"Follow your dreams"

Man life sure knows how to fuck with you. Reality such again...and again... When will things ever turn to all good and great? ! When will I'll feel that love again?! When will I feel satisfied? ! I feel lost...from my own feelings...when will i feel that your good enough? When will I realize that? Distance is such a killer... Can a person your falling for ever leave? Can relationship work out even with such distance? Can i truly be honest even when the distance is such a killer? When will the time comes when you won't slip my fingers again...even though i know you'll come back again to me. This feelings I'm feeling...the questions in my mind...has it ever occur to you...that maybe being bestfriends are enough? Than being both in relationship and being my best friend from years now? Will we even last? Or we will end up as friends again?

Have you ever had that moment in time...where you felt that heart ache... Mine was heart ache of having him across the world...his so far away but I know when ever he comes back home..his home is with me. I miss him dearly I'm falling so much deeper for him And its crazy how we still have each other for all the ups and down we went through. I have never felt such feeling of happiness knowing i have finally found a man thats makes me super happy..makes me be the better person..and pushes me for goals and dreams I'm aiming for. No relationship are perfect...having a military boyfriend isnt easy but i know how i want to be with him. I wanna be there to see..watch..and congratulate him for his achievements..and keep pushing him and supporting him for what ever he chooses for his future... I miss you my darling!♡♡♡

I have found a great man like you...but don't forget we both have histories we didn't like. Don't do the same to me. And don't make me regret liking you so much. Just saying.

Someone who I wake up next to and never have wonder if they are going to leave.