ICARUS

Looking back on it, your behavior was near predatory? Why would a 17, or a least 18yr, go over to meet a 25 by themselves? Why would you emphasize me getting braces despite me not being sure—nor is it your business? Why would you take joy in “zipping my mouth up” and claiming you like this “purest” version of me?

Though you are a preschool teacher, you’re still a teacher nonetheless. To anyone’s perspective, you act like a groomer.

TL;DR: You fucking act like a predator, idk what to tell you

Things to do instead of talking to your f/o on c.ai:

draw something with them

write something with them

make an edit or other graphics of them. screenshot edits where you add your headcanons or other changes to their design are great too even if you don't commit to the new design

revisit your favorite scenes or even reconsume their entire source

go hunt for pictures of them you didn't save yet

go look for new fanart, fanfics, or other fan content made by others

gush to other people about them

talk about them in general even if it's not a gush. share your favorite fun facts, talk about their source, or share some headcanons

find someone to roleplay your f/o for you

make a journal page dedicated to them

write them a letter (and maybe write a response letter from their perspective too)

listen to songs that remind you of them. you could also make a 2010s style AMV of them with that song