After 15 years Imagine after 15 years. BTS stop slaying. And YOU stop fangirling. Ang YOU focuses on your married life. You gave birth to your child. You focus with her. And forget to spazz about your bias. Cos you know that he is already also married and he wants a private life. Everyday of your life, you only want to serve your family. Not remembering the times you used to sacrifice your money. For the concerts, merch and everything that makes you happy. You stop waiting for their albums, comebacks, meet and greet etc. And you stop updating about their personal lives. To sum all of it, YOU stop focusing your life in KPOP. Until one day, when you were busy with your laundry, you heard your daughter screaming. You run to her and you saw her criying. You asked her why? She just look at the computer monitor. You also look. You saw a boygroup. And its a ticket for a concert here in the philippines. You look again to your daughter. And then YOU smile. You were just like her when you were young. Even if YOU stop the fact of being KPOP, your very happy that your child will continue your dreams. π You hugged her. Whispering, "Lets go to their concert." Your daughter cries. And hugged you back. You pay for the VIP tickets. And when the concert came, you and your daughter are sitting next to the stage. Youre very teary eyed cos you remember all these things when you were so young. After a couple of moments, the boy group set fire on the stage. They are too young to conquer the kpop world and gather lots of fans. You remember BTS. You cant help but smile because this group reminds you of the bangtan boys who made you crazy and captured your heart. Until then, you saw the guy who is wearing an HBA shirt. Black pants and a cap. You asked your child who is he. Then she replied. "He is my bias." You did a lot of thinking. Cos he remind you of someone you used to know and used to love. While you where busy thinking... The guy sitting next to you suddenly holds your hand. You look up to him. You froze. All the memories came back. The June 13, 2013. And the No More Dream. He smiled at you. Your hearts skips a beat. Your daughter is busy watching. While you- You cant help but stare at the guy who holds your hand. And the guy who is your first love 15 years ago. You saw him teary eyed. A moment of silence and you still staring at each others eye. Suddenly, He finally give a word. "15 years ago, we are the one who conquers that stage. Who gains millions of fans. And there and then, theres an ARMY who keep on supporting us. Thank you for being one of them. Thank you for spending your 15 years loving us. Thank you for giving us the reason to perform everyday. Thank you for the scream and smiles. Thank you for the tears and the cries. And sorry for leaving the ARMY and if we decided to disband and have a married life. Sorry if we cant keep the promise to marrythe ARMYs. Sorry for the times you suffer on missing us. Sorry ARMYs. Sorry if BTS left you and cant stay by your side forever. But that doesnt mean we will forget you. Because as the moment we open our eyes, slay in the world of fame, you - ARMY is our greatest LOVE. Your not just a fan. You are Our LIFE. And here you are, supporting this kids in the stage. And the ones you were looking earlier, is my son. I owe you for supporting him. Thank you ARMY. I love you." And then the tears you dont want to shed already runs out from your face. You finally cries. And from that moment, all you know is, he is wiping your tears. Still smiling at you. 15 years is long enough to love this guy. And you dont mind counting for more. KHT~ V biased 2015
