my lavender baby.

HELLO THERE !! super nice to meet you all , i hope you’re well !! i’m going to ( hopefully ) keep this short but i’m kiara , and this is my new chaos spawn kwon intae !! he’s definitely a lot to handle but in his own weird way , doing his best ?? kinda. anywho i’ll leave all the info about him below , you can also check out his profile , bio , and wanted connections ( under read more ) for more info !! also please give this a like if you’d like to plot , and i hope to meet you and all your lovely muses very soon !! <33

. . . “so i’m sure you’ll be fine without me, but i honestly doubt i’d be able to find anyone in this club that could top you,” he hums almost innocently, though the direction of his gaze says otherwise. he gently rests his head against the arm around his shoulders. “what a stroke of luck, huh?”

to intae , yun is the polar opposite of his energy in many ways - the hustle and bustle of intae’s lifestyle contrasting what seemed to be yun’s previously more calmed one. but to intae , it was fun , observing all the differences in their personalities and how they made up for what the other lacked. plus , it was no secret intae seemed to be drawn to those unlike him , often seeking others who would level him out rather than be a mirrored version of him. seeing the clubbing scene through yun’s more inexperienced eyes made everything so much more fun , so exciting , and it’s why the other’s managed to climb to the top of intae’s recent contact list.

“ and what if i want to try my magic out on you , yun , hm ? ” there’s no hesitation in intae’s response , as he’s never the type to hold back on making a move. sure , him and yun had been friends through high school , but for intae , that was not hardly enough of a boundary from keeping his temptations at bay. his hand grazes along the clothing over yun’s hipbone idly , but only for a moment , not wanting to overstep without permission. if it was up to intae , he’d already be all over the other , but given the entire experience was still new for yun , he figures tonight calls for a more subtle approach. “ i’ve already set my eyes on who i want , so why waste time entertaining myself with anything less than him ? ” yun might be right. if he wanted , he could test his charms out all throughout the club. but there’s fun in tension , and yun provides him with the invaluable combination of novelty and curiosity. 

weak in the knees. it’s something about the more indirect , subtly-implied flirting that instantly brings intae to a state of pure bliss. yun is no exception , and by the way his eyes peer back at yun with anticipation , it’s no doubt the other’s already managed to wind him up , whether he knows it or not. but before he can get too excited , the bouncer calls the two to the front. before long , the two are guided into the first venue of the night , and almost as if reunited with his home , intae lets out a dramatic exhale of contentment.

  . . .   "at this rate, you’ll be opening your own entertainment agency after becoming a successful entertainer by the time any company baits their eyes at me.“ she pouts, feeling like a child for exposing her feelings like that but with intae that seems surprisingly ok. "actually,” daeun sniffs. “maybe that should be my new plan: have you open up an agency so i can be accepted there. if hard work won’t get me anywhere, then nepotism will.”

daeun’s melancholy entrance tells intae everything he needs to know , so the second he hears her doubts in her performance he secures his arms around her in a firm hug. he’s usually horrible when it comes to emotional comfort , but he likes to think with daeun , he does a pretty alright job. for one reason or another , comforting the other comes natural to him , and he even feels his own spirit grow slightly sad at the other’s disappointment. while he tried not to let things get to him as much now , he surely was similar when he was younger , but with time had learned that putting immense pressure on himself didn’t help anybody.

“ ahh , daeun , don’t look down on yourself ! nothing already done is worth crying over , okay ? ” the words he speaks are actually his mother’s , though when she said them to intae , they were bitter and a harsh way to scold a younger intae into shutting off his emotions. but when he tells them to daeun , he brings new meaning to them , tone softened and patting her back for reassurance. he lets her finish speaking , and when she’s done , the male gently grabs her by the shoulder to make eye contact with him. her damp eyes are enough to fold his lips into a genuine frown , feeling a stinging feeling in his chest at the pitiful sight.

“ are you kidding ? you did great ! y’know , i get we’re friends and all , but i seriously got chills hearing you perform. it’s like . . . your energy somehow synced to me. ” bringing their hands together , he makes a little sound effect to mimic energy transfer between the two of them , hoping his own stupidity can coax a laugh out of his friend. “ but really , you did a good job , ok ? you gotta remember you’re still young , and you’re still learning. i was seriously impressed and this isn’t even your final form. can you imagine how unstoppable you’ll be in just a couple years ? ” and really , intae means every word he says. ever since he’s known daeun, the male has admired her dedication to her craft and ability to be self-critical. however , it was also something daeun didn’t know how to stop doing , so he took it upon himself to step in whenever she was too hard on herself in moments like these.

. . . “ oh, and would you like another beer ?? looks like you’re running low. ” with that, he takes a look at his own beverage; realizing that he’s fine since he’s been sipping on it slowly — not wanting his moon-like cheeks to go pink too quickly. it’s not like he needs the alcohol, anyway, when he’s already feeling buzzed thanks to intae being so close to him. “ i’m glad that you were able to come tonight, by-the-way. it gets lonely around here, and i really appreciate your presence… in more ways than one. ” sarang teases, sending intae a wink.

is this what heaven feels like ? it definitely must taste like this , because with each bite of the marinated beef he finds himself seeping deeper into pure ecstasy. it was an interesting predicament to be in , being treated to a home-cooked meal by someone he’d initially thought would be a short fling. however , whether through intae’s good fortune or a true connection , sarang had somehow charmed his way into intae’s life , becoming a far more familiar face than he’d expected. with most hook ups , intae flirted his way into the bedroom , hooked up , then left before any thoughts of commitment could arise. it was all fun , yet lacked the yearning , build-up , and tension that really made things fun for intae. 

but with sarang , perhaps fitting for someone with a name such as his , romance was never out the question , despite their more . . .  ambiguous relationship status , their intimacy-driven encounters never lacked in effort or allure. and , as proved by the events of today , he put so much thought and care into everything he did , even for someone he was rather casually involved with such as intae. it’s all the benefits of a relationship without any the commitment , which to a individualist like intae , was practically music to his ears. sarang had managed to wind intae so tightly under his spell that he’d hardly been spending more time with him than without. 

the feeling of even slight contact from sarang breaks him out of his thoughts , and when his eyes meet the other , they’re tinted with amusement and desire. not now , intae. try to show some restraint. “ mm , the food ? it’s no match for you , but it’s good too. ” he only chuckles for a second before waving the intentionally cheesy comment off , offering a serving of his own food to the male across from him. “ but seriously - thank you , this food’s perfect. ” on cue , he takes another bite , and the sting of the spice mixed with the flavor of the meat causes him to let out a moan of satisfaction. “ ah , it’s perfect ! seriously , the spice makes it even better. ” he won’t verbalize it , but the home-cooked meal sarang’s provided has managed to fill intae’s heart with warmth. neither of his parents had ever cooked for him , and with his lackluster cooking skills , there were few times he’d get the opportunity to eat such a meal.

—  ˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥  a narrative revolving around intae and @bedaeun​​​​ !

maybe he’s a horrible person , but no part of intae is at the festival for the greater good of the environment. to be honest , he always complains about having to separate his trash , and when it came to pollution , it seemed like a problem for the future generations to have to worry about. his self-indulgent lifestyle that acted as if he were the universe’s center made him simply tune out everything else in response. so while he’s wearing earth tones for the occasion , in every other facet his commitments to the festival lie in nothing but free food and good music.

well . . . those things , and kim daeun. she was a rare case , someone who’d managed to pr intae’s emotions open far more than even the closest of his friends had been able. it’s as if they met , for a split second , everything in the universe aligned to show them that they were meant to meet one another. while he was incredibly social , intae kept his close friends circle relatively intimate , but with both their similar upbringings and shared emotional vulnerabilities , it was no surprise the other made the cut. and , in true intae fashion , he’s come to support his friend in any way he can. the second he’d heard there was an open mic he vowed to come support , and that he did. during the beginning and end of her performance , intae’s near hysterical cheers of “ go kim daeun !!!! that’s my friend !!!! ” echoed into the sky. 

—  ˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥  a narrative revolving around intae and @bemason​​ !

sleep , sleep , sleep. it’s all intae can think about , as he’s running off four hours of sleep and had to struggle through hours of university lectures before finally being released from the torture that was his statistics class. he’d wasted no time dashing off campus , and into the hands of a place far more comforting - a nearby cafe , that was quick to greet him with the smell of pastries and promises of more energy. 

he’s not a big coffee drinker , but today’s an emergency, hence the male’s impatient taps as he awaits his coffee’s preparation. how hard is it to mix some coffee and milk, anyways ? his impatience causes his eyes to lazily trail over the coffee shop , doing some shameless people watching before they land on someone more . . . familiar.

wait . . . is that ? no, it couldn’t be. or wait . . . it actually could. a male on the other side of the room peaks intae’s interest , and if he’s right , the familiar face is the same one who’s streams he frequently watched whenever he had down time at home. being both prone to boredom and a careless spender , streamers who caught intae’s interest were almost always greeted with generous donations and conversation by an attention-seeking intae. and if he’s right , the customer on the other side of the cafe has to be -

—  ˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥  a narrative revolving around intae and @beyun !

saturday nights were for partying - and so were sundays , mondays , tuesdays, and well . . . the entire week , when it came to intae. if he has to pick between getting to class on time and having a good time , the adrenaline-driven male will always chose the ladder. he finds comfort in chaos and unpredictability , a structureless bliss that his childhood was anything but. so , as he always does , intae’s taken the weekend to unleash , determined to dance and shout into the morning until the entirety of seoul - no, the world , knows his name.

usually he’d start the night off solo , and end up with a new fling on his arm by the time he was heading home - but today was different. yun’s with him , and to his surprise , having someone with him to get things started had proved to be even more fun. intae’s known him since high school , and while he hadn’t expected them to reconnect through drinks and club hopping , he’s glad they did. recently, he’d been the first number intae texted when he was in the mood to let loose , as intae had become what yun’s self-proclaimed “ nightlife tour guide ”. in true intae fashion , he’d vowed to show yun the best clubs and lounges seoul had to offer , his way of enticing the other deeper into his lifestyle of questionable decisions and spontaneity. 

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