Honestly, I really don't know how to start this blog because this past few days I feel like I'm lost in abyss. I don't know what to feel and I don't know how to stay alive. I don't wanna sound depressed because I'm not but upon hearing what others define it as, I'm slowly thinking that I am near to having it. Out of nowhere I felt unproductive and worthless, worried and useless. It makes me wanna question my existence and let everything great I've done before be wasted.
Until...
This Sunday, on our church's worship service, I was again reminded of my purpose. The message of God delivered by our Senior Pastor, rekindled that I lost. The fire that burns to do everything in all excellence.
The message I heard was strengthened by the video that happened to appear on my Youtube frontpage. A podcast named 'KwentoJuan' and they have the famous millennial influencer Jericho Arceo as their guest speaker.
The question that once was flooding my mind was slowly set into peace just like the story on how God calmed the raging ocean written in the Bible. I cannot put into words how grateful I am that I have a God who teaches me not just to strive but to thrive.
He keeps on reminding me that we aren't only destined to work hard but we are also designed to prosper, but, that prosperity can never be achieved in an instance. Prosperity isn't as easy as getting it overnight but we should understand that it will only be attained with facing struggles and hardships, and releasing our strongholds because all of that will teach us lessons. Lessons which will change our mindset about living everything not just to please people but to do everything for God's glory that it may cause a great holistic breakthrough in our lives. Also, a lesson that left a rhema in my heart was when they say "Substance over Status. Character over Intellect." and I cannot forget the quote by C.S. Lewis, "Education without values makes man a clever devil". A sentence that is self-explanatory.
These lessons I've learned from the people who speaks life and the messages God is teaching me were the reasons of mine in conquering my daily life with full confidence. To do every single actions not to please people but to glorify God.
"Love is transcendental, you have to get it from above, beybe!" - Jericho Arceo














