write a little bit about a trope that is not often used (at least I don't see it often in fanfictions) but I find it interesting. This part of my post will talk about cannibalism (which I naturally condemn and do not support in real life) and if the author or someone is not comfortable with this topic, I kindly ask you to skip it, thank you for understanding

You know, I've seen fanfictions where Trey is portrayed as someone who kills a student and then "disposes" of the body by adding it to food and then feeding it to either the object of his obsession or other students so what am I talking about? I personally think that Trey could have done it, but I think this trope is more suitable for the Octavinelle guys JUST LISTEN, I think it's very risky for Trey to do this because students (like Ace) might walk in at the wrong time, and he could get caught red-handed. That's why I believe Octavinelle might have done it, as there's a lower chance of being noticed (and if someone did notice, they might have been intimidated or eliminated) And here I have a little scenario on this path:

Look, I personally see that the playable NRC students have some kind of unspoken agreement where, if it comes to murder, they must approach it very carefully and cautiously

I personally believe that Savanaclaw or Rook can be given a case to collect data (sometimes Ignihyde if "uncomfortable" information starts to appear on the internet), and if a student knows too much or spreads rumors, they are "removed" and Octavinelle takes care of this part I'll try to explain it briefly: they are given a dossier on a student => Azul assigns the task of developing a murder plan to Jade => Jade develops the plan and explains it to Floyd => Floyd beats the student to the point where it is impossible to identify him by his face => they quickly conceal the evidence, and the body is either thrown into the sea or placed in a backroom in a restaurant => if the body is placed in a backroom, it is prepared for the next shift (personally, I think that depending on the student's race, the meat may have a different smell and taste) (if the meat smells too strong, then some kind of potion or seasoning may be used to mask the smell) and they try to bring it as close as possible to meat of animal origin (this may also apply to the color of the meat, since I believe what if the student was from the sea, then the meat has a brighter meat color) => meat is used to cook dishes for dear guests :)

that's all my ideas for now, but I might share something else later

If something is unclear, I can explain it in the comments (≡^∇^≡)

Oh my goodness, this has been in my inbox for awhile but it's just so good-

Yet again, your opinions on the yandere au are absolutely wonderful! Let me go and respond to this by each section...

Okay about yandere Yuu, OH MY GOODNESS I LOVE IT. You don't get it, they live rent free in my head. Yuu is just so underutilized in stories, and they have such potential! Everything about them works no matter what sort of story you're trying to write

They can be overbearingly soft and sweet and doting because they understand how stressful this can be, and would probably be protective.

Or they can be utterly obsessive because this is the player who controls everything, and had complete control over them. And now they can finally meet them in person, they can't get enough.

They can be manipulative and isolating, because you're the only one they have, so you have to stay with them so the others won't bully them, you will, won't you? They'd be completely alone again without you.

They could be an actual doll, that was brought to life only for you, but gained sentience through your care for the world and characters, and started existing only for you not just because that was their purpose, but because they wanted to.

Or even angsty! Because this person has controlled them for however long now, and they want their autonomy back! But hatred and love are two sides of the same coin, and they start obsessing over everything the player does 'because they need to discover their weakness' and would it really be too unrealistic to say that once they discover just how many weaknesses the player has, they would wanna protect them? 'so that only they get to mess with them'?

Everything you do with them- absolutely perfect. Yuu may be a blank slate, but they're so fun to write! Absolutely versatile, and I love every version of them. I tend to switch between those different sorts of versions when I write them, because each of them are so cool there's no way I could pick my favorite out of them.

And YES, using Grim for help would be so smart! (Especially for me, he's my favorite and they could literally get me to agree with basically anything if they just get Grim to ask me. Plus I'd probably willingly stay in ramshackle forever if it meant hanging out with Grim and Yuu forever haha)

Oh my gosh YES absolutely yandere Riddle is often treated like that! I feel like when people write yandere Riddle, they often go for either completely overbearing and extreme with his darling, or the rules are completely thrown out the window because Riddle just loves them so much.

And no hate to people who write him like that, both are completely valid interpretations. After all, yandere is just a character's affection being pushed to its extremes. So it makes sense for other personality points to be pushed to extremes as well, right?

But personally I just don't see it quite like that. I think he would still wanna teach them the rules, but be much softer about it. Like he doesn't care if they make a mistake as long as they're trying to learn, y'know? It's definitely just me with my bias towards soft yandere's, but I think he'd be a very sweet yandere (as long as you pander to him)

Truthfully, he has a good potential to be strict and mean, but much like the queen of hearts and her partner, I don't think that would be directed to you. Unless you directly opposed him. He's just not that sort of person (in my interpretation.)

Though I'll admit, I'm still a sucker for those fics where he disregards the rules for the reader because they become his new rules, and everything they say is law. It's not the most realistic, but it's a fun one for me to read. And out of the two, either super strict or super sweet, I'd rather go for the sweet one haha.

I love platonic yandere Ortho, who sees you as a big sibling already and will stop at nothing to make that a reality! After all, Idia already loves you, and it would make everyone happy! (Well, depending on the circumstances, maybe not you, but he'll try and make it fun for you as well)

I think people can write off Ortho as just sweet and 'too good for this world'. And while I can jokingly agree with them, he still is a NRC student, and it Really shows. I mean, he's so nonchalant about just destroying the entire school to rescue his brother. Or y'know, the entirety of his dorm uniform vignette???

He's absolutely selfish, and I love that about him, so I think he'd make a very good platonic yandere, especially when it comes to gathering information. You just know he's hacking your phone if he thinks it'd help him or Idia get close to you in any way.

I dunno, I just love the potential he has, that feels wasted when he's just written as either 'little baby too good for this world' or 'little baby too good for this world - with lasers'. Naturally I don't mean to send hate to folks who think of him like that, and heck I even thought of him like that at first. But it's just not my cup of tea, y'know?

Ohhh YES, more of the language barrier twst thing. You just know the NRC students will be taking advantage of this situation so much. You're just so helpless without an ability to communicate in this world, they can so easily make you dependent on them, it's just- perfect.

From simple things like making you confess your love to them without knowing what the words mean, or bigger things like not letting you learn the language properly so you'll stay stuck with him forever, otherwise you'll be completely lost, right?

And a word of advice to you about Azul? NEVER SIGN THE CONTRACTS. Look, it would be stupid to sign them even if you were able to read the writing on it. But now??? He can legitimately just lie about what's on the paper, and once the deal comes back to bite you (and keep you both together for eternity) he can just say it was a matter of bad translation and he's sooo sorryyyy this happened. ...hm? Oh, no he won't be dissolving the contract. Really now, do you take him for a fool?

Okay, soooo cannibalism? While I myself am fine discussing the topic, especially since I've gotten pretty deep into the yandere scene and I've definitely seen those Trey fics. (And naturally I DO NOT SUPPORT IT IRL) I'll just add a cut here so people uncomfortable with the subject don't have to read about it if they don't wish to.

#thanks for the ask!#twisted wonderland #twst #disney twisted wonderland #yandere twst #these guys are so silly and emotionally constipated #little gremlins of yanderes #love 'em

Knock knock:D l’m here to deliver the gifts l promise(well a redo because last time to did pretty bad this time l try harder??? But yeah here yah go💖) just a doodles so uhh l not gonna color it tho:D

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(yes I know I forgot to respond to this for awhile, but geez Louise this is amazing-)

GRIM MY BOY!!!! AND SILVER TOO!! While grim is my current favorite, Silver was the hand I took at the start, and I still really care for him!! And- !?!?!?!?!?!!!!!!!! Your art style is perfect for them!!?!?!!

You have such a soft yet elegant way of making art, y'know? Kinda reminds me of lace agates, if you know what those are (if you don't, go look them up, they're also beautiful) or just lace! I just-

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Your art makes me feral, I don't know what I did to get so lucky as to have someone as wonderful and talented as you as my friend, but goodness gracious- thank you so much! Honestly this absolutely makes my day :D

Oh my goodness I wanna pet grim so badly, he looks adorable while he's sleeping- and so is Silver!? Gahh I'm gonna scream they're too cutee-!!!!

Thank you so much for sharing this!!!! And I'm going to go and have a wonderful day now just having seen this- like genuinely, this is wonderful, goodness gracious

#ARTTTTTTTT #MASTERPIECEEEEE #THANK YOU SO MUCH RABBITTTTTT #I would eat this art #but I don't wanna disturb their nap-#thanks again #gonna go scream again

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Hi, I wanted to write this letter because I want to express my sincere gratitude to you for starting to write on twst (❁´◡`❁)

I am sincerely grateful to you for this, as it has made my workdays much easier to endure. Thank you also for writing wonderful responses to your subscribers' inquiries, which are always interesting to read (even if I don't particularly like the idea)

You may be wondering, "What is the purpose of this message?" I will respond, tomorrow (April 6) as it is my birthday, and I wanted to express my thoughts to you

It may sound silly, but I want you to know

Thank you for your blog, and I hope you will continue to write it (but don't forget to take breaks) (≧∇≦)/

(Yes, it may not be as much as I would like to say, but I decided to write it anyway)

Happy Birthday @melodicofsirens!

~not a request, but a gift~

[hey guys, author here! And hello especially to you @melodicofsirens!!! You've been there for me basically since the beginning of my journey as an author, so please consider this a thank you gift :D and here's hoping you have a wonderful birthday! I'll admit this story was a rather quick one, but hopefully you can still enjoy it haha. And in any case- remember to drink some water and get some rest, and HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!]

#thanks for the ask!!#and a very happy birthday to you!!!#(my brain keeps trying to sing the unbirthday song but like- no??? it's not???)#these guys are fun to write haha #and I hope it doesn't feel too clunky #I'll admit I rushed it a bit to get it out today #but it was still fun to write haha #(my brain is still singing the unbirthday song... sighhhhhh)#well then.#a veryyy merryyy birthday toooo youuuuuuuu!!!#and I hope you have a wonderful day!

Hello~ I hope you are having a great day, I have a bit of a request if that’s alright. I really like the self-aware fics, especially when the player gets isekaied to Twist and the plushie of them becomes their son. We’ve only ever seen Leona or Malleus meet them, but what about Azul, Kalim, Deuce or Jack. If you want for the request, you pick one you like more, I just like to see the boys interacting with kids ^^

The Most Cherished.

~request~

[hey guys, author here! Apologies for the wait haha, it's just been a bit of a busy week. But this one was very fun to write! And truth be told, this and the previous version are some of my favorites, just because the prompt idea is so fun :D lolol, I'll stop my rambling now, but as always, remember to drink some water and get some rest, And always remember that you're lovely!]

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